#eeshu boo baby

[khaleesiofalicante]

why didn’t no one tell me that adulthood was a fucking scam??? (okay fine everyone warned me but still). Anyways, I became financially independent and while I’m earning shit loads of money, I hate adulting?? do I love my job?? yes. Is it exactly what I wanted to do? also yes? Do I earn well? yep? do I hate it?? Abso-fucking-lutely yes bro. I miss living off my parents money- good times bro. But I’m living with my bestfriend so that’s great anyways that’s not why I’m here. I was away for a while and I came back for a hot minute yesterday and LOVE BREAKS APART FAMILIES SAY WHAT NOW MAAM?????????????????????? I AM READY TO GET HURT AGAIN. my LBAF analyst senses got wide awake last night and i found my way back to your demon lair at the right time. since I’m not writing these days due to [redacted], I’m ready to be swallowed whole by your angst. hit me up with the pain Ma’am. I’ll see you at midnight.

Also, all the best for LBAF V/VI. I’m always in awe of this story. I hope you have the best time writing. Sending you love and daisies since they represent familial love and you’re about to break a family or two jsjsjsjsksk.

EESHU. HIIIII.

I have figured my way around this adulting thing (DID I JINX IT?) and I can assure you that it gets easier. having your own space, and having control over your social circle and finances really does help. just remember to do things other than work. Even if you love your job a lot and you enjoy working. That's very important.

LBAF IS BACK INDEED. AND SHIT IS ANGSTIER THAN EVER 😎

It was so thoughtful of you to give the daisies. You know I'm a sucker for floral symbolism 🥺

See ya, babygirl ♥️

[khaleesiofalicante]

HI HELLO HI HI DANI🌻🌻🌻

I HAVEN’T BEEN HERE IN WHAT?? months??

HOW HAVE YOU BEEN????? I MISSED YOU!! And the Tumblr chaos as well.

Life update: the past six months have been shit?? I had a mysterious illness lmao and some other crazy shit happened but I finally finished my masters and now I’m a post grad in public health??? truly thought for a minute there that this degree will finish me before I finish it. But I just came back from Goa and the moved out of Bombay (Shahrukh Khan; you will be terribly missed). I mean not everything was bad—there was sone good in between too but it’s my life motto to be as dramatic as possible!!.

Anyways, BIG NEWS, I might be moving to Sri Lanka for a few months for this new project?? It’s not finalised yet (I’m only like 30% sure for now) but there’s a big chance that I might cause it seems like amazing work in the health sector and the location is fucking bangers. Living in Bombay has made me realise that I’m a sea person ooofff>>>

Also, I finished part 1 of LRHWY last night finally lmao. Only took me a year lol. I’m starting the amnesia and murder mystery au now and part II now that I finally have some time free.

You are writing another MAVID Pain fic?? I’ve been through hell in these past few months dani this is not what I need right now. I will first read that parent LB fic though.

Once again, HOW ARE YOU????????? pls tell me someone had a better time than I was having these past few months ffs shsjsjjkkl

Here’s a picture of a sunrise from Goa.

Eeshu! Hello!

I'm so sorry the last six months were so difficult. But I am so proud of you for managing to get so much done (and so brilliantly!) despite the challenges.

I'm even more proud that you came back and finished LRHWY. It always gives me hope when writers come back to fics because even though we are not writing them, it doesn't mean we're not thinking about them :)

Congratulations on your degree and on completing this marvelous story! You totally deserved that break in Goa.

I hope you are settling into your new place well. Please take it easy.

The last six months for me were just working + writing. I managed to complete one of the big projects and published a book (for work!) and now we're moving into the second phase of the project which will run for the rest of the year. So, I'm gearing up my team for that.

I myself am currently in Thailand (for work - sigh) but I am hoping to stay back for a week after my work thingy and have some fun. So, I'm really looking forward to being done with May and starting Pride Month with a bang hehe.

You will most definitely enjoy Sri Lanka. But remember to not go down south because even though they have the 'beach towns' they are full of tourists and are very....overwhelming. If you like party beaches, then that's the place. But if you want to enjoy the ocean and its beauty and just chill in peace, always go to the East <3

Sending love x

[khaleesiofalicante]

I am already in love with Miggy and Kit. I will be patiently waiting to read about them on the pages of a book. All the best and lots of cookie cream for you, Dani 🌻

also sending snowdrops and daffodils as they represent new beginnings and overcoming challenges okay byeeeee I’m off to get my hundredth tattoo jsjskssk

Thank you so much. This is the softest shit ♥️

[khaleesiofalicante]

What better way to spend the birthday of the beautiful and amazing @onetimetwotimesthreetimess than to read her beautiful and amazing writing. 

I binged the first four chapters of Love Really Hurts Without You and I am currently a puddle of emotions. 

These moodboards are a little gift for your birthday - and for sharing this wonderful story with the world. 

Eeshu! I hope you like them. I stored my love for you in these little boxes. 

Happy birthday 💚

[khaleesiofalicante]

hello babes!! 🌻🍓

I see you are having a great day lol-

anyways- I’ve been thinking non-stop of the heartstopper au (to the point that I might delay the soldier Alec and the murder mystery au fml) and I decided to do faceclaims. (Also because the show cast is literally in their 30/40s)

I usually don’t do faceclaims because when I’m reading/writing something, I don’t see faces or anything. I only see character profiles/blurred bodies- my mind doesn’t visualise a real person/face lskskskssk idk is that a weird thing lol?

so meet malec x heartstopper

Dylan O’brien as GOOFY ALEC MY BELOVED/Nick.

Song Wei Long as Magnus Babe/Charlie

Dove Cameron as Helen/Darcy

Zhang Zenfing as Aline/Tara

@raziyekroos is helping me figure out the remaining cause they are great at this lol

also quick question- is Raphael a better Tao or Ragnor. If I take Ragnor as Tao then Ragnor and Cat could date which could be cute. But Raphael is more bitchy lol skskkk. Also Clary as Magnus’s sister.

P.S. I have a title for the fic too. My brain has never worked at this speed lol. It’s the power of gays x gays

P. P.S. hope tomorrow is better for you. Sending you love and good vibes. 🥺💕

I ABSOLUTELY LOVE THIS OMG. THESE ARE PERFECT.

AND NOT DYLAN O'BRIEN. OBSESSED WITH THIS.

I have face claims for every fic but I don't actually imagine the faces either. Or rather I can't. But I feel like it helps the readers? It helps the reader more than the author I feel. And sometimes when i look at interviews or whatever of these face claims, I get inspired by their mannerisms etc. Just a tip for you :)

I love clary and magnus brotp so much so love your idea.

Personally I would say Ragnor as Tao because of the Cat thing. But also because Tao is wary of nick because he is worried about Charlie's safety (cause year 11s used to bully him) and that reminds me a lot of Ragnor who is concerned for Magnus because he is dating a shadowhunter. Raph can always be an OC. Or even Isaac. He does have the vibes. Like that scene where he saw the drama in the group chat and just rolled his eyes and ignored them lol.

Sending you loveeeeeeeeee. And I am SO SO SO excited for this au! Good luck <3

[khaleesiofalicante]

HELLO HI DANI HI 🌻

How are you doing???

I haven’t been on this hellsite in weeks but I’m officially back. I missed so much stuff???

1. You’re writing a divorce Mavid au???? Why? literally why?? who hurt u sis. I demand a thesis with explanation.

2. There’s a trailer for lbaf 4?? WHERE MAAM?? I CANNOT FIND IT. Send a search party plsss thanks

3. BMILY- i finally finished it and it was the softest shit I’ve ever read. Mavid has my entire heart oooofff. Also the angst was top tier. Max’s storyline killed me. Also good parent Alec>>>>>>>>> and lastly, blue means I love you ooooff. who allowed you to write shit like this bro??????

4. I haven’t finished baby malec au yet. Will do it tonight and I’ll find you again.

Also, I’ve been socialising a lot lately and I had almost forgotten how much I used to like that shit???? I’m utterly disgusted by this change in personality. I used to be the biggest recluse in the past few years oooffff—

I’m also sort of seeing this guy who keeps on doing cute shit so like the mature adult I am, I have commenced termination protocol by ghosting him. *pats myself on the back*

—

Lastly I finally updated lrhwy and bruh I had forgotten how much I needed writing again. I’m someone who has to put minimal effort and still scores a lot lmao so for the past two days I’ve been writing non stop and all my flat mates were shooketh cause I never study lmao. Someone tell these cuties that I was writing fanfiction lol.

Okay I’m done with my update. I repeat, how are you doing???? I can’t wait for LBAF.

ILY BYEEEE🌻🌻🌸💚

Tis for u

WELCOME BACK MOTHERFUCKER.

I like pain.

Here is your trailer. Fuck the tumble tag system.

bmily mavid owns my heart bye

baby malec is so fun to write tho. why tf are they so soft shdfak

you like socializing? who are you??? BLOCKED.

if i hear one more story about a 'cute guy' i will throw myself off my balcony istg (good job ghosting him men are to be ghosted)

SO SO SO SO EXCITED TO READ LHRWY NEW CHAPTER. I had a physically exhausting day and imma treat myself by starting the day with the new chapter tomorrow :)

I'm doing okay. I got covid lmao. But I recovered in two days. I'm unmatched. I'm unhinged. But this meant i couldn't go on my vacay which I REALLY looked forward to. So, I'm kinda mad lol.

Hope you take some time off work (and socializing ew) and focus on self-care. SEE YOU WITH LBAF SOON SUCKER.

ps - just so you know, im super super super proud and in awe of how you managed to write a 20k+ chapter and continue a story seamlessly as if you dropped it off only yesterday (yes i read the first bit during my break what about it) despite all your commitments. You're amazing <3

[khaleesiofalicante]

hello hi hello Ms. Deranged

here’s this pic of bful flowers for you. Hope your day was good🌻

now quick quesh- what garbage of a human being should I choose for Ben for the heartstopper au. I’m done with all the characters. I’m taking Sebastian as Harry but I’m still stuck on who Ben should be skskk. give suggestions thanks okay bye ily.

here’s another sunflower for you 🌻

YES. YELLOW FLOWERS ARE MY FAVE HOW DID YOU KNOW GASP.

Hm. Let's see. Since Magnus is playing Charlie, I feel the obvious choice can be Camille. We do know they have a lot of history there and Magnus did end up with a lot of relationship-related trauma after that.

I know in canon Charlie dates a guy, but I feel like even with Ben the same sex part had very little to do with it. Ben was an asshole because he was selfish and cruel and awful to Charlie, not because of either of their sexualities. So, I feel like you could just have Camille there (because like Ben, she does keep coming back to Magnus' life and trying to mess it up).

If you want to stick to having a guy as Ben, then my best bet would be maybe Imasu because he is the character who broke up with Magnus and not vice versa.

But I like the Camille thing better lmao bye. Good luck with the writing and can't wait to see it!

[khaleesiofalicante]

malec x heartstopper au means I get to write SOFT JOCK ALEC I-

also malec with a British accent. I’m very much sold on this au.

Get ready y’all-

I AM SCREENSHOTTING THIS BECAUSE RECEIPTS SUCKER.

[khaleesiofalicante]

psst psst

For the first time in my life I had actually made a schedule for work. I was supposed to do Literature Review for my thesis and then finish and post the final chapter of my fic but the second I saw this au drop, i shut my laptop so fckn fast that now I’m scared to open it back cause the screen might have cracked ksksksks. Anyways-

THIS IS THE DOMESTIC TMI GANG CONTENT I HAVE BEEN WANTING FOR YEARS.

I can’t even with how fucking stupid Malec was in the fic (affectionate).

“Touch starved slut” MAAM WHY WOULD YOU CALL US OUT LIKE THAT.

You using TMI books for the theme was honestly such a smart move. Alec’s fav is COLS cover lmfao I wonder why.

Jace remains to be the funniest character in your fics. I am love him.

But my fav part was when Magnus wanted to go home. He’s so nsisanjaa. Pls I want to write a memoir for Magnus Bane.

Saroja>>>>>> I need more magnus’s mom content asap. The whole part where they were in Indonesia was so beautiful. Alec is such a goddamn simp.

Your writing always hits right on the spot. Like every single thing seemed like smth a dumb bitch mundane Alec would say. And LBAF Malec was perfect canon malec and that fic you wrote on Magnus not wanting kids (forgot the name sorry) was totally show malec. I love that. SEE??? I AM ANALYSING RN? Is that not what literature review is about pls!!

this was the softest dumbest shit I have read and fake dating aus continue to be superior >>>

Okay bye ILY. 💛

P.S. all the letters were so beautiful. They are canon now CC who

P.P.S. All the best for TLND

OKAY BUT THIS A LIT REVIEW??? AND IT GETS AN A+++

Thank you for the reactions and love, my chai queen.

ALSO I choked on "dumb bitch Alec" please this needs to be a tag lmaoooo.

Thank you! I love you too! And I am so excited for the second/final chapter of All Too Well fic 💛

[khaleesiofalicante]

hello hello my dear 💚

keep this for your mood

Max with chairman

and this

Max with Alec

and this

Jace as a dad

okay take care love you. Hope tomorrow is a bit better. and the day after that. and the one after that. 🌻

(P.s. if I told you I closed all my tabs, will that help skskskskk)

Eeshu! Hello! 💚

The Jace one ended me lmao. Canon only.

Thank you so much. I hope this week gets a lil better for all of us and February can fuck off thank you very much :)

(P.S if you told me you deleted all the tabs then I'd call you a fucking liar)

(PPS - I was supposed to read ATW fic today but some shit happened. I am very excited to read it sometime this week. I will find you when I do - why does that sound like a threat lol).

[khaleesiofalicante]

*one overworked bitch sliding into the askbox of another*

Hello bb. How you doin?

The fact that I haven’t been able to shitpost like usual in almost a month is fucking homophobic. Anyways, I spent shitload of money to come back home to the other side of the country for 3 days just so that I could get some alone time lmao. The offline life is not for me fam.

Anyways, I’ve finally got (some) time to update LRHWY (I can’t believe I haven’t updated in a month I’m losing it). And it’s time to catch up on BMILY and the 5+1 Malec fic. I’ve read the first few chapters and I AM OBSESSED. I’m shooketh that they are not already 100k+ words long lmao. I’ll get back to you with my actual reactions the next time you open your ask box.

Lastly—- I NEED YOU TO SEE MY TATTOOES. THEY ARE MY ENTIRE PERSONALITY RIGHT NOW. I’m going for very edgy, recluse, mysterious girl vibes.

Okay take care. Hope things get better in Sri Lanka. Ily.

P.S. do you like Shahrukh Khan?? the only good thing that came out of the whole move is that I get to live near SRK. I’ve been stalking his house every other day for the past 20 days lmao. One day he’s going to come out wave at me and I can finally die as a happy woman. Okay that’s it for now. See you soon. Byeeeeee🌻

FIRST OF ALL WHAT KIND OF BOUGIE ASS NEIGHBORHOOD ARE YOU LIVING IN OMFG. AND YES I LOVE SRK. HE IS A FAVE.

Also im obsessed with your tattoes! the malec one you designed yourself is so beautiful and just perfect. AND YES SO EXCITED FOR THE OTHERS TOO! I still haven't gotten my new ones. please manifest vibes for me so i can get a new one soon :(

AND YES BITCH BLESS US WITH LRHWY.

But take your time with it too. i know you need to write it (i feel the same way) but don't let writing turn into a chore because then it turns stressful and then we forget why started writing in the first place - because we enjoy doing it :)

sending you lots of money and hope you get some rest and alone time THE WAY YOU DESERVE.

ILY.

[khaleesiofalicante]

hello. hi. 🌻

How you doing babes.

I moved to a new city like a week or so back and bro it’s such a shit show. I have no time to breathe or do anything else. I haven’t been much on tumblr either. I have no time to write (which I prioritise over breathing ughh). And I’m constantly around people and everyone keeps on taking me out to drink or smoke pot or whatever but socialising is whack only. All I want to do is be an online girl and consume content and write my fic in peace which I haven’t gotten the time to do at all in like 20 days. THIS IS A 911 DANI SEND HELP-

Anyways. Now that I’m done venting it out. How you doing? Hope you are taking care.

Also: the Minerva one shot was top tier and THE MAVID AU IS THE ONLY THING KEEPING ME SAME BRO. I LOVE MY DISASTER BOY SO MUCH GOD BLESS YOU FOR WRITING THAT. ALSO ALEC AND DAVID SCENES ARE SUPERIOR OOOFFF

Okay love you byeee.

me @ u

HOW DOES THAT MEME PERFECTLY CAPTURE AGGRESSIVE MUTUAL LOVE SHNKS I LOVE IT

I hope you will soon find time and space for yourself. The first couple of somethings (weeks? months? shit changes bro) are always so busy and shit just evens out. Tis the law of nature.

But if it helps, I always (okay fine only recently) started using a boundary day. I pick a day and decide it's a me day. So when I make plans with friends i say that I'm not free on this day and after a while they stop bothering you about that day and work around it. Mine is Saturday and I never make any social plans on this day unless i want to do it. So its a just day for writing and online shenanigans.

Establish boundaries, girl!

Stay safe x.

[khaleesiofalicante]

HI HELLOOO!!!! 💚

So I’m gonna binge read the last EIGHT chapters of TLND. The last one I read was where David asked Max for sex as if he was asking about the time!!!!!! I’m extremely scared ngl

while I read lbaf literally 5 seconds after you posted them- I have a strict policy of not reading TLND at nights cause I already have a sleeping disorder, I don’t need nightmares on top of that skskskss

but tomorrow is my last day at job so I’m feeling extra ecstatic. I mean it’s not last day last day but like I’m done with my current project and it’ll a month or two before I start the next one. Can you imagine what all I can do in this free time???? read!! Travel!! Finish my WIPs!!! get a life maybe. I mean I’m not going to do any of these but just the potential lmao

Anyways, If you find me in your ask box by tomorrow- it means I have survived. If not, then know that I have asked my therapist for an emergency session lol okay bye

Song Rec- pray for me

also

1. all the best for your writing project ✨

2. sending you lots of love and strength to deal with everything that’s going in SL

Okay Bye🌻🌸

Omg a break sounds so wonderful - and very well deserved I'm sure!

I hope you have a VERY relaxing time and enjoy yourself and get to do all the little and big things that bring you comfort and joy.

And happy reading. Don't get me started on TLND David. This bitch is wild.

Thank you for the love and support. I really appreciate it.

Pray for me (kendrick lamar?) is one of my favorite songs. It's actually in my Max playlist :)

So here is another Max song for you: Hit the Road Jack by Ray Charles :)

[khaleesiofalicante]

hello hello bb 🌻(I truly believe that the human species need a new way to say hi asap like come on it’s 2022)

anyways I see that you are keeping up with your tradition of passing out while writing so try googling this

I haven’t read the latest chapter yet but keep this-

1. Main Jahan Rahoon- for Malec

2. I walk the line by Johnny Cash for Mavid

3. Blues run the game by Jackson Frank for Magnus cause he is one angsty mf

4. Overwhelmed by the serpent for Rafael cause baby has issues-

P.S. also this- Magnus’s reaction when Alec brings a third kid home like it’s Tuesday

okay bye ily take care 🌻🍓🌸

greetings and tidings my precious black swan (I'll keep at it)

I will definitely try googling that. My stupid idiot brain needs it.

I listened to the slowed + reverb version of Main Jahan Rahoon. I am feels.

I loved the song recs! I walk the line is one of the my fave oldies. Thank you for that.

ALSO THAT INSTA VIDEO LMAO DBCJSDNBA.