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slippery-minghus · 9 months ago

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feels like the last few weeks have been the slow motion progression of a brick in a dryer.

shaking shaking shaking apart

finally broke into pieces last night

been a pile of broken parts in the grass all day

it's going to take time to work up to equilibrium again, i'm sure i'll get there. but i'm worried i took the kind of damage that knocked out one of my spell slots yanno? a stat debuff that i'm going to have to re-earn the skill points to unlock all over again.

#and i don't wanna do the work #have hardly been able to feed myself for days now #the ed thoughts have passed for the most part but my feeding schedule is still hellishly out of whack #eating small amounts when i realize i'm hungry and then getting too hyperfixated into my game... not coming up for air #until it's much too late to prepare a meal or anything #i see my shrink tomorrow and fuck... talking about all this will help. always does #but i'm just so fucking sick of it. even thinking about it pisses me off #not to say i want new problems by any means but. i'm so fucking bored with my problems #like i don't even wanna fucking talk about my dad anymore yanno?#and i always wanna bitch about my shitty dad #personal

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