#eat shit god and women of the church my sinful lipgloss and braids isn't sucking my soul of all it's life

[im2tired4usernames]

You know when I followed the rules on how to dress I never felt comfortable never got to feel pretty always looked and felt uncomfortable and dead but now that I'm dressing how I like I can't leave the house with out women of all ages randomly coming up to me out of nowhere and telling me how cute and pretty I am, how much they love my hair, makeup and outfits and my clothes are comfy and I feel so pretty it's so nice to actually but be disgusted when I look in the mirror it's so hard to not let it go to my head lipgloss and cardigans have become my crack