#early placebo
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#u#web finds#prorev#projekt revolution#pro rev#music#emo#alternative#2007#my chemical romance#mcr#linkin park#placebo#him#taking back sunday#julien k#2000s#00s#early 2000s#y2k
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heres a song ^_^ a bit grittier than what i usually do i think ? the title crawl/drag came to me on the bus this morning
#what four months of listening to placebo & then two & a half continuous hours of nine inch nails will do to you ...#musicking#there are swear words in this one. & my voice sounds really grating i promise thats like. normal vocal texture for me lol#i do like the bass tone here though going for an early pj harvey sound for the bass & i finally kind of got something i like
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highlights from androgyny (2005) an indie doc on placebo (paraphrased bc i have shit memory)
"when you look at brian you dont think 'oh hes a student oh his mum is going to give him a sweater for christmas' you look at him and you think hes so short but he is rockstar material" - their old producer or something
brian wearing frilly victorian blouses with a leather coat in pre-placebo london days
brian writing directing and performing in an autobiographical play in uni where he was (if his professors recall correctly) a transgender man brian molko transmasc icon Confirmed
in that same play he strips naked (being the only one to actually do so despite many students threatening to do the same)
a gay magazine journalist calling brett anderson and david bowie fake bisexuals but saying that brian seemed like the real deal because he was interesting
a LOT of bowie slander (primarily from the gay mag journalist)
steves former bandmate seeing him at the set of velvet goldmine and thinking hes a prostitute before realizing it was him 😭
the weirdest least placebo looking title card youve ever seen with the worst music over it. #graphicdesignismypassion
their biographer saying that theyll only get the respect from the uk media they deserve if they break up or if one of them dies (BOOO)
#anyways it was a very interesting watch but now im imagining early 90s brian in those indie rock venues hanging around his crowd#wearing a VICTORIAN BLOUSE. AND A LEATHER COAT. like a diva he is.......#AND THE FACT HE WAS DOING A SEMI AUTOBIOGRAPHICAL PLAY AND HE WROTE HIS CHARACTER TO BE A TRANS MAN..... a man trapped in a womans body...#i feel unwell someone might need to put me down#placebo#piksla.txt
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so from my experiences of being around transfem people taking estrogen, it seems that your periods actually start to sync up with the people around you who menstruate
#girl got period cramps earlier than usual last night and I felt like it was my fault for sitting next to her w the worst period cramps ever😭#happened after i had been sitting next to her for hours#this is one of those things where i'm like yeah this sounds more like placebo/conspiracy but nah it's been true every time#my period is somehow the strongest and i can make peoples periods start up to a week early just by being around them for a couple days#i've caused periods to be late too 😬#it does NOT make sense but i promise you it DOES happen#i've had a lot of conversations w people about how freaked out they were by it#.bdo
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it’s been a long time, a very long time, since i’ve heard your voice
albums I loved growing up: the pop-punk/emo/screamo/post-hardcore edition
#my cd collection#high school#emo#pop punk#the ataris#jimmy eat world#new found glory#dashboard confessional#my chemical romance#placebo#boxcar racer#the early november#further seems forever#something corporate#finch#thursday#00s#90s#music
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i went to migraine island and
#wearing sunglasses by candlelight#the first time i am so happy it gets dark so early#aspirin does not do anything#like...ever#not even placebo? thats crazy#will graham my fellow diva in peril<3#will graham#nbc hannibal#personal
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okay is it actually my new meds making me feel shit or is it me choosing to listen to sufjan stevens before 7am on a work day. 😶����️
#it probably doesnt help watching miserable movies and then crying myself to sleep early.... well.#ik it might just be me placebo effecting w these meds so trying not to fall into it. tbf its been a stupidly busy few weeks#and being tired and in pain makes it difficult to stay afloat! and ive missed both gym sessions i wanted to do this week#and i always feel shite when i miss a gym session or two... whatever i already agreed to try it for two months anyway#at least this is my last working day this week..... lord work is gonna feel long tho they surprised me with 20x samples yesterday#so thats like. at least 5 continuous hours of work. lets just get it over with#AND im lonely i want to talk to someone abt all this health shit and this overwhelming urge im having to get Out#but my roommate is too low empathy to give a fuckkk and it clearly makes her uncomfortable and everyone else is too busy#but thats okay ive always gotten thru shit alone before and ill do it until i die innit. not that big a deal anyway im being melodramatic#man i need to start getting laid regularly again. irrelevant but not really its always a bit relevant i <3 thinking with my dick#sigh.....okay well see yall later#.diaries
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queer men will make music explicitly about queer love and then claim "oh it's just an expession, it can be about anyone"
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Dear duary, today I learned what's it's like to be a frog in a pot on a stovetop (very not at all suspicious placement to take a nice bath)
#dying. badly.#CANNOT EMPHASIZE ENOUGH THOUGH. i was drawing and drawing and midday maybe afternoon#i'm like. why am i losing focus. usually i wouldn't lose focus this early.#i'm so exhausedted though lemme just lay down in my room (has the ac that i hate very much) for a sec#and you wouldn't belueve it. it's fucking hot as shit .#burning up just laying in my bed. i caved and put a bedsheet on that thing. the situation is dire#idk if it helps. if anything placebo save me#also they should inevnt acs that aren't loud as fuck. i fucking hates sounds so much#they should end the climate crisis. for me. local autism man who fucking hates sounds.#i have my noise cancelors but. come on.#i HATE sounds i HATE lights . i'm PICKY. about flaviors. and so on
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cant stop pacing my room like a caged animal cause i found new music i really like
👍 normal behaviour observed 👍
#unable to focus on any activity besides being like god ths is good my head is ringing#was ANYONE gonna tell me that iamx's early albums sound nothing like bernadette#and ive been living on the assumption that all their music is as swagless as bernadette so i should stay away#noooooo brah. this is like when i found placebo. or when i thought murderbot author martha wells was a nepo baby#ok everything kinda falls apart after volatile times. so sad so sad
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#u#web finds#placebo#brian molko#ticket stubs#concert#alternative#90s#1990s#2000s#00s#early 2000s#music
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I'm so glad the placebo effect works on me so well tho like yesterday we were on the bus in pain and Annie took a few pills out of our Assorted Pill Baggy and Val from the background was like "Those are lactose enzymes" and Annie was like "Shh! Don't tell me that! They're the same shape and size of painkillers I've had before" and it. I mean it fucking worked well enough tbh.
#carys.exe#which is why i take a lot more 'typical' painkillers like ibuprofen yk.#the placebo effect works really well on me just in general and i may as well take advantage of it by letting anything kill my pain#tfw youre so avoidant your pain thinks something MIGHT try to fight it and it fucks off#this isnt to say my pain isnt a very real problem like if i let it get too far even real deal painkillers don't fuck with it#but if i catch it early its like. heyyy body i medicated you stop hurting now 👍#oh okay yeah you totally Took Pill Im Okay Now 🙂👍
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#thinking abt that guys testimony from that documentary where he said that brian in the early days wore long coats and frilly blouses...#brian is a byronic hero to me....#placebo#piksla.txt
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So it’s been three days and my new new meds seem to be helping my mood but they’re making me really fucking sleepy. Like I slept for twelve hours last night after two naps yesterday. But my mood is like, “yay comfy, cozy blankets! :3″ lol
#could just be placebo this early but you know what I'll take it#I've been really fucking depressed but I haven't wanted to be That Person that overshares on the internet#but I'm starting to get hopeful
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TMI
#I fucking pray I’m not pregnant LMAO#this is the problem with having irregular periods#it’s that your body loves to scare u#and I fear the symptoms are also me scaring myself#placebo effect much#anyway I’m in a cafe trying to get work done but now this is in my head and I’m panicking but I know logically that I can’t do anything rn#other than let time pass and pray my period comes next week#and also take a pregnancy test#but also they’re not accurate this early#AHHHHH THIS IS MY FUCKJNG FAULT#anyway I love oversharing on the internet :)#rambles
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25th ward is in fact peak gaming
#i think i like tsc better overall but 25th ward is AUGH#id like to see/go through all of the endings though i only got through like three of them tonight and i have to get up early tomorrow#im still thinking abt placebo specifically i almost started bawling at the end of misogi dude
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