#each one that goes by i'm like WOW MARTIN JFC

[surgikill]

lord jesus that episode !!

brought his own child to the cabin to kill him but he lost the nerve !! that’s what i figured happened . still , to even bring your child there . to have that in your head . he’s a sick dude . and now in the present time , per his nightmares of last weeks ep , was it last week ?? he’s coming to terms with finding that he actually DOES love his boy ! in a weird twisted way . 

great song at the end i love it .

and god poor malcolm !! how are you raised by this perfect father and its just SMASH CUT to serial killer dad suddenly , like how do you reconcile that ?? crazy to even think about . 

and he was sculpting a bust of himself lmao !!!!! what in the ego !!!!! theres so much more but i’m at work LOL hopefully i can jump on again at some point . 

also poor jessica , lord she carries so so much guilt and its not her fault .