#dunno if it'll still be good when i review it in a week or so. but for now. it fucks hard.....

[crimeronan]

currently doing my rewrite of the fourth lumity fic chapter (do not expect it for a few more weeks, though) and just wanna inform u guys that most of the snippets you've seen will likely be reworked to the point of becoming outtakes. However. that is because what i'm currently writing Fucks.

[iced-cofi]

Hello, ladies, gentlemen, neither, both, in-between, and etcetera. Earlier today, I was thinking about how some of my favorite indie titles don't really get the reach they deserve, and then it occured to me that maybe that's because people don't talk about them very much. So I figured the best way to share them is to talk about them! So today, I would like to share a list of some of my favorite underrated indie games that I firmly believe deserve more love!

So welcome all, to...

Indie Games that I like that don't get enough attention (:

Now, these will all be shorter reviews with one or two images each, simply to give a taste, and to try to get y'all to check them out! Also, just so y'all know, most of these aren't totally unknown, but are still underdiscussed and appreciated in my opinion. Without further ado, enjoy!!

Number 1: ROLLER DROME

If you know me at all, you know that I fuckin love Tony's Hawk Pro Skate Fun Time. Along side that, you should also know that I really like quick paced movement shooter combat. And the idea of marrying the two makes me salavate like a feral beast eating for the first time in a week.

It is lightning fast, always changing, and requires you know how to do sick tricks while gunning down hoards of bat wielding madmen and laser firing teleporty... death... folks (I dunno I couldn't think of a good description for them lol). The gunplay is satisfying, challenging, and yet so consistently rewarding in and of itself that I actually wanted to go for a high score in most of the levels, a thing I do it literally nothing else except fuckin Tetris and Sonic. I would recommend it back to front, again and again. Absolutely phenomenal, with a pretty rad NG+ as well.

And all this goes without mentioning the brilliant comic book visual style, breathtaking views and locales, and brain pumping soundtrack. And while the story is simple, it is told in an incredibly fun yet quiet, eclectic yet unique, and engaging yet entirely optional way.

I would recommend this game to anyone looking for something energetic, challenging, and accessible in all the right ways. Good shit, I promise.

Number 2: PACIFIC DRIVE

As a 22 year old who grew up in Colorado with family living out of state who we would visit at least once a year, I am not exaggerating when I say that Road tripping is like my favorite fucking thing ever. Driving though forests, listening to indie rock and podcasts while playing word games and chatting with loved ones, it is a one of a kind experience that fills me with a... Quiet yet appreciative meloncholy.

Pacific Drive distills the beauty and calm of a road trip, and combines that with a strange, anomalous world to create one of the most unique survival games I have ever had the pleasure of playing. The moment to moment gameplay can range from solemn drives though scenic Pacific northeast forests, listening to a wonderful collection of indie music on the in game radio, all the way to hauling ass through forests as reality collapses around you, trying to get your fuckin wreck of a car through a beam of angelic light to teleport to safety in an instant of white hot light.

And this is all while managing every single minute detail of both your car and your environment. Bumper taking a beating? Repair and upgrade it to take more hits. Door torn off in a hell storm? Find one off of one of the many wrecks and throw it on there, it'll work for now. Too dark to see through the rain and wind? While you gotta turn those headlights and windshield wipers on. It's complex yet understandable. It's customizable yet consistent. It's so fuckin good dude.

Oh also the story fuckin rules but I won't say anything else cause you really should experience it yourself.

I would recommend this to anyone nostalgic for late night drives and cross country road trips, but I assure you this shit ain't stress free lol. Worth every moment tho. Amazing shit.

Number 3: KILLER FREQUENCY

I have always been iffy on the slasher genre. While some of them are absolutely delightful with just the right amount of cheese and... While, slashing, some of them divulge too much into gore and guts, with such intense tonal whiplash it breaks my fuckin neck. But sometimes, something gets it just right. And this game absolutely does.

Killer Frequency is the answer to a question no body asked. "What if you were a radio host who had a bunch of people call in desperately begging you to help save their lives?" But why did no body ask it? It fuckin rules! The game consistently provides puzzles that poke at the brain while constantly under the stress of needing to solve it or someone will actually just fucking die. With perfectly campy performances and writing, it constantly entertains without feeling like it relished violence, mainly because most of the actual murdering happens over the phone. It's awesome and eerie, and provides a really fun mini radio station sandbox to play records, ads, and sound effects on. It fucking rules.

Ironically, of the games thus far, this one is actually pretty low stress and casual, and doesn't really push the boundaries of horror in a way that will turn people away. I really would recommend this to anyone looking for a fun one or two session slasher flick to play with friends.

Number 4: POST VOID

I'm gonna keep this one super short and sweet, cause this game likes to do the same.

POST VOID is a psychedelic, hyped violent, messy first person shooter rouge lite about movie fast and kickin ass. It is constantly breakneck, borderline mindnumbing, and almost disquieting in its art style, like every thing is a scribble in the mind of a broken man. The game can be beaten in an hour if you're good, and yet can be replayed again and again and again. It's the perfect game to pop open, run a few times, and then close.

Play this game. It's like 6 bucks I don't care if you don't think it's for you, it's so good. I promise.

Number 5: PENNY'S BIG BREAKAWAY

This is the last one for the night, and I'm probably gonna do a part 2 but I need to go to bed. But regardless, holy shit. My favorite genre in all of gaming is 3D platformers, and the fact that this game underperformed is a downright fucking crime, cause this is one of the most unique, fun, wacky platformers of all time in all the best ways. It's weird and confident and full of shit to do, and also it's developed by the Sonic Mania team, and all of that care and love and passion and talent fully carries over.

The controls are incredibly unique, and take a minute to get used to, but once you do, you will find yourself entering a platformer flow state like none other. Jumping and flipping and twirling and rolling and diving, it all flows together seamlessly in one of the most unique control schemes I've ever played with ever.

And of course, the visuals are wonderful and silly and so fuckin good it makes me want to cry. And the music oh my fucking God the music, it is one of a kind. It's bouncy and fun and both so distinctly 90s and yet so modern in quality and mixing, it makes for a audio feast for the ears.

Every challenge completed, every level beaten, every boss stomped, every single moment spent playing this game is a moment that you improve, and get better, and move faster, and flow better. And in tandem with the brilliant art direction, amazing music, and Saturday morning cartoon ass story, it makes for a one of a kind, silly, charming, absolute blast of a game I would recommend to anyone of any age, period and of quote.

If you have the means and ability to do so while caring for yourself, please play these games. Each is entirely unique and weird and fun and each one is absolutely worth every penny (haha get it) they cost.

Thank you for indulging me, and I kinda wanna make a video with this concept soon. This was very very fun!! Have a good night thanks for listening to my bullshit also last thing last little bonus here are songs from each of the games. They are all in the same order as the games if you are wondering which game each is from ok that's all have fun ok night night!!

[terrifickid]

ya,

spectacularly horrible outcome.

uh, it just feels like for the last 5 years - every week is another new disaster. no matter all the solutions I come up with, somehow they improbably completely fail. I just can't get a break. Like I'm cursed or something.

So I guess it's like maybe the feeling of being beaten to death? It's like, at some point that's really it.

Well I'm mostly tired of other people not listening to me. Telling me everything is fine and sending me invoices and shit.

And I'm tired of people saying hello to me. And tired of being bored and horrified by.. well the whole planet?

Like, eventually you tire out and drown...

So ya, definitely a new etiquette. Like, I guess everyone is fine with that and doesn't want to address it or change anything or consider the consequences. I guess everybody else is fine but I won't live. And so, it's wierd people come up to me and are like, 'how are ya?' - I don't want to have that conversation or any conversation.

"Oh well you're all killing me", "Hmm, what what do you mean? Am I?"

It be cool if I could just be euthanized at least but it's like, nah, send over the paperwork - we'll review it. half those places are cons anyway. It's like being in a nightmare.

So, at the suicide point It'll just be pretty clear that probably any attempt I'd make would fail since what do I know about that.. So I guess I'll just sit there and eventually wind up in jail I guess... and then at that point crazy shit will happen and I probably won't get out.

Pretty brutal, it just feels like no escaping my mother. Like I managed to live a cool life for about 20 years but with that over I just fall back into like, target world which I can't do.

And with no way to die.

I don't know what will happen to me. I imagine I'll become a demon of complete hatred and violence. I don't think I'll like cave and see things people's way.

life in solitary confinement? I don't think I'd eat.

Think they'd force feed me? That's so wierd to think about.

Why would you lock a person up in a cell for life and force feed them?

I'm not gone, but I'm over people. they won't leave me alone though and I don't know how to die.

ya, I was thinking about that. Maybe I can hobble around and just drift from soup kitchen to soup kitchen...

so strange.

I don't feel sad about my life, I'm not angry or regretful. I feel sad like the sadness of leaving someone. I just don't care anymore. About the whole planetary civilization. Like when they call you and you just don't want to answer.

ya maybe starve to death. wander off into a vast mountain range. get eaten by a puma.

Here it is,

sounds fine: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Terminal_dehydration#:~:text=Those%20who%20die%20by%20terminal,is%20reported%20as%20%22thirst%22.

hey whoa that would actually work. wierdly it says thats the shugendo way monks continued on... Hmm,

Well thats a sweet find. I can meditate for 4 days without drinking water and pass out. I can totally do that. Up in the hills.. I emailed dignitas and told'em the plan.

Ok that's one issue solved.

As I see it, I've got to accumulate bitcoin - that could solve the long-term financial issue. Then I just need to deal with my immediate needs. Should have realized this earlier.

Even still, what I would do with 200B I have no idea. I'd still have to go home at night. Will see where this leads.

Some persons I know says we all die in April. I dunno, so far I'm on course to dying just like I thought, shit that should have worked inexplicably broke down wasn't able to find any support and I've just found a way to die on my own.

Oh and it's literally sokushinbutsu

no I don't think I'd do that in japan would I? Nor hawaii? I have no idea where. I said I'd stay present and I will. I said I feel like I'm dying soon and so I don't understand what people are expecting from me.

Ya I'm completely exhausted and out of ideas on my future. I hated every day of my life and it's only been torment. Except for like a few good burgers and a cool drive once. That I always had an incurable illness which was the cause of it all just takes the cake. And now what grow old an die during hell future?

Well I think I'll be guided there. Looks pretty clear like I'm dying like I fucking said gd you people.

Maybe I understand why this all happened like this.

It's just like that vision of my death. We'll just sink into it.

Ya I've generally sensed I go to hawaii and come back. But just today it's feeling like maybe I'm starting to exit my body. If I die before hawaii which is in may, than it won't be from my doing.

I saved 1 dog. better than suicide.

[iced-cofi]

Hello, ladies, gentlemen, neither, both, in-between, and etcetera. Earlier today, I was thinking about how some of my favorite indie titles don't really get the reach they deserve, and then it occured to me that maybe that's because people don't talk about them very much. So I figured the best way to share them is to talk about them! So today, I would like to share a list of some of my favorite underrated indie games that I firmly believe deserve more love!

So welcome all, to...

Indie Games that I like that don't get enough attention (:

Now, these will all be shorter reviews with one or two images each, simply to give a taste, and to try to get y'all to check them out! Also, just so y'all know, most of these aren't totally unknown, but are still underdiscussed and appreciated in my opinion. Without further ado, enjoy!!

Number 1: ROLLER DROME

If you know me at all, you know that I fuckin love Tony's Hawk Pro Skate Fun Time. Along side that, you should also know that I really like quick paced movement shooter combat. And the idea of marrying the two makes me salavate like a feral beast eating for the first time in a week.

It is lightning fast, always changing, and requires you know how to do sick tricks while gunning down hoards of bat wielding madmen and laser firing teleporty... death... folks (I dunno I couldn't think of a good description for them lol). The gunplay is satisfying, challenging, and yet so consistently rewarding in and of itself that I actually wanted to go for a high score in most of the levels, a thing I do it literally nothing else except fuckin Tetris and Sonic. I would recommend it back to front, again and again. Absolutely phenomenal, with a pretty rad NG+ as well.

And all this goes without mentioning the brilliant comic book visual style, breathtaking views and locales, and brain pumping soundtrack. And while the story is simple, it is told in an incredibly fun yet quiet, eclectic yet unique, and engaging yet entirely optional way.

I would recommend this game to anyone looking for something energetic, challenging, and accessible in all the right ways. Good shit, I promise.

Number 2: PACIFIC DRIVE

As a 22 year old who grew up in Colorado with family living out of state who we would visit at least once a year, I am not exaggerating when I say that Road tripping is like my favorite fucking thing ever. Driving though forests, listening to indie rock and podcasts while playing word games and chatting with loved ones, it is a one of a kind experience that fills me with a... Quiet yet appreciative meloncholy.

Pacific Drive distills the beauty and calm of a road trip, and combines that with a strange, anomalous world to create one of the most unique survival games I have ever had the pleasure of playing. The moment to moment gameplay can range from solemn drives though scenic Pacific northeast forests, listening to a wonderful collection of indie music on the in game radio, all the way to hauling ass through forests as reality collapses around you, trying to get your fuckin wreck of a car through a beam of angelic light to teleport to safety in an instant of white hot light.

And this is all while managing every single minute detail of both your car and your environment. Bumper taking a beating? Repair and upgrade it to take more hits. Door torn off in a hell storm? Find one off of one of the many wrecks and throw it on there, it'll work for now. Too dark to see through the rain and wind? While you gotta turn those headlights and windshield wipers on. It's complex yet understandable. It's customizable yet consistent. It's so fuckin good dude.

Oh also the story fuckin rules but I won't say anything else cause you really should experience it yourself.

I would recommend this to anyone nostalgic for late night drives and cross country road trips, but I assure you this shit ain't stress free lol. Worth every moment tho. Amazing shit.

Number 3: KILLER FREQUENCY

I have always been iffy on the slasher genre. While some of them are absolutely delightful with just the right amount of cheese and... While, slashing, some of them divulge too much into gore and guts, with such intense tonal whiplash it breaks my fuckin neck. But sometimes, something gets it just right. And this game absolutely does.

Killer Frequency is the answer to a question no body asked. "What if you were a radio host who had a bunch of people call in desperately begging you to help save their lives?" But why did no body ask it? It fuckin rules! The game consistently provides puzzles that poke at the brain while constantly under the stress of needing to solve it or someone will actually just fucking die. With perfectly campy performances and writing, it constantly entertains without feeling like it relished violence, mainly because most of the actual murdering happens over the phone. It's awesome and eerie, and provides a really fun mini radio station sandbox to play records, ads, and sound effects on. It fucking rules.

Ironically, of the games thus far, this one is actually pretty low stress and casual, and doesn't really push the boundaries of horror in a way that will turn people away. I really would recommend this to anyone looking for a fun one or two session slasher flick to play with friends.

Number 4: POST VOID

I'm gonna keep this one super short and sweet, cause this game likes to do the same.

POST VOID is a psychedelic, hyped violent, messy first person shooter rouge lite about movie fast and kickin ass. It is constantly breakneck, borderline mindnumbing, and almost disquieting in its art style, like every thing is a scribble in the mind of a broken man. The game can be beaten in an hour if you're good, and yet can be replayed again and again and again. It's the perfect game to pop open, run a few times, and then close.

Play this game. It's like 6 bucks I don't care if you don't think it's for you, it's so good. I promise.

Number 5: PENNY'S BIG BREAKAWAY

This is the last one for the night, and I'm probably gonna do a part 2 but I need to go to bed. But regardless, holy shit. My favorite genre in all of gaming is 3D platformers, and the fact that this game underperformed is a downright fucking crime, cause this is one of the most unique, fun, wacky platformers of all time in all the best ways. It's weird and confident and full of shit to do, and also it's developed by the Sonic Mania team, and all of that care and love and passion and talent fully carries over.

The controls are incredibly unique, and take a minute to get used to, but once you do, you will find yourself entering a platformer flow state like none other. Jumping and flipping and twirling and rolling and diving, it all flows together seamlessly in one of the most unique control schemes I've ever played with ever.

And of course, the visuals are wonderful and silly and so fuckin good it makes me want to cry. And the music oh my fucking God the music, it is one of a kind. It's bouncy and fun and both so distinctly 90s and yet so modern in quality and mixing, it makes for a audio feast for the ears.

Every challenge completed, every level beaten, every boss stomped, every single moment spent playing this game is a moment that you improve, and get better, and move faster, and flow better. And in tandem with the brilliant art direction, amazing music, and Saturday morning cartoon ass story, it makes for a one of a kind, silly, charming, absolute blast of a game I would recommend to anyone of any age, period and of quote.

If you have the means and ability to do so while caring for yourself, please play these games. Each is entirely unique and weird and fun and each one is absolutely worth every penny (haha get it) they cost.

Thank you for indulging me, and I kinda wanna make a video with this concept soon. This was very very fun!! Have a good night thanks for listening to my bullshit also last thing last little bonus here are songs from each of the games. They are all in the same order as the games if you are wondering which game each is from ok that's all have fun ok night night!!