#dude i fucking LOVE writing limited third person pov especially from kara's perspective

[searidings]

HELLO I finally finished RTRO this ones a doozy it was amazing i loved it here r my THOTS

- you said you hope the ending of this obliterates me and i hope so too <3

- “There’s a terror that tugs at her heart sometimes, when she thinks about Lena.” this makes me want to eat rocks /pos

- ALDJAKDJAF “What the fuck Alex? I do a GOOD JOB of hiding my crippling fear of being left behind!”

- I need Kara “Abandonment Issues” Danvers to go to therapy pls <3

- BAHAHAH I THOUGHT KELLY WAS GONNA BE HER THERAPIST?? nvm that would probably be a conflict of interest

- Kara “goes catatonic for two hours, explodes a pillow, and cries in the shower” Danvers i love you so much

- “Who have you lost, Kara?” “Everyone.” IM GONNA COME TO YOUR HOUSE

- OH SO THIS IS THE HEIGHT MARKING SCENE this is taking me out at the kneecaps

- I feel like i’m so bad at articulating any actual thoughts cause I’m just screaming about the little moments as i read. But literally its like! It really is the little things!! They’re finally getting to where they can just have lunch together again, and see movies and go for bike rides. And Karas trying to do things that are meaningful for Lena like carving their heights in the door! Its all the little things they do that actually say “I love you” theres no One Big Gesture Kara can do to prove she loves Lena. okay i need to shut the fuck up im yearning

- BLEASE LENAS GOING TO ARGO

- literally every scene i think theyre gonna kiss

- Lena touching Karas hand “with an attention that borders on adoration” dont TALK to me dont LOOK at me

- A SMALL BOX???

- “She can’t ever, ever let Lena go. Not without her knowing that she’s scored onto the very fabric of Kara’s existence” I CANT DO THIS ANYMORE GOD IM COMING UP jesus faye this one im

- “Im choosing you, Lena. For as long as I can. Forever.” “Will you choose me?” STOPP

- “planting a Dar-Essa flower for her. Here, in the garden, under the trees.” this is where i fucking cracked dude. like crying so hard i cant read

- I? Like. The Dar Essa was supposed to grow for Kara, but got messed up. Red Daughter was Kara, in a way, but mistreated and lied to. And now that this is all over she can replant the Dar Essa and maybe itll grow for the both of them, and they can have this new start together.

- “I wish she could be here.” // “She is.” im gonna die i cant. they ask you how you are and you just have to say that youre fine-

- I cant even like. the devastation of bringing it back to Red Daughter at the end. I am obliterated <3

- Anyway booking my flight rn im gonna come punch you

BRO IM REALLY OUT HERE DROWNING IN LOV RN