#dream or smth? suicidal ideation mixed w knowledge from young young young age that
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memories of things tht arrent real so weird
#dream or smth? suicidal ideation mixed w knowledge from young young young age that#is not a possibility 4 me + mixed w anxiety idk not smth i remember being worried abt? but#prob not my anxiety if i had to wager. anyway. that and jst weird stuff and uhhhhhh idk nothing#clear at all person wise n#feel xtra weird bc not canon n not 1:1 smth we have experienced but uh but um. idk uh. idk haha. whatever#thing that would cry but cant? or wouldnt. who fucking knows void wants to hit me over the head and kill#bloodletting#<- not. well. whatver. catchall catchall dont ow e anyone knowledge whatever#vague vague hyay#not do ing so good...................................................#literlly not smth im sure i cld even. idk. whatever. can feel void wanting. the apathy.
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