#dont even write a paper journal anymore this website takes that function or very occassionlly my notes app | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

playingonedchess · 2 months ago

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i only ever really do things electronically these days, everything used to be on paper like at school all that hand writing stuff and the millions of handouts and reading and sometimes even owning paper books

#this ways so much more convinient but sometimes i think #like i dunno if its a real different but maybe having it actually physically is more something or other #i dont even bring books to uni anymore cause i never read any of them the first time ive got no idea what ill feel like reading #dont even bother with the library cause its the other side of town and dont want to pay for membership and ive got an app #with the card from when i was a kid of i just pirate stuff like everyone does these days #the actual thing is a bit of a different concept though feels more real #sometimes if i go somewhere ill just go into the bookshop or the library even though i never get anything #dont even write a paper journal anymore this website takes that function or very occassionlly my notes app #but the journal was more real me #though i was 17/18 so it was a different concept #whereas on here its partly the concept i more intentionally spin things as if theres an audience im talking to even when there isnt #well maybe actually not that much like right now im not but it is different #plus the one in my notes app often wasnt me it was a fictional charactdr based loosely off me #not just a different uni but conpletely made up things i never actually did only thought of doing #yes somehow this fictional charactsr i made up just to express my patheticness and losrrness has more of a life than me #i cant even pull fourth wall on him and say but oh i wrote a made up journal and he didnt cause its basically canon in universe

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