#dont ask me about hunter's gender i don't know it

[glassgob]

[Image ID: Digital illustrations of Hunter from Star Wars: The Bad Batch. He is posed wearing various red body harnesses and collars. End ID.]

[thequietkid-moonie]

Asking for kafka angst where she argued with fem reader and when she decided to apologize , fem reader died during a mission🫰🫰😝😝😝🥰🥰🥰 (pls)

Losing you after an argument

[ ONE-SHOT ] [ Kafka ]

[ Honkai Star Rail ]

Thanks you so much for requesting, I loved your idea since the moment I saw it in the ask box! Although, please remember that i only write for gender neutral reader, I want everyone to feel included and fem reader makes me uncomfortable

I tried to wrote it quite neutral since you didn't specified what kind of relasionship they should have (although I think it is more romantic than anything)

Kafka's unability to feel fear at all and her extremely good and even letal skills lead her to be overlyconfident sometimes, she has blind trust on Elio so if the scrip says that everything will be alright she has no reasons to be nervous. She can be so confident in her skills and Elio that she even take the freedom to do as she please in the blank part of the scrip, going around to admire around or even kill everyone at her path, enjoying her time

However, even when Kafka have done a lot of missions and have faced a lot of dangers already that doesn't mean you can't not be worried about her, fearing for her life the way she can't, and even when Kafka find it quite endearing she most of the time don't take seriously your worry, she knows where it comes from, she love you just as much as you love her, you two are friends and family! you are her partner in crimen and the one she wants to be with for the rest of her life, although she just can't stop herself from smiling and teasing you whenever she feels like you are exaggerating

After one of those particulary dangerous missions you couldn't help but be mad at Kafka for being reckless, getting in unesessary fights just because of fun because the scrip didn't say anything about it, and even when you completely believe and are loyal to Elio, just like any other sellaron hunter, you can't just not be worried about someone you care so much about

It all started because you call her out by her behaivor, asking her to please be more careful next time, wich lead her to tease you and, again, not take you too serious, however this time it was diferent, you were more worried than other times and just end up snapping for her attitude leading the conversation to quickly scale to a more heavy argument about her being too reckless and you being too overdramatic, stopping just when you two noticed that this wont lead to anywhere and it was better to take time to calm down

But even after some time Kafka was still acting prideful and teasing, refusing to speak to you again unless it was to heard your apology, leading you to be stubborn too

Or at least that was until you were called for Elio to give you the scrip of your next mission, noticing that at the end of the scrip was descibed your inevitable end, maybe this was what you asked Elio in the first place, or it was thanks to that you finally had what he had promised you, in any case it wasn't a surprise nor something sad

Before going away for you mission you made sure to say bye to everyone, giving small hints of how you wont come back. The last one was Kafka, you wanted to explain the situation to her to be able to make peace with her before the end but she was still playfuly acting prideful, saying that she wont hear anything aside from an apology, and still she was there to wish you luck on your mission, saying that she will be waiting for you to come back with that apology and maybe a souvenier, something already common, but in this case you were leaving without having the courage to mention the end of the script properly and just saying a melancholic bye

Even when Kafka knew something was off with you she decided to dont pry since you had to already go to your mission, still the bad feeling didn't left her alone, no matter what she did she just find herself wishing for you come back safe and sound

However, you didn't came back, it was on your scrip that you would die during the mision and you know Elio's predictions never fails, so a moment before going to the last scene of your scrip you decided to send Kafka some messages, saying the goodbye you couldn't say before, you knew that despite everything Kafka can be pretty emotional and really caring, so you decided to dedicate your last words to her, to express how much you have loved and cared for her, talking about good and bads, and, at last, giving her a farewell, wishing her luck in her next missions

A voice message was your last gift from Kafka, jokingly giving her the apology she was waiting for along with your best wishes, explaining that you knew she was going to be sad so you decided to give her something to never forget your voice, your last words were words of love for her so she could never forget how much she meant for you, and it was that excate last message what leave Kafka both heartbroken and comforted at the same time

She knows you didn't died with sadness or regret, you have being waiting for this before becoming a Stellaron Hunter after all, and she won't blame Elio neither, he is not the culprit, she understand that it was needed for his plans, but at the end she feels remorse and regret towards herself, you had say you goodbye but not her, she has some much that she wants to tell you but you will never be a le to hear it

[starzzmissthesun]

The OC long post is here!!!!

Ok, to start this off, their story isn't completely worked out yet, but all of the important stuff is! Also, big thanks to @rowses and @thebearsthings for brainstorming with me!=DDD Also, they are the BIGGEST unreliable narrator, seeing as they barely remember their past, and have some perception vs reality issues. Im referring to my character as The Vampire(though they are not the only one) and the one who turned them and was their partner Their Lover. This is cause we dont know their names!! Also im referring to them both in gender neutral terms because The Vampire doesnt know much about Their Lover(nothing at all really) and they don't know that about themself(which ill get into later)

This will have talk of graphic violence and cuts/blood, and the vampirism is sort of a metaphor for sexual assault.

First and foremost, they are a vampire who travels as a bounty hunter. They get paid for killing the person, and that's how they feed. They are from the south, no particular time period, just before a time of internet. In being turned, they lost and forgot their entire identity, their name, gender, memories, and their lover, The reasons why will all be explained throughout. Bottom line, they're a mystery to themself.

Lets talk about the before, and how they got turned. For the years before, they were living in this beautiful Victorian home with their lover, that their lover "inherited" from distant relatives. In their mind, this relationship was perfect; soft touches, watching the sunset, kisses before a goodbye. (It was not, as a friend said "toxic yaoi (gender neutral)") Then, a kiss on the neck turned to teeth sunk deep. They started to feel drowsy, dizzy. (ill make a post about how i think vampires work if you want) They collapse to the floor as blood starts running down and their lover has betrayed them, after all this time. They almost jump to see if their lover is okay when they cut deep into their own wrist, but stops when the blood from that wrist is drained into their own mouth. They wake up in the dark, everything's too loud. They are covered in blood and alone. Alone in their own mind, too. As they walk around trying to figure out anything, they pick up notepads with dates written down and shorthand notes, little trinkets scattered around the house, a picture of them and their lover (?) but their faces are turned away. They run to find the closest mirror, but nobodies in it, nothings there. When they decide to leave the house, they stop in the pool of blood to see a ring sitting in the middle, the same on their lovers hand in the picture.

This is the only finished art I have of them rn->

This is right after they were bit, that's their lover in the mirror (not really there obviously). They wake up with bleached hair, but as time goes on they try to go to their natural colour in hopes of being themselves, but really get further always from their starting point. They do this with a lot of the "clues" they were given, they just take them so wrong and end up even more unhappy. They can't even look in a mirror to see them self, or get close enough to ask someone.

They figure out how being a vampire works, need to eat so they bounty hunt for money for places to stay in, the cowboy gettup of the south allows them to cover their skin in the harsh sun. They never stop moving, they just keep going and going. They usually take cases that might lead them to their lover. They just want to know. They need to know why they would turn them into this, why they would throw away their lives together, why they would leave, what were they like, what The Vampire was like. They can not and will never be able to know more about themself because they will always be looking outwardly and in the past. They mourn their old self and idolize them, want to be them. Their loss of self will never be gained back, for they will never think "but what do i wanna be called, what gender do i feel like, what hair do i want to have?" because they are too busy looking for clues of what they used to be, what theyre "supposed" to be. They look at themself from before as a cookie cutter they must fit into.

They will never be able to have a happy ending for this reason, they are a tragedy. They look for their lost lover in others, every relationship they get into ends on strange terms and each is wildly different. They are somewhere else, always kind of absent for these people. They try so hard to be normal, to find these relationships, but there's always an ever present "What if?" What if my lover liked this? What if I wore my hair like that? What if they also drank their coffee this way? What if x kind of person was my type? What if I dressed this way? They will always be dissatisfied, because in their story (not the aus ill probably make for character exploration:\) they never find their lover, they never find out what they used to be like, or any of their history outside of nightmares and deja vu.

They travel the land, hoping motel to motel, kill to kill, lover to lover, NEVER in relief, always under tension. They feel their past self hovering behind them guarding, watching, judging. The only thing pushing them forward is the hope that theyll one day find Their Lover. When times get tough, they look to that same ring that left a permanent bruise on them, being twirled between their fingers.

Gonna definitely add to this later, and PLEASE ask questions or comments or anything, they drive me up the walls!!!!!!!

[star-railfanboy]

Hello I was wondering if you could make a honkai star rail story with the reader being a member of the Astral Express crew and their extremely innocent and naive, but when the Astral Express crew arrived at the Xianzhou Loufu the reader is kidnapped by Blade and Kafka after a small battle and the reader is injured and they kidnapped the reader because they were much more useful to the stellaron hunters alive than dead because of their ancestry from a forgotten race that was known as the Ali beautiful creatures with wing made of crystal and the light that shines through their wings can harm those they see as an enemy. (I made up the whole Ali thing but you're more than welcome to write this in anyway you please, and I wish you a good morning/afternoon or goodnight ☺️)

|Hello anon I'll be changing the Ali concept to something else. The reader will still have wings. They will still be from a forgotten race. :) I hope it's written ok. The trailblazer is not the reader and will be Caelus(it'll switch between Caelus and Stelle with requests.) This will be a love triangle between Blade and Kafka with a gender neutral reader as well as scenario as it wasn't specified. It'll be a love triangle since I don't write poly my apologies. I have nothing against it I am just monogamous. As always feel free to change the pronouns to fit your own. I hope you enjoy and I wish you a lovely day or night.

Blade and Kafka x A Gender Neutral Reader.

Warnings: Mentions of fighting, minor injuries, kidnapping, spoilers for Kafka's companion quest as well as the main story quest, |

Kafka and Blade Love Triangle

(Name) had gone with the first group of the Loufu. They were confused about several things that happened. Once everything was done and over with they were walking around and had seen Caelus in an alleyway. They were about to go over and greet the silver haired trailblazer but stopped when they saw Kafka.

They tilted their head and walked over. "Are you friends with the Stellaron hunters Caelus?" (Name) asked seeing Blade in the shop. Kafka's eyes lit up upon seeing them again. "Oh we met again." She said with a smile. Caelus gave her an uneasy look and stepped between the two. As the smile she made seemed to be plotting something.

"Don't worry Kiddo. Our intentions with them aren't bad. Now It's time to get back to your friends. I want to chat with this little one for a bit." Kafka stated using her powers. Caelus felt he couldn't refuse. (Name) looked confused. "I'll catch up with you after our chat." They said giving their friend a smile. She's friends with Caelus so she must not be too bad.

After Caelus left Blade walked out of the shop. "Sam messaged me an update to our script from Elio. So (Name) we're supposed to bring you back with us. He didn't specify alive or dead." She said with the same smile from earlier. She thought they were definitely a cute one. What's more they are supposed to have a hidden power.

There wasn't much know about their race. What Kafka was able to find out wasn't much which piqued her curiosity. They gave her a confused look. She grinned they seemed so innocent. It was rather adorable.

"I can't go with you though. I told Caelus I'd head back after them. Dan Heng and Mr. Yang get worried if I'm gone for too long. I dont want to be scolded again about how dangerous it is to be alone by Mr. Yang." (Name) said with a frown. Kafka gave a small laugh they were simply too adorable. She wanted to see what was so special about them.

"Bladie detain them to bring them back with us." Kafka commanded. Blade simply nodded and charged them they didn't appear to have weapon up until he brought his down to strike them. A weapon made of a pure looking crystal appeared in their hands quickly blocking Blade's strike.

Blade's eyes widened as he felt his mind coming back to him. Only Kafka's powers kept his mind in tack from the Mara inflicted on him. He felt his sanity coming back just being near them. He wondered what kind of powers they held to achieve that. He definitely couldn't kill them now. It seemed his partner realized the same thing. "Looks like they will be useful to us Bladie. Better keep them alive." Kafka stated.

Blade and the nameless started clashing Weapons once again. The stellaron hunter being relentless in his acts to weaken the other's defenses and energy. At one point his feet were encased in some sort of crystal like substance. He quickly smashed it and rushed the other to prevent them from thinking of a plan.

He wanted to avoid harming them but with every battle some wounds are bound to arise. The clearness he felt from his mara stricken mind was nice almost addicting to him. After all its been a long long time since he was able to think clearly and not just be a puppet for Kafka. He'll have to patch them up back at the base. Eventually they lost all of their strength by trying to block the acts as well as the injuries they sustained.

(Name) unwillingly dropped their crystal weapon and their legs gave out on them. Then before they were aware of what happened they blacked out. Falling completely to the ground. Blade walked over and carefully picked them up. After they fell unconscious wings that appeared of the same crystal as their weapon appeared on their back as though the nameless had been concealing them.

"You didn't over due it did you Bladie? It'd be a shame for someone as lovely as them to be harmed." Kafka stated walking over. As she approached she noticed their injuries they got slowly fading away. "It seems that our dear (Name) has an enhanced healing ability. The powers seem to also effect your mind. Though I feel they are too much of a cutie to stay with you. I wonder if Eilo would let me keep them with me."

Blade gave her a quick glare as if to warn her he won't let that happen willingly. The two shot the other a look signaling this wasn't going to resolved easily. They made their way back to the base. Silverwolf looked up from her game and saw the two enter with an unconscious person. The person looked like a new character that was recently released in her gatcha game. Wings and a lovely appearance go match. She wondered if the person was inspiration for the character.

"Whose that?" She asked her taller companions. Kafka gave her a smile. "My new partner Eilo sent us to retrieve them while we were still aboard the Loufu." She answered putting a hand to her chest. She decided after all they were simply too adorable for her to resist.

Blade gave a glare and held them closer to himself. "They are not." He stated. He was willing to fight Kafka for the person who cleared his mind. The two were certainly going to fight for (Name)'s love and affection. However one thing was for certain the nameless weren't getting their innocent (Name) back anytime soon if ever. Kafka and Blade would ensure they remind as the Stellaron hunters dear Ali.

[jpegfluttergirl]

November 9th: the "theying" of trans woman

I've noticed this issue for years but i was reminded about it when I was on tiktok and this huge argument started in the comments, and what started this argument was someone misgendering Hunter Shafer by saying "they" the whole video.

It was this long thread of comments, I think like 120 or so comments going back and forth from several people arguing from either side. So many people use the excuse of “oh but you can say they to anyone! It's gender neutral” and others telling the commenters, “no, she’s a she, and she doesn’t want to be called they”. 

If you don't know what pronouns someone uses, that's when you say “they”. When someone clearly says their pronouns are she or he or something else, and they don't wanna be called they, then don't call them they. In the case of hunter schaffer, she’s a she, so why wouldn’t you call her she?

The reason why I called the title “the theying of transwoman” is because this is from my experience of being a transwoman and I've experienced and seen this a lot, not only online, but in my own life too. It is really telling to me when someone calls me "they," they dont actually see me as a woman. when it is said to me it's very often used as a deceptive way of misgendering me, because they don't want to call me he cuz that would be blatant and they don't want to say she because they don’t actually consider me a women, but if they say “they” then its a way for them to misgender me “without” misgendering me. And if I correct them, there is always the excuse of “oh it's gender neutral! I can say it to anyone”. It's underhanded, deceptive, and snake-like.

The moral of this: I wish people would just respect people. I'm not asking for much.

Fluttergirl

[kingsleywrites]

About Me + Request Guild lines (Please read before requesting anything)

Hello, so I have just decided to write on Tumblr so I created this blog! I also write on wattpad my name on there is King-0f-Hearts and I am in the process of getting an AO3 account. I have a main account here where I just mess around and post on the occasion.

A little bit about me!:

My name is Elijah but you can call me either King/Kingsley or Elijah/Eli I am fine with either of those.

I am a trans man (he/him) and I'm omnisexual

I decided to start writing on Tumblr in hope of not only getting my work out there but also to help improve my writing and get requests. i also want to write without sticking to a specific book like this is any different but i guess this is how my brain will work

Request Guild lines:

My request box will most likely always be open so don't be shy to shoot a request over to me, I will be more than happy to do it.

Things I will do:

Fluff

Angst

male x male

male reader

gender neutral reader

FTM reader

platonic

romantic

Obsessive

Yandere

Suggestive scenes (No smut and as long as they are within any guidelines of the people being written)

Headcanons

Drabble/short stories (are they the same? idk)

Little disclaimer I just decided to start writing obsessive and yandere alts of characters and due to me never doing something like that before it may be very cliche and just outright bad

Things I won't do:

Smut (I do not feel comfortable writing it)

Age gap

Female reader (y'all have enough stories go read your own, there are not enough male reader and gender neutral reader stories out there so just let us have this)

character x character (I just dont really enjoy writing it, I have nothing against it just isnt what I really want to write for)

Fandoms/Characrters I write for:

Shows/TV:

Gravity Falls (Dipper, Mabel)

Arcane (Vi, Jinx, Milo, Silco, Claggor)

Anime:

Hunter x Hunter (Killua, Gon, Kurapika)

Promise Neverland (Ray, Norman, Don)

Attack On Titan (Levi, Eren, Armin)

Black Butler (Ciel, Alois, Finny, May-Rin)

Blue Exorcist (Rin, Yukio)

Movies:

None, open to suggestions :)

Games:

DSMP, only using the characters in the SMP and not their real life selves (Dream, Technoblade, Tommyinnit, Georgenotfound, BadBoyHalo, Wilbur, Tubbo, Quackity, Ranboo)

Resident Evil, only 2 and 4 because those are the only games I've seen so far. (Leon)

Sally Face (Sal, Larry, Travis, Todd, Ashley)

Cuphead, ONLY PLATONIC (Cuphead, Mugman)

Little Nightmares 1 & 2, ONLY PLATONIC (Mono, Six, Runaway kid)

Other (Books, other pieces of media etc.):

Any of Wilbur's bursonas (Simpbur, Argbur etc.)

Genloss Ranboo (I know very little about Genloss and I plan to educate myself because from what small bits I've seen it's so cool)

Creepypastas (Jeff the killer, Ticci Toby, Masky, Hoodie, Ben Drowned, Jane the killer, Clockwork)

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This list is subject to change as my interests change and I gain and lose hyper fixations. Probably the Fandoms that I'm in the most in Resident Evil, Gravity Falls and DSMP but I will still write for the others.

Just because a character from one of the fandoms isn't on the list doesn't mean you can't request it it just might take a little bit because these are the characters that I know the most about.

If any of the creators or characters that are written about say or have said that they are not comfortable with stories being written about them I will remove them from the list and remove the stories if needed.

I don't have a writing schedule so if it takes me a long time to get your ask posted I am sorry! I just take forever to write and then I will get really distracted or I just won't want to write one day.

Thank you for checking out this blog, feel free to request something!

My main account:

My Wattpad account:

Update! I got an AO3 account! I already made a separate post about this but here's the account on this post so people can find it easier:

[beatlynxx]

King and Queen from the og Beyblade and Johannes for the bingo?

OH YOURE ASKING ME ABOUT THE PARTS HUNTERS ???? THE ONE AND ONLY ???? ONE OF THE BLUEPRINTS FOR THE FACE HUNTERS ????

first of all i rlly like these type of gangs in beyblade like honestly they're so underrated because they only appear in like the first few episodes to introduce the rival <//3 ok enough autism you shall receive

king (bsb) — ohhh he instantly cought my eye he's just so pretty

at first i was like har har king and queen ariel and gabriel very creative but as i said i rlly love the concept of these kinda teams like aw yeah evil teenagers just rioting iykwim

also i appreciate how they're rlly scummy but still do all of this w their own strength like that's what a blader is supposed to do no matter how shitty they are

his gender is a big need

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queen (bsb) — i dont . rlly have much to say abt her tbh but she's cool she's sick she's a girlboss and girlbosses are good. suuuuch a powerful woman beyblade needs more of these

also i love how we saw both of them battling f sangre in the end credits of the very last episode in grev why did they just took them away in the dub ???? these images mean a lot to me

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johannes (mfb) — ah it's the reason for my user on here. you all don't know. you all don't know. there was a time where i liked him and reiji equally like he means a lot to me. the beat lynx themed url on all possible platforms is just a tiny part of the homage

he's just so silly the fucked up little meow meow

i can't list any ? reasons ? why i like him so much like i just do he's just a character that you Just Like it's the law

BUT i think we should consider him being besties with chris more. and bao. why? idk just thought they'd be funny together

[riley-phoenix]

Pairing: Malia X Reader(Gender not specified) ... eventually

Canon: Supernatural: Season 8 / Teen Wolf: Season 1

Content: Nudity, Angst, Murder(mentioned), Resurrection

Author's Note: -

Chapter Summary: Dean and Cas have returned, you run the events of last night by them which leads Dean to make a wild accusation. Malia reveals she has a dark past as well, perhaps... Darker than yours?

Chapter 4: Livin' The Apple Pie Life

You stand speechless in the centre of your living room as the last person you anticipated you'd see today -or any day for that matter- gets to his feet and dusts himself off, your surrogate father, Dean Winchester.

"Either someone's gotten very good, or I'm gettin' Rusty". He says, before giving you his signature smile. You still haven't found the words you were looking for when another figure enters the room. "I didn't know what kind of pie you wanted, so I got them all", you hear as Castiel (also presumed dead, also your surrogate parent) walks into the room carrying four extra large pies. Dean walks over to the couch, noticing the TV and gaming console. He looks around for a few seconds, taking in the 'home is where the heart is' feeling of your new house. "*your name*, I didn't know you were living the apple pie life". Dean says. "I DIDN'T KNOW YOU WERE LIVING AT ALL!" You scream, finding the ability to lift your jaw from the floor and remove the cat from your tongue. Finally, Sam walks into the room, and upon noticing you, clears his throat: "Oh, *your name* good, you're home...looks like we've got some explaining to do". "...Ya' think!?" You say in response. You, Sam, Dean and Cas sit down and to get you up to date, it was quite a lengthy story but eventually you came to know how Dean and Cas were Sitting infront of you at this very moment; "Purgatory is where monsters go when they die" said Castiel. "And when we yanked the Leviathan leader, we were too close to the explosion so we got thrown down there with him". Dean continues: "I escaped through purgatory's back door, its a portal that only works for humans. Naomi -Heaven's secretary- sent out an angel rescue party to get Cas out."

"Ok, so as usual, a Winchester dies, but a Winchester doesn't die. But Why're you here? You coulda called as opposed to breaking and entering". Dean looks nervously at Sam, then back to you."We have reason to believe Kevin escaped Crowley's lock up, Sam pointed out that Beacon Hills was en route so I figured we'd stop by". Dean explains. You scratch the back of your neck as you don a slightly guilty look. "Good call, I kinda have some explaining of my own I needa do". The three of them Exchanged worried glances as Dean turns to you: "what've you gotten yourself into kid?" He asks "...I don't think there's a term for it yet" you answer. You tell them everything that's happened with Malia, and get them up to date on what's happened since you moved to Beacon Hills. Dean sits up straight: "OK so let me get this straight, you know that she's a supernatural...but she doesn't know that you're a supernatural, and she has no clue you're the one that turned her human?". "That...about sums it up, yes." You say. "And...I just don't know what to do". You continue. Dean rubs his face before letting out a light chuckle "Hell, I woulda just yanked her". Upon hearing his words your body goes into instant defence mode, Your blood blazes past its boiling point. You stand up assertively, creating a loud, abrupt thud! and drawing everyones attention. "You won't touch her" ,you say protectively. Everyone besides Dean appears taken back. Sam speaks up: "*your name* he was just saying...a hunter finds a were--" suddenly Sam is cut off by a Smirking and confident looking Dean. "Ohhh, I see...you like her". "What the-- No, I don't, I... That's ridiculous". You say professionaly. Neither Sam nor Cas seems convinced, "I dont!". You say, slightly louder than usual. "Okay!", Sam says as he puts his arms up in defence. "I get it, *your name*, new town, you're in highschool for the first time, you're 17 and you're still a vir--" you cut Dean off immediately, as annoyance and minor embarrassment wash over you. "Oookay, we are Sooo not talking about this, I have school in a few hours, goodnight." You say, speaking Mile a minute and not allowing anyone else to have the last say.

The next morning you're all dressed in your usual, vibrant style- all black, and ready to drive to school. You step outside where Dean is enjoying a morning Beer. "Finally got yourself a '69 Charger eh?". "She's something isn't she?" You reply. "Yeah, I remember you talking about driving one since you could talk". You stand next to him, enjoying the moment. Dean smiles to himself, before downing the rest of the beer. He gestures to his car, the '67 Chevy Impala, parked next to it, "c'mon, I gotta go on a supply run, I'll drop you off on the way". You drive in silence for a little while before Dean tried to speak again. "Hey, what I said last night--". You cut him off again. "No, dont apologise, you were looking at it from a general perspective. If a hunter found a werewolf, or any supernatural in the woods in the middle of night they would've yanked it too, I'm sorry." You say. "...well now that we're good, tell me everything, when did you talk to her last?". "Sheriff's station", you say thoughtlessly. "Sherrif's station?" He asked. "I took her there so she could get help", you respond ,Abruptly, Dean stops the car and looks at you bewildered. "You find a naked girl... in the middle of the woods... and you don't invite her over? See this, this is why you're a vir--". "Okay we are not discussing this. And for the last time. I, do not, like her. End of discussion". You say assertively. "Alright, alright, we don't have to talk about anything you don't wanna. It's just...you got a chance at Normal. That's something a hunter would kill for, that's something hunters have killed for. I just want you to be able to feel like a kid, be stupid and careless, reckless, make bad decisions, because I raised you like a soldier... because that's how my dad raised me". Dean says, overrun with emotions, eyes now Transfixed on the road. "I... thank you, Dean". You say.

A few moments later you're walking to your Locker when you spot a familiar face in the crowd, one that makes you blush. You weave your way through numerous people, and find something that feels like a dream that had been manifested into reality, it was Malia. You walk up to her expecting her to recognise you, but what you immediately notice is that she's missing her usual glow that pulled you in the night before. "Hey Malia, so... You're at BHHS now?". "Yeah", she says unexcitedly. You stand staring at her for a few uncomfortable seconds before you decide something isn't right. "Malia...you okay?" You asked In a concerned tone. Finally she looks to you: "Its just... nevermind" she says, before walking away and refusing to look back. You wanted to chase after her, had it not been for the heart shattering sound of the school buzzer at that very moment. Besides, she needed her space, you've done all you can for now.

You enter the football(or as they called it, soccer) team's locker room after your last class of the day and, once again, unexpectedly run into Malia, soaking wet and covered in a towel. You want to speak, you really do, but your brain is kind of liquified at the moment. Eventually, taking all of your strength you look up at the ceiling to avoid staring and clear your throat. "Erm, Malia, you trying out for the football team?" Malia glances at you, unamused. "These showers are the closest to the boiler room, they're the hottest and incase you forgot, I used to have a fur coat." You notice how she says used to, does she miss being a coyote?. "Malia, please just talk to me, I'm not going away." She looks around. "I remembered" she says. You look at her confused, "remembered what?" You ask her. She sniffles and wipes away a hint of a tear. "When you left the station last night, the sheriff pulled out a file about a car crash that happened almost a decade ago. Mother dead. Daughter dead. Other daughter disappeared. That was me". "Malia, I'm so sorry, I can't beg--", to your surprise she cuts you off, and Stares at you fearfully before continuing: "It was a full moon". You heart is cut wide open and you wince at the sudden realisation that dawns upon you -she killed them. The two of you sit in silence for a minute, Malia unable to speak. "Look you can't blame yourself". "Yes, I can... because I also remembered that my mom and I had a fight that night, a stupid fight about something mediocre, and I can't even remember what it is, it was that meaningless, *your name* and she had to die because of it". Malia breaks down infront of you, unable to keep her emotions together. She places her head against your chest and you let her lie there until she wants to speak again. "The full moon, it made my emotions go crazy...and my mother...and my sister...they had to pay for that. And me? I just ran into woods for eight years and stayed an animal. Maybe I should've stayed an animal, then I'd just be a bad creature. Now I'm a bad person". Finally, you snap, it breaks your heart to see her in pain, physical or emotional. You lift up her head so that you have her full attention. "Hey, look at me" you say. You hold her chin up with your finger. "You're not a bad person, you're a good person that did a bad thing". "What I did was way past bad". She says. You look at her, determined to make her feel safe. "It can still be forgiven" you say reassuringly.

A little while later, Malia is feeling better, and you insisted you accompany her on her walk home. "Hey, thanks for doing this" she says greatfully. "Don't mention it" you say confidently. "Hey *your name*, you've done so much for me already but... My dad he's just...lost. Years ago I went missing in the woods after a car crash and now I just, show up on his doorstep, a fully grown teenage girl". She says nervously. "You have to tell him?" You ask. "Yeah, yeah, about the supernatural, me...and what I did...and afterwards, I don't know what's gonna happen or whether he's gonna wanna comfort me or need his space but...I'd just feel a helluva lot more confident if you were there." ,"Anything, Mal, I'm always here for you". You say reassuringly. Eventually you reach Malia's house. "So I'm thinking, tomorrow at 7, my dad doesn't get off work till 8 so I said I'd make dinner, I'm thinking I'll tell him then". You agree to help Malia tomorrow night and part ways.

On the walk back to your place, a slightly surprising thought continuously runs through your head: 'Did Malia Tate just ask me to dinner with her Dad?' you try to tell yourself that this isnt a big deal, attempting to convince yourself that you're simply helping a friend; and then, it hits you, like a wrecking ball. You've finally accepted what you've been denying for a long time now -

You like this girl.

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[kinkymagnus]

Hey I've read a lot of your posts, where Magnus is a trans boy and I like that a lot, but I was wondering if you don't like the canon cis male Magnus? I'd ask you non-anonymously too, but I'm honestly scared of some people's hate messages for a question like this... sorry

long answer long answer lmao

hmgmgmnggg ok so i, hm. ok, i don’t think this was meant in a rude way at all, and i promise im in Education(TM) mode not Kill The Malicious Evil Transphobe(TM) mode like im not, accusing you of anything here, at all 

but i do have a few Issues with like, the way this was asked i guess

i will answer your question just--give me a sec, im a little uncomfortable here

also like, ok, i get why you’re sending it anonymously, it’s cool--personally i’ve never seen anyone get hate on behalf of trans magnus headcanons (rather than against them) but i mean, hate can come in all shapes and sizes i guess? and anxiety, so. whatever, it’s fine, i get it

but anyway moving on: first, “canon” cis magnus. my dude... my guy... did at any point magnus say I Am Cisgender or pull out his dick.... like... neither trans or cis magnus is really “canon” just as like, you know, izzy isn’t confirmed straight or bi or pan. we know she likes dudes and personally i think the way she looks at clary indicates she sure do like girls, too, but that doesn’t seem to have been intended so it’s debatable, and that’s basically it. 

also, in the context of just like... historical shit, realistically magnus isn’t cis. is he trans in the way i write about (like afab, “pre op”)? no, not necessarily in canon (although he isn’t... not that either i guess--we do see his flat chest, no scars, but HYPOTHETICALLY that could be a glamour, or the scars are magically healed. we know he has an adams apple, but there ways to do that without magic, let alone with magic. so like. i’m just saying.) 

but like, he wouldn’t be cis how we understand it either by the simple virtue of being much older than the western gender binary as we know it. even if he was born with a penis and all of that and identified as a Man(TM) And Nothing Else that wouldn’t mean his idea of masculinity/manhood would be the same as ours, or that it wouldn’t at least be shaped by very different factors. so like. even if my version of trans magnus isn’t confirmed canon, cis magnus certainly isn’t either i think. that might be slicing hairs or getting finnicky with language, but it’s how i feel about it. 

and just assuming that he’s canonically cis rubs me the wrong way, like, characters aren’t cishet by default, you know? obviously the writers probably weren’t intending to make him trans, and cc certainly wasn’t when she stole his character from dark hunters and made it “her own”, or else there’d be a bunch of transphobic tropes in there, but like, you know, death of the authors, we make sense of canon now. intentions arguably don’t matter, we do with the story what we will, especially when working within it.

again i don’t think you were necessarily being like “well magnus is canonically cis so :/” but it rubs me the wrong way and is something i’ve seen before so like, yeah

secondly, “trans boy” magnus versus “cis male” magnus. why boy, anon. why boy

(god why does “why boy” sound like a bizarre t-shirt slogan or a mbmbam segment--NO, BRAIN. WE ARE ON SERIOUS BUSINESS.) 

but seriously tho like the sort of infantilization of trans men is really a thing (seeing them as “soft bois” and “uwu cute boys” and feminine/soft/small/delicate) and like, specifically calling magnus a trans boy versus when he’s cis he’s a “male” (which technically can refer to any age but has those like, Connotations) sits wrong with me. like, magnus isn’t a boy, you know? i mean i get making jokes like “aw my boys <3″ or whatever, but with this it’s not that say memey context AND specifically it concerns a trans man (not to mention him being asian) so like, it feels, yikes? like just. he isn’t a “trans boy”

im sorry i realize it seems like im just like harshly picking apart your answer and i really dont mean to sound like a bitch here but like, again. Education(TM) mode not Anon Hate(TM) mode. just for learning, it’s cool, i’m not angry at you, it’s chill. 

to answer your question with the yikes language gently nudged to the trash chute: do i dislike cis magnus? 

simple answer: yes.

complicated answer: not really. i already stated why i don’t like Cis(TM) magnus as it feels unrealistic and dumb and also he just doesn’t have cis energy lmao, but if you just mean like... well this isn’t really “cis” but kind of what people mean in this context, AMAB magnus (meaning he was “assigned male at birth” aka has a penis and all that) and he’s canonically gnc so like, he’s “cis” even if his understanding of masculinity might be different than ours and obviously we’ve seen him be gnc and all that.... i don’t really hate that, and objectively, i have no issues with it, but personal taste wise, i basically only read/write trans magnus as you see on my blog now. because i’ve kind of absorbed it as “canon” in my head (fanon, i guess, lmao) 

plus, just generally trans magnus is really important to me because like, a) he is #goals i too want to be a muscular gnc hottie, b) he’s relatable and i project all my shit onto him lmao, c) it just feels very validating, in a lot of ways--with the sexual preferences i write about, his insecurities, just the way he looks, and him being trans is just kind of reassuring, you know? also d) i honestly think it fits him/his character/his backstory and he just has the vibes u kno 

so basically, Cis(TM) magnus? no-go. cis magnus as in AMAB/identifies as a man full stop even if it’s wibbly wobbly compared to current times and lbr no one is going to really explore that much beyond him being outwardly gnc sometimes? fine, whatever. trans afab magnus still being gnc as hell? yessssssss

ldkgjfgh anyway im glad you like my posts!!! and hopefully ive Inducted Another Into The Trans Magnus Cult (thats a joke, but seriously, im just like,,,,,maam do u have time for ur lord and savior trans magnus?? maam blease)  

[xenonentity]

identity ask - all of them (unless there are questions you don't want to/aren't comfortable answering ofc)

if someone wanted to really understand you, what would they read, watch, and listen to?

read my writing probably (lol as if i ever finish anything) or my blog, watch nature documentaries and cartoons, listen to sara bareilles 

have you ever found a writer who thinks just like you? if so, who?

never really found someone who thinks just like me, but lots and lots of things have inspired me and made me think. but that’s kinda the fun of it, and why i want to pursue writing. i get to put things out there of my own. 

list your fandoms and one character from each that you identify with.

how the fuck am i supposed to list every single fandom i have lmao 

mass effect: nakmor kesh, most krogan, suvi 

undertale: alphys 

pokemon: generic pokemon trainer/researcher with a noivern

my little pony fim: fluttershy 

i can’t think of any more characters i relate to which is ridiculous because i know there are way more??????????

do you like your name?  is there another name you think would fit you better?

i actually do like my name, and think it fits me. well, my first name at least. 

do you think of yourself as a human being or a human doing? do you identify yourself by the things you do?

i don’t really even think of my self as a human being on good days im a bat or krogan and on bad days im a human wasting of space 

are you religious/spiritual?

spiritual yes. religious, ???????????? it’s complicated 

do you care about your ethnicity?

im white as fuck and the only person who really had much of a connection with their nationality was my grandma (who even then was american born) who made pierogies and kielbasa so not really. but i do love some pierogies holy shit 

what musical artists have you most felt connected to over your lifetime?

sara bareilles means everything to me. like a good 25% of the reason i keep living right now is because sara once tweeted at me to keep going and i can’t disappoint her you know?? owl city and taylor swift were also really helpful for me during middle/high school. also, disney and broadway/musical soundtracks. 

are you an artist?

yes! i consider myself a hobby artist as far as visual art, but i love to write and hope to be a published author. 

do you have a creed?

i dont think so??

describe your ideal day.

i wake up without anxiety, and i go outside and explore the woods, or a meadow, or a large, open cave. afterwards, i go home and play video games or write or draw for a while, before eventually going to sleep with at least one (probably many) animal(s) on my bed and maybe also my spouse who knows 

dog person or cat person?

YES

inside or outdoors?

in theory, outdoors. but i tend to stay inside lmao 

are you a musician?

no man i have 0 musical talent 

five most influential books over your lifetime.

inside the animal mind by george page 

percy jackson series and kane chronicles series by rick riordan

guardians of ga’hoole series by kathryn lasky 

warrior cats series by erin hunter 

and also a mention to @thesylverlining​‘s chameleon moon series- working with these books is a big deal to me and i’m so glad i’ve been able to be even a small part in making them happen

if you’d grown up in a different environment, do you think you’d have turned out the same?

i think that loving animals is part of me, and autism is genetic so that would be there too. but otherwise, uhh, yeah definitely lmao 

would you say your tumblr is a fair representation of the “real you”?

probably, i don’t really act as guarded here lmao 

what’s your patronus?

i can’t remember what i got when i took the ~official quiz~ but it would probably be a big cat. alternately, a bat or a crocodilian. maybe a bird. 

which Harry Potter house would you be in? or are you a muggle?

i like to think ravenclaw but im definitely a hufflepuff. huffleclaw?? also im pukwudgie-horned serpent cusp at ilvermorny (chose serpent) 

would you rather be in Middle Earth, Narnia, Hogwarts, or somewhere else?

if anything, probably the pokemon world. or in the mass effect universe, as a krogan. lots of places would be better than here though...

do you love easily?

YEP YEAH probably too easily, platonically at least. romantic feelings are harder for me to pinpoint. 

list the top five things you spend the most time doing, in order.

worrying, procrastinating (latently), procrastinating (actively), normal human functions i guess

how often would you want to see your family every year?

don’t have the spoons to tackle that shit right now lmao 

have you ever felt like you had a “mind-meld” with someone?

um im a krogan not an asari?? 

could you live as a hermit?

i’d like to think so but probably not 

how would you describe your gender/sexuality?

gender is cis female. sexuality is panromantic asexual with a slight question mark noise at the asexual part 

do you feel like your outside appearance is a fair representation of the “real you”?

no

on a scale from 1 to 10, how hard is it for someone to get under your skin?

it depends... like someone tapping their pencil against the desk for two seconds will make my sensory overload kick in but like about actual Things i tend to be fairly lenient because i don’t like conflict. i tend to be friends or acquaintances with everyone 

three songs that you connect with right now.

cassiopeia by sara bareilles (mostly bc of my ryder), she used to be mine by sara bareilles, a future for the krogan from the mass effect 3 soundtrack 

pick one of your favorite quotes.

“I am not perfect, but I have purpose.” (from the tank-born krogan on grunt’s loyalty mission in mass effect 2)