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it would be so fucking cool if my laptop could stop lagging oh my god.

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Not So Innocent

possible triggering topics discussed in this story

Chapter Six

Looking at him sleeping peacefully, you get an idea. A genius idea if you do say so yourself...

You were going to make Spencer Reid fall in love with you.

To love is to destroy, and to be loved is to be the one destroyed.

Two years ago

It's your twentieth birthday. Honestly, you didn’t think you’d make it to this age. Not because you weren't good at your job, but because you thought you would try to run away and get caught.

You really were hoping you would have the chance to run away. This life was not what you wanted. But sometimes a hole is too deep to get out of, so you stay in the pit, and it seems to get deeper each day.

Today you have the day off. Actually, you've had several days off. Obviously, you don't have to kill for the gang every day, but they just love to keep you busy. Lately, business has been slow. The drug ring almost got busted, so they have to lay low for a bit. Someone tipped Pops off that the cops were getting suspicious. Also, not many people have decided to piss of the Daminos lately, so you were pretty much being a normal person for a bit. Well, as normal as one can be given the circumstances.

Maybe it could be like this for a while. You could live a somewhat usual lifestyle here at the Daminos. Maybe get a real job, find your own apartment, and start a life for yourself. But they were always pissed about something and violence always seems to be the answer. Not that you particularly minded it anymore. It got the job done, and your 'family' seemed to be proud of you. What more could you ask for?

Your brother takes you out to eat to celebrate the occasion, which normally wasn't allowed by the Damino family. He's growing more and more fond of this place by the day. He's loved it since he was 19 and you were 17. You guessed he was just glad to have people there after the death of your parents. It took you a while to get used to though.

Used to. It sounds so wrong when you're talking about killing people. Innocent people. Even if some weren’t so innocent it was still wrong, they’re people. Human beings.

After you arrive home, Mama gives you a piece of cake and sits beside you on the couch. All she says is, "Happy birthday, sweetheart."

Those words crash into you like a hurricane. The women hardly even speaks. But she said that. Sweetheart. How could you call a literal killer a sweetheart? And why did it bother you so much? Probably because you hadn't had a mother in 4 years, but you push that thought away.

All you can do is force a weak smile. You wait a bit before getting up then throw the cake in the trash. You head up to your room briskly. You lay in silence, staring at the ceiling, waiting for your birthday to pass.

Now

You know it may take some work to get a socially awkward, genius, FBI agent to fall in love with you. But you'd been known to have charm.

You have a plan... sort of. You will continue the innocent act, show him interest but not strongly, eventually seduce him, sleep with him, fake date him, get insights, dump his ass, and kill him if you have to. But him trusting and loving you is crucial. This could work, it’ll just be a dangerous game.

It'll be hard for Spencer to figure you out if his judgement is clouded by love and affection. Those emotions cannot be associated with straight-thinking and alertness.

It'll take some work. You realize you really have to push this whole scared little victim act. Guys like to feel like they're saving someone. And if he thinks he saved you physically and mentally, boom. You'll have him wrapped around your little finger.

Spencer's still asleep, eyes fluttering behind their lids. His medium length hair is in his face messily. Spencer is sitting, slouched on the couch with his head in a neck-breaking position against the back of it. His adam's apple sticks out. You have to be honest, he's not bad to look at.

chapter seven

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“To love is to destroy, and to be loved is to be the one destroyed.” (this is from my favorite author, Cassandra Clare)

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He Cut Your Heart Out: Trump VERBAL VIOLENCE is Real. Don't doubt it. PT 1

He Cut Your Heart Out: Trump Verbal Violence is Real Part 1, first half of CNN article: Part 2, second half:

Verbal Violence is REAL, though our self-blaming mind often doubts this, feeling we're the fault not the verbally violent psychopath

  Many who have experienced the real trump have said this. 

  He cut your heart out

He'll cut your heart out 

Know who and what the psychopath is, that abusive con taker, and don't fall under the spell of accepting any blame or shame. 

Only the finest scalpel will due to cut out so many hearts. Tools, tools, and more tools.

This article is attributed to CNN today, and it's authors at http://cnn.it/2x81w9H The full article is shown here because of it's importance. Often, just an excerpt of news articles will be posted. But this article has several critical ideas that serve each other and not separated. I'll be saving this article as one of my reference articles and for future posts on: a. verbal violence b. death of one's soul from verbal violence of the psychopath c. verbal violence is always a part and character of the psychopath: they do not value a human's life or worth and see "decompiling and destruction of others as necessary. d. Trump is using verbal violence at all times, and we're to blame for letting that go on e. Your next: if one person is being cut down, don't revel in that you're not the victim: you're not going to escape the wrath though you seem you're on the "right side of his violence for now.  You're next. f. psychopaths don't change, they just learn to smile more when maming later in life. and an interest of mine that I share: g. what is the history and mythology of "cutting out one's heart".  How has this phrases been a part of our language, literature, movies, and video games? Unfortunately, with psychopaths, by the time one realizes "he is cutting the heart out (of you, your desires, DACA Dreamers, Affordable Care, Police with Conscience, a unified America, peace), the deed has already been done. When a dear in the woods realized it's being stalked by a hunter....the deed is usually already done: shot. See in the topic archive cloud below related articles on this:

verbal violence

psychopaths are in a war against one's own people

lack of compassion

cruelty

Hitler

Kim Jong-un

psychopath

deceit

taking from poor to give to rich

oligarchy: Russian greediness Trump emulates

taking

takers

vampires

lack of compassion

brain of psychopath 

why Trump is "decompiling, unwinding, and unraveling America, 6 articles

A note from Scooter X:  Do us a favor today and look up in the archive cloud below the "spiritual father of Donald Trump: Xenophobe and Hater Judge Roy Cohn. Then, go online to Amazon.com and get a DVD of that ordered to share with those you love.

 BTW: Dr. Bunch's first books on Spider takers and Abusive Narcissists have information on the psychopath defined by the metaphor of the VAMPIRE. How to use metaphoric weapons against Vampires is described, such as your own metaphoric garlic, Cross, mirror, and more. See those books with Spiders on the cover in the catalog tab above. 

I care for you."  Scooter X  (CNN)Touring his recently purchased Plaza Hotel in the late 1980s, Donald Trump noticed an armoire that offended him. Fuming, Trump accused his staff of making him look bad. In an expletive-laced explosion, he ripped the door off the subpar piece of furniture, a former senior Trump Organization employee recounted to CNN on Friday. Thirty years later, the antique armoires at the White House remain intact. But Trump's temper -- honed over years as a public and political persona -- hasn't waned. Attorney General Jeff Sessions bore the brunt of Trump's most recently disclosed upbraiding. The New York Times reported this week that Trump, in front of multiple people, called his long-time supporter an "idiot." In the West Wing, Trump can be a temperamental commander-in-chief, prone to bursts of anger that dissipate as quickly as they came on. The rage is an extension of what many say they experienced on the campaign trail. Some close to him even say his expressions of anger are a sign that he is engaged. "I would much rather have him yell at me than be dismissive," said a source familiar with his management style. "If he doesn't get mad, it means he doesn't care." People who have been in meetings with the President describe a pattern for Trump's outbursts. They arise without much warning -- in keeping with Trump's flair for the dramatic -- making it difficult for those in the room to avoid situations where the businessman-turned-politician lets loose on his subordinates. He's not shy about singling out one particular aide for a lashing, even with others looking on. Fighting back rarely ends well, since there are few topics Trump won't broach in his humiliating takedowns. He enjoys swearing, one source said, especially when he is around people he is comfortable with like his longtime aides and family. But he tries to avoid it with people who don't know him well. His preferred curse word, multiple people say: The tried-and-true F-bomb. 'Volcanic' temper The volcanic temper of Donald Trump One person who has been in meetings with Trump recalls the President displaying his "volcanic" temper when he "feels ganged up on" or when nobody tells him one of his ideas is good. The tirades have, at times, left his staff shaken. After an angry phone call with the Australian prime minister in January, some of his staff were left white-faced after catching a first glimpse of his capacity for rage. Even as his temper has left some with memorable stories, those who have been in the room with Trump describe a man who quickly moves on. "He has a temper, yes, and it doesn't take much to set him off, but at the same time, it is always overblown and he will be fine five minutes later," said one person who had worked with Trump. "He can be volcanic and then he will be fine five minutes later." Another source acknowledged that Trump had regular blow-ups during the campaign, but that they were more surprised by times when then-candidate held back. "It was a pretty rare thing," the source said. "There were a lot of times on the campaign trail where he didn't get mad but if he had, nobody would have blamed him." "President Trump goes out of his way to care for his staff and has throughout his career," a White House official said. "The relationships he has built and maintained are a testament to his leadership and his thoughtful approach. He looks out for his people and they look out for him." Trump isn't averse to acts of kindness. Valet attendants at his Florida golf clubs say he has arrived on slow nights, when tips are scarce, to hand over $100 bills. Staff at the White House residence largely describe Trump as a pleasant, if mercurial, man to work for. And many of Trump's longest tenured advisers, men and women who have worked with him for two decades or more, remain loyal to him because they believe that loyalty is reciprocated. But as Trump developed an outsized persona as a real estate developer and later as a television celebrity, it wasn't kindness that formed his reputation. It was anger in all its shades: the fury-filled executive, the high-maintenance billionaire, the pugnacious Twitter troll. As Trump rants and raves through his first eight months in office, his penchant for outbursts has persisted. The isolation of the White House, paired with the enveloping cloud of the Russia investigations, have caused Trump to brood and bellow with unpredictable results. Outbursts at his most loyal underlings have become commonplace. Multiple men of distinction, with long careers in public service, say the dressings-down that have sprung from Trump's lips are the most demeaning they've enduring in their adult lives. Traveling in Arizona last month, Trump lashed out at his chief of staff John Kelly, trashing the retired Marine Corps general for suggesting the President tone down his heated political rhetoric when discussing policy matters. Before the same event, an irate Trump phoned his longtime advance man George Gigicos to complain the crowds at the rally looked sparse on television. Three months earlier, it was Sessions at the end of Trump's fury firehose. Debasing him recusing himself from Russia-related matters, the President's tirade prompted Sessions to draft a resignation letter (Trump didn't accept). Humiliation The list of top officials that Trump has humiliated in front of other aides stretches on. He cut off and undermined his Treasury Secretary Steve Mnuchin during a meeting on the debt ceiling. He repeatedly and publicly accused his first chief of staff Reince Priebus of acting disloyal during last year's campaign. And he barred his first press secretary Sean Spicer from a meeting with the Pope, despite knowing of his long desire to meet the Pontiff. Trump is not the first president to have explosive outbursts in the White House -- "You couldn't be around Bill Clinton very long without seeing him get angry," Clinton aide and senior CNN political analyst David Gergen has said. Multiple sources close to Trump, in an effort to tamp down on the President's outbursts, cast his anger as normal in a White House, noting that past presidents have displayed plenty of anger. Psychopaths, Pirates, Vampires, and more:

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