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Recently I had made a Tiktok post about how I wanted to find the right audience for my writing, because I actually put a lot of work into background world building, parallels, hidden messaging, etc.
A person replied saying my process didn't matter, I needed to focus on writing a story that could sell.
I tried and failed to get across to him that I was not asking how to better tailor my books to the audience, but rather how to find the people who would enjoy what I love to write. Moreover, I need an audience who believes in me as an author enough that they don't call my literal world/character building "loopholes" or mistakes. Yes, Karen, I know that character said a line that went directly against what the reader already knows. Because that character was *lying*. And that story hinged on the realization that the character has been lying. Do I need to directly write "they lied"β½
So anyway, yeah, turns out there are legitimately people who believe that artists deserve to starve if they don't put out easy consumption pieces, and writers who can't sell their work to mass audiences are worthless.
I'm tired.
fuck an "intended audience" how about we normalize engaging with new and unfamiliar art pieces on their own terms
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The future never forgets the events that shaped it The past awaits for better times to come
#something something parallels idk#I just think the way 17yo pearl is always talking about wanting things to change and to grow up because capcom doesnt know what to do w/ he#(besides ´´haha teenager likes shopping´ jokes)#combined by the fact Athena kinda has nothing going post DD because the writers wanted to make it the apollo and phoenix game#could serve as an accidental setting for a young adult discovery+healing from trauma plotline/theme#combined with the ever familiar parallel of being an oversheltered and somewhat pampered kids who lost everything they ever knew#due to a traumatic event and were then forced to an abrupt change from having no freedom to having no idea of anything#but the only thing unchanged is having no autonomy in the situation itself#could serve for something real cool yknow?#(that last bit is ever familiar to us pearlthena fans)#(yes this is ship art (im aroace all my shipart is characters just hanging out or being in agony together))#(no there is no middle ground(i have so much ship art ideas that are just character chatting(and then not ship art that is the same(idk))))#ace attorney#pearl fey#athena cykes#pearlthena#my art#artists on tumblr#illistration#dual destinies spoilers#aa5 spoilers#aa2 spoilers#long as fuck tags boi#BTW pls ignore the hair strand that comes out of nowhere I literally didn't realized I had read the sketch incorrectly until#a day later of posting#And it's eating me alive but I am soooooo lazy. And like I really didn't wanted to render it again. And I still don't so RIP that
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πTUNA-TOBERπ PROMPT CHALLENGE 2024 ππππππππππππππππππππππππππππ
Hello friends! So last month I realized that one of the reasons I'm struggling to get my writing back up to my old speed is I am seriously out of practice since Dec/Jan when shit went down and I stopped writing for a while. After some thought, I decided I was gonna set up a little prompt challenge for myself, just a general, 'here's a prompt a day' thing for about a month. And I tossed this idea out onto my fave Daredevil discord server to see if anyone would want to join. And I'm happy to say there were takers, including some of my favorite writers in the fandom! So I've set up a delicious prompt challenge for all of us, and for anyone else who wants to take part.
For each day in October, there are three prompts: an π§οΈangst/whump promptπ§οΈ, a π»fluff promptπ», and a π₯kink promptπ₯. Participants are free to choose which one of the prompts they want to write or make art of, or they can try to incorporate two, or even all three prompts into a single fic or art piece. They can write a short fic/make art every day, or just on whichever days they feel like (personally I'm going to shoot for one fic a day, but we'll see), or even incorporate those prompts into the chapters of longer fics. There are also four 'backup' prompt options for each category in case anyone hits a day or prompt where they aren't really feeling what's available on the chosen day. If any of these prompts inspire you, you can feel free to take on the Tuna-Tober challenge even if you're not in the server! This challenge is also not fandom-specific (although I have a feeling I'm mostly gonna write Charlie Cox characters, a surprise to precisely zero people, but again, we'll see).
Sometime this week, I'll be setting up a sideblog specifically for Tuna-Tober. That sideblog blog will reblog any Tuna-Tober fics/art or link to those fics that are posted on Ao3 so they'll all be easy to find. That blog will also have instructions for how to tag your Tuna-Tober fics and/or art pieces. If you'd like to be notified when that sideblog is up so you can follow it, let me know in the comments.
Without further ado: our Tuna-Tober prompts!
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Day 1: Falling Asleep In A Hospital Room β Reading To Each Other β Somnophilia
Day 2: βWhy? Why do you love me?β β Flower Crowns β Mutual Masturbation
Day 3: Broken β βI feel real when iβm with you.β β Role Reversal
Day 4: βThis isnβt you.β β βAre you blushing?β β Sixty-Nine
Day 5: Self-Loathing β Watergun Fight β Begging
Day 6: "Shh, I've got you now. I'm here." β Love Bites β βSpread your legs for me.β
Day 7: Nightmare β Honest Apology β Nothing Underneath
Day 8: Shaking β βYou can sleep here tonight.β β Overstimulation
Day 9: Anxiety β βYou donβt need to do that.β βI want to.β β βOpen your mouth.β
Day 10: "I'm not good enough." β A Hug That Lasts A Little Too Long β Strap-on/Pegging
Day 11: Tears β βIβd be lost without you.β β Breast Worship
Day 12: "I did it for you.β β βYou remembered?β β Deep-Throating
Day 13: Loneliness β Playful Kiss β βBeg me for it.β
Day 14: "Please look at me." β Sleep Talking β Accidental Stimulation
Day 15: Hiding An Injury β βAre you jealous?β β Threesome
Day 16: Exhaustion β Accidental Kiss β Against A Window
Day 17: "I'm not leaving you." β Tickling β βTouch yourself for me.β
Day 18: Scars β Pillow Fort β βIβm so proud of you, youβre taking me so well.β
Day 19: Touch starved β βIβll always be there for you.β β Gags
Day 20: "Who did this to you?" β There Was Only One Bed β βYou were made for me, werenβt you?β
Day 21: Fainting/Collapsing β Flustered β βWas that an order?β
Day 22: "You haven't done anything wrong." β Breathless Kiss β Aphrodisiacs
Day 23: Father β βIf you wonβt take care of yourself, I will.β β Toys
Day 24: Drugged β Drunken Confession β βShh, do you want them to hear us?β
Day 25: "What's Wrong?" β Playing With Their Hair β βDid I say you could do that?β
Day 26: "You're not fine." β βShut up and kiss me.β β Under The Desk
Day 27: Near Death Experience β Overheard Confession β βLet me see what that pretty mouth can do.β
Day 28: Chronic Pain β Sharing An Umbrella β Hair Pulling
Day 29: "Talk to me, please." β Forehead Kiss β Restraints
Day 30: Healing β Road Trip β βTake it off. Slowly.β
Day 31: "Why wasn't I enough?" β Blanket Hog β Stockings/Thigh Highs
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πTuna-Toberπ Backup Prompts:
Bound/Chained β Moving In Together β Almost Getting Caught
"Take me instead." β βIβm in love with you, and that scares me.β β High Heels
Insomnia β Adopting A Pet β Scent Marking
"You're not alone." β Playing A Game Together β Ass Worship
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#Tuna-Tober Prompt Challenge 2024#Tuna-Tober#Prompt List#Promptober#I am going to have FUN WITH THIS#and i think the other writers and artists will too!#i really do just need a prompt sprint to kinda get my brain back in gear and i've had luck with this in the past#fic#fanfic#also knowing me it'll mostly be charlie cox characters but we'll see who else pops up#spawned because i always struggle choosing between kinktober and flufftober and whumptober#like what if i want a chance to do all of those in one month#although now my hardest part of the challenge might be choosing which to do when i like ALL the prompts of the day#but they don't all work in a single drabble fic#WHO KNOWS. LET'S DO THIS. I AM READY FOR OCTOBER
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Alternate universe Dune where Paul Atreides is born female but since the Bene Gesserit can't have nice things, their designated Virgin Mary still ends up declaring herself the false messiah/emperor, starts the jihad, and gets the most toxic yuri story ever with Chani.
#paul atreides#chani#feyd rautha#dune part 2#dune part two#paula atreides I guess?#I wanted to include something with Irulan but not sure what :(#Also#I like to believe that Leto lowkey raises her with the skills to be his heir#traditions be damned#and there is something so interesting about a female character whose main purpose is being a vessel for some future hero#ends up stepping up as the hero herself#I wanted to explore it more but I feel like I don't know enough about the Dune world to do it#so just have these trashy drawings of some ideas#and maybe this will inspire a better artist or writer to do something with it
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I've been thinking about this meta and laughing actually because I want to reiterate, the foundations of Jayce's Season 1 plotline was clearly a typical morality play where he has an angel and a devil on his shoulder and he's tugged between politics and science.
To briefly sum up the meta above, what subverted this very reductive plotline was making Mel not evil (actually, not evil at all, just her own person with her own goals which are indeed mostly altruistic) and to make the motivations for Jayce 90% of the time to be helping Viktor and their work.
I think originally, the plot was supposed to be "Viktor and Science are Good" "Mel and Politics are Bad" "Jayce is Seduced by Bad Politics and Sexy Mel Away from the True Value of Brotherly Friendship and Science" with him only coming back too late to his Good Science Bro and realized his Evil Politics and Girlfriend Mistakes after Viktor has tragically decided to go full Machine Herald after Jayce's abandonment.
Now in this simplistic version, this failed morality play on Jayce's part is a Tragedy because he realizes his mistake and returns to his bro after it is Too Late and now he must use the lessons he learned to Save His Bro from Evil (that Jayce caused with his initial abandonment).
Then a bunch of other better storytelling drafts happened and we got the plot of Arcane as we saw it BUT
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The thing that is absolutely cracking me up about this proposed timeline of storytelling decisions and where it got us (which I firmly believe to be true) is that it led to the absolute gayest take on Jayce & Viktor ever like, seriously, by fleshing out this story the way they did, it went from "Save the bro you tragically abandoned" to "Save the man you did EVERYTHING for because only YOU can rescue your soulmate across all timelines, all possibilities, and you must give more than you did before, you must give everything of yourself to this cause and you do so gladly, in the most romantic gesture of all time." Like...
Ok, I'm gonna say something potentially unpopular here but I don't really blame Christian Linke for seeing Jayce/Viktor as brotherly, because that's what like 99% of straight male showrunners see when they write the gayest relationship of all time and given what we know of what Jayce & Viktor looked like in the earliest drafts, it probably was more brotherly in the earliest versions that he had the most influence on before he handed it over to better writers and artists.
(I speculate the reason for male showrunners not getting how romantic the "friendship" stories they're writing are is because for many cis straight male creators, "brotherhood" as defined by "not blood relatives but more than a best friend" with another man is the closest relationship you can have, while romance is just a relationship with the best sex you'll ever have, maybe, or just the woman you're "supposed" to settle down with, whereas for women and queer writers, they tend to write the love interest as being your most important person, not a blood relative but more than a best friend, and this is where the wire gets crossed because these cis male writers don't realize they've written a catnip romance for everyone who isn't them ANYWAY I DIGRESS).
SO, this re-write of Jayce's reductive morality-play plot where Science Bro Good and Politics Girlfriend Bad to make Mel and Viktor more nuanced and complicated and not really dragging Jayce into two directions because he's doing everything for Viktor 1) makes all his motivations realign to be just about Viktor which is insanely romantic. But 2!!!
2) In the original morality play plot with Science Bro Good, Jayce returning to Viktor in S2 but it's Too Late is just tragic but it could still just be a story of betraying a friend and your own principles.
But in the revised arc, where Jayce did everything in S1 for Viktor, including overthrowing the government, but in S2 realizing that he wasn't helping Viktor in the way Viktor wanted, that he should have instead stayed in the lab to help Viktor instead of trying to save him elsewhere, and then re-writing Jayce's entire life purpose in S2 to be about saving Viktor's soul and oh, also the world I guess, goes from being "Reductive Jayce making Amends for Leaving his Science Bro for Evil Politics Girlfriend" and instead makes it, "Man who gave everything for his best friend but it wasn't enough to save him then course corrects and figures out how to give his best friend what he REALLY needs, but only does so tragically too late, and must then go on a Tragic Quest, tear himself down to shreds and build himself back up again to become a vessel of but one singular goal, which is the salvation of his Science Bro's SOUL, rescuing him from a fate of loneliness worse than death, because in all timelines, in all possibilities, only HE can rescue his Science Bro from himself oh, and also the world, I guess." And it just becomes the most insanely romantic story of all time.
And I can see how in the foundations of the old story, this would be a much more "friend-coded" story for Jayce and Viktor but because of all the nuanced writing levels that were added later, it just got 10x and then 100x more romantic until it's the most undeniably, mind-breakingly romantic story ever of literally saving one another's lives and souls over and over again across the multiverse because only you can save each other, you are doomed without one another, and yeah, if originally you just wanted to show Jayce being torn between his evil politics girlfriend and his good science bro buddy and then spending act 2 redeeming himself for his act 1 temptations then yeah, I can see how as CL or other show runners you might not have realized what you were cooking until after it came out of the oven!
I feel like so much of the silly Mel vs. Viktor discourse when it comes to Jayce would be resolved if people realized that the plot was originally conceived as a basic morality play arc with Mel as the devil on one shoulder and Viktor as the angel on the other for Jayce.
The bones of Jayce's plot in Season 1 is of a good-guy scientist who is tempted by the allure of politics and fame, with a beautiful femme fatale politician seducing him towards power on the one side and his humble 'brotherly' relationship with his scientific partner representing Jayce's 'true self' that he is drawn away from by her machinations. It's a very, very old school, reductive, male-centric plot that literally boils down to "bros before hos".
It even makes sense for S2, with Jayce overcoming his corruption arc in S1 and returning to his "bro" only for his prior sins to tragically launch Viktor's own corruption arc as the Machine Herald only after Jayce has learned his lesson.
And then the Arcane writers and Fortiche subverted this plot. Here's how:
They made all three characters multi-faceted adults with their own agency and motivations. None of them are puppets for the others or, if they are, the time one character spends controlling the choices of another becomes part of that controlling character's sins that must be atoned for (namely, Jayce resurrecting Viktor against his will, Mel manipulating Jayce against his will, Viktor trying to control everyone against their will).
For example, they made Mel complex and interesting and a good person in her own right. Yes, she still has elements of the beauty, danger, and allure of a femme fatale but by making her her own person with her own plot and motives, none of which are malicious (at most, they are self-serving until she changes her views on Hextech and how best to bring peace to Piltover).
Jayce is still torn between Mel and Viktor but he also fully has his own agency, as many are quick to point out. He is often dragged around by the manipulations of others too (Mel yes, but also Marcus, Vi, and Ambessa influence Jayce into bad decisions). Part of his arc is learning how to be true to himself and his own goals after his time spent in the Anomaly future. But, even there, you can still see the bones of the original morality play arc, where the "Good Ending" for Jayce is to go back to his lab partner "bro" and bring both of them back to being true to themselves.
Viktor isn't just helplessly standing by while Jayce ignores him. In fact, Viktor often deliberately cuts Jayce out of his experiments. He doesn't tell Jayce about the Shimmer, or the self-experimentation, or even about Sky's death until after Jayce resurrects him with the Hexcore. Viktor has agency, he has his own goals, and while he frequently chastises Jayce for abandoning their shared dream in what I believe is another hint of the bones of the original morality play plot, he also has his own flaws and his own journey to go on independent of Jayce.
Much of the silly bickering I see between Mel and Viktor fans comes down to who "deserves" Jayce, who is "erased" by not ending up with Jayce, whether or not Mel is manipulative, or if Viktor thinks about Jayce at all when he's busy pursuing his own goals, and I think all of those are absurd arguments.
Mel is manipulative, it is part of the bones of the morality play plot that has her as the antagonist, but they made her so much more than that, that I think it's an active disservice to the character they made to reduce her story down to whether or not she ends up with Jayce. I get why people get hung up on it, because I do believe it's the core of the first draft of her plot, but the richness of her character comes from moving beyond that. Indeed, in S2, the least important part of her character is her relationship to Jayce. She has her own stuff going on.
Whether or not Jayce is a victim of manipulation or whether or not he pursued power for its own sake is also showing an understanding of the basic, core plot they built the richness on top of. Jayce was seduced by Mel's manipulation and he did grasp after power, but they enriched his character by making his goals more noble and more tragic. He's always trying to fight for Viktor, for Hextech, for their shared dream, and for making Piltover a safer, better place, but how he goes about it often makes matters worse until he learns, grows, gains wisdom, and makes terrible mistakes he arguably can never make up for fully.
Jayce also isn't fully a victim of Mel's manipulation, just as she is not fully a mastermind able to control his every move. He breaks away at a certain point and makes his own (poor) decisions in ways that frighten her and make her regret her actions, until he grows enough to recognize the wisdom in her advice (though he later grows again and recognizes the original manipulation, which leads to him breaking up with her in 2.08 because Mel's sins are still there and they are the reason she and Jayce don't have hope for a future together once he realizes he can't trust her because actions have consequences in Arcane).
As for Viktor, he doesn't like Mel. In that, I think we again see the original morality play roots, with him as the angel on the shoulder disliking the devil who is seducing Jayce. But they enriched his character by having him respect Jayce's choices even as he may have privately disapproved of them, and to have his own arc to worry about with his failing health, and his other flaws like intellectual tunnel vision/naivetΓ©, and his tendency to self-isolate in the face of his terminal illness. He has his own stuff going on.
They also subverted the morality play arc to a certain extent by having Viktor stop being the angel in S2. Indeed, the framework more or less falls away entirely and it become Jayce trying to save Viktor from himself, and from Jayce's own mistakes of not destroying the Hexcore, while Mel is busy with her own story of politics, war, and magic.
Anyway, I hope some of this makes sense. But I think if people just recognized that yes, there are elements of Mel as a bad guy in the fabric of the story, of a story where Jayce is in a balancing act between his demons and his angels, but that good writers came in and layered real people over these simplistic plots, made it so Mel's story isn't just about Jayce, Jayce's story isn't just about getting corrupted by a femme fatale, and Viktor's story isn't just about being abandoned by Jayce, and thus elevated the trope beyond its tired-out, simplistic roots, there'd be a lot less wank.
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shaking the malevolent fandom by the shoulders guys don't forget that you have to reblog things to keep posts alive REBLOG ALL FANWORK NOT JUST ART PLEASE
#like yeah theres a larger conversation around typical ''art'' being much easier to consume than a written fic BUT irregardless that's kind#of a shitty excuse to give at the expense of writers who put in just as much time + effort right ???? like?? am i missing something or :/#i know its just how things work but seeing art with a bunchh of rb/tags while most fic posts don't break like. 20 notes is.....disheartenin#i hate saying this bc i feel like its pitting writers against artists I DONT WANT TO DO THAT but yall are bad about supporting everyone sry#malevolent#finch chirps#fandom culture#masked
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today, cupimon prays for your happiness too.
#digimon#cupimon#oc:elise#made myself draw more personal oc art when not working on comms haha#tbh the motivation behind this was a moment of weakness. like. wanting people to tell you you have done well and everything will be ok#but i also want to heal others that way. it's complicated. the world only seems to get harsher and harsher#holy or angel type digis are good picks for such and cupimon are adorable#imma be realistic this is a pretty tough time to be alive. let's not even try to compare with past eras or the like#the truth is so many of us are struggling so friggin hard we don't even know it anymore bc it's become so routine to our life#but it's honestly? really twisted? if you think of it that way. we're so used to suffering in life. it's so sad.#can only hope things get better someway. somehow. may good news even a little arrives to each of yall this week#btw really sorry folks. after the ai fiasco this site has gotten itself into i'm gonna post even lower res version for my newer works jic#artists writers creatives. do stay safe. keep yourselves and your work safe as much as you can#do what you need to do regardless it matters to you or not ok!#png
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so... exciting announcement... i was hired to work on Reality Resort as a storyboard artist!
for those of you who haven't heard, Reality Resort is a Total Drama-inspired show on YouTube, produced by Cove and animated by Odd Nation Cartoons. its pilot episode just dropped a few hours ago!
to be clear, i didn't contribute at all to the first episode-- i was only hired about a week ago to contribute on episode 2 and beyond. speaking of, it'll be a lot easier for us to make episode 2 and beyond with more support for the show, so please consider checking out the pilot if the show sounds up your ally. the team is super cool and welcoming, and i've had a ton of fun with what i've worked on so far.
as for this blog, given that i'm now part of the show's staff, i won't be making any sorts of speculative content about Reality Resort or any of the other planned shows in the Reality Gauntlet. this is obviously because i know things the average viewer doesn't, and because i wouldn't want anything i was genuinely blindly speculating on to be interpreted as fact/a hint. however, Disventure Camp content (as well as all of the usual stuff) will continue as normal! (other than that i now have a bit less free time :,) )
anyways, i hope any of you who do decide to check it out will enjoy! as Cove has said in the comments, the first episode isn't perfect, and there are still plenty of quirks to iron out in the future. but, i think that the future of the show is looking bright, and i and the rest of the team appreciate any support you're willing to give. :)
#not going to main tag this since i'll probably post the art separately later for anyone who wants to rb without all my personal stuff#also to be entirely transparent i do want to note that i am now (in a sense) coworkers with multiple members of the disventure camp staff#because there are several cross over voice actors as well as some writers and artists#(i have talked to some of them over a discord call and they are all super cool!)#i don't want to let knowing these people irl stop me from giving my honest thoughts on the show#because i believe that honest constructive criticism helps both creatives in fandom and the creators of the show grow#and because i don't want anyone to think that the only reason why i would praise the show is because i don't want my peers mad at me#HOWEVER i'm sure i will be inherently biased by getting to know some crew members on a more personal level#which may soften my critiques. but also it was never my goal to be outright mean to anyone in the first place#and i sincerely hope i haven't ever done that in any of my posts about anything (if so i apologize)#okay ramble over. yay premiere!
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Yes, all of this!
As a Batman fan* there is a complexity that is lost as soon as the question of parenthood comes into the equation. I don't only dislike Good/Bad Dad Bruce being pushed as the 'true' textual depiction** because he is often potrayed as a caricature of what the artist/writer in question presumes Good/Bad Fatherhood to be, rendering him a didactic shell, but because it further flattens his relationships and characteristics into Dad Category and Partner Category. He has Dad relationships with people the fandom has decided are his kids (which includes all characters that are younger than him) and he has stereotypical Dad traits, and he has Partner relationships with whoever the fandom ships him with and stereotypical partner traits. Neither of these convey who his character actually is.
He's a sidenote, and while it's certainly refreshing to have conversations around other characters in a series dominated by and centered around Batman, I find myself wanting on both sides. Not because I dislike other characters (i love u batgirls please forgive me), but because the 'Batfamily' fandom is basically committing the same sin as all the other conversations surrounding Bruce. Whereas most other sites are focused on how cool the concept they believe to be Batman is, and are very resistant to talking about themes, motifs, and other literary elements due to the fact that they have not read a thing on him and have discussions based on hearsay, the Batfamily fandom is also focused on how cool the concept they believe to be Batman is, and are very resistant to talking about themes, motifs, and other literary elements due to the fact that they have not read a thing on him and have discussions based on hearsay. The difference is what that belief is; the majority thinks he's the epitome of hypermasculinity, and basically the Punisher but smarter than everyone and can do no wrong, whereas the Batfamily fandom side thinks he is a dad with all the stereotypes that come with a dad, whether that be Good Dad (supportive, doesn't know anything about technology, doormat to his kids) or Bad Dad (literal Satan, hates his kids, adopts them with the intent to abuse them). They completely erase his character, which is sad, because he is an interesting character in his own right!
*I know and I'm sorry. I also love the Batgirls if that gives me redemptive points.
**I don't mind fanfic or art; I, like yourself, purely critique the users that say anything besides their interpretation is textually incorrect, which, when you're a character that's been around for nearly a century you're bound to be both and neither at some point in someone's eyes
If it helps at all, I've never gotten the impression that you hate (or even dislike) Bruce. In fact, I usually get the impression that you have a pretty deep appreciation for every character I've seen you discuss. I really appreciate that your approach to meta analysis seems pretty balanced and fair to all of them, even when you're criticizing them.
Do you have any thoughts on the fandom flanderization of Bruce into the sweet, openly demonstrative flawless father of many? Because it makes me absolutely rabid (and, frankly, probably colors my feelings about him, because it makes me want to hyperfocus on instances when he's a terrible dad)?
I would ask your feelings on the flanderization of Cass, but I think fandom Cass is actually just a black hole of absolute nothingness moreso than an exaggerated parody of her actual self. There's almost nothing of her left to analyze. Flanderized Steph at least has happiness and waffles, as meager as that is. Cass is just sort of... there. Sometimes.
This is really nice, thank you <3. I just find conflicts more interesting when it's not 'one side is completely wrong'. Idk with a medium like comics (where you can read most characters' internal thoughts), it's especially fun to seek out every characters' motives and try to understand them.
As to your question, I don't hate Good Dad Bruce on principle - for many people fandom is escapism, I totally get people wanting cute fluffy father stuff. It's when people claim Good Dad Bruce is the only correct interpretation, and that everything else is OOC or 'bad writing', that it becomes a problem. I think a lot of people (myself included) like the Batkids, so it pigeonholes Bruce into the 'father figure'. Good Dad Bruce is not interested in Bruce Wayne, but only Bruce-as-father-to-my-fav. It's unfortunate because at some point it's not Bruce anymore. He's a character so deeply informed by trauma, glossing over his trouble with expressing affection and parenting reduces him into a really empty character.
Good Dad Bruce and Bad Dad Bruce are two sides of the same coin, an unwillingness to engage with Bruce's complexities as a person. It's not as insidious as 'angel Cass' / 'normal Duke', but perfect Bruce is an example of fandom being unwilling to let certain characters mess up before just demonising them. He's either perfect or irredeemably evil. A lot of fandom skews young too, so I think there's an element of struggling to humanise a parental figure. It's a shame because Bruce's good dad moments work better when you do recognise his flaws. Those moments in comics are all the more sweet because they're not constant, because it's Bruce struggling with himself to give his kids the love they deserve. Acknowledging the struggle makes him a better parent to me, honestly (just because it shows it's not natural to him, he has to try really hard).
So yeah I agree with you, and honestly Good Dad Bruce ruins the characterisation of almost all the other Batkids (Cass and Jay in particular). Hope that answers your question! As bad as Good Dad Bruce is nothing is touching therapist/angel Cass for how much it raises my blood pressure!
#I also love that you pointed out that it's probably due to the youth of the audience#And they're at that stage where they haven't realized that their parents are full human beings with backstories and dreams and perspectives#I personally don't believe any human#Fictional or not#Is purely good or bad#There are good actions and bad actions. Bruce like any other human has committed both#I know I'm defending world's most defended character but they're defending him for all the wrong reasons#This is why I don't market myself as a Batman blog because all of the conversations surrounding him on this site center his fatherhood#Which yes is a trait of his character but not the only trait#Comic posting#batman
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i keep seeing news about a potential gravity falls reboot. as someone who very much despises reboots and who thinks gravity falls ended very well (it's something gf has been REPEATEDLY praised for,) do you think there's actually a chance they'd legitimately reboot it?
I watched a bit of hana's interview with alex hirsch out of (somewhat morbid) curiosity and from what I could glean there, it seems less likely gravity falls is going to get a legitimate "reboot" any time soon and more that there's potential for spinoffs when alex's contract with netflix expires. my honest prediction is that the book of bill is a prelude to more if it sells well, as it's very possible they're testing the waters to see if gravity falls nostalgia-hype is alive and well.
as much as I dislike reboots- and I have some strong feelings about the book of bill as a concept- I actually wouldn't be mad about some of the concepts alex has in his back pocket, such as a miniseries set on the stan o' war, or potentially more comics. I criticize elements of writing and what's being done with the story now because, obviously, I love gravity falls dearly, and I do think it could be adapted or continued faithfully... in the right hands, under the right circumstances. reboots exceeding the production of new, director-driven stories is symptomatic of a larger problem in the entertainment industry, but I don't think they're the disease themselves. people love strong stories, y'know? I would be a massive hypocrite if I acted like there was something wrong with wanting more, I've been actively making art for this show since I was 12.
so, do I think they're going to fully reboot the show, take us back to the mystery shack for "summer 2013" or potentially something further ahead in the future? ...mm, probably not. the series ended at two seasons for a reason, and in the age of, yes, pointless cash-grab reboots in a time where the entertainment industry is hopelessly dependent on selling established IPs, I respect that decision a lot. but I feel like it's inevitable there will be more gravity falls in some form or another in the future, which I honestly wouldn't have guessed if not for alex's words himself and the release of a new book this july.
whether or not it's any good... I guess we'll have to wait and see?
#lab notes#lab discussion#sometimes I worry I come across like I just hate anything new that gets put out and I genuinely don't#as much as I bristle at the idea because I know it means attracting a lot of attention to something I care about a Lot#and I think the ideas presented originally do get distorted as time goes on...#but I can't tell you what my solution to that would be realistically. I'm not even involved in animation#I think what I would want for the future of any beloved 'IP' would be a collaborative effort between old and new blood#experienced writers alongside fresh minds and artists who may already be long-time fans who understand the characters#that seems like a no-brainer to me. but unfortunately the entertainment industry is spiraling down the capitalism drain hard and fast#and I think- like most things- we would need some serious restructuring before art can be made with a basis of freedom and passion#rather than struggling to be born in the first place and crawling forward with a boot on its neck#coughs. but yeah I don't think about it too much !
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Peeps who writes or draws
please avoid those flashing gif.
don't get me wrong they look nice and pretty β¬οΈ
but understand I am now avoiding this tag for the time being because it became this
warning flashing lights undercut
The related tags all became flashing lights because the preview takes images from the post. I am one of the lucky ones that isn't epileptic but damn it hurts my eyes and gives me a headache.
so again, please please please!!! avoid these kind of gifs!! thank you!!
#writers#fanfic writing#artists#my eyes hurts so much right now#I had to use my hand to block it but it didn't work since I wanted to type with both hands so I had to click enter so many times#even down here in tags I had to click enter so many times to get away from the flashing lights#if you know who the person is just know I have seen other gifs like what they are using but in different colors from other people#from different fandoms#and yes I had this problem before but it wasn't this bad because the next day it would be gone or not take up all four of those related tag#now that it has happened to me I am now realizing that maybe I should say something about this since this is gonna be a future problem#I bet there are other voices out there saying this so I'll be another of those voices.#please avoid using this kind of gif!! thank you!!!#you don't know who you are going to accidentally hurt!!!#like I said. it's an accident!!! you didn't know!!! but now you do!!!
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you ever miss your comfort character so bad you gotta go outside about it
#idk i've been pretty stressed that's probably why i randomly got rly sad abt it#and by it i mean the uh. gestures vaguely at fandom i guess#either nobody's there or it feels like i'm not exactly welcome. or both! which tough shit i'mma take up the space regardless but like#this weird sense of elitism I get in a space that's built by and nurtured by people whose MO is 'caring a lot' is.. hm.. interesting#idk just got reminded this morning that some people view critique as a free pass to drag a creator through the mud#when what you SHOULD be doing is uplifting them so that they can improve and reach their maximum potential. you clown. you absolute buffoon#it wasn't targeted at me or anything it just made me so angry/sad. smad. i'm smad about it#i just get hit with a wave of what's the point. what's the fucking point nobody cares abt things made with passion for the love of the game#we don't have time/it's not good enough/it doesn't matter/it's been done better/why x when we have y#and you know what fair enough everyone's entitled to their own emotional responses of course.#if you think your opinion is reason enough to tear it down then we're gonna have to agree to disagree on that one i think#just keep in mind that you could have loved what they made. other people could have loved it. it could have changed something for someone.#i personally know artists and have worked with artists who have put so so much effort into making something work over and over and over#only to have no audience and get back up saying guys let's give this just one more try.#hell back in the day I was an accomplished writer kid who was told that you may be good but nobody gives a fuck#artists who use up all these resources just to bring something new into the world and nobody's looking. what's the point. what's the point#anyway. i'm gonna go wade through the snow for a bit maybe sink my bare hands into it you guys want anything#started the post thinkin abt my blorbos ending it crying putting my shoes on alright I'm going I'm GETTING the FRESH AIR fuck off#i'll be god once i've gotten a bottle of coke and some mozzarella sticks. wait am i pmsing. fuck#god i hate that i don't drink sometimes.
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on one hand I feel overwhelmingly compelled to righteously add my name to the wiki as the angel who granted us with the stage play
on the other I'm not the kind of person to vandalize wikis... otherwise poor Jan has to fix my goofing around π
#akudama drive#rave ramblees#there's zero appropriate place to add it#but goddamnit I want that shit immortalized on a wiki page#put a fucking link to the stage play on there I don't care#recognize me for my sacrifices πΏ#emblazon my name on a wiki page for everyone to see#I need to be the BEST IN THIS FANDOM#and that competition is stiff we've only got like a handful of people#we've got best fanfic writer Chloe#we've got wiki mod Jan#fishsticks got us the subreddit back#uhm Keith i don't know what you do exactly but I like it regardless#(insane master posting)#levi is our meme maker iirc?#who else....#oh I forgot myself#insane cutthroat artist extraordinaire#visual novel maker. fanfic writer.#video editor now#and of course. stage play uploader π₯°#there's also miwayama the actual insane cutthroat artist but I'm only going for the English fandom here#I'm missing a few people too like fried chicken and mio and whoever else hfgfdhdggf my memory is terrible
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#wish it was easier to meet people to work on projects with without having to be part of a very specific industry#i'm not mad about the career path i chose in Any way it was very much the right choice for me but man i want to make videogames SO BAD#and i simply do not have the skills time or energy to solo it. i like to think i'm a solid artist and writer but i can't program for Shit#i just wish there were more opportunities for collaborative art other than 'Professional Career Job Work Dedicate Your Life To It'#and 'lock yourself in a cupboard and teach yourself to do six people's jobs at once because you're just that Passionate about it'#or secret third option. get lucky. just Happen to have friends who have the skills you don't in the artform you want to create.#which. you know. i don't.
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ANYWHO goodnight tumblr i'll be back on the art grind tomorrow i think π
#haunted ecosystem#i'll take a burst of creativity in a different form than usual than the burnout slump i've been in for a few months#<- part of why my fandom stuff has taken a smidge of a backseat#dont get me wrong i am still very excited about my fandoms im just having fun off in oc hell (affectionate)#its nice to just be able to create and not really worry about perception. and also i feel Less bad about just throwing ocs into the wringer#((blame the fact i've been REALLY interested in whump recently and i have been. fixated. on one of my characters.))#and ALSO i've been! rekindling my flame for wtds. i've been putting off thinking about it since that fic got.#nothing bad happened? but it was still very devastating that somebody who i considered a friend from that fic just. evaporated.#but i'm gonna finish that fic for him :) even if it takes a year. even if it's the one thing i finish ever. it'll be wtds.#for where its gotten me and the fact its what got me out of my shell and is the reason i trust that my writing is good!#i used to really hate rereading my work. i catch flaws that are obvious to me. but that fic. i just think about how *good* the story is#that story means. a lot to me? as a person? like the main character is not a good person. but people care about him anyway.#and there are so many little things. so many sentiments. so much that is a love letter to people who've done bad but learnt to do better#because. god knows i wasnt a good person even just a few years ago. and maybe i see myself in him a bit.#he came from a place of paranoia and fear and pain. and maybe its a good thing that i've found it difficult to write him recently.#because god. i've been HAPPY. even with the rough moments and bad days. i've been happy. i mean fuck.#my birthday's what. ten days away? god damn man. i'm going to be 18. that's an achievement.#i want to look the kid who thought it was over at half my age and tell him we fucking made it. and there are more years to come.#there's a life ahead. even if it's going to be a bitch. even if it's going to be tough. there's love in your heart and people who care and#you're going to fucking live and you're going to feel better one day. you have people to meet properly and thank and cherish.#because for every day it feel like the world's ending there are a dozen more where the sun shines just the right way through the rain#and you can't help but smile because it's just so god damn beautiful.#and fuck it. you're sick. your hands hurt and your legs don't work right. and it's tough sometimes. but you have people who understand.#you have people who honest to god love you for who you are and appreciate your company. and 18 is the first step.#you've spent half your life unlearning things and you've spent half your life relearning how to be what YOU want to be#and if you're a mediocre artist and passionate writer then you'll be fucking great at that. taking the time to learn when it strikes you.#and maybe this is for me. but its also for anybody reading it too. please god if there's one thing you take from this let it be that#somebody out there cares. *I* care. god i care. even if we've never spoken proper i care about you.#i practically have a list of everybody i see in my inbox. i love seeing familiar names show up. i.#i dont know how to neatly wrap up this tag ramble. but. i am so damn full of love it hurts sometimes. its scary to be happy but thats ok!
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also, hello padisarah nonnie !! it's good to see you again :>
i decided to not answer your ask regarding the wholeeee stuff.. because i don't really care what they want to do anymore. i've done my part of speaking up about their behaviours and calling them out - which made a lot of people open their eyes for once instead of ignoring the warnings they got from me or other people. and i think that's all i want to do.
THIS WILL FORMALLY BE THE LAST POST ABOUT THEM. I will not answer any asks regarding it anymore, so if you want to make your own posts regarding those users, please use your own platforms, thank you.
as much as i encourage speaking up, i also don't want to give a flying duck about them anymore. y'know, like, i spoke up because i couldn't tolerate them and their behaviours anymore - couldn't just keep quiet when my mutuals are knowingly or unknowingly talking to shitty people like that. if they started a new blog, just let them. i don't really care anymore π all i hope is that my mutuals and those that see this are more aware of internet safety and who you surround yourself with. it was already exhausting trying to warn others about them and not being listened to until i made this shit public β i'm not going to start becoming a blog that runs on discourse just so some can finally realise that this person was shitty and that person was the devil.
thanks for also caring abt me and informing me of their new url, i appreciate that a lot! it's on my blocklist now + the mutuals they've tagged on that post too π if, however, i blocked you without a good reason why, or if i blocked you before you knew of this and had already cut ties with them, feel free to send me a message or ask on a different blog! i took precautionary blocks when it comes to having those kind of people as mutuals so .. yeah.
#visitors from teyvat : padisarah anon#thea answers#the post was made because i just couldn't stand the audacity of certain people still claiming to be the victim.#imagine claiming yourself as the victim when your story wasn't even straight.#venting in public but you can't even pick a plot. were you banned or did you leave willingly first without being punished?#then proceeded to say you were wrongly banned when you were literally guilttripping the mods . what did you think-#was gonna happen when you come back? did you think our arms were open then?#you left first . to avoid consequences . now that the consequences are staring right at you#you chicken out? you curse at the effects of your actions? YOUR actions? what about the people you've affected .#you say you aren't the same person you are a year ago but you only left a few months ago and you still affect the mental health of many .#our server wasn't even a mental health server. it's a positivity server. you're supposed to use it to get serotonin boosts#or boost other people. not a place for us to be your therapists and fix your problems.#i still can't get over the fact that neither of them can get their stories straight. wdym a year ago lmao. it was literally 4-5 months ago.#and you still act the same as ever. venting about how you wanted to kys or break down when a damn post unrelated to you talks-#-abt ur fav character in a scenario where they don't love you.#do you realize that the artists and writers' works you consume are for the general and not just you. what is your logic .#and i know you see this . you vague about us all the time. did you think i didn't notice.#the only mercy i've granted you was the peace for 4 months. you tell me i was dogpiling on you but you didn't change at all . so entitled t#-your ways of thinking and what you think is right.#in the first few weeks of u in that server i was the only one who thought better of u. funny how that turned out.#cuz u didn't change then and you wouldn't change now.#idk how many times i hv to repeat this but i blocked each n every ONE of them. including their moots.#and including anyone who interacted with them. im not sorry. if you were wrongly blocked then u can shoot a dm.#otherwise stay blocked and stay mad loser L.
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