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Honestly, I love it when characters relapse. When someone who’s gotten over their anger issues falls into a situation so out of their depth they fall back on their old habits. When someone who’s learned to open up becomes a recluse again in order to cope with something outside their control.
There’s just something so horrible, so toxic, about watching a character grow and then slip back into their old selves in order to cope, bc you know they still care, that they’re the same inside, but watching them hurt so hard they don’t know what else to do brings a sense of catharsis.
#writeblr#writing#writers on tumblr#writing community#creative writing#my writing#fanfic#fanfiction#one of those tropes that has to be played carefully tho#it’s important to show them wresting with it#and realizing what they’re doing#but being so lost in their pain they don’t know what to do#show they’re contrary feelings and that they’re still the same inside#it’s just a defense mechanism#also don’t make it seem like a flick of a switch#a slow process of relapse and a slow process of recovery from it is also important#not a plot twist for the sake of it#or played for drama#but a legitimate change with real consequences#just yappin#writing prompts#writing tropes#writing stuff#writing characters#characters#character arcs#oc stuff#tropes#trope talk
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Something about Vegapunk using the dna and blood of a caged and experimented on child to create more caged child experiments and the cycles we perpetuate.
Because what does it mean that all that King has left as proof, that the lunarians were real, that they existed as a tribe, as a people, are seven manufactured children he doesn’t even know about, enslaved as weapons to the government that wiped out the culture they’ll never get to be a part of, and Alber himself another enslaved child lost to something he’ll never fully know.
And what of the warlords? Already young once and hurt by their government, young again and slaves to it. Boa looking at a version of her practically pulled out of time stuck in her worst nightmare or Jimbei looking at a version of himself living out a past he escaped by the skin of his teeth but so many he loved didn’t, even Doffy once again at the mercy of the people that already abandoned him, has Kuma not suffered enough? Given enough, is this child version of him doomed to repeat the same path he already could not escape from . Property of the world government, beholden to the celestial dragons, this version of me that cannot go free?
It’s interesting that Vegapunk joined the government so that he could do the most good, but look at the long line of people right infront of him that he’s hurt with his own hands.
#god I did not mean for it to be this memo dramatic but I have alot of feelings about the seraphim#again I don’t think Vegapunk is a bad man he’s blinded by the greater good tho and his own thirst for knowledge#and while I’m sure that his invention did some good the flower pellets for one does that really erase the bad?#is he responsible or can he be held accountable for the good or the bad#but Vegapunk plays fast and loose with who he sees as humans#the other vegapunks while he acknowledges them as really just extensions of himself he treats them like people#same with stussy who is also a clone#but there is no humanity for the seraphim even tho they seem to feel more than the average pacifsta he treats them strictly as robot weapon#it’s strange and niche how he goes about classifying this in his head maybe it’s the only way he knows to live with it#because if the seraphim where children and he handed them Off to the government to become murderes and weapons of mass destruction#what would that say about him?#one piece#throwing thoughts to the void#dr vegapunk#vegapunk#warlords of the sea#7 warlords#boa hancock#jimbei#bartholomew kuma#donquixote doflamingo#seraphim#seraphim one piece#king one piece#alber one piece#king the wildfire#lunarians#op#one piece meta#one piece analysis
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“people only like agathario as a ship because of the actresses”
NO actually because do you know how fucking insane the concept of having a character whose soul purpose for even existing is to Lead people to the Afterlife, like that’s literally it. There’s no rules** or feelings or certain way to do things. She literally just IS.
And then suddenly this Character meets This other character who has been rejected by the only people she’s ever known, called a monster and nearly executed by said people. She thinks she’s a fucking monster but Death gets her because that’s the one THING that makes her so alike with this witch:
They aren’t Monsters. They can’t control what they do. They aren’t cruel.
They just are.
Now imagine this character, who has never once in her life has felt Anything because it’s not who she is. She’s not supposed to FEEL things.
But this other character, she makes Death feel for the first time ever: anger, jealousy, longing, anguish, sadness, turmoil and, above all love. And this love LITERALLY humanizes her.
Death isn’t supposed to have a Heart that beats.
And yet, out of this love, comes life.
Death isn’t supposed to be a Mother.
And when Death is doing her job, her Love begs her not to do it. To not do her job.
And, perhaps maybe for the first time ever, Death has a rule she can break.
She can’t NOT take the dead.
She doesn’t take Nicky from Agatha for six years. Nicky was never, ever meant to even exist. But because death broke her own rules, he lived for far longer than he should have.
And then she Had to take him.
And suddenly, for the first time EVER, Death is affected by the loss.
The loss pushes the person to give her Life, humanity and more to hate her. And then she feels guilt, and sorrow, and further down the line, anger and frustration because she can’t Find her.
And when she finally does, she’s at Peace. She’s enjoying herself because her person is here and she’s talking to her and suddenly Death feels whole again.
She’s not supposed to feel.
And, still, when her love dies, Death feels it like she never has before. She cries. She mourns.
She’s not supposed to do anything but be Death, and yet because of Agatha Harkness, Death had become so much more.
And THAT is insane to me.
The fact that agatha and rio are played by two incredibly talented and Stunning actresses is literally just the cherry on the cake.
#on my soap box hours#agatha harkness#rio vidal#agathario#agatha x rio#agatha all along#i also don’t consume much marvel media outside of this lil corner and i don’t want to hear if I’m wrong#thank xx#‘bu—but a rule is Death can’t kill#agatha said it’s not allowed!!1!1#because death can’t kill#that’s not a rule babygirl that’s just how it is#i have a lot of thoughts about the humanity of this Death character I wish someone would dissect my brain#idk if I even did good explaining it here tbh#i just rambled#oops#death#bUt wHat AbOuT ChArAcTeRs ChEaTiNg DeAtH#idk if I decided if there’s like the One ‘rule’ death has or if it’s just#Certain People#being like#ummmm Nu-uh#and rio not knowing how to deal with it#other than her frustration#she only has bc Agatha made her Feel Things#like Feel things but also like actually FEEL#anyway#they really did spoil us by having Kathryn Hahn and Aubrey Plaza play crazy lesbian lovers tho love that for us#and by us I mean lesbians thank you
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#linked universe#character poll#lu hyrule#lu legend#lu time#lu wind#lu four#lu twilight#lu sky#lu warriors#lu wild#I feel like people are gonna say leg or wind on this one#maybe a few rouge time votes for the people who realise that he wouldn’t be a coward about not attacking the smaller links#but listen hear me out#I think sky would be brutal if he tried#and if playing four swords has taught me anything it is that the smithy lives for sibling on sibling violence#i can see Hyrule getting competitive if he relaxes a little too#weirdly I think the 3 that would be the most chill about the whole thing would be wild wars and twi#time would be mostly chill I can just see him immediately gunning for wars to be a shithead#wild and twi are more there just to have some fun#not that they can’t also be competitive and silly but in this scenario I think they’d just be vibing tbh#although I feel people will say leg btw I don’t see him being too aggressive#he to would gang up on wars tho let’s be real
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God im gonna miss LA, where am I going to go see t-boy wrestling, trans pole dancing, gay night market pajama parties and queer figure drawing classes in Manitoba smh 😭😭😭
#SAD#I’ll live it up for as long as I can LMAOOO#I want to go to a play party so bad too but I don’t think I would feel comfy going#without my wife 😭😭 I mean I’m sure she would be cool w it and I would just tell people I’m there to just chill but like idk#I wanna do that w my beloved bestieeee 😭💗#tho if anyone from WPG knows of anything remotely like this PLEASE TELL ME IMMEDIATELY THABK YOU#I did see a cool trans gallery there I think I just need to snuffle around for it
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let’s go down to the tennis court and talk it out like yeah
#i know it is. hard to see with the blur but those are top scars on the bottom right#give me t4t shuake or give me death#persona 5#goro akechi#akira kurusu#shuake#akeshu#tennis au#not that it’s an au but I do have more tennis posts I want to make#sorry i know Wimbledon is over but I MISSED IT and this is how I make up for it#these were a bunch of figure studies I just turned into shuake#yeah i know Akechi’s hair should not be that long but it’s more fun if it is#maybe It’s extensions lmao#akechi is absolutely a left hander when he wants to be and he will mess u up bad#he also whips out the wooden racquet when he wants to flex#Akira’s new to tennis but he catches on quick#they also play with ryuji and haru#i think Ann and Yusuke would enjoy watching but don’t like playing#akechi has probably played since he was very young hence feeling more comfortable in the skirt than shorts#safety shorts are always important tho#anyway persona 5 tennis mementos open when#tw scars#NO BECAUSE I JUST NOTICED I MISCOLORED AKECHIS ARM AT SOME POINT I WANT TO D13
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Is there any other franchise or character that you're willing to do whatever this is?
The only other thing I’m dedicated enough to would be Halo, but as far as I’m aware of there would be nothing to post. Besides Cameo vids and cameos are usually just like birthday/congratulation messages. Not really stuff you’d post. And even if there were streams for me to go through, I don’t have the time to do so.
Unless you meant in a theoretical sense, assuming there was stuff to post and time wasn’t an issue. Then yes I’d probably have an account just for Halo stuff. Not a specific character though.
#I feel like most of the games I play don’t even have voice acting#and I don’t watch shows/anime/cartoons so there is 0 interest there#I can’t think of another VA who streams and will say almost anything like this tho so like#it’s hard to think of anything lol#this is usually what people use ai for to make shitposts and people are satisfied with that low quality garbage#so idk how many other VAs or streamers would do that#if they know it’s just going to be used to feed an ai#asks#non voice post#ask
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my third time starting a new minecraft world has been Much more successful than my first two times. on account of how i spawned in an area that kind of had things like iron and sheep and a coastline (I GET LOST VERY EASILY) and I didn’t get immensely frustrated trying to find Anything At All. I did however try to get two sheep near me, realize very quickly that that’s really hard without wheat, break both leads I got, dig a ton of stupid holes trying to get the sheep into it, kill one sheep out of pure choices in anger rage, then realize you can’t make a bed with two different colors of wool after I had already killed the sheep,
#kipspeak#I still would rather play this with a buddy. But I made a book! And wrote in it! It’s my journal now#I’m having all these realizations like im 12 and discovering Minecraft for the first time. because i’ve Never Played This#I found an empty map and now the map is my home and now I can go ANYWHERE and find my way home (!!)#I found a huge cave with diamond and gold and redstone and lapis and died 3 times in it so there are 4 boats parked outside#I found a cat in a village and im going to BEFRIEND the cat because I fished up a nametag (and 36 cod)#I made a nether portal. I’m scared of it but I am in a forest! I think im under a different layer of forest#I now have 3 sheep and many cows and 3 chickens but no shears because they burned to a crisp in the huge cave#when I died. In lava a lot and burnt all my stuff to death#there’s a huuuge river network that I can feel confident navigating because the exit is next to my house#I have one (1) bookshelf and plan to make maaannny more because of my cows and sugarcane abundance#there’s more things to grow than just wheat and sugarcane there is Beet Root#there’s a bunch of treasure chests in these little underwater temples everywhere in the ocean (im afraid of getting lost in the ocean tho)#(but I can explore it with my map!!!)#one of these days when I find a pretty place I’ll build a second house. Mine is a beach house 3 turtles live there#idk#I also got a ton of gold and made gold boots? You’re supposed to do that when you go to the nether? Don’t remember why but I’ll find out#I also found a treasure map but I think the treasure is super far underwater..?#but im also slowly getting to the point where i don’t want to go any further by myself#it’s mostly fields and holes out here… maybe I’ll go across the ocean#I’ve never been an open world survival game girlie I am not a fan of resource games like don’t starve#but I like building. so. Hmmm#I see cherry trees waaaaay up in the hills. Cherry time
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i do still think datv feels very … disconnected from the previous trilogy, and that parts of it don’t really Feel like dragon age to me. that being said, i’m still having a fun time
#txt#sophie plays datv#datv spoilers#i kind of went into the game expecting this though after reading reviews#i still think BioWare really failed with not having a world state import#datv definitely suffers from not having those little callbacks from previous games that made the others feel connected#i also agree with what a few people have said about the accents being all over the place for each region#i think all the new factions and regions and things aren’t helping either#because they’re new and don’t feel the same as previous games - and there’s no little threads of familiarity to help with that#and a lot of these places have been so hyped for 10+ years that they inevitably probably don’t feel as good as i expected them to#all that being said I am still having fun though#despite the hand-holdy storytelling and disconnectedness#I can just tell that datv won’t be my fave instalment in the series tho rip#oh another gripe i have is that rook really has no personal investment in the main storyline#like??? why should they care???#every previous protag has been intrinsically connected to what’s going on#rook just feels like a random picked off the street to save the world#it all feels a little impersonal to me but whatever
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me when i realize the reason i dont feel like i can claim the term butch is cause i dont feel attractive enough
#lesbian#butch#butch lesbian#like i dont even look bad i dont think#but.#im short#my voice isnt deep and although i wanna do vocal training to fix that im also lazy#im not buff by any means and im also lazy so even tho i wanna exercise i don’t#im not handy. idk how the fuck a car works ngl.#if ANYTHING im stupid#my face is round and i feel like i look twelve bc of that and my voice and height#anytime i try and look masc it feels more like little boy than butch and i hate it#im just a loser. like legit. im a lil weirdo that yaps about very particular pieces of media and loves art.#like im just not hot enough to be a butch lol#also dont get me started on how im black/mixed and that fucks w me too cause basically all i see are white butches#also also dont get me started on how my habit of deeming myself to be unlovable plays into all of this#apologies for the yapathon i just needed to get it out#if you relate please lmk i do NOT wanna feel crazy 🙏🏼
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will you make a "how I play the sims" post cause I really like the way you play but I couldn't even start with my own, you don't have to do it if you don't want too
i would if i knew what that entailed HEJDKDKS
#i just be playing the game yall fr HEDKDK but if there’s anything specific u wanna know don’t hesitate to ask!#i am very bad at answering asks tho bc i get alot my inbox is at like 200 rn 🚬#so if i don’t answer in like a week feel free to send it again 🙂↕️#asks#anon
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I just remembered that in HG/SS we see Ethan in a Team Rocket fit and now I feel robbed because we never got to see Gold in the Team Rocket uniform in pokespe
#bits of banter#pokespe#pokemon adventures#pokemon#pokemon special#dexholder gold#skyy’s pokespe reread#we saw red in the fit which. i fuckin love#BUT NOT GOLD?#who literally WEARS IT IN GAME?? HELLO??#i feel SO robbed#i haven’t played gsc to completion so idk if he wears the fit in those games but like.#please. i wanna see him in the outfit it’s all I need in life#(and if he wore it in the hgss arc then my bad but I don’t remember it so. but I don’t think he did)#(I know he wore a suit of armour tho in the emerald arc. good for him)
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ok prediction time
(it’s my first time playing bg3, i know nothing about the plot; DO NOT SPOIL ANYTHING FOR ME. currently im at moonrise towers and the extent of gale’s plot is that he’s been stabilised by elminster and has also just made the shadow lantern. shoutout to astarion for being the only one not to tell me that was a bad idea, that’s when you know you’re making good life choices)
so what i’m getting from this is that the big moral choice in gale’s story is gonna be to get forgiveness and acceptance from mystra (presumably before/without using the orb) vs embracing his own ambitions and, having a vague idea of the intensity of some of the endings, possibly going way off the deep end with that
while i don’t know the full story for other companions, im feeling like gale was probably the best choice for me in terms of playing an origin because im an extreme completionist and im going to get sage inspiration points all over the place, but im also going to push *everything*. i want to follow every potentiality to its end, make dodgy deals, play all sides, etc.
and surface-level that sounds good for playing as astarion (definitely getting a lot of charlatan inspiration), but what it really means is that i get a lot of approval from astarion and also i feel like it’s gonna affect the way gale’s story ends a lot more. gonna try not to go too far off the deep end but it’s gonna be pretty tempting lmao. i’ll just keep downing these tadpoles and ‘trusting’ my hot dream guy. nothing can possibly go wrong!
#i do save before major decisions in case i regret it and i don’t feel bad about doing that#‘live with your choices’ why? ‘it’s cheating’ i could only be cheating myself and i feel perfectly happy playing this way lmao#i don’t feel bad reloading to retry failed rolls it means nothing to me#personal#bg3#ash plays bg3#gale#it’s exciting finally hitting a big story section where loads of companion quests are advancing#it’s also really cool how all the separate stories are still directly integral to the plot#which sounds like something that should be a given but like. the rpg i’ve played the most in recent months is dai#which has like. a dozen hours at a time that have nothing to do with the main story#bg3 constantly feels like it’s moving forward and each companion’s story is gonna make a difference in the end#i could just be getting my hopes up. like you don’t have to recruit any of them so they can’t be *essential*#but the themes certainly are. especially lae’zel and shadowheart#when do i get to fuck halsin tho? i know about that whole scenario lmao. guess what choice im gonna make there i dare you#(don’t actually tell me when that’s gonna happen!!!!!!!!!! no spoilers!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
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What illegal downloads from sketchy websites and someone you miss leads to
#I think this could be a very good au#Y’know. To make fugo suffer. When have I wished him good. Fuck him. He ruins my life. (Affectionately)#Virus Nara….. Is he a virus tho….. bc wdym there’s a virus of ur late best friend out there in the internet#Maybe he possessed fugos pc bc he let him play games on it… idk… I added a file icon w his games in the drawing just bc I thought it’d#Be funny but. Who’s to say it’s not a FNAF animatronic possession thing. Without the agony.#Actually no there is agony from fugo. I mean. Isn’t it like bad energy and strong emotions. Just that the animatronics also had melted meta#hold on lemme cook here#Jjba x FNAF except narancia is literally just in FNAF AR pc version (doesn’t exist) and haunts fugo#(I promise imma try to take it a bit more seriously 😭)#Still sobbing and I haven’t even finished watching tomb of the fireflies or whatevz.#Literally played my feelings. Snatched my heart. Tore it in half. Cut the halves to pieces. Boiled it into soup. And fed it to me.#Do not watch this fucking movie. Ghibli I hate you for this. Stop making me cry.#Also this au might just be sad fugonara. Maybe platonic maybe romantic. I do not know#But I really like the idea of Nara forever haunting fugo. Like yes guyboss torment ur boyloser after death ‼️#Narancia prob thinks he’s just being silly and funny like before he died but fugo is absolutely terrified having a mental breakdown over it#Actually that gives me so many ideas. I have more sadness to cause (to myself and my kitty witties).#I love the word digital. Digital bath. Digital footprint. Digital torment from your dead best friend.#(or crush. Or boyfriend. I don’t know what they are. It’s just fugonara. /p /rom (is /rom a thing))#I JUST REALIZED I YAPPED SM IN TAGS HELP#jjba#jojo no kimyou na bouken#jojo’s bizarre adventure#narancia ghirga#au#alternate universe#fugonara au#also ignore the fact I will mainly be drawing in my agenda I don’t have anything better to draw on in school#(I do have loose leaf sheets but I hate how thin they are and it’s easier to get caught drawing on them :/)#I wish I had more time to live#Traditional art
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man ngl sometimes I’m tempted to leave wild off of the polls out of spite cause I think some of the votes are biased 😂
#this isn’t in relation to the current poll btw I’m just staring at my drafts knowing wild will win half of these#I mean no offence to wild fans but sometimes I think people don’t actually pay attention to his personality in the comic#and instead go off of their own playthroughs or hcs#or even just ‘oh well he only played botw/totk so I’ll just vote for him’#sorry I’m just feeling angy today 😂#the lu fandom did make botw link go from like 2nd fave link to like 6th tho#just by the sheer number of fics that get derailed into wild is now the main character territory#leg gets this treatment too sometimes but at least people get his comic canon personality right#btw if ur sitting there going ‘ >:( this is about my fics’ I can assure you by thinking that alone this isn’t about you ghgh
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i know i’m a karna fan but never forget i love arjuna. i love arjuna so fucking much. i love arjuna, i love junao, i love krishna-arjuna, ARJUNA IS SO GOOD AND I LOVE HIM ALWAYS!!!!!
silly lil kittycat. nya
#arjuna and junao make me feel fucking possessed they’re so unwell. and beautiful#medi plays fgo#genuinely tho idk if i trust people who love karna but hate arjuna like… always makes me raise an eyebrow for one reason or another#im cool with people who say they dislike karna (even if i will try to explain why he is Neat anyways) but when someone dislikes arjuna#hmmm. doesn’t vibe right#best solution: love and appreciate every mahabharata servant. duryodhana is a garbage man and i dearly love him too#ALSO. also. people who loooooove junao for meta reasons but don’t care about his character. I’m Watching You.
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