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ri-ahhh · 4 years ago

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Idk even what this thought is but imagine going to stay in a cabin with the twins and it’s cold as shit at night... you somehow end up sharing a bed with gray and you guys end up snuggling thennnn it gets heated 🥵 like can u guys imagine that

Also with that ask abt the cabin I meant that you guys were just friends before 😗

Stop I just love the idea of cuddling up with him in a cold room period. I don’t know how you psychos sleep with the room feeling like it’s Antarctica unless there’s someone else in bed with you.

I bet Grayson is the perfect person to do that with. Climbing in wearing his sweatshirt and cozy leggings and fuzzy socks. Even he is wearing more than his usual bedroom attire of underwear, donning a soft long sleeve tee and some sweats.

“God, you’re a fuckin space heater,” you joke, sliding under the covers next to him and leaving a considerable gap between you. Having been in bed for a few minutes already, his warmth is emanating all the way to ‘your side’ of the bed. “Thanks for letting me sleep in here, by the way. That couch is gonna cost me a trip to the chiropractor just from one night.”

“You should have let me take the couch like I insisted in the first place,” Grayson says.

You turn on your side and snuggle into the pillow with a sigh, relishing in having an actual mattress beneath you rather than hard, pointy springs digging into your ribs. It comes out as more of a squeaky little moan, and you blush a little when he cocks his brow at you amusedly, but you ignore him. “Gray, you barely fit on that couch sitting. You and your giant lats would be literally falling off if you tried to lay down on it.”

“They are pretty huge,” he jokes, smirking down at you when you roll your eyes and giggle. He looks a little embarrassed by your compliment, but there’s a confident assurance in himself that rings true in his tone.

That confidence must have exuded onto your in the close proximity of your bodies, because before you know it, you’re blurting out, “You should let me be big spoon. Put those lats to good use and warm me up.”

Grayson raises both angled eyebrows now, but slides down his pillows from where he’s reclined against them and the headboard until his head is resting comfortably on them.

“You wanna cuddle?” he asks, surprised a bit. You’ve had a platonic snuggle or two on the couch before, but never alone and in bed.

You shrug, but admittedly the breadth and warmth of his body is almost quite literally calling your name. Whether it’s for purely practical reasons, or the stubbornly unacknowledged twinge in your belly that you’ve been feeling around him lately, you’re drawn to him.

You let him believe the former. “Might as well put you to good use; it’s cold as shit in here.”

“Wouldn’t you rather be little spoon, then? Seems like you’d be warmer if I had you wrapped up instead of the other way around,” he suggests, throwing his arm out casually so it drapes over your waist and his hand brushes against your back.

The weight of his limb is comforting and welcomed, your eyes already prickling with the verge of sleep now that you’re in this comfy, cozy bed with him.

“Nope. Like I said, space heater,” you say, running your hand up his arm and squeezing his elbow and pushing at his shins with your fuzzy-socked feet. “Roll over, Dolan.”

Grayson smirks, but follows orders as he turns the opposite way, switching off the bedside lamp before he settles back onto the pillows.

You scoot closer to him and wrap your arm around his middle, sighing as you nuzzle your nose into the middle of his upper back and slip a leg between his. The fit is as perfect as you imagined, and the feel of him so solid and warm against you makes you melt in that way that has you feeling like you could easily never leave this bed.

Grayson interlaces your fingers of the hand currently palming his sternum and tucks your now clasped hands closer to the center of his chest. He brushes his lips against your knuckles, warm air blowing over your chilly fingers and his back raising against your front with his own deep breath.

“This is nice,” he mumbles. “Haven’t been little spoon in a while. And never on the first cuddle date.”

“You would be having ‘cuddle dates,’” you joke, knowing he can plainly hear the playful eye roll in your tone. “I bet you do the same moves every other guy does on the first time.”

He laughs. “What are you talking about?”

“Oh come on,” you say, unlocking your hand from his so it can rest on his waist. “No matter if they think something’s gonna happen or not, it’s always this.”

Your hand makes slow strokes up and down his side. Comforting, nice if a little unarousing, to say the least.

“Then it’s usually this.”

Your hand trails its way down to his hip, which you give a little squeeze. You giggle when it makes him squirm a bit.

“The sneaky little under the shirt move...”

His belly is soft but hard when your palm graces his abs, swollen with the dinner of vegan pizza everyone had shared earlier behind the wall of muscle. It’s your favorite part of him, but you’ve never told him that. You could linger there for a while and just run your fingertips over the ridges, but you still have a point to prove.

You shift your head against his back to be closer to the nape of his neck, allowing your breath to tickle the short hairs there. “And then it’s back up high, where y’all think you’re being really subtle about brushing against some side boob,” you say, mirroring your words with action by running your middle finger along the edge of his pec.

“Yeah, okay, fine,” Grayson says, his voice a little lower than it had been just a few minutes ago. “But this is also when the girl usually does this shit.”

He wiggles his ass against the pocket of your hips that it’s touching, and you chuckle lightly into his ear, because he’s not wrong. “Don’t think we don’t know you do that shit on purpose.”

Your hand swoops back down his side until it’s settled on his stomach again, your fingers playing with his happy trail absently as your mind starts to inevitably wander a little bit.

“Sometimes it gets to here,” you say quietly, closer to his ear now, and you bite your lip through a smile when he shivers just the tiniest bit. “And I can always feel him thinking ‘is she gonna let me, is she gonna let me?’”

“What’s the answer, usually?” he asks. “For you?”

You shrug, and smirk a little. “Depends. Sometimes it’s just kinda nice to be turned on without anything happening the first time around. Makes the next time more... suspenseful, I guess? Makes it more fun seeing what might happen.”

“Only sometimes, though?” Grayson points out, his larger hand covering yours so your palm is flattened low on his taut stomach.

“Yeah,” you say on a whisper now. You only just realize that your thighs are clamped tightly together, a familiar and honestly unexpected ache forming in your center. “And sometimes it’s nice to just give in.”

“I’d give in to you right now,” he says, voice low and hopeful and really fucking sexy. “You did a pretty good job copying all the right moves.”

Your heart skips a beat, and you’re sure he can feel it against his broad back before he’s turning around in your arms. When he’s facing you, you look up at him with big doe eyes that sparkle with a conniving innocence. It makes Grayson crazy, and his hand his restrained as he brings it up to brush a stray piece of hair away from your face.

“You wanna make out?” he asks.

His thumb brushes against your lower lip and makes your brain short circuit for a moment. How did the two of you get here? Closest of close friends joking around one minute, a few centimeters and one answer from kissing in the next.

Do you want to?

You nod.

Grayson lets out a shaky little relieved sigh, his eyes locked with yours even in the dark. He takes in the way your breaths are coming in shallow and excited, how closely pressed against him you are, how you’re not shying away whatsoever from the semi in his sweats.

“You wanna fuck?”

It’s the last thing you expect him to say next. It’s the suddenness and bluntness of his question that might have turned you off with anyone else, but coming from Grayson is so fitting and attractive and hell yes you wanna fuck him.

But before you answer — “Will it makes things weird?”

Grayson smirks, and his hand cups your jaw in the sexiest way the simple action could be done. His other sneaks under your shirt right as he ducks down and presses his lips softly but surely to yours for the first time. And then, even through the sparks erupting in your mind and against your mouths, you’re laughing out loud against his sweet lips when you feel his thumb brush the side of your bare tit.

“Like you said, part of the suspense... let’s just see what might happen.”

#this took me like 3 weeks when it should have taken me three hours and im sorry #ik theres no smut but this is what i could get out #hope its ok🥺#grayson dolan #dolan twins #blurb #g blurb

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333dolans · 4 years ago

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If By Chance Pt. 2 // E.D

Part 1

Summary: It’s been 2 years since she’d last seen him, what would happen if by chance they were to meet once more?

Sorry for being gone for so long! Ive been super busy and just haven’t had any time to write. I’ll hopefully post a bit more regularly this year! I love you all mwah!!🥰

4:35pm, Great.

It was the first time she would be seeing Gray in what felt like eternity and she was already late, Classic Rory. In her defence, he had agreed to pick her up but a meeting running over later than expected meant she was left to fend for herself. The fact that she didn’t know her way around LA yet paired along with her general lack of time management left her here, outside of the adorable, little cafe Gray had sent her the address for.

She felt the explosion of butterflies erupt within her stomach at the sight of his car and pulled in next to it. She took a moment to compose her thoughts that seemed to be racing along with her heart. Taking a final deep breath, she climbed out from her car and made a start towards the cafe door.

From the very moment she laid her eyes on his tall figure, nothing could of slowed the pace she ran towards him. She called out his name and as he glanced up from his phone, the widest smile took over his face. Opening up his arms just in time, he caught her in his warm embrace. It felt good to be home.

“I missed you so much.” He sighed contently, spinning her around one more time before placing her body back firmly on the ground.

“Missed you more Grapeson.” She replied with a smirk.

“Wow... that’s gotta be a record, we’ve been together what? One whole minute and you’ve already said it.” He rolled his eyes, coaxing a giggle from Rory.

“I said we were bringing it back my love and i meant it!” She grinned smugly up at him before grabbing his hand and leading them into the coffee shop. As the little bell chimed, they were greeted by an older woman who beamed their way.

“Hello Grayson! Your usual i assume? And what can i get for you sweetheart?” She asked with a warm smile.

“Ill go get us a table, i know the best seats.” Grayson told her before wondering off to a far corner in the store.

“Ill get a hot chocolate please.” She replied graciously with a shy smile and the woman was quick to get started on the order.

“I’m Genevieve by the way but you my dear, can call me Gen! You know Grayson never mentioned he had a girlfriend, you’re absolutely gorgeous.” She began to make small talk as she poured Grayson’s coffee into its cup. Rory choked on air at gen’s words, gaping at her in shock.

“Were- were not together, just good friends.” She said with a deep blush.

“Oh my bad! You two would make a beautiful couple if i might say.”

Rory couldn’t help but smile at Gen’s bluntness, she loved her already. After some more casual conversation, Rory said her thank you to Gen and headed off toward the table Grayson had saved, gently placing their drinks on the tabletop before sliding into the booth seat. These seats in particular looked out onto a beautiful landscape and Rory couldn’t help but let out a sigh of relief as she sank lower into the leather of the seat, this day couldn’t have gone any better. Nothing had changed between her and gray and she couldn’t be more thankful.

The two sat and talked for hours as the sun began to set on the city that awaited them just outside of the window. They filled each other in on everything and anything they could think of, from childhood memories to the launch of wakeheart. It was inevitable really, that they would eventually end up on the topic of a certain twin brother. No matter how much Rory had tried to change the subject, he always found a way back into the conversation, she knew shed have to face the music someday anyway, may as well bite the bullet sooner rather than later.

“He misses you, you know? He may be an absolute idiot and too damn stubborn to ever admit it but i know that he does. He still reads through your old messages and looks at old photos. He still checks your socials every now and then, I’ve seen him.”

Rory sighed with a small shake of her head.

“Gray, he dropped me remember? No one told him he had to do that, he got a girlfriend and she became more important. That’s life i guess and I’ve dealt with that knowledge for years now. He prioritised her over me and that’s on him.” She let her gaze drift from his face to the window beside her, now littered with stray raindrops from the light drizzle that had began.

She allowed herself to breathe deeply, basking in the feelings that a crisp fall breeze always managed to stir within her. God, did she love autumn. Nothing could compare to the sight of the leaves changing to colours of fire and passion before her very eyes. Along with the colder weather came rainy days, and with rainy days? Time she could spend huddled up in front of a window reading whatever book she’d chosen for that week. Everyone who has ever known Rory, would know full well she would would be half way through that book within the space of a few hours.

Something about the rain had always enticed her, she felt a strange comfort within the damp weather that left most people feeling miserable. She thrived in it, wanting nothing more than to cozy up in fluffy socks and warm layers of clothes and watch droplets race along the panes of the nearest window.

“Penny for your thoughts?”

Slightly startled from his sudden appearance, she beckoned her breathing to calm down to a steady pace once again. She allowed her eyes to trail up his tall frame, soaking him in as much as she could. There stood Ethan in all his glory along with a piping hot mug of her favourite, hot chocolate. Rory was never much of a coffee drinker, always having a sweet tooth and preferring the chocolatey taste to the bitterness a cup of coffee would leave in her mouth for hours. Besides, no one likes coffee breath. She allowed her gaze to retreat back to its fixed spot, staring out into the forest that lined the perimeter of the Dolan’s backyard.

“Then I hate to break it to you E but you’ll be short of quite a few pennies by the time you’ve heard all of the thoughts that are running around my mind right now.”

She allowed a defeated sigh to slip past her lips, filling the silence that had fallen between the two. It was true, her mind had been all over the place ever since the moment the twins had told her of their plan to pursue a career in Los Angeles. She felt like her world was collapsing in on her and in a way, it was. Her whole life as she knew it consisted of Ethan and Grayson Dolan, she had spent practically everyday with the pair for as long as she could remember and she wasn’t sure if she was ready for that chapter of her life to be over.

“A hot chocolate instead? Please Rory, talk to me. I know this is going to be a big change for you, but it is for me and Grayson too yeah? Were all going to be feeling the same emotions in the next few weeks, we have to be there for each other and I can’t do that if you wont open up to me.”

Sliding down opposite her small frame on the cold hardwood floor of his childhood home, Ethan couldn’t help but become overwhelmed by his emotions. This had been his home for many years, it contained so many memories. These very walls had been witness to the life of the three best friends and the idea of leaving this part of his life behind, leaving his best friend behind? It tore Ethan to pieces but he was also optimistic for this exciting new chapter. He tried to remain positive and think of the new adventures they will get to have in the city of angels. The memories he can make with the ones he holds closest.

“Everything is changing E. I don’t think I’m ready to move on from this, I don’t want to be left behind again. I’m going to be so alone here, you guys are the only real friends I have. I don’t want to lose you, or Grayson.”

A stray tear made it’s way down her cheek as the rain continued outside. She looked up to meet the eyes of her best friend, the boy she’d always love. His hand reached out for hers and clasped it tightly in his own. She saw a flash of hope flash across his beautiful brown eyes that she adored so much.

“You could come with us you know? There’s a spare room in the apartment and you know I...we would love to have you there with us. We could go on so many adventures and explore California and we could-“

“E, as wonderful as that sounds, you know my mom would never let me just drop everything and go. What about school? College? You know what she expects of me. I really wish it was that simple.”

In that moment, Rory swore she saw a small piece of Ethan’s heart break away before her very eyes. She forced her tears back, choking slightly from the lack of air that seemed to be escaping her lungs. Why did this have to be so hard? Ethan paused for what felt like eternity before speaking once more.

“I’m going to miss you so much my little lion, so fucking much.”

He outstretched his arms, his warm embrace calling her name. She crawled over to him, closing the small gap that was between them. She clung to his torso as he stroked his fingers through her hair soothingly.

“Nothing is going to change between us Rory, absolutely nothing.”

“Why don’t you come back to our place? I’m not ready to say goodbye yet anyway and I know he’d love to see you. Please, just for a little while?” Gray’s words snapped her back from her reminiscing. He looked into her eyes with such hope, she just couldn’t say no to him.

“God damn those puppy eyes” she cursed under her breath, causing a smirk from Grayson who sat opposite her with a triumphant look on his face.

“I better not regret this Dolan.”

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watchmegetobsessed · 5 years ago

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🔥 = smut 🌈 = readers’ favorite 🌷 = author’s favorite

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No gifts — First Christmas living together you and Shawn agree on not gifting each other, but he has a huge surprise for you.

Lonely Christmas — It’s your first Christmas dating Shawn, but he couldn’t make it for the first day. To cheer you up he calls you in the evening.

Late — Shawn couldn’t make it in time for New Year’s Eve, but you are surprised to see him pull up on your driveway just seconds after midnight.

Wearing nothing 🌈 — You feel like nothing looks good on you after you’ve put on some weight, but Shawn assures you that he is crazy for your curves.

I only need you 🔥🌈 — A heated smut that starts off with an angst filled fight.

Best friends — You’ve been best friends for ages and you realize you feel something more. You cook together like in the old days and some confessions are made at the end of the evening.

Clubbing — You feel uncomfortable in the club with your friends. When a drunk asshole makes a move on you Shawn comes to your rescue.

I miss you — Video chatting with Shawn while he is away, just being cuties online.

Morning — Waking up next to Shawn, getting a little too touchy which makes it harder to leave the bed and start the day.

Dimples — You’re insecure about your dimples so you make up your mind not to smile that much, but Shawn tries hard to see you smile again.

Aging 🌷 — It’s your birthday and it’s making you feel anxious that you are one more year older. In addition, you are older than Shawn and it also bothers you, but he is quick to make you feel better.

Just you — You visit him on tour, but you get jealous of all the time he spends with Alessia. You start fighting about it, but after you go through a not too serious car accident it makes you realize how imprtant you are to each other.

Home 🌷🌈 — During a chill day off at his parent’s place Shawn realizes that home is not a place for him anymore, you are his home. Proposal involved.

Family — You’ve kept it from Shawn that you can’t have kids. Talking about having a family you break down and confess to him thinking he will leave you. His reaction is not what you expected.

Dance moves — After a long day Shawn gets home just to see you busting your best dance moves around the kitchen, putting up your best performance and he can’t help but admire you.

MET 🌈 — Your debut as a couple happens to be at the MET Gala and it’s stressing you out, but Shawn knows just what to say to make you feel better.

I promise — Shawn’s lifestyle is taking a toll on your relationship. After a fight he shows up at your place because it bothered him how your conversation ended on the phone.

Prom 🔥 — Shawn surprises you at prom after making you think he can’t make it. You are so happy to be together again that you can’t hold yourselves back and end up having a quickie in the bathroom.

Tired — Shawn has had a lot on his plate lately so you go to check in on him. You take a shower together and you experience the intimacy of washing each other’s hair.

Chemistry — You do a shoot for CK together, but you get nervous right before it’s time to shine. As always, Shawn knows just exactly how to make you feel better and comfortable.

Fantasy 🔥 — You’ve been fantasizing about giving a blow job to Shawn and your fantasy finally becomes reality, blowing not just his mind.

I got you — You’ve been keeping it a secret that you’re pregnant, worried what Shawn might say, but a sudden incident forces you to confess.

Leaving — You don’t want him to leave again. Emotional conversation in the middle of the night.

Slipped 🌈 — Shawn accidentally reveals at a Q&A that he has a girlfriend.

Happy father’s day 🌷 — A creative way to tell Shawn that you are expecting your first child.

Summer fling — You feel like you’ve been just a summer fling for Shawn, but soon he confesses that it’s much more than that.

Icebath 🌈 — Shawn has been terrified to take an icebath but his body needs it so he agrees to do it but only if you do it with him.

Don’t say my name 🔥 — You absolutely hate the t-shirt he is wearing tonight, so he finds a way to make you like it.

Love Of My Life (part 1) (part 2) 🌷 — Touring with a baby in the first part, touring with a toddler in the second part. Pure fluff with Dad!Shawn.

Better — A blurb where Shawn is the cutest boyfriend ever, holding his girlfriend tight after she had a bad day.

Everything about you 🌷🌈 — You’re Shawn’s personal assistant, have been having feelings for him, but a misunderstood situation pushes you and him farther away from each other until you confront him.

Red thong 🔥 🌈 — Shawn, standing tall, and very much naked, looking down at you, practically fucking you with his eyes, your lacy thong hanging from his mouth that he just pulled off of you with his teeth.

Lesson learned — It’s Shawn’s 21st birthday but not he is the drunkest one. Aaliyah’s first time drinking has him worried, but he finds entertainment in her teasing in the morning.

Sober — bartender!Shawn oneshot where you meet a cute guy during a night out, but he turns out to be the new guy working at your fav bar.

Teeth 🔥🌈— A juicy sugardaddy!ceo!shawn au insipired by Teeth by 5SOS

Unfortunate mistake — You and Shawn used to be an item. Meeting at the VMAs turns out to be more eventful than you imagined when you accidentally kiss him. Or was it meant to happen?

First times 🔥— Shawn and you have shared some firsts, but drifted apart during the years. It’s only until he shows up one thanksgiving and the two of you finally talk everything out.

One more — You and Shawn have twins, Charlotte and Miles and it’s the first day of school for them. It makes both of you emotional seeing them grow up so fast.

Lurking — Shawn lurks on your ex’s Insta and definitely doesn’t like what he sees there.

October 🌈 — Personal assistant themed fic inspired by October by Alessia Cara

Cinnamon — A peaceful day in the park with Shawn.

Careful what you wish for — You and Shawn are married, but it’s getting harder with each day. After a bad fight you make a wish upon a shooting star that turns your whole world upside down.

Opia --- Being Shawn’s friend has become emotionally tiring for you, especially since he is more than just a friend to you, so you ask for a break, but things don’t turn out as you expect them to.

Hands 🔥 --- The choker you want to wear: Shawn’s hands.

Sock 🌈 --- college!shawn au - Shawn and you live in the same dorm and one evening you both get locked out by your roommates who are having guests over.

After party --- Shawn chooses to spend the night with his very pregnant fiancé over going to an after party.

Yoga --- Shawn is being extra clingy while you’re just trying to do yoga.

Valentine’s Day --- The day that brings a change into your relationship with Shawn.

Sibling --- Your family of three is expanding and it’s time to reveal to your son that he is about to become a big brother. Shawn handles his awkward questions pretty fine.

Sister --- Part 2 to Sibling. The arrival of baby number 2 is a little messy, but eventually everything is going to be fine.

Choices --- CEO!Shawn AU. Working to The Shawn Mendes doesn’t turn out like you imagined it.

Crazy about you --- Sequel to Everything about you. Coordinating a new, secret relationship when you feel like the universe is playing against you.

Goodbye --- You have one rule. You never say goodbye. So what happens when in the heat of an arguement Shawn says the forbidden word and then things take a turn for the worse?

Hardest To Love --- Fic based on the song Hardest To Love by The Weeknd

Tease 🔥 --- Teasing has consequences. Dom!Shawn fic.

Number 20 🌷 --- AU based on the movie ‘What’s Your Number?’

Curls and boobs --- Cuddling in a blanket fort.

Privacy --- Shawn is doubting himself because of a stupid dream, and your privacy gets invaded that just worsens the situation.

Sleepless --- Pregnancy brings a lot of struggles to you, like not being able to sleep comfortably.

Two weeks --- PA themed fic! Quarantined with your boss who youa re in love with? That’s quite the situation!

Who you are --- soon-to-be-mob-boss!Shawn au, that’s it, that’s the fic

Hints --- Non-famous AU where Shawn is your brother’s best friend and you have the fattest crush on him.

Love hating you --- College!hockeyplayer!Shawn au where you start as enemies.

Better --- Morning with Shawn, a fluffy blurb.

I need you 🔥 --- Shawn needs you in the most intimate way.

Birthday tradition --- You and Shawn have had a birthday tradition for years, but this year you feel like things might change.

What you are to me --- (PA themed) Shawn celebrates is birthday with an epic vacation. Your feelings for him and your own demons are making it a mess and things take a surprising turn.

Empty promise 🔥 --- You try that TikTok trend out on Shawn where you send him a dirty text out in the public.

It’s alright --- Shawn helps you through one of your darker days.

Scoring You 🌷 --- college!soccerplayer!Shawn AU

I never stopped loving you --- Sequel to Hardest To Love

Room service --- CEO!Shawn AU, where you’re a maid at a hotel who gets fired and ends up in Shawn’s room.

Wonder --- Shawn wrote a song about you back when you first met, now it’s time to show it to you.

Hot Chocolate --- Some teasing on a cozy fall evening.

My wonder --- A short story built around the songs Dream, Song for no one and Teach me how to love from Wonder the album.

Day one — A late night talk with Grayson that ends with a kiss and confessions.

Hot 🌈 — After someone tries to break into your home Grayson comes to your rescue and you spend the night at his place, the two of you share his bed for the night.

Angel — You’re a nurse assisting to the twins’ nose surgery and Grayson is flirting hard with you while the goofy juice has him muddle-headed. When they come back for a check up he builds up the courage to ask you out.

Memories 🌷 --- You are childhood friends with the Dolan siblings and you recreate childhood photos, but one recreation results in surprising consequences.

Even — You thought it’s going to be easier to deal with the fact that Tom and Zendaya has to kiss in the new movie. But it turns out different and Tom has an unusual idea to solve this problem. To make it even, you also have to kiss Z.

My girls — While Tom is away you shower him with content about you and Tessa, being the best buddies, waiting for him to finally come home.

Helping hand 🔥 🌈 — Tom is having a hard day on set and needs something to get the steam off. You are more than happy to help him out.

The kiss — Tom makes your dream come true by kissing you in that famous, upside-down way like in the original movies.

Truth or Dare — The story of two kisses that are exactly one decade apart.

Okay --- Just some cute fluff with boyfriend Tom.

Buzz cut --- In the middle of your social distancing you decide to shave your head.Tom is a partner in the process.

Sleepy babies 🌈 --- Waking in the middle of the night you find your husband sleeping with your daughter in his arms.

Dust --- You have a nightmare after seeing Tom die in Infinity War, but Tom is there to console you.

Sunset --- Tom reminds you why you are so in love with me.

Sing to me --- Watching the sunset with Tom as he sings to you.

Celebrity crush --- In a round of Who’d you rather with Ellen, your crush on Tom gets revealed to the world.

Forgiving 🔥 (kinda) --- You and Tom like to experiment sexually. After having your first ever threesome with him and an unknown guy you realize it was not what you wanted but you’re afraid to come clear to Tom.

Homecoming — Homecoming is near and you wish Peter would ask you out. You’ve been crushing on him since you met him, but does he feel the same way?

Lazy Morning --- The title says it all basically.

Update 🌈 --- Harry falls for a mysterious girl from YouTube.

The best present --- Sequel to Update.

Flatmates 🔥 --- You move in with Harry and after a failed Tinder date, Harry proposes an offer you can’t turn down.

Two hearts in one home --- Just a short, domestic blurb!

Lending a pair of hands --- An appreciation fic for saggy boobs!

Never have I ever 🌈 --- Actress!reader playing the game on The Ellen Show with Harry, her celeb crush. Questions get a little nasty.

The art and the artist --- Harry, that amazing hat from the Golden mv and a nice Italian day by the pool.

Our song --- Harry helps vocalist!reader to come over her stage fright and the process brings them closer than ever.

Running — Nick is done hiding his feelings for you. After his marriage failed he is ready to be with the girl he has always been in love with.

In His Arms — The ending we all deserved in TROS.

Safe --- Kylo wants to know that you are safe even when he is not around, so he decides to teach you how to fight.

Everything --- Sequel to Safe. You gave up on a lot of things to be with Kylo. You crave small, normal things like dancing sometimes and one day you take your chance before training and ask him to dance with you.

Benefits --- You and Adam meet at an AA meeting and soon enough, a weird, but benefitial relationship forms between the two of you.

Train ride talks --- The aftermath of a fight with a cute ending.

❄️ FANFICmas 2019 ❄️

A set of holiday themed fics!

Mistletoe - Promise - Make It To Christmas - Cookies - Under The Mistletoe - A couple of reindeers - Santa Tell Me (Part 1)(Part 2)

❄️ FANFICmas 2020 ❄️

My business - With you - And I always will - First Christmas (VALERIE blurb) - Locked up Christmas - Waiting for you - Keys of truth

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Wave G.D

in which you move to california for the summer and grayson is the life guard.

based in the 80s !!!

smut and fluff !!! feedback is welcome as always <3

The sun beamed through your window, blinding you when you opened your eyes. you sighed placing a hand over your poor watered eyes, reminding yourself to buy curtains. California was good - better than your old town. but waking up blind every morning for the last week was not something you enjoyed. but you’d take that over madonna being blared at 6am by your 14 year old sister, tanya. God, sometimes you even missed it. missed the loud, chaotic energy of your small hometown, and your weird little family. but as you said, california is good. you reminded yourself, change is good. growth is good. sometimes you forgot that you have to grow to be better, and that change isn’t some evil thing. you need change to move on and become better.

Your aunt had been kind enough to let you stay in her home for the summer - she was off doing god knows what, and needed someone to cat and house sit. You were the first one to offer. Lord only know, that if you didn’t take this offer, you would’ve stayed in that town for the rest of your life. like you, your aunt escaped the town of houston. all your family grew up in houston. a town in a town, you called it. it was small, only a population of 2,000 people. not many people left either - so when you did, it comes as a surprise.

you wanted to travel, see the world. and california was just one stop on your trip.

Today was day of looking for jobs, you had put it off too many times this week. you told your mother you would get a job on the first day here - it’s been 7 days. And your mother was starting to call more than twice a day. You wanted to become a writer or a journalist - that was the dream. but that had to be put on hold for now. even though thought your aunt was paying the bills etc, you still wanted to find a job to make friends and have some cash. you saw a nice dinner about 10 minutes away from here, so maybe you’d have dinner there once you had some cash. beats having microwave dinners every night.

so with that in mind, you got up and made your way to the bathroom. it was small and quaint. exactly like the house. it was nothing special - which is what you loved. a small little home, with small little bathrooms. that’s sounded quite nice to you. After looking around your small bathroom, you turned on the shower, hissing a bit as the hot water hit your skin.

you walked out of the bathroom, leaving the water run for a minute. Opening the dresser pressed against the wall, you decided on a white crop top and denim shorts. Your mother would kill you if she saw how small the shorts were, but she wasn’t here. You grabbed a bra and underwear from the top drawer before walking back into the bathroom. you stripped down, leaving your huge t-shirt on the floor.

When you stepped in the shower, you thought about how good this summer could be. Even if you ended up not making any friends, it still could be the best summer of your life.

so you had to make the best of it.

After your shower - that you spent way too long in, you got dressed into the clothes you grabbed earlier. your hair was still soaking wet, but the towel and the Californian air would dry it. You brushed your teeth, and attached your septum piercing onto your nice. “does this look like i’m cool, or i’m going to rob you?” you asked yourself in the mirror. your mother, hated everything about the piercings and tattoos. She said quote “i feel scared looking at you, y/n”. Tattoos especially made you feel so creative and free, something about them made you feel so happy.

Running down the stairs, you grabbed your converse slipping them on. slipping you mean - pulling them on. God, they were hard to get on. you looked into the drawer and found your purse with, 20 dollars in it. “great” you sighed walking out the door and locking it.

your aunt lived in a nice neighbourhood, small houses, small families. usually people that just had kids or older people that didn’t want to be a put in an old persons home. it was nice and relaxing. different from houston, you’d admit. but nice and needed.

The walk to the centre of town was fine. You got a few looks, considering the town was so small and everyone knew everyone. You were basically the new kid at school. But so far no ones said anything bad - that you know of. The town was full of stores. Retail stores, smaller family stores like toy stores etc.

you spotted the diner straight away, running across the street quickly. Luckily spotted a sign saying they were looking for more staff - you knew diners were quite popular, so you really got your but in there. A tall woman, with brown hair and warm smile greeted you at the till. “hey, darling. what can i do for you” she asked, you looked at her name badge, lisa. A nice name for a nice lady. “i’m actually looking for jobs, saw that you were looking for staff! maybe we can schedule an interview or something?” you asked picking at your nails. lisa looked you up and down and then sighed. “well, if i’m being honest, you’re the only one in weeks that’s offered to do some work around here” she confessed, it made your heart shatter when she looked down - it looked like she was about to cry.

she sighed once again to herself “you good with people?” she asked, placing a napkin down on the counter. you nodded, messing with your hands. “i know first aid too. real good with kids, i was going to study to be a teacher” you confess, trying to butter yourself up.

lisa nodded “what’s your name?” she asked and you put your hand out to shake hers “y/n l/n. i’m looking after my aunts house for the summer” you say and she smiled. “well good. you’re hired” she grinned pulling you into a hug.

“welcome to the team, honey”

After that and a celebratory milkshake, you decided to go the beach that was a 5 minute walk from the diner. lisa said her daughter works just around the corner from her and her sons surf and do lifeguarding down at the beach. Maybe you’d run into them. they had to be maybe 16? You didn’t know anyone older than that, that wanted to be a lifeguard willingly.

You took over your converse and socks as the sand because harder to walk in. there wasn’t much wind and it was really hot so of course it was packed full of families and teenagers. Most were locals, but others travelled hours to come this beach - and you weren’t sure why, until now.

A man probably 20 or 21, was running towards you, topless. It was hard to look away, his abs were just staring at you. His red shorts clung to his thighs - he reminded you of show that had aired in september, something like bay watch. He looked like he belonged on that show. You wouldn’t mind getting to see that everyday. You now understand why there was probably more teens than families.

Grayson had spotted you the minute you stepped foot on the beach. god, were you beautiful. Your simple outfit was like the sexiest outfit he’d ever seen, because you were wearing it. Your piercings and tattoos were so incredibly hot, he’d never seen anyone like you if he was being honest. He came from a town where not many people expressed themselves, everyone except him and his twin that is - and now apparently you. Ethan, graysons twin, spotted you too. He knew grayson was already head over heels for you.

“she’s definitely new” ethan voiced climbing out of the water, pulling his shorts up. grayson nodded agreeing “yeah, might go, uh see how she is” grayson said making ethan chuckle. “sure, whatever you say bro” Ethan laughed before walking off the his chair.

Grayson began running up to you, he could see you checking him out. Good, he liked that.

finally after what felt like ages he arrived at where you decided to sit down. You looked up at him smirking cocking your head to the side.

“grayson dolan” he smiled sticking his hand out, you shook it still with a smirk on your face. “y/n l/n” you say as he sat down beside you. “you’re new to town right?” he asked putting a hand through his hair. you just nod putting your hand on the sand.

“met your mom earlier. said she had two handsome boys at the beach. she must have meant the other one” you tease making grayson raise an eyebrow, smirking. “oh yeah?” he asked resting on his elbow.

“hmm” you hummed looking down on him. “i have to say, never gotten that one” grayson said, you just shrugged “maybe you just need some humbling grayson dolan” you said standing and wiping your shorts to get the sand off.

“i’m working in the diner tomorrow. maybe you can come and i’ll humble you some more”

“i think i like the sound of that y/n l/n” grayson smirked getting up himself. “see you then, grayson” you smile walking away.

fuck, he thought. He was going to make y/n l/n his.

you arrived home smiling like crazy. you’re not even 24 hours here and you’re already head over heels for a man you know hardly anything about.

you pulled off your shoes again and through them on the floor. when you skipped into the kitchen and put on the radio, girls just want to have fun came on. You grabbed a spoon and danced around the kitchen waiting for cyndi lauper to sing. “i come home, in the morning light” you sing jumping up and down.

“girls they wanna have fun”

after dinner and another shower you watch a movie and then head to bed, waiting to see that lifeguard again tomorrow.

You woke up early on your own body clock. that has never happened before, but seen as you’re meeting a boy and having your first day of work it seems to make sense to you. you shower and use all the good stuff. you also shave - just in case, you never know.

you leave all your peircings and change into skinny black jeans and a fleetwood mac shirt. lisa said she’d give you the uniform in your locker and that you could change in the bathroom if you’d like, you agreed with that. it meant that you didn’t have to wear the uniform home. you wore your converse and placed your hair in a loose ponytail.

you walked to the kitchen and grabbed a water and apple, and ate it quickly chugging the water down afterwards. you quickly ran back to the bathroom and brushed your teeth, before running to the door and making your way to the dinner - you really didn’t want to be late on your first day.

“y/n!” lisa smiled pulling you into a hug. “good to see you again” she said pausing “go get changed and then i’ll teach you some bits” she grinned placing a hand on my shoulder and pulling me along into the locker room. “here your locker, your uniform is in there. you can change in here or the bathroom just down the hall” she said, making you nod with a smile.

lisa left and you got dress into the blue top and skirt, the collar was lined with red and there was a white apron placed around your waist. your white converse actually went perfectly with the uniform, so you gave yourself a pat on the back for that.

once you walked out the place look a bit more lively, which made you happy and eager. You wanted to get on the locals good side. “oh good! you’re ready, this is lily. she’s a little bit older than you, working here part time” lisa said introducing you guys. you smiled and shook her hand “y/n” you say and she smiled “so nice to meet you” she replied taking the pen out of her hair.

“so all you have to do in take people’s orders. then tell the chef” lisa said giving you pen and paper “i won’t put you on the till yet, but i will teach you tomorrow” she said and you smiled nodding. “be nice, smile and make small talk” she listed and then placed a hand on your back “you’ve got this. now table two needs a waitress” she said pushing you off. you walked down around the counter and to table two. “hi, what can i do for you” you say smiling.

“huh, y/n” grayson said making you look up from you paper. you smirk at him dropping you arms down to your waist. “grayson dolan, knew you couldn’t resist me” you tease making him laugh. “seducing costumers on your first day? y/n seriously?” grayson said making you shake your head.

“shut up. what can i get for you” you say and grayson smiled. “are you on the menu?” he asked leaning back. you bite your lip, trying to hide your blush. “maybe. what’s the offer?” you asked rocking back and forth on your feet. “a dinner. me and you. maybe some kissing, never know” he said placing his hands on the table.

you shrug smirking again, you tear a piece of paper out and begin to right down your address “pick me up at 7.” you say and give him the sheet.

“now what can i get for you?”

the day went by rather fast after grayson asking on you a date. you loved the job, lisa and lily so much already and knew this summer was going to be one to remember.

“y/n you did so good today” lily complimented taking off her apron. you smiled “thank you. it was actually a lot of fun” you say taking out your clothes out. “saw you talking to gray” lily said with a teasing smile.

“oh shut up! it’s only one date”

“grayson dolan does not do dates. consider yourself lucky, than man looks like wants to marry you” lily said making you roll your eyes. “now i have to go home to my husband and baby while you are out enjoying your life” lily said dramatically making you roll your eyes.

“enjoy” you say waving and walk off out of the locker room.

you say goodbye to lisa before pratically running home to get ready for your special night with grayson.

once you got home you ran to your room and placed your clothes in the wash basket, after a quick shower you pull out the one dress you packed, a white off the shoulder dress. it was nothing special, but it was comfortable and you felt pretty damn good in it - and of course your signature converse. you put your hair into a half up half down sort of look and only put on some mascara and blush. you wanted to look simple, yet cute. but the piercings and tattoos kind of cancelled out the cute.

you look at yourself in the mirror and nod at yourself. “you can do this. you can have fun” you say and place a hand on your hip. “you look good.” you say and smile and then just on time, grayson knocked on the door with flowers in his hands.

you walked down to the door and took a breath in before opening it. grayson stood before you, in a white shirt and dress pants. the sleeves of his shirt were rolled up so you could see the vains, God he looked good.

“wow. you look beautiful” grayson breathed out handing you the flowers, you blushed and smiled. “thank you, come on in” you say walking to the kitchen.

you walk back down and see grayson leaning against the table his hands in pocket. “hmm. you look so good” grayson said standing up. you just held out your hand “why don’t we skip dinner and go the beach instead?” you asked and grayson raised an eyebrow.

“sounds great”

so you both walked down to the beach hand in hand. laughing at the most stupidest of things.

“i thought you were from bay watch the first time i saw” you laugh and grayson pushed you away pouting. “so sexy” you giggle making him shake your head. “well i for one heard wedding bells seeing you” grayson teased pulling you into him. you hummed and looked up him. “you’re definitely husband material” you say walking down to the beach.

“sure” he said rolling his eyes and pulling you down. none of you had towers or spare clothes, but this. this moment is what you both needed. the cold air, the waves crashing and the birds talking. all you could hear was the water, the birds and your giggles.

you pulled off your dress rather quickly, leaving you in a black lace bra and panties. grayson was gawking, he pratically had to close his mouth with his hand. your body, was perfection. it was beautiful. Once grayson was ready he picked you up making you squeal and ran to the water.

“grayson” you giggle and hit his back lightly.

“oh shit, it’s cold” you say wrapping yourself around grayson. “oh is it?” he teased placing his hands on your thighs. you smirk knowing exactly what he was doing.

“yeah, it’s cold” you say putting a hand in his hair. you look down to his lip and bit your lip making him groan. “fuck it” he said placing his lips on yours. you moan and he lets his tongue make its way into your mouth.

“fuck me” grayson hummed into your mouth making you giggle and push his head into the water.

“try and catch me!”

You both come out of the water soaked and giddy. “put my shirt on” grayson said throwing his shirt at you.

you pull it over your head and place your hand in graysons after he put his pants back on. “you wanna come back to mine?” you asked and he nodded “no ones home. for the whole summer” you say walking backwards.

“so we can fuck anywhere” you say smirking, grayson groans and picks you up making you laugh. he pratically carried you the whole way home, only putting you down to unlock the door.

once you guys reached your bedroom he kissed you again, picking you and throwing you on your bed. you lay there looking up at him with teasing eyes. “take of the shirt” he demanded, making you sit up and throw the shirt on the ground, leaving you in a wet bra and more than wet panties.

“so beautiful” grayson said as he climbed out of his pants, leaving him only in his boxers.

grayson grabbed your face in his hands and your lips finally meet once again. his fingers tighten around your face as he begins to kiss you roughly. one hands drifts from your face to your bare thigh, his fingers glide up and down your thigh making you shiver.

“you like that, baby?” he asked and you nodded “more” you begged and he pecked your lips. “soon” he said his fingers making their way between your clit, placing his lips back on yours.

you moan into his mouth as he begins to get faster, his fingers going to your slit, him playing around with it.

“don’t stop” you moan into his mouth, he looked at your teasingly. “don’t want my cock then?” he asked cocking his head to the side. you nodded quickly, “yes gray, i do, want it so bad” you moan bucking your hips.

“cum, and then i’ll make you so full”

you cummed quickly, your hips going in all different directions. he waited for you to come down from your high before taking over your panties and bra. he sighed in content, “so beautiful” he repeated kissing your breasts and down your stomach.

“please” you begged again, making him smirk. “one second, honey” he said kissing your thighs. he pulled down his boxers and you moaned at the sight, his cock was huge and the tip was full of pre-cum. you wanted his cock in you, now.

after putting on the condom he had in his pocket grayson finally pushes into you, making you moan out. “oh fuck” you moan holding onto graysons shoulder. grayson gets slower and slower. “come on grayson. fuck me like the bad girl i am” you whispered into his ear. he groaned and placed a hand on your neck, before pounding into you. you bed begins to creak loudly banging against the wall. he wraps his hand around your neck tighter making you scream out.

“keep going, gray” you say bucking your hips.“i’m gonna cum” you cry and graysons nods going faster. “me too. come on, cum for be princess” he said pounding into you.

you both cum and grayson stays in you a little longer, when he takes his cock out you feel empty, but he just pulls you closer to him.

“who knew you could fuck like that” you tease placing your head on his chest. grayson just chuckled and kissed your head, pulling you closer to him.

“another round?”

“how could i say no, lifeguard”

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dolantwinsfeet · 8 years ago

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#ethan dolan socks #ethan dolan feet #ethan dolan #dolan twins #feet #socks

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atlas-of-a-human-soul · 5 years ago

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Hurt, pt. 8 (E.D.)

Summary: Y/N’s suspicion of Ethan’s whereabouts grow and she’s not satisfied with sitting around anymore.

Warnings: ANGST, swearing, talk of depression, mentions of sex

Word Count: 2100

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Y/N wanted to stand, but she couldn't. Just seeing this woman, hearing her voice, it was enough for her to spiral out of control. She had been a trigger for all the pain, all her repressed feelings. But Bianca didn't see that. She didn't notice how strongly her presence had affected Y/N.

A part of her hated this woman for interfering with her marriage, another part of her felt gratitude for if she hadn't come along, Ethan would have left her for someone else. Y/N wanted to remind herself that it's not Bianca who has taken her husband from her, Ethan had made the choice himself. He was the bad guy. He is to blame. But she can't help the hate that awakens within, the venom collecting inside her veins. It's all fight or fight and it's so disappointingly primitive but she can't override it.

“I’m sorry if I’m bothering you. I just wanted to say hi and apologize. I was never trying to seduce Ethan and when he came to me he promised his marriage was over. It took me two months of misery by his side to realize I can never replace you. I mean, he said it himself.” Bianca chuckled awkwardly, aware this is completely inappropriate and unnecessary, but she always wanted to clear the air with Y/N. Y/N had managed to captivate Ethan Dolan’s heart and soul, something not even she could do and she tried…she tried so hard.

“As you probably know, I quit. I didn’t want things to be weird. Not that there was a reason, we had only just kissed really. And it wasn’t really that satisfying when he could never really convince his downstairs to do anything with me. Or when he whispered your name in his sleep. Or when I saw him wake up in the dead of night only to take out his wedding ring from his sock drawer and watch it longingly.” Bianca pushed back her hair, a little unnerved Y/N had remained quiet while she spilled her soul for the girl. She had wanted to make sure she knew Ethan was still untouched, still hers. She wanted to help them out. Even if her heart wasn’t completely healed yet. She had wanted Ethan too…he was her what if and the one who got away. Now she could let him go, finally, it just wasn’t as easy as she thought.

“I, uh…I actually have no idea about any of that. I haven’t even seen him. He’s been in Australia for six weeks.” Y/N struggled to stand on her own, ice spreading in her blood, consuming the venom she had prepared before.

It was odd. All of this was odd – start to finish, but if everything this woman said is true, and she had no reason to lie now, why would Ethan leave the continent then? Why wouldn’t he have come to her? Why hasn’t he been by her side when she needed him the most?

“Oh!” Bianca exclaimed, her eyes wide. “I just assumed. He broke things off that same day you were having that divorce settlement. He told me he loves you and things weren’t over between you two. I thought you’d have worked out your issues by now. But Australia?” Bianca shook her head, checking her phone quickly.

“He can’t be in Australia. I was his assistant for a week after the break-up and all I got was orders from Grayson to give him a sabbatical for health issues and send his work over to Grayson to do. I thought it was a little white lie to give you two time to talk things through.” Bianca confirmed once more in her planner, turning the screen over to Y/N who had furrowed her eyebrows in a mixture of confusion and concern. She wasn’t quite sure what to do with this information, but she felt a bit of her hatred for the woman fade. It’s a small step for her, but it counts.

“T-thank you.” Y/N turned around, leaving the woman behind. She didn’t know what to make of his health issues or what they included. She didn’t know why he’d lie about being away for business or why Grayson would be the one to sell her that lie. But one thing she knew for sure, Grayson had to be the one with answers and she would get them.

“A few weeks? Dude, I’ll be mauled by your wife by then.” Grayson groaned, rubbing his forehead in frustration. He’s been on pregnancy duty for almost two months now and he was tired of it all. It genuinely quenched his thirst for baby number three and Clara seemed to be relieved about that too.

HE DIDN’T WANT HER TO BE RELIEVED AND HE DIDN’T WANT HIS THIRST QUENCHED.

“She can’t hurt you! You’re like…200 pounds of pure muscle!” Ethan exclaimed, slapping his brother’s thigh to make his point.

“She might scratch, but that’s usually a pleasure thing.” Ethan rubbed his chin in thought, overwhelmed by the need to feel her nails dig into his skin once more. He had finally been getting his fantasies back and he wanted his wife, his dream girl and no one else. While he was very aware he still couldn’t get a proper boner from either his depression or the pills he’s been using, it didn’t mean he couldn’t visualize. He missed her – from her sweet lips to her wet folds, from her gentle neck to her curvaceous ass. She’d kill him if she knew he still thought of her ass as such because she always hated that description because she thought ‘it’s a nice way to tell someone they’re fat’ but he always found it sexy. He always found her sexy.

“Bro, stoop!” Grayson could tell Ethan got lost in his memories and wishful thinking for a moment there. It made him nauseous. He never wanted to see or think about them doing their business. One accident was enough and it was scarring. Sometimes the image of his brother being balls deep inside Y/N on the kitchen counter as she moaned still haunted him. He’d always get the urge to scrub the kitchen clean when it did.

“So?? Did you do it? Did you?!” Ethan clapped his hands together, deciding there are more important things to talk about than his wife’s body and how much he missed worshipping it.

“I did.” Grayson rolled his eyes. “You know she’s gonna catch me one if these days and I’ll be a dead man for real.” Grayson scrolled through his phone, looking for what his brother so desperately needed.

“That’s the little bump and according to my measurements, the bump grew additional two inches since last week. If she keeps this up, she won’t fit through the door by the time she’s six months in.” Grayson chuckled only to get a nasty glare from Ethan. That glare is his reward for sneaking into Y/N’s room every morning at breaking dawn to take pictures and measurements of her belly for him? Grayson scoffed at him.

“First, my wife has three humans inside her at the same time which is two humans more than yours ever did. Have some empathy. Second, I can’t wait to see her waddle around like an angry penguin. She’s gonna be so cute!!” Grayson could see the excitement in Ethan’s eyes, clear as day. He was back – not completely and he knew six weeks and some pills didn’t magically fix him, but he had the old Ethan with him at this moment and he felt himself unravel.

Thankfully, Grayson’s phone had started to ring, stopping his emotions from getting out of hand.

“Hello?” Grayson smiled when he heard the tiny voice on the other line, knowing his tiny agents have done their work. “A what?” But his face fell when he realized that he failed his job. “Thank you baby, now go put mommy on.” He demanded as nicely as possible, very much prepared to start a war with his wife over the news. “Mommy said what?” Grayson was fighting not to yell, so, so hard. “Okay, okay. Daddy’s coming home soon, okay? Tell mommy that.”

“What did I just witness?” Ethan chuckled, imagining similar scenarios in his future as well. Would his kids be identical? Would they be boys or girls? He wished he knew.

“Dude, you have to speed up this process.” Grayson was already standing up, gathering his things which only alerted Ethan to issues he’d have to face.

“What? Why?”

“Because Katie just told me she saw auntie Y/N leave the house with her car and apparently she’s been gone for a while. She also heard her mentioning coffee and a date and I think she’s moving on.”

Y/N was on a mission. While she never thought she’d be rummaging through Grayson and Clara’s room like a madwoman, she had found herself doing just that – and with Clara’s help at that.

“How could they both lie to us like that?!” Clara shouted, clearly more upset than Y/N thought she would be. For a moment, Y/N believed Clara knew all about it because she and Grayson always tell each other everything, but the moment she brought it up, she knew she was just as clueless.

“FOUND THIS!” Clara exclaimed victoriously. Rolling over the bed, she held up an envelope addressed to Y/N and the wicked glint in her eyes grew as she realized she soiled whatever plan the twins had forged. The girls always loved one-upping them, especially since it felt like they were two separate teams at times. The guys were close, but they’ve become just as close – close enough to finish each other’s sentences and in the process freaking out their husbands.

Taking the envelope in her hand, Y/N sat down. Her back against the bed, she traced the letters with her fingertips – carefully, slowly, as if her touch would make them disappear.

“It’s Ethan’s handwriting.” She states, her voice raspy as she fights tears.

“Open it.” Clara encouraged, but Y/N was hesitant.

“I’m scared. What if this is his final goodbye or something?” Y/N knew she sounded silly. Hell, final goodbye? She never thought she’d want to hear from him again, to crave his voice, his hands, his lips. She never knew she’d ever consider being his again, but it’s a difficult cycle to break.

“Didn’t you file for divorce?” Clara reminded her. Y/N chuckled dryly, nodding as tears clawed their way to her eyes.

“Yeah. But I didn’t know a lot of what I know today. I…did you know he left her? Months ago? That he told her the love he has for me can’t compare to anything? That he kept the wedding ring? That he didn’t even want a divorce, just to tell me what he felt and to find a way to work through that as a couple?” She didn’t bother holding her tears back, letting the rivers flow freely.

“I still fucking resent him for it all. But I do love him, Clara. I love him so fucking much that my heart aches. I miss him…all the fucking time and I hate him for making me love him even when I hate him.” She wiped at her tears with the back of her hands, annoyed for even crying. She thought she was done crying over Ethan Dolan, but fate had different plans.

“You should open it. Whatever is inside must be important if he decided to lie and then disappear for so long instead of coming home to you to beg for forgiveness.”

Nodding, Y/N sighs. She knows that too. It’s why she’s so scared of what’s inside. It could be nothing, but it could be big…life-shattering.

Opening it, she found a piece of paper inside.

I’m going to make it better for us. I will. It’s going to take time, but time’s just a construct, right? Infinity times infinity…that’s what I live by. I hope you do too. I love you. Always will.

xx Still yours, Ethan.

Shaking, Y/N stood up when she heard heavy footsteps approaching the room. She knew if it were the kids the sound would be like pitter-patter and not like an ax-wielding maniac. Grayson was a lot of things, but subtle wasn’t one of them.

He had no idea what he was walking into, his guard down as he entered the room, facing two women who were fuming.

“Where the fuck is my husband?!”

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