#do you honestly think I'm not going to be echoing itevery day for the next several years? you don't need to repeat it

[biowho]

maybe if you fixed your personality and stopped being bitter you'd manage to make friends and have a community I guess! or at the very least be a happier person. xx

What on god's green earth drove you to copy and paste and ask that's a comment someone else left on one of my posts? A comment mind you that I've hopefully cleared up with the person who left it because it stemmed from a misunderstanding I cause because of my shortcomings and insecurities

I've already made a note to talk to my therapist about it during my next session, you don't need to bring it up again. I'm aware I have a shit personality and come off of as bitter. If you must know I struggle with depression and abysmal self-worth. I'm constantly trying to better myself - it's obviously not working and it hasn't been for a long time. Every day is a struggle in it's pathetic how hard it is for me to function and not pull the victim card every five minutes. You're not helping by bringing something up that has been laid to rest

Tumblr user biowo formerly housederiva is an incredibly pretentious leach and is a toxic blight to the dragon age community. Is that the truth you want me to voice in my response? I'm an annoying child flailing my arms and screaming for someone anyone to pay attention to me and I bitch about the fact no one does even though thousands of people do

I'm sorry for the toxicity I've brought to the fandom, it was never intentional, it is a repeating pattern with me that I am very apparently unable to break. I'm sorry to every person I've involuntarily insulted or angered with a post or a reply. I'm sorry to everybody who's rightly rolled their eyes at something I've said before they've blocked me. I'm sorry to every person who I've reblogged from with an addition out of the tags or in them. I'm sorry I take up space here when it is much more deserving to be given to someone else. I'm sorry I haven't tagged for spoilers when I should or used a fandom critical tag when one is needed. I'm sorry I post things here that have nothing to do with Dragon Age or Mass Effect because we all know I love attention and I'll do anything to get it. I get no validation in the real world so my only option is to turn to Tumblr and you're right, that is extremely pathetic. I'm sorry I respond to anon hate and ignore genuinely thought provoking asks or questions and force you to scroll past things like pointless response like it's a malware popup on your dash