#do i need to stop talking??? nobod wants to talk to me
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germposting ¡ 1 month ago
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im going to rant
#i truly feel so alone right now and like nobody cares about me#i moved to an entirely new state and live alone and i dont know anyone#discord used to be full of friends but now everytime i tried talking in any of my servers im basically completely ignored#maybe ill get lucky and get a non verbal reaction in lieu of a response#and then i just tried telling someone hey you shouldnt use slurs because they are bad and offensive#and somehow everyone got mad at ME for not properly explaining why slurs are bad????#and then i kept asking for help someone plesse help me here if im doing bad why wont someone else explain#and then they say its just ‘your fault its all your fault you need to communicate better you started this you keep bringing it up’#but i said multiple times i was done and yet i kept getting pulled back in?$?#i tried talking in another server about it and then just got bitched at and blamed or ignored by people who i was convinced were my friends#but they werent treating me like a friend i felt like a criminal on trial#and i started crying and told them i was crying and then theyre like ‘its not that deep get over it’#and im like it IS that deep to me?? i feel like im going crazy?!#and ive been telling them this entire time how badly in strugglingand how alone i feel and then the election happened#and im like losing my fucking mind over here and NO ORN CARES#NO ONE FUCKING CARES#no one fucking cares about me#thats all this boils down to is not mattering#i dont know#i dont feel like i matter#im tired of being ignored and made to feel like its all my fault#is it my fault????#do i deserve this#do i need to stop talking??? nobod wants to talk to me#i feel like im going insane#i feel crazy#i feel alone and betrayed and abandoned and no one fucking asked if i was okay they just all…#nobody cares#nobody fucking cares#im one bad thing away from killing myself im so serious
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angelkurenai ¡ 4 years ago
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Oh baby dear - Chris Evans x Reader
Title: Oh baby dear
Pairing: Chris Evans x Surrogate!Reader
Warnings: None
Summary: After a trip that gives the chance to Chris to take a long-overdue break from his job, he comes back home with his mind made up to change his life. And even if it weren’t for the trip itself or meeting you, even though he had no idea if he’d ever see you again, he was determined to not wait any longer. Feeling ready to become a father he starts looking for a surrogate mother, only to end up finding you of all people.
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“Son of a guy. You meant it.” brown eyes were wide, and for the first couple seconds no other sound could be heard in the room. It almost felt like the words could echo in the room.
“You're really doing this.” the man's voice was filled with just as much shock as was painted all over his face. At least the woman behind him was more calm, sipping on her drink with an ease that would have been troubling, especially in such a case, if it wasn't known that she had long ago heard the news.
“I wouldn't have brought it up in the first place if I wasn't seriously considering it.” the other man in the room couldn't take his eyes off his friend, trying to gauge his reaction the second it came through. It was bound to be the most honest one, no second thoughts, and he only needed his friends' honest thoughts. Not that, and he was sure of it, the other man would intentionally tell him anything but the truth.
“You- wow.” the shocked expression was still there but there was no mistaking the smile that was slowly but surely appearing on his face “Seems like Evans is finally joining the club, who'd have thought? That's what I call one heck of a year, quickly Scarlett note the date down! It's going to go down in the history books, I tell you. Oh you're in for one hell of a ride, buddy! Wait you knew about this, didn't you?” he turned to the woman but shook his head soon enough “Never mind. You're gonna have to look for a godmother but I do get to be the godfather, right? I really need to start making preparations, nine months are not even remotely enough. I gotta-”
“Take a deep breath and calm down, Robert. That's what you gotta do. Otherwise this kid won't get to meet its one-of-a-kind godfather. And we would never want that to happen, would we?” the woman interrupted his rambling, a teasing smile on her own lips as she noticed Chris himself chuckle.
“Oh goodness forbid that could ever happen.” Chris laughed some more, his chest feeling lighter than it had in the past couple days “And besides that, there has not been a surrogate found just yet. Papers got approved only a day ago, it will take more time than that.”
“You say that as if the second every woman finds out you're on that kind of market, won't volunteer to have your baby. Heck, I know most of them would gladly volunteer to do it the old-fashioned way! You'll see, you will be getting news very soon.” Robert brushed his friend off and got up from his seat, making his way to the mini bar to grab a drink for himself “Which means, I really gotta start preparing everything because a) this is Evans' kid and b) I'm the godfather and it'll get only the best!”
Scarlett couldn't help but laugh, while Chris shook his head with a chuckle, before she added “As you can see, he is going to be more trouble than the kid.” she ignored the look that was shot at her from Robert and kept going “But, speaking of it, I never asked: Did you never really consider adoption?”
“For most of the time that's what I had in mind, yes, but-” he sighed, easing back in his seat “I asked about it and my chances were sadly very low, given my job and everything, not to mention how lengthy of a process it all was. Sebastian was actually the one to suggest it and you know I haven't been able to stop thinking about it ever since. Granted, it is just as hard to find a surrogate who is also willing to be the biological mother but I feel like I have more to hope for this way.”
“You have every reason to be hopeful, I'm sure this will work out just fine. Besides-” she offered her friend a warm smile “There is no other man that I can think of that could be a better father than you. This child will be very lucky.”
“...The part of Robert being the godfather excluded?” Chris added with a smirk, eyeing his friend who narrowed his eyes at him, before both Chris and Scarlett burst into laughter.
“Life isn't perfect, what can you do?” she grinned as she took a sip of her drink.
“I'll try to be the better man, as always, and not comment on any spiteful comments against me. You're just jealous I am going to be the world's best godfather. Anyway, that wasn't what I was going to comment on.” he plopped back on his seat and gave the blue-eyed man a sly smile “Sebastian you say but I'm wondering: was it him or that summer trip to Italy that really prompted you to become a dad? Maybe a certain someone you met there? What was her name...”
“Don't-” it was all he had time to get out, his eyes wide and voice very warning; but there was never any stopping the man when he wanted to speak his mind.
“Ah yes.” Robert grinned widely “(Y/n).”
“What- Who?” Scarlett frowned, tilting her head to the side “How come I haven't heard of her before? I thought you told me everything about Italy.”
“She's nobod-”
“Probably the love of his life. Something like his soulmate. One he talks about a lot in his sleep, hence why I should hold more parties and have you guys over. The info I get is golden. Anyway, think of it as the star-crossed lovers but one where he isn't the Lana Del Rey young and beautiful, you know? Heard she's something like a med or psych graduate or something. So come to think of it all, Italy, soulmates and age difference, this is like another version of Call me by your-”
“And that's it for you. Enough words spoken for one day.” Scarlett said, not hesitating a second to place a hand over the man's mouth who admittedly didn't give up even if his words were only an incoherent mumble after that.
Chris' eyes were wide and there was no mistaking the way he wanted to not talk about it, as if there was some unparalleled sadness that came with the mention of your name, a deep ache and at the same time yearning perhaps because he missed you, just like there was no mistaking the tint of pink that was on his cheeks.
“That's-” he cleared his throat, avoiding looking at his friends in the eyes because he knew how easy it would be to tell that even so many months later the feelings were fresh as much as the day he had to leave, the day he left a part of himself on the airport with you – a part he knew real well he wouldn't get back again, certainly not from any other woman he got to meet. That missing part of him, even if the rest held all the beautiful memories dearly to itself and felt truly blessed, he knew was obvious. It was all on his face that he was missing something, even if he'd gotten so much. And he knew she would see it, it all became so obvious when he thought of you.
He shook his head when he realized he had taken longer than needed to reply “It was way too long ago, I can hardly remember it now. Hell, as if barely anything happened to begin with. She was just-” a lump in his throat, too painful “I made a good friend, a really good friend yes, who helped me see my life in a different way. Helped me make my choice and see the things that really matter. Couldn't keep in contact and yes that's a bit sad but- That's all there is to it, nothing more nothing less.”
Scarlett regarded him for a couple seconds, even as he tried to keep himself busy with getting another drink, before she finally spoke “If you say so.” she nodded her head “At least we now know who we owe this to and who to thank for our family growing, don't we?”
“Then-” Robert's smile was softer, yet also sad, as he raised his glass a bit “Let's drink to that, if not your baby just yet. To (Y/n)?”
“To (Y/n).” Scarlett nodded her head “For helping you make the best decision of your life, wherever she may be now.”
Chris hesitated, the unspoken truth of you not only being the one to help him make the decision but also be part of that decision, part of the family he wanted to build, was ready to break free from his lips but he held it back “Wherever she may be.” he said in a low hoarse voice, raising his glass as well “To (Y/n).”
He had not allowed himself to say your name in a long time and thinking back to it, the effect had been evident not only in his chest, in his heartbeat, but also in his lips, how painfully strange it felt when all he had been doing was think about it for months to no end, down to his throat that closed up with emotion. And he had allowed himself to say it not only so that he would make sure his friends would drop the subject but also because it had been a long time, he felt the need to and he knew that he wouldn't get the chance to do so, not anytime soon for sure.
And yet, only seconds ago, the name had left his lips for the second time in barely a couple days.
His brain could barely keep up with the fact, all the information he had to currently process seemed to make things even harder. Saying your name this time certainly had the same effect, his throat closed up and his heart leaped to his throat, but it felt like it was for an entirely different reason. He blinked several times, trying to make sure that what he was seeing was also true, to make sure that it wasn't wishful thinking and that him holding his breath had not reduced the levels of oxygen to a point where he couldn't even see straight. Truth be told, he felt pretty lightheaded.
“(Y/n) (Y/l/n).” he repeated your name for the third time, the third time in only a couple days his mind nearly screamed at him, but it didn't feel the same this time.
“Yes, I would say she seems like one of the most, if not the most, suitable candidate for you case.” the woman behind the desk gave him a warm smile but his brain was still currently stuck on the word 'candidate'.
“I'm sorry. There seems to be some misunderstanding here and I- I don't know whose part it is on, but-” he licked his lips, trying to swallow over the lump in his throat “When you say- What you're trying to say- I'm sorry.” he shook his head and let a couple seconds to pass in silence; he knew she wouldn't ask before him.
Taking a deep breath he decided to speak, even if his voice was hoarse he hoped she could make out the words “Candidate for what?”
The woman frowned a bit but it was gone faster than it could register, as she spoke in a calm voice “Your case. To be not only the surrogate you are looking for. See, her current, and according to her permanent from now on, residence is in New York City and very close to the residence you have listed as your permanent one. It is important, you understand, if we take into consideration that she will be the biological mother of the child. You might want the child to be able to stay in touch with her, and vice versa, so the close proximity does help. Of course that is always up to you, but in most cases we've seen it hap-”
“When did she sign up for this?” he asked, barely able to keep himself to wait for her to finish her sentence.
“Pardon?” she blinked and only then he realized how he might have sounded.
“You're right. I apologize, that came out as wrong.” he cleared his throat again “What I mean is... does she know who I am? That she- she's signing up to be a surrogate for my child.”
“Every surrogate must be informed, of course, of you as you are informed of her. She too must know whose child she will carry, don't you think it's fitting? But if you are uhm-” she hesitated “Concerned about other children, then, you need not worry. It's not my place to say this but it seems like-” she smiled a bit, almost knowingly “That you have already chosen, so I believe it wouldn't really be against any rule to say this. Consider it an extra bit of information.”
'Seems like you have already chosen.' would be a vast understatement. It was like every cell in his body was screaming 'Yes', chanting it over and over again that he was seriously worried he might have projected it somehow. He could barely control the words that came out of his lips anyway. If anything, the second he had come across the file with your name he had been glued to it, his eyes and all of his attention orbiting around the single file as if he was Earth and you were his Sun. Not far from the truth either.
But it also must have shown- No scratch that. He was sure it had shown because he had done no effort to hide it, too stunned and happy and eager and giddy and blessed and so many other things, to try to hide it. And she had clearly noticed.
“So, no, she has not mothered another child. As a matter of fact, Miss (Y/l/n) is doing this for the first time.” the woman leaned back in her chair “She came to us with the belief that there was too much sadness out there and, amongst other things, she decided to do this little one thing to help someone out. To make someone happy. I believe she didn't really have any further expectations out of this, no further plans, other than wanting to do some good. We only informed her of your case and she said she'd like to help, nothing else.” she shrugged softly “For any further reasons behind her choice you could ask her, I suppose. If you do think she could be the right choice to be the mother of your child, then-”
“She is.” he said, maybe a little too fast, but he didn't care. He didn't find a single part of him that cared for how eager he looked at the prospect of you being the mother of his child. Granted, it wasn't exactly how he'd imagined it but it was so much more than he ever thought he'd get, of what he thought he deserved, when he had told you goodbye that summer.
He cleared his throat again, trying to straighten his back and look as formal as he should in the suit he was wearing. He offered her a small smile “She is the right one. I think I've decided. I-” he paused, glancing at the pile of files and therefore other candidates which he had absolutely not even taken a glimpse at and he hoped she wouldn't comment on it “I've thought things through, yes.” because no man could make such a decision so hastily, he knew, and yet he looked like he just had “I'm glad for all the candidates it means a lot but uhm Miss (Y/l/n) seems to be indeed the right one. I think she will do just fine yes.”
“Wonderful.” she smiled more, nodding her head “If it means anything, she seemed happy when she was presented with your case.” oh if only she knew just how much it really meant to him, ask his wildly-beating heart and everyone would know just how much “Now, you understand that while you seem pretty sure and confident with your choice, you will have to give it some more time, more than anything to get in touch with the surrogate herself and discuss through any specific terms you might have. We will be the ones to set a meeting. Of course there are legal issues that need to be taken care of, but you're a lawyer yourself so you probably know that better than anybody else already.”
“Y-yes uh of course, yes, legal terms. Mr Wilson will represent me on the matter of course. But you said-” he folded his hands over his lap and threaded his fingers and it was either that or let his nerves show “Meeting her? Will I get to meet her in person soon or...?”
“That, Mr Evans, is completely up to you, how ready and sure you are, how much time you need and how fast you want things to progress.” she said as if she'd had this conversation many times over and she probably had “It could be within a week, a month, or, if you have no doubts, within three days the soonest possible. So, do you need time to think over-”
“The soonest possible. I'd like-” he nodded his head, straightening his suit's jacket “I think it would be best if I could meet with her the soonest possible. She's just what I was looking for.”
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scribblemetae ¡ 3 years ago
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Y'all .. JUNGKOOK NEVER TOUCHED AMINA 😩 his tongue never touches aminas pussy. his hands never touched her private parts. his dick did not go in her mouth or pussy. she probably never even saw his dick. (I say probably because we still dont know what she did to him when she tried to have sex with him. I personally think she did something fucked up)
He has said this over and over he didnt do anything to her and how his virginity was for oc and only oc.
Amins is in love with jungkook.
Honestly, all he had to was threaten not to talk to her again and shed cave.
Jungkook may be completely head over hills in love with oc but to give up the one thing he made sure was for oc doesn't sound like something he would do. Especially to give up to he sister.
Every single time he things oc is going to leave him he gets sooo fucking panicked and cries, he practically gets on his knees and begs her to stay with him. he promises to do better and be better for her.
Why would he do something he knows she would never forgive him for? he was hysterical when noona found his drawings, he followed that up with the text "i thought you would leave me for good after seeing how bad ive been". you think lying about not doing anything with amina would be worse than just some drawings?
At this point his life really doesn't consist of anything he likes to do as an individual. he art is oc with just diffrent colored hair/eyes. he work out so she would like his body. his sexual kinks.. i think are actually ocs kinks, he did read her diary. his own apartment is practically furnished the same as her house because he wanted her to fell at home. his made space in his closet for her close that he went waaaay out of his way to do just because he thought shed be happy.
Amina has probably always know jungkook would pick oc over her, it explains why she kept him away from her.
Jungkook waited 5 years before confronting oc. amina probably would put him down, try to manipulate him into staying away from oc. putting his body down, he wasn't face, anything to keep him away from her older sister.
I think the only reason amina has a husband is because she wanted to 'prove' to jungkook she didnt have feelings for him anymore.
Maybe he felt weird about her being in love with him while he was trying to her sister. Maybe he thought oc wouldnt feel comfortable with him being in contact with somebody who hss feelings for him.
That lasted until he told her how he had a plan to start getting in contact with oc and that was when she started texting him (what oc read).
If the messages amina sent to him happened before jungkook came in contact with oc then it really does show he said no. If he was doing sexual things to amina for information, he wouldn't have said no. jungkook would have went and done what she had said because she could have stopped giving him the things he needed. him saying no to her wanting him to pleasure her proves that he wasnt the one making her cum. if they had an agreement, he makes her cum and she would tell him about oc he wouldnt have said no. agian it would have been an agreement.
When noona called her younger sister amina probably didnt care because the mother said they broke up. she could have wanted to know what happened so she could get closer to jungkook in hopes in actually getting with him. in other words, take advantage of him. show him shes better for him than her older sister. she didnt really show any emotion until it was said they were getting married and then she had to say "he touched me before anyone"
Amima has tried to sleep with jungkook and jungkook said no. either he said he wanted to wait for oc or she had an idea he lost it to oc since she practically knew how obsessed with oc he actually was, there would be no other female in his life.
Taking into consideration that amina was the one had spoken to on the phone in part 6, it sounded like she was going to try and end what he had with noona. lets keep in mind he told noona nobody was going to take her away from him.
So far amina seems to be the only person he shows the most anger and hatred to. i know he didnt like jae nor her mom but his actions, anger, and hatred for amina has remained untouched.
If amina thinks they're getting married shes lost him for sure.. so what would she do? try to get her sister to break off the engagement because she know jungkook would never. i believe she was on the phone, threatened to tell her sister anything to get her from being with "her man" which lead to jungkook being pissed that morning leading to jungkook whispering "nobody will ever take you away from me"
I wont lie. A girl in love with a man will obviously want to do something sexual with him. Knowing the guy kinda needs you for something (kook case, needed amina for info) this would be the perfect opportunity to say "have sex with me once" and then you have an agreement. I thought about him making amina cum at least once exchange for ocs info but thats when i remembered his reaction to finding the drawings (i said it above) and it wouldn't make sense for him to be scared of oc leaving him because of drawings but not sleeping with her sister.
Jungkook would not risk noona leaving him. He killed his very own parents because he thought they was going to take him away from noona. He didn't want her to think he was having sex with amina. The car crash scene says everything we truly need to know.
Idk I feel like I have more to say but its ready a long read 😆 ill probably send another if i get into it but there ya go
THIS!?!
Fucking, I've been saving this ask to my selfish little self cos I fucking love it.
I have no words, no thought, brain empty.
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atomic-taco-muffin ¡ 4 years ago
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The Lost Princess Chapter 39
Warnings: it’s pretty obvious by now
Rating: SFW
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A girl with black and silver hair was playing with her sister with the same hair color in a beautiful garden. The girls were laughing as they chased each other around. A woman was watching them play and saw the time.
“Yui! Roxy! Time to head home!” she said. 
“Aww, do we have to?” Roxy asked. 
“Yes. Your father is expecting us back.” 
“Okay.” Yui and Roxy ran over to their mother and headed back to the castle. On their way back, they stopped at a small shop so that their mother could pick up some flowers. As they were walking back to the castle, a giant Heartless had appeared. 
“Get behind me, girls,” their mother said. Yui and Roxy hid behind their mother as she summoned her weapon. She fought the Heartless but it stabbed her before she could attack. 
“MOMMY!” Yui and Roxy yelled. Their mother fell to the ground, blood coming out of her. The Heartless walked away and they ran over to their mother. 
“Mommy! Wake up!” Yui said. 
“Come on, mommy! Please wake up!” Roxy said. A Dark Corridor opened up and their father walked out of it.
“Daddy, help!” Yui said. Their father ran over to them and placed their mother on his lap.
“What happened?” he asked. 
“A-a giant monster came and attacked us,” Roxy sobbed. Their father quickly grabbed a potion and used it on their mother but it didn’t work. 
“No...” he said. 
“Is she...?” Yui asked. 
“I’m afraid so.” The girls sobbed and hugged their father. A few weeks later, there was a funeral for their mother. Everyone had attended. Their father, their uncles, and their aunts. After the funeral, their father locked himself in his office. The girls looked at the closed door, wanting to go in. 
“Come on, little ones. Let’s give your father a minute,” one of their uncles said. The girls followed their uncle to the seating area and everyone did their best to make the girls smile again. 
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Yui looked at her locket that had a picture of her and her mother on it. She closed the locket and hid it in her pocket. 
“So, where do you think this Spirit is?” Roxy asked. 
“I don’t know. But I think we should start in Hollow Bastion. Father might head there to take care of the Keyblade wielder,” Yui said. The girls summoned their weapons and headed into Hollow Bastion.
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The train rolled out into the open sky. Soon, the train pulled onto the base of a mysterious tower, emblazoned with moons and stars like the train. You, Sora, Donald, and Goofy left the train, which then disappeared, leaving only the tracks. Sora giggled nervously.
“There goes our ride...” he said. In the distance, there was someone standing at the doorway of the tower.
“What's goin' on?” Goofy asked. 
“I sent some of my lackeys inside to see if the master of this here tower's as big and tough as they say. Word is, he's a real powerful sorcerer. Which would make him the perfect bodyguard for me. See, it don't matter how tough he is---once he's a Heartless, he'll do as I say!” Pete said. 
“A Heartless?” Donald asked. 
“That's right. They're those things that come outta the darkness in folks' hearts. Why, with all those Heartless at her side, my dear friend Maleficent is gonna conquer everything! And since I got me a debt to pay, I'm goin' 'round to a bunch of different worlds and buildin' an army of Heartless, special for her. Why am I talkin' to you pipsqueaks anyway? Go on, scram! I'm behind schedule as it is.”
“You oughta find somethin' nicer to do,” Goofy said. 
“Says who?” Pete turned around and spotted you, Odile, Donald, Goofy, and Sora.
“Wha...AAAH! It's you!” he said. 
“Pete!” Donald and Goofy said. 
“What are you two nimrods doin' here!?”
“What are YOU doing here?” Donald asked. 
“You know him?” you asked. 
“We sure do! Pete's been causin' trouble for ages! His Majesty banished him to another dimension a long time ago. I wonder how he escaped,” Goofy said. Pete laughed.
“You wanna know how, eh? Well, Maleficent busted me out, that's how! And now your world---no, no, no, all the worlds---are gonna belong to yours truly. Cause Maleficent's gonna help me conquer 'em!” he said.
“Maleficent...huh,” Sora said. You and the trio giggled. Odile looked at you confused.
“What are you laughing at!? Why, Maleficent's power is so great---” Pete said.
“She's toast!” you said.
“Huh?”
“Sorry, but Maleficent can't help ya now,” Goofy said. 
“Whaddaya mean!?” Donald snickered. 
“You! So you're the ones that did it!” Pete said. 
“Well...we mighta had something to do with it,” Sora said. 
“Heartless squad! Round up!” Pete said, angrily. Some shadows came out of the ground. Sora conjured his Keyblade while you grabbed your and the two of you fought them.
“You just wait! Nobody, and I do mean nobody, messes with the mighty Pete!” Pete said. 
“So, ‘mighty’ Pete, who lives in this tower, anyway?” you asked. 
“Oh, ya don't know, eh? Well, it's old Yen Sid. 'Course he's probably a Heartless by now!”
“Master Yen Sid lives here!?” Donald asked. He ran up the steps and into the tower.
“Yen Sid is the King's teacher!” Goofy said. 
“Wow. Sounds powerful!” Sora said. You, Sora and Goofy then ran up the stairs, leaving Pete and his dropped jaw hanging. The four of you ascended the stairs until you all reached the top floor, fighting Heartless along the way.
“Heartless, Heartless, Heartless! Things haven't changed one bit!” Donald said. 
“Well, it's a good thing we're on the job, then,” Goofy said. 
“So the worlds aren't at peace after all?” you asked. The four of you soon reached the Sorcerer's Loft where an old wizard was sitting at his desk. Donald and Goofy bowed to him.
“Master Yen Sid! It's an honor!” Donald said.
“Hey there!” Sora said. 
“Hi!” you said. Goofy and Donald were slightly shocked at you and Sora.
“Sora! (Y/N)! Show some respect!” Donald said. The wizard calmed Donald down.
“So, you are Sora and (Y/N). Now then, have you seen the King yet?” Yen Sid said. 
“Yes, we did, Master. But we didn't get a chance to talk to him,” Goofy said. 
“Yes...the King has been quite busy of late. Therefore, it would seem that the task of instructing you four falls upon my shoulders. You have a perilous journey ahead of you. You must be well prepared.” 
“You mean...we have to go on another quest? I was looking forward to finding my friend Riku, so we could go back to the islands,” Sora said. 
“And I’ve been wanting to find my parents and the history of my powers,” you said. 
“Yes. I know. However, everything in your journey, Sora adn (Y/N), is connected. Whether you will find your way home to the islands... Whether you will return alone or with your friend or finding your parents... And, whether or not the islands will still be there. And the key that connects them all is you.”
“We’re...the key?” Sora asked. Sora held out his hand and the Keyblade flashed into it. You grabbed your dagger and unsheathed it.
“Chosen wielder of the Keyblade and Spirit of Light! You are the key that will open the door to light,” Yen Sid said. You and Sora nodded. Yen Sid looked to Donald and Goofy who quickly stood up straight and nodded. Yen Sid waved a hand over the table and a thick book appeared. He made it float into the air and spun it towards you and Sora. It opened and landed at the edge of the table.
“This book contains valuable knowledge you will need for your journey. Study it carefully. Once you have finished, we will speak of the enemies you will surely confront,” Yen Sid said. You and Sora read the book from beginning to end. 
“But wait a sec---how come the Heartless are still running around?” Sora asked. 
“Your past endeavors did prevent an immense effusion of Heartless from the great darkness; make no mistake about that. However, the Heartless are darkness made real---and darkness lingers yet in every heart. The Heartless are fewer. But while darkness exists in a single heart, it will be difficult to eliminate them,” Yen Sid said. You and the trio sighed. Odile rubbed her cheek against yours in a comforting manner. 
“Gawrsh, that must mean...if everybody's heart was full of light, them Heartless'd go away!” Goofy said. Yen Sid nodded.
“Now it is time to speak of the enemies that you will encounter,” he said. Yen Sid waved a hand and an image of Donald appeared near the wall. The image then changed to a Shadow Heartless.
“If one such as you, Donald, yields to the darkness in their heart, they too will become a Heartless. But you know this. The Heartless are always lurking and ever seeking to capture new hearts. Never let your guard down! Now then...” Yen Sid said. Yen Sid waved his hand again and an image of a Dusk Nobody appeared next to the Shadow.
“At times, if someone with a strong heart and will---be they evil or good---becomes a Heartless, the empty shell they leave behind begins to act with a will of its own,” he said. The Shadow image disappeared.
“An empty vessel whose heart has been stolen away... A soul that goes on even as its body fades from existence---for you see, Nobodies do not truly exist at all. Nobodies may seem to have feelings, but this is a ruse---they only pretend to have hearts. You must not be deceived!” Yen Sid said. 
“Nobodies... They don't exist...” you said. Two more images of Dusks appeared around you and Sora.
“Now then...the being you see before you is known as a Dusk. They are the most common form of Nobody. But there are others---some larger, some with frightening and unique powers. Be vigilant! On your journey, you will meet an alarming number of Dusks. They will all attempt to do you harm,” Yen Sid said. The images vanished.
“Still, they are nothing but empty shells, destined to return to the darkness. But---” Yen Sid waved his hand again and images of figures in black appear in the Dusks' place. You, Odile, Sora, Donald, and Goofy looked wary.
“The beings you see before you now are different. These powerful Nobodies have formed a group called Organization XIII. It commands the lesser Nobodies,” Yen Sid said.
“Organization XIII...” Sora said. He looked to you, Odile, Goofy, and Donald, but you shook your heads.
“While Heartless act on instinct, Nobodies function in a higher manner. They can think and plan. And it seems they are working towards a goal. What that goal is, we do not know. The King sensed the danger, and journeyed forth to fight it. He found the dark realm's Keyblade, and with it, closed the door. Now he's traveling from world to world, fighting the Heartless as he seeks the answer to the riddle of the Nobodies and Organization XIII,” Yen Sid said. The cloaked figures disappeared and Yui and Roxy appeared. They wore a beautiful outfit almost similar to yours.
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“(Y/N), your goal is to show these girls the true power of a Spirit,” Yen Sid said. 
“There are other Spirit’s out there. I thought that I was the only one” you said. 
“Well, it seems that you are not the only one. Now, these girls are stronger than your dagger alone. What you need is a guardian.” 
“A guardian? What’s that?” 
“A guardian is an angel that helps and protects a Spirit. And it looks like you’re little friend is your guardian.” 
“Odile?” You and Odile looked at each other, shocked and confused. 
“Yes. What she needs is a little help,” Yen Sid said. He used his magic and she turned into a beautiful swan. She then disappeared into your dagger.
“Huh? Where did she go?” you asked. 
“She is safe in your dagger. When you feel like you need assistance, you may summon her and she shall help you,” Yen Sid said. You took out your dagger and saw a swan pattern engraved on the blade.
“Well, I guess we better go find the King first!” Sora said. 
“But where could he be?” Donald asked. 
“Well, we won't know 'til we look,” Goofy said. 
“Yeah. And the King must know where Riku is, 'cause the two of them were together in the realm of darkness when we closed the door. You know, after defeating Ansem,” you said. 
“So, before you go, you will need more suitable traveling clothes. Those look a bit too small for you,” Yen Sid said to you and Sora. Yen Sid motioned toward a door.
“Through there, you'll find three good fairies. If you ask, they'll create for you appropriate garments,” he said. 
“Gawrsh, you two, you sure are growing fast,” Goofy said. 
“Uh, I guess...” Sora said. You and Sora giggled nervously and pulled at your clothes. The four of you entered the Wardrobe. Three fairies, one red, one green, and one blue were chatting near the window.
“Me, you guys, Riku, and the King. I don't care who this Organization is or those girls or what it's planning. With the six of us---I mean, seven of us---there's nothing to worry about, right?” Sora said. 
“Yeah!” Donald said. 
“Well, look who's here, dears! Sora, (Y/N), Donald, and Goofy!” Flora said. 
“Ooh, if you're looking for clothes, you've come to the right place!” Merryweather.
“I'll do the designing,” Fauna said. Flora and Merryweather pulled you and Sora away from Goofy. Fauna sent out a spell which turned you and Sora's clothes green.
“Oh, that will never do,” Merryweather said. Merryweather flicked her wand and you and Sora's clothes turned blue.
“Now, now, dears,” Flora said. Flora turned you and Sora's clothes pink.
“But don't you like this better?” Fauna asked as she made you and Sora’s clothes green again.
“Hold on!” Flora said as she turned them pink again. By now, you and Sora were looking helpless.
“Are you certain?” Fauna asked as she changed them green again.
“Blue!” Merryweather said as she changed them to blue. The fairies exchanged more spells, making you and Sora's clothes continue changing colors. A raven watched from the window, squawked, and flew away. A green clothed Sora finally decided to break the feud.
“Aww, would you just decide?” he asked. The fairies gasped and then giggled. 
“All right, then. Together now, dears. And no more squabbling!” Flora said. All three fairies turned their spells on you and Sora at once, and his clothes turn black with red and gold bands while you had black dress with red covering it.
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You smiled and twirled around, admiring the beautiful colors. 
“Oh, my!” Flora said.
“Ooh, it's lovely,” Fauna said.
“Oh, yes! He does look very dashing. And she definitely looks like a Spirit,” Merryweather said. Sora was fine with it, and the Keyblade appeared in his hand.
“Now, those aren't ordinary garments,” Flora said. 
“They have very special powers,” Fauna said. Flora magic up two glowing orbs which hovered in front of you and Sora.
“Take the orb, dears,” Fauna said. You and Sora grabbed for the orb and took it in.
“And watch what happens,” Merryweather said. Sora was struck with immense power. A light flashed and his clothes were suddenly red. You, Donald and Goofy looked in awe. Sora now was holding a second Keyblade in his left hand. You also felt an immense power and saw a bigger version of Odile behind you. Sora, Donald, and Goofy were amazed.
“Whoa!” Sora said. 
“Wow!” Donald said. 
“This journey's gonna be twice as difficult as your last,” Merryweather said. You and Sora sighed.
“Your garments also have other powers---but you will have to discover what they are as you continue on your journey,” Fauna said. Sora looked at both of his Keyblades while you petted Odile.
“Okay, We'll do my best. And thanks a lot!” you said.
“Oh, and there's something else for you---from Master Yen Sid,” Fauna said. 
“Oh boy!” Donald said. The four of you walked back into the hallway, where Yen Sid motioned them over to the window. A gummi ship rose into view.
“Hey! It's the Gummi Ship!” Donald said.
“So you guys ready to go?” Sora asked. You all nodded, then stood up straight in the wizard's presence.
“Now, now, just a moment,” Yen Sid said. The four of you relaxed a bit.
“Because of your previous endeavors, the worlds have returned to their original states. That means the pathways between them have disappeared,” Yen Sid said.
“How do we get around?” Goofy asked. 
“Do not fear. If what the King suspected proves true, the worlds have prepared new pathways along which you may travel. These pathways may be utilized by unlocking special gates. How these gates are opened, I'm afraid I do not know... However, the Keyblade will serve as your guide. When a beam of light radiates from the Keyblade, return to the Gummi Ship. Though the worlds may seem far apart and out of reach, they nonetheless remain connected by invisible ties. As do our hearts.”
“Our hearts are connected,” you said. 
“That is correct.”
“Got it!”
“But be warned. As you proceed... The Heartless and the Nobodies will be using their own paths: Corridors of darkness, to travel from world to world. They may be attempting to link these dark pathways to the gates between the worlds. Even those two girls.”
“Hey! That's not fair!” Donald said.
“Now then, that is all the information I can give to you. Go forth, (Y/N), Sora, Donald, and Goofy. Everyone is waiting.”
“Okay, let's get going!” Sora said. The four of you stood up straight again.
“Master Yen Sid!” Donald said. 
“We sure do appreciate the help,” Goofy said. Each of you gave the wizard a salute and ran down the corridor. Yen Sid disappeared in a whisk of light. In the Gummi Ship, you, Sora and company were hailed by Chip and Dale.
“Howdy, Sora and (Y/N)! How ya doin'?” Dale said. 
“It's your favorite Gummi engineers here, ready for duty: Chip...”
“...And Dale!”
“Happy flying!” The two of them said. You and Sora saw Hollow Bastion on the map.
“Only one?” you asked. 
“That's no good!” Donald said. 
“Wait! I think it's a world we know!” The four of you then headed off to Hollow Bastion.
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drummerqueenrmt ¡ 6 years ago
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It’s a hard life (Roger Taylor x reader) - Part 6
Summary: teasing, bare chests and an unexpected arrival.
Warnings: swearing, violence (?), not implicit sex but touching, fluff as always and a little bit of angst.
Notes: this is the longest chapter for now, so take your time. And thanks for reading it as always, love you 💛
“Rog?”
“Mmmm?”
“I have to go” You were sat on the bed next to him playing with his hair.
“No… Why?” He opened his eyes a little bit to look at you.
“I have to work”
“Don’t go…”
“I have to, you know that”
“Don’t let me alone” He put his best abandoned puppy face and started pouting and you felt like dying inside. He was too cute to be real.
“Don’t do this to me… I’ll see you later” You kissed him softly. “I’ve already missed one concert, I’m not going to miss two”
“Meet me before” He placed a hand on your cheek and started caressing it. “I want you to choose my outfit”
“That’s a lot of responsibility… I don’t want to disappoint your fans” You winked at him and he laughed. “I’ll meet you before the concert but only to put a bandage in your hands, the outfit is your election” You came closer to him and whispered to his ear. “Surprise me” You noticed the shivers going down his body and you smirked triumphantly before giving him a last kiss.
“You are going to regret this” He said while watching you standing up to go.
“What?”
“Leaving me in this state…”
“In what state?” You smiled funnily with you hand already in the latch of the hotel door.
“Laugh now that you can… Be prepared for tonight”
He was looking at you with so much lust you wanted to take him right there, but you had to work and you knew that you were going to get your prize later. “I’m not afraid of you, Roger Taylor” You winked at him one last time and leave, knowing that those words were going to be you tomb.
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“We kissed!”
The other three boys were having breakfast in Freddie’s room when Roger came with the great news.
“Wow, that’s great!” John said with his mouth full of toast.
“Yes! Congrats, Rog” Brian raised his tea cup to emphasize his words.
“We know” Freddie was sitting in a sofa his a magazine in his hands and didn’t look up when those words escaped his mouth.
“You know?”
“Fred!”
“I hate you…”
“I love you too, John. And, what?”
“We were supposed no to say anything”
“Brian, darling, we spied on him for his own good, there’s nothing wrong about it”
“You spied on me?!”
“See… Now he’s going to be mad at us”
“No, no..”
“Yes! How I am not going to be mad at you? That was an intimate moment between the two of us, not a public show!”
“We couldn’t hear most of it, we weren’t that close if that helps” John added.
“Oh, great! That helps a lot! Are you crazy?!”
“Relax, love. You said you wanted some help”
“But not this kind of help! I want help if I get drunk and some girl tries to take advantage of it or if I do something inappropriate, but not while having a normal talk with her”
“Oh... define normal because your conversations tend to be… how can I say it?” Brian started teasing him.
“Weird? Nonsense?” John helped.
Roger was tensing more and more and the laughs of the rest weren’t helping. “If someone says anything more I’m going to punch him, I’m not joking”
“I’m already shaking” And that’s what he needed to jump over John making them land on the floor.
“Hey, hey... “ Fred approached them quickly. “Don’t kill each other, we have a concert to do tonight, darlings. Brian, help”
“I just ask for one relaxed day, just one…” He stood up and took Roger from behind while Freddie helped John to get up.
“Let me go! He is going to see I wasn’t joking!”
“You have to relax now. It was only for fun, we didn't mean it”
“If you say so…” John added while laughing.
“Oh, you wanker! Let me go! LET ME GO!”
“John, say that you are sorry”
“Why? I haven’t done anything, Fred”
“Go on”
John approached Roger, that was still hold by Brian and visibly still on fire. “Sorry, Rog. I didn’t mean it”
“Yes, sure… You all think that I’m an idiot that doesn’t know how to do anything… I’ll show you what I can do!” And tried to punch John in the face but Brian was quicker and catch him by his waist.
“Hey, hey… That’s not true! What the hell, Roger? Stop!”
“Honey, it was a joke… We love you, we trust you and we know you aren’t an idiot”
“Most of the time” Brian added and he received a poke. “I deserved it”
“What I’m trying to say, Rog, is that we are sorry for spying on you, it wasn’t right. And that we were just curious because it’s the first time we see that you are this interested in a girl and we wanted to see how you act when you are together”
“That’s right” John and Brian said at the same time.
“And… we promise not to do it again”
“Do we?”
“Yes, Deacy…” Fred gave him the look and he didn’t say anything more. “Is that alright, Rog?”
He whispered a yes and Brian stopped to grab him.
“Alright… Let’s try to relax and focus on the concert. Scrabble anyone?” Brian asked.
“Me. Rog? Deacy?”
“I don’t want to play… I’m going for a shower”
He was still mad and John felt guilty about it “Rog… I-I’m really sorry, I didn’t know you were going to get this angry… Your conversations are ok”
“It’s alright, John… Forget it”
“Sure?”
“Sure. Besides, train a little bit with this two because when I get out of the shower I’m going to destroy you”
“In your dreams!”
They smiled at each other and hugged.
“We are a great family, aren’t we?”
“A little chaotic sometimes, but yes… we are, Fred”
And they spent all day playing till the time of the soundchek arrived.
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“Have you seen [y/n]?”
“No” The other three replied in unison.
“She should be here…” Rog was visibly nervous, he was moving across the room scratching his neck and murmuring things.
“Darling, just relax, she’ll be here right away”
“I don’t want her to miss another concert”
“We know. She’s not going to miss it, don’t worry” Brian tried to comfort him.
“But what if she is too tired and doesn’t wanna come? Or if something has happened to her? I’m wearing this fucking outfit because of her… I’m getting very nervous”
“Breathe, Rog”
“I can’t Deacy, I’m fucking panicking… It was supposed to be the first time she was going to watch me playing and I was very stressed because of that and now… now she doesn’t appear and-”
“Rog”
“And I’m going to go crazy…”
“Rog”
“What is happening to me? What is she doing to me?”
“Rog, turn around” Bri made a movement with his eyes in your direction. You were at the door, frozen.
“[y/n]!” He quickly standed up and approached you. “I thought you weren’t coming…” And he hugged you.
“Hey, hey…” You hugged him back and tried to control your emotions, it wasn’t easy now that you have listened him talking about you like that in front of the others. “I’m sorry I’m late but I had to take care of some crazy fans that collapsed while waiting to see you. You made people nervous, Roger”
“Not you” He kissed your cheek and you smiled like a fool to him. “Well… what do you think?” He opened his arms and turn around for you to see his outfit properly.
It was at that moment when you realize what he was wearing and you wanted to die. He was the sexiest thing you had ever seen in your life. He was wearing tight leather pants and only a vest on top, making it possible to see his bare torso. Your mouth opened without your permission and yours eyes widened.
“I think she liked it” You could hear Fred’s voice and that returned you to earth.
“Yes!” That sounded more enthusiastic that you wanted to.
“Really? It is not too much?” He came closer to you and put his arms around your waist.
“Well… maybe more girls are going to collapse” You both laughed.
“This is all for you, I don’t care about the other girls” He whispered to your ear.
Fuck, fuck, fuck. You felt your body shaking and tried to deviate the conversation because if not that wasn’t going to end well.
“I’ve brought something for your fingers!”
“Right...” He stop hugging you a little bit disappointed.
You wrapped his fingers with some protection and warned him again not to play harshly (as if he was going to do it). Then, you accompanied him to the stage. “Good luck, Rog. Rock them!” You gave him a kiss on the cheek because you wasn’t sure if he wanted to kiss in public yet.
He took your head softly. “Tonight I have an extra motivation”
“Who?”
He smiled. “You, my love” And he kissed you sweetly without caring about what the rest of the people around would think. “Tonight my mission is making you happy”
“You are already doing it”
“But this is only the beginning” He winked at you and you kissed him before letting him go.
It was the best concert you had ever seen. There were amazing on stage, they sounded so great that sometimes it seemed that they were doing playback. And the fact that Roger was always looking at you when possible, smiling and sweaty only made it better. You couldn’t believe that that guy over there liked you, that you had kissed him. Fucking dream.
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“You spied on us?!”
“It was Freddie’s idea”
“No, that’s not true, John! We all agreed”
“I don’t care whose idea was, don’t do it again”
“Yeah, don’t do it again you idiots”
“Sorry… we promise not to do it again” Brian said.
“Unless is strictly necessary” Deacy added and you gave him a disapproval look. “Alright, we won’t do it again under any circumstance”
You were all five sat around a table, drinking and talking about many things while the rest of the people were having fun, dancing. Roger had put an arm around your neck and you were resting your head in his shoulder.
“I’m sorry, these idiots don’t know how to behave” He said to you quietly.
“And you do?”
“Do you wanna check?” The hand that previously was holding his drink was now dangerously placed on your leg and he was moving it up and down slowly.
“Not in front of everyone” You tried to stop his hand without success.
“C’mon” He was giving you that look, that irresistible look. “Nobody’s looking” And he attacked your neck with kisses and little bites and you knew that it was going to be marked the next day but you didn't care at all.
He was right, nobody was paying attention to you. Deacy was already dancing with a girl and Brian and Fred were discussing something about the stars. But there were many people in there and the thought of someone watching the scene make you feel… uncomfortable wasn’t the word… It make you feel… hotter? You were liking it more than you would like to admit, so you just let yourself go and started melting at Roger’s attentions.
“Your neck tastes so good, baby” You just nodded and placed the hand that wasn’t grabbing Roger’s in his leg and started mimicking his movements. Every time he approached your privacy you approached his and your breaths began to be heavy and slow. He stopped kissing your neck only to kiss you on the lips and you let go of his hand and grabbed his neck to deepen it. The drummer took that as a signal and started touching you above your clothes and you blame yourself for not wearing a dress or a skirt. You needed more. You needed all of it. “Do you like that, love? This is for leaving me this morning” He stopped kissing you to look at your face.
“More” You managed to say while you touched his pants where his hardness was. Your cheeks were burning in shame but you looked up to stare at his eyes.
He smirked at you and continued kissing and touching you. You were in heaven and the best had not yet started. For a moment the rest of the people didn’t matter, they had disappeared. It was just you and Rog.
Only that it wasn’t.
“[y/n]?”
You opened one eye to see who was it. You regretted it immediately.
“Dylan?” You pushed Roger away from you as fast as possible.
“What?” He looked at you confused.
You got up and the other man ran to you to give you a hug. “Oh my God, [y/n]! I didn’t expect to find you here!”
“Yeah… me neither.  Wh- what are you doing here?”
“They called me because the medical staff needs more help apparently. Wait… are you doing practicals here too?”
Shit. “Yes...”
“That’s great! We are going to work together!”
Suddenly, you heard someone clearing his throat.
“Hi, I’m Roger” He offered his hand to the other man.
“Oh my God! Yes! Hi! I’m Dylan, it’s a pleasure to meet you. I’m super fan of Queen!” He shook hands.
“Really?” You were getting more and more nervous. “How do you know each other?” And there was the question.
“We are classmates!” You jumped with the answer. “Right?”
He seemed confused but he nodded in response. Then, an awkward silence followed.
“So… I’m going to get a drink and introduce myself to the rest of the crew… Nice to see you [y/n]! See you two later” And he disappeared.
You didn’t know what to do.
“Let’s go outside” Roger proposed. You followed him. “Why did you freeze when you saw him?” He asked you once outside.
“I- It’s just… I didn’t expect him to be here”
“Yes… right…” He leaned on a car and you placed yourself in front of him.
“What?”
“Nothing…”
“Rog…” You took his hand to gave him confidence.
“I just get the feeling that you are more than classmates” He said that without looking at you.
And you didn’t know what to say. You didn’t wanted to lie to him but you also didn’t wanted to tell the truth, so you just kissed him. At first you perceived that he wasn’t convinced but then he started to relax and hugged you strongly. When the kiss ended, you keep staring at each other for a while.
“Should I be worry about him?”
“Should I be worry about your groupies?”
“It’s not the same… I don’t know what happened between you two but-”
“Hey…” You rubbed your thumb down his cheek. “I’m here with you not with him” He forced a smile that was everything but convincing. “Rog… I like you, not him”
“Sure?”
“Sure”
He pulled you closer and wrapped his arms around you tightly. “Alright”
You kissed him on the neck. It was something sweet, just to reassure him. “I’m sorry he interrupted us”
“It’s alright, it wasn’t the right place for that to be honest” You both laughed. “You seemed so concerned about being seeing but then you-”
“Stop!” You covered his mouth with your hand while laughing.
“Sorry” He replied while smiling at you. “After all I’ve enjoyed the night”
“Me too” You smiled back. “Let’s go to your room?”
“No” He standed up. “Let’s go to our room”
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girlwithwolftatoo ¡ 6 years ago
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TW: A***oles and animals
I’m sorry if this thread isn’t what you’d like to see at your dashboard but I wanted to make my experience a form to explain anothers about the importance of not being an idiot and, for those who are struggling nowadays with a mental breakdown or even a disease that you must protect yourself from named assholes.
So I have this college lecture about Ethics and its use at certain enviroments like work, school and daily life. This is an important class for we’re all Social Science students and Philosophy/Sociology stuff extends to the rest of the degrees (besides you know, behave yourself and don’t be an idiot towards the rest of the world speech). And suddenly the teacher (whom I thought was an intelligent, not ortodox -did I spelled it right? -guy but not an idiot) started to speak, as it was a funny story, about the day his daughter’s cat had kittens because they forgot to esterilize her and he was too stingy to pay for it at a private vet, and how he literally decided to kill the last one (the rest were eaten by his dog the same day) because the survival kitten was “too ugly to be adopted” and besides “if an animal is not useful or it’s hindering must be removed in one way or another”. 
By this moment everything was like a horror movie to me, I was sitting at the lecture feeling my own pulse racing and a sudden chest pressure that went more and more awful as he started to talk about how he killed the kitten (not going to give details because it’s disturbing). Have you read about this people who claimed they were “literally shaking” after they witnessed something triggering for them? I thought it wasn’t that common or it just could happen under certain circumstances, but there was I, shaking at my table and feeling the urgence to run away and never look back, feeling the tears trying to escape from my eyes as the rest of the class just gave some surprised “oooh” and some  reproving looks but nobod talked.
And then he stares at me and says: “I know you’re like... animal friendly and stuff, what do you have to say about this?” I don’t know if he truly wanted to hear my opinion or he was just traslating his story to me because he could, because he already knew my opinion towards animal violence, but the thing is I stood up and murmured “I need one minute outside”. He didn’t stop me but I could hear his laughter as he mimed my sobbing. I felt devastated and scared, I really wanted to say it was beyond awful and cruel, but now everyone was taking it not seriously, nobody else came out after that story, nobody showed, then or later some emphaty, not to me but to the situation of a student literally escaping from a disturbing lecture because seeing someone in tears for a dead animal was “funny” and “joke material”. And the teacher? Oh well, when I finally put myself together and came back he was talking about how animal rights are pure shit and the rest of the class he dropped a few “dead animals” jokes (that obviously were a reminder of his previous tale) and I couldn’t even make eye contact to say “Please, stop, this is hurting me”. 
I know nobody outside is responsible for your mental health, and I’m not the kind of person who presents herself with a “Hello, I’m -insertnamehere- and I have Anxiety, Anguish Disorder and some PTSD” for I don’t think that’s necessary, but by God’s sake, what kind of teacher are you if you witness a student crying for something that you did and you go on throwing jokes about it? 
I cannot go to complain about him ,that kind of complaints are not taken in serious in my college (just imagine it, “boohooo poor lil’ student couldn’t handle a joke, too bad for baby girl”) and I can’t simply unsuscribe the lecture for it’s basic for my degree. Since yesterday I’ve felt so bad I cannot even concentrate for my tasks, I took the double amount of pills I use to take daily and still feel bad. My lovely cat, Soren, came to me yesterday and rubbed himself against me and I hugged him so tight, almost in tears (he was a survivor of another asshole who used him and his brothers as kittens to “chase mice” when they were like one month old, almost starving them to death, and as a plus he’s a black cat so not every person wanted adopt him). I don’t know what to do, my mind is ike in flames and even small things like watch videos or reading helps me to calm myself. And I still got some lectures with the same fucking teacher the next week and I don’t want to go, I’m affraid he’ll go on with the “joke” and I’m not strong enough to face it. I’m sorry.
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mimiplaysgames ¡ 7 years ago
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A Rush of Blood to the Head (1/6)
Pairing: Terra/Aqua Rating: T Word Count: 4,022
Summary: “It is just a deal of equal opportunity. His life for yours,” the young man said. “Surely, Terra’s life is worth some consideration from your part? Or has your heart blackened that much?” Aqua, staring at her Keyblade, shook her head. “My heart isn’t-” “Is it not a fair trade?”
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A/N: So with all the E3 2018 excitement, here is my contribution to the Aquanort frenzy. This was supposed to be just a one-shot, but it seems like I fear short stories like how a cat is afraid of a cucumber. I’m sure that is my exact reaction when it comes to handling drabbles. Title of the series is based on Coldplay’s “A Rush of Blood to the Head.” The lyrics serve as a profound theme for Terraqua in this context. The fair trade scene was done to Michael Giacchino’s “Life and Death” from Lost Season One.
Two Losses
The thunderstorm raged outside. Rain furiously hammered the tall windows of the academy, but every time lightning flashed, it illuminated the silhouettes of the mountains. It was a beautiful yet ferocious sight, seeing the summits covered by blackened clouds.
Aqua walked through the halls in her pajamas, wrapping herself in a blanket as she headed towards the lounge. It was one of the best places in the castle to relax and catch sight of the storm. Never mind that it was close to midnight.
Terra was already there, with a small, dim lamp by his side and a large book open on his lap.
“And here I thought I was going to get some alone time,” she said, knowing full well that he understood it wasn’t what she meant.
“Then go back to your room,” he said without looking up from his book.
“So in a huge storm like this, you’re going to sit down and read?” Aqua walked up to the loveseat he was sitting on, and he instinctively moved over so she can have some space.
“Didn’t you know that a huge storm like this is the best time to read a great book and let go of the imagination? No studying, no training, just fun nonsense.“
“What’s it this time?” There was always nonsense. Sometimes dragons. Sometimes wenches. Once there was a devil.
He turned to her with childish excitement, yet he kept his expression timid and small as usual. “Ghosts.”
Aqua rolled her eyes. “They exist?”
“In some worlds, they believe so.” He lifted a finger to emphasize his point.
She scooted to get closer to him and gazed into the page he was currently reading. It seemed that he was nearly done with a specific section of the book discussing the nature of ghosts, how they became violent, and what it took to quell them. The next section was about spells that can summon the dead, and if he wasn’t stopped, he was going to continue reading through the night. This meant that her sparring partner would be sluggish the next day, and would probably be grumpy since he hated not being in his prime during fights.
She pointed and tapped to the end of the section before it started discussing the seances. “You’ll stop there.”
Terra grinned from ear to ear and her heart jumped a little. “Are you starved for attention or something?”
From him, yes. But she would never say that. “It’s more responsible if you sleep.”
He sighed and shook his head. “Okay mom. I swear, without you, I would forget to eat or brush my teeth. What would I ever do if I get lost?”
She hit him on the shoulder as he laughed.
Keeping her eyes closed gave her no solace. It was darkness all the same. The moonlight would have been pretty, and the sound of the ocean waves would have been relaxing, were it not for the endless numbness. It didn’t help that this was all she experienced anymore, and the hardest part was forcing herself to stay.
Aqua sat on the beach, the faint moonlight in the distance a constant reminder that she was still where she had been for what seemed like forever.
Forever. Surely there would be no end to it.
Tucking her knees up to her chest, Aqua gazed up to the moonlight, since there was nothing else to do. She decided to recount the reasons why she should keep going.
To find Terra. To save Ven. To find Terra. To save Ven.
But counting always came with a wave of memories.
The three of them together in the academy. Aqua practicing fire magic into a bucket, only to set the entire thing ablaze, a terrible pillar of flames rising up.
Ventus freaking out and casting air magic toward it, which made it bigger.
Terra, who seemed unfazed, dropping a bucket of water onto it. Telling Aqua that he didn’t look forward to when she was going to throw that at him during training, with that calm, slack smile that he always carried. That she missed.
These were just remnants now. And they left a dull, hard pain that numbness cannot ease.
The silence was also unbearable. It never stopped. Usually the voices she would hear were the ones that she remembered. Always in her mind. And most of the time, her mind wasn’t kind. How she pushed Terra away, how she didn’t understand him. How she bossed Ventus around instead of listening to him. All the times she could have done something differently to change what had happened.
“I’ve ruined us,” she said out loud, to break the quiet.
Aqua pulled out her Wayfinder, a trinket of a gorgeous blue hue that she had carefully made. A promise of a never-ending connection, with unique copies given to her best friends. No, she needed to go on.
Looking at the same moonlight and listening to the sound of the ocean never changed. She stood up and ventured back inland, knowing that at some point Heartless were going to attack her. But this was better than sitting for a never-ending time, though. It was otherwise the same routine.
Something had to change. Maybe soon Mickey will come back. It only had to be a matter of time. He wouldn’t just leave her here. She just had to be patient. But... can she wait for as long as she did? He said ten years had passed when he was last here. I don’t know how I can handle waiting another decade...
She stopped amidst tall grass. “Please come back,” she said aloud, hoping her words would travel far away from the Realm of Darkness and reach his ears. The tone of her voice was sad, but being here shredded any earnest expression of despair. She would even pray for despair, since it was something to feel other than a deadening semblance of tired hopelessness.
“Is there anyone else?” she asked out loud. Silence.
Aqua cast her gaze downward, feeling the need to cry but she was too numb to do so. She held her Wayfinder in both her hands. “I wonder if I’ll be okay in the end.”
“A remarkable question to ask to nothingness,” a voice said. The voice was incredibly deep, like it came from an older man. He spoke slowly, as if to express a sense of melancholy that he was also too desensitized to fully show it.
Aqua looked around her only to see an endless field of tall grass. “Who... W-where are you? Are you lost in the darkness, too?”
“I would say the end is merely a belief in which we convince ourselves into thinking that possibilities for us will surely cease.”
“I- I don’t see you at all. Who are you?” Someone that might change things for her? Someone that needed help?
“I am nothing, yet I am a friend.”
“Nothing?” She shook her head, despite realizing he might not be bale to see her either. “Should I call you a ghost then?”
“As you are for me.”
Aqua felt that the periods of time in between her friend’s visits were too long. But whenever he came, he was all the more welcomed.
“And here I venture again, unable to quell the need to come,” he said.
“Hi, friend,” she said, with a small smile to her lips, and it was the only kind of smile she was able to show in a place like this. “I don’t understand. Why wouldn’t you want to visit me?”
She walked among the field, away from the beach. She took a habit of finding a place to lie down so that she can look at whatever stars were left behind from a world ravished by darkness. They sparkled less here, but she didn’t mind. It was better to have her friend with her than any other moment spent in this forsaken terrain alone.
“As I knew what would happen, as I have tried to prevent - the absence of my heart is being replaced. You are a threat,” he said.
Aqua at first didn’t know what to say. “I think that’s the strangest tease anyone has ever tried giving me. You’re not very good at this.” She took a moment to pause. “What do you mean that your heart is absent?”
“I am no one. I have no heart.”
“Then how do you exist?”
“In nothingness.”
Aqua sighed. “Of course.”
Circular words. Endless rambling that always led to the same point. She perceived her friend confused and lost. He never spoke of his past because he could not remember it. He was coy about where he was and where he came from, though he spoke about wanting to be whole again. He usually came to ask her about her own memories - what it was like to live and to feel. What her favorite foods were and whether she had an attachment to them.
Mostly random questions like they came from a curious child who didn’t know how the world worked. It helped her remember her happiest memories, however, such as when the Master took them to a an amusement park when she was young. She had forgotten about it before. The voice liked to listen to himself talk, although he was also very introspective, and this reminded her of Terra.
“I think you are very mistaken,” she finally said. “Even ghosts have hearts.”
“A wretched heart, so despaired by death that it attaches itself to its most beloved in life in order to stalk what it considers its possession. A haunting, driven by the desire to stay connected to its past until it rots.”
Aqua wasn’t surprised that he knew so much about ghosts. The voice was usually well-versed in the knowledge of hearts and how they functioned in all walks of life.
“It’s strange. I know I have never met you before,” she said, “but here you are haunting me.”
“I am not a ghost.” For someone who was apparently alive, he acted as though he had never lived before.
“Right. You are a nobody. Because that makes sense,” she said quietly, not really wanting him to hear the disbelief in her voice. “Why do you think you and I are connected then? I have tried thinking about it, but I’m certain that I have never known you.”
“Because you are a remnant of my past.”
She sighed loudly. “I wish you were more direct with me.” Aqua knew that the Realm of Darkness did not operate at a normal pace of time. She wondered if somehow, in the future, she would finally leave, and meet him.
“A storm rages outside as we speak,” he said.
Something about the statement made Aqua’s stomach flip, although it was uncomfortable. It was nauseating, as though she was on the brink of learning something terrible.
“I do not remember my past, but speaking with you reminds me of emotions that I cannot define, like a cloudy storm,” he continued. “Alone with my work, I am as I should be. Yet here, in this room that you haunt, I am faced with certain trepidations. It is unstable. What would I ever do if I were to become lost?”
Her stomach sank. Her thoughts traveled back to when she met with Terra in the darkness. Is this what he meant when he implied that I won’t be able to recognize him? That his heart has ties to darkness? Does this mean that he’s dead? She was so shaken that she could barely speak without her voice quivering. “Terra?”
The voice took a long time to reply, and when he did, he spoke slower than normal. “I do not recognize that name, friend.”
She gasped out loud. She couldn’t comprehend his emotions, not that it mattered. If he was Terra, then she was worried for him. If he wasn’t, then she was disappointed that he still didn’t come back to help her. Either way, it was agonizing, so much so that her emotions were rising up and she could actually feel them in full.  Tears fell down her face. I don’t know what’s going on, but I need to find Terra.
“Help me,” she said, wiping tears from her face. “I need to get out of here. I’m so worried about my friend.”
“Your friend’s name is Xemnas, and I have it in my power to find you.”
She stopped crying, so shocked by the statement that initially she didn’t believe him. But it stirred hope for the first time in such a long while that she had forgotten what it felt like. “Please.”
“I vow I will one day,” he said calmly.
Aqua was eager for Xemnas to come back after their last conversation. Feelings came easier for her, and she admitted to herself that she was experiencing excitement. She thought about all of the things she would be able to do again. To taste food again. To sleep. To find Ven and wake up him. To tease him. To look into Terra’s eyes. To confess to him how she had felt about him for years, the one thing she had never done and regretted the most. She needed the chance to do it.
She needed it so badly and she was certain Xemnas would grant it to her. She told herself that he treasured talking with her as much as she treasured his visits, since they had helped her survive. It was nice to think that she made a new friend that she could finally meet face to face. She promised herself to bake him something special as thanks for saving her.
But he never came. The more time continued passing, the more she realized that she was in denial as she sat on the beach looking at the moon. Something horrible happened to him. He’s gone.
The excitement that she kept nurturing all this time swelled, but it was painful. She tucked her knees close to her chest and sobbed it all out until her throat hurt and her eyes swelled.
She came across a man on the beach. He was dressed in a long black robe, his hood covering his face. This man called himself Ansem, although his memories were clouded as well. A new companion, although the endless numbing of the Real of Darkness proved too much for him. He would sometimes disappear without her knowing where he went. She worried that he was going to snap at any moment. Conversations with him became more erratic as time went on, and eventually he made her feel alone even when was around.
At some point, it seemed as though he finally did. He was slumped on the  beach, responseless to her inquiries. She had promised herself to help and to take care of him, but in this way, it was like interacting with a statue. She wondered if she failed him, and asked him for forgiveness.
Defeated, she left the beach to walk across the field, if only to break the monotony of staring into the moonlight. Although the trek was tedious as well.
Today, however, something changed. Another man, one who was incredibly tall and barrel-chested, stood in the distance in a short wheat field in the night. He wore a similar robe and hood so that she couldn’t see his face.
“Hi there,” she said. “Are you lost, too?” She hoped that he wasn’t terribly affected by the darkness like the last one.
“What would you do if I were, friend?”
Aqua was surprised to hear this voice and it overwhelmed her with relief, that desperate need of feeling hope coming back.
“Xemnas,” she said with a breath as she approached him. “I’m so relieved. I was so sad that something might have happened to you.”
“It seems that the darkness hasn’t overtaken you just yet,” he said in a tone that depicted a scientist observing data.
Aqua shifted nervously at his expression. He seemed a bit colder than usual.
“I have come to fulfill my vow,” he said as he turned to walk away.
“Are you feeling alright?” she asked, traversing behind him, unsure if she even wanted an answer. Something didn’t seem right. He was clearly right in front of her, but something about him didn’t give her the sense that he even existed. Has the darkness harmed him?
“I do not feel anything,” he said as he continued walking. “It has taken far too long to find you, and we need to hurry.” His tone was deadpan, and it almost seemed as though he had forgotten who she was.
“I’m sorry, I don’t understand,” she said as she stopped. He stopped as well, turning to face her. “I had waited so long for you to come-” she began to say, until she noticed his face.
“Xemnas, can I see you?” She held her hands to her chest, nervous.
He removed his hood to show a dark face with orange eyes and long white hair that graced his shoulders. A man she confirmed to herself she had never met before, and yet it was a familiar beautiful face. “Terra?”
Xemnas gazed upon her coldly, his hands behind his back. It was uncanny, the resemblance.
“Why do you-” She took a sharp breath in and walked towards him, reaching for him. “You have to be him. Terra?”
Xemnas solemnly shook his head, and asked, “why do you think Terra has never come to rescue you?”
Because he didn’t want to. But it couldn’t be. She wanted to believe that Terra would never leave her behind, that he really was in the trouble she had seen him in. She knew that if he had the chance, he would have come. She had to tell herself that. But if that was true, then what happened?
She retracted her hand, tears forming in her eyes. “Because you have him.”
Xemnas raised his hands as he looked down on them. “How precious it is, our past. The one thing that makes us for who we are, and the one thing that we can keep to ourselves, so long as we are able to still grasp it.”
She choked back her tears as she realized how foolish she had been. What comfort was there to someone who so desperately needed a friend? Nothingness. Her bond with Xemnas was nothing. Her throat clenched as she thought about the hours she had waited for him to come back. She thought about the comfort he had given her, when it never was supposed to exist. Only because he needed her for something. And now, Terra needed her.
She summoned her Keyblade. “Where is he?”
Xemnas, ignoring that she was threatening him, reached out to her with one hand. “He is here. Would you like to see him?”
Xemnas had pulled his hood back up as he led the way through the wheat field. Aqua followed behind him, her Keyblade still drawn. He had made no move to threaten her, nor did he attempt to attack her. The wheat they were walking through seemed to get taller, and it was disorienting.
They reached a clearing. On a boulder sat a tall man, hooded and robed. He seemed unresponsive to their entrance.
Xemnas stood his ground, as though he had reached his destination. Aqua tried to get an expression out of him, but was unable to read him. She looked upon the man sitting on the boulder. It had been so long now. The possibility that she was finally this close to Terra was unbearable.
“Terra?!” she called out as she ran towards him, but she was attacked by a powerful magnetic force from behind as she was thrown against the ground and her Keyblade flew out of her reach.
A different voice replied, “he will not respond.”
A different man entered the clearing, his face also hooded. His voice sounded much younger than Xemnas’.
“What does that mean?” She struggled to get up, her back sore from the blast.
The younger man waved his arms to play with the wheat. “We had to prepare him.” He summoned a Keyblade of his own, one that Aqua did not recognize. “We are here to discuss a deal with you. He has proven to be a most rambunctious, unreliable member of our Organization.“ His voice was almost sweet, but there was an aspect to the sweetness that seemed warped, as if he was insincere in his politeness. 
“I will not deal with you.”
“A shame, since we need to dispose of him.”
“You will not!” She summoned her Keyblade and attempted to get up and attack, but fighting both the man and Xemnas, who wielded dual swords of his own, proved to be fruitless. Her injuries piled on. Darkness here had always been stronger, and these men did not compare to the feral, unintelligent Heartless she’d been wasting away. She was slashed from behind, and stumbled onto the ground.
“It is just a deal of equal opportunity. His life for yours,” the young man said. “Surely, Terra’s life is worth some consideration from your part? Or has your heart blackened that much?”
Aqua, staring at her Keyblade, shook her head. “My heart isn’t-”
“Is it not a fair trade?”
Aqua breathed slowly. Terra. There were so many things left unsaid. There was so much confusion left unresolved. If she could have one more chance to find him in the lounge, sleeping with a book laid out on his chest, she would never scold him for it again. She would do anything it took to make him happy, since deep down she admitted that she knew he felt the same way for her.
But if she gave herself up for Terra, then Ventus wouldn’t have anyone there to wake him up.
Ventus. How she left him sleeping in that lonely room. He used to be vibrant. Always running around the castle. Always willing to spar. Always looking for a reason or a way to annoy her, with that silly toothy smile on his face. If she could, she’d give him a chance to be annoying again, since she knew it was his favorite thing to do. She would let him talk his ear out, and instead of silencing him, she would laugh. He needed her the most.
It was her punishment to choose.
I’ve ruined us because I pushed the both of you away. I’m so sorry.
She squeezed her Keyblade and considered to fight again, but she was too weak to get up.
“Just think of what the both of you will gain,” the young man continued. “Freedom. You would both be free of the cages that keep you locked.“
Freedom. A chance to actually get back to life. But it wasn’t worth the price without the both of them back in her life. They were her family. I can’t do anything for them here, anyway. I need to get out of here to help them.
I wonder... if I could use this to my advantage. If I can sabotage our enemies instead.
Throughout this time, she felt numb. But now, she had direction.
Aqua refused to choose. She kept her facial expression neutral, careful to make sure that the two men did not notice any inkling that she was scheming.
She gripped her Keyblade and brought it closer. I break the bond between us, she said to it in her mind. She couldn’t have it where she was going, and to fall into the wrong hands would ruin everything. It disappeared.
Her voice was shaky. “You said you would release him? Prove it.”
Xemnas approached Terra, who was still sitting unresponsively on the boulder, and summoned what seemed like a portal.
Aqua swallowed a lump in her throat, an incredibly difficult feat for her. “I agree to the trade,” she said quietly. 
The young man looked over to Xemnas, as though he was a bit surprised to hear that. “And I had expected that this was going to be much more difficult. They said you were strong and stubborn.”
“I am strong.” She whispered as quietly as she could to herself so that neither of them would hear. A promise to only herself. “You will not have me.”
The young man raised his Keyblade to Terra’s chest, and a light shone and expanded before he lowered it. Aqua scuffled towards Terra, resting her hands on his lap.
“Terra,” she pleaded, looking up to the face shadowed within the hood. She paid no mind to the other men around her. All she looked at was his face. A pair of yellow eyes. But it was still his beautiful face. Please smile at me. Please be okay. Please be free.
“Terra, look at me. Please.” She sounded desperate, needing to see some reaction. Anything to let her know he was back before it was too late for her.
She felt a forceful heat come over body, like it was seeping into her skin, and she felt her limbs go numb first. He looked down at her, the first sign of movement that he’d ever shown. The last thing she saw was his yellow blending into green.
A/N: Thank you guys so much for reading!! I hope this was enjoyable... in the almost saddest way possible. But it’s going to be okay! I don’t really do angst for angst’s sake. If you have been following my other fics, my fluffy one “Beloved Memories, in Notes” and my main adventure “Strength to Protect the Things That Matter” will both be updated along the next few days!! I have to say, this series overall draws many small parallels with what I have been planning for my main fic. It’s crazy how that happens when you don’t realize it.
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Forgotten Winchester Sister
PART ONE
Paring:WinchesterxSister!reader  Maybe JackxReader
Warining: violence 
AO: This is going to be a series so enjoy!
I grew up with a family in Ohio. My Mother’s Name was Kathrin and my Father’s Name Chris. I lived a Pretty normal live. School, Teenager Problems etc. The only normal thing was that my family tortured me.  I turned 18 last week and it was then when I discovered that my life has been a lie. Kathrin and Chris weren’t my Parents. And Andrews wasn’t my last name. The only thing that was true was my name. Y/N. But everything else has been a lie. I Remember Piece’s Words and faces. But the first thing I remembered was my last name. Winchester.
I asked my “Parents” about this. But they started screaming at me and said that I would be insane.  That I am theirs. So I Started searching on the Internet, After I hacked the Police department I found a file with the name Winchester on it. Sam and Dean. When I read these names a memory came back. Words. “Y/N  everything is going to be ok” I Looked at the photos. I had tears in the eyes when I read below the names DEAD. This can’t be true. I spent all day reading the file. It was pretty big And confusing. They say that they killed Dean like 3 Times. I wrote down important facts about them until my Mother came in my room and started screaming at me.  She took my Computer and Locked my door from outside. No way I would stay longer here in hell. I looked at the little book with Notes on them and started Packing my stuff. I found an address where they had been seen.  Somewhere in Lebanon, Kansas. I took my Money from the mini job I had, it wasn’t much but enough. I opened my window and looked back one more time. I wrote a letter to my Parents and explained everything. I saw a few Photos On the wall and decided to bring them along then I started climbing out the window.  I was on the rooftop and looked if anybody would see me. When I saw no one I jump in the Neighbor’s garden and ran off.
I found a Bus station and bought me a Ticket. The bus drive was long but I heard music with my MP3 Player. When  I arrived in Kansas  I immediately bought me a Map. I couldn’t use Google maps because I knew my Parents would track me down with the GPS. So when I had the Map I took another bus And then I was standing where the Brothers had been seen last. It was a fast food restaurant called Cole’s.  The street down was a Motel so I decided to first rent a Room and then to go to Cole’s. I got a Little room with a bed. It was good enough. I searched for a Jacked and then I went outside. The sunset was Beautiful. When I arrived at Cole’s again it was almost full. I found a free Spot and after a while a women came to me. “What can I do for you?” I looked at the Card “Ehm, can I Have number 5 Please?” She nodded “Something to drink?” “Water please” With that she went in the Kitchen. I Looked around but I saw nor Dean or Sam. I took out the Book with the Notes and read it. “Here is your order” I smiled at her “Thank you”. My stomach growls and I started to eat. What when I would find them? What would I do. What should I do when they didn’t want to see me?. While I was eating so many Questions went through my head. I started writing down the memory’s I had. And when I looked at the clock it was almost midnight. I decided to come back tomorrow morning. When I was walking down the street to my Hotel I started asking myself what would happened when I wouldn’t find them?  I entered my room and let myself fall on the Bed. It wasn’t soft it felt like stone but I have to get used to this. I quickly got in the shower that I had and went then to bed. I was exhausted. Sleep came quickly as the next morning to. I looked at my Phone 5 am. Ok I want to be at Cole’s at 6 am.  
When I was there Listening to music and looking up whenever somebody walked in I got pretty Bored. I Decided to stop listening to music but starting to draw. So I would hear when somebody walked through the door. The waiter came often to me and I ordered always something to drink so they wouldn’t toss me out. It was 11am when a man with a Trench coat came in. I looked down again and continued drawing when I overheard something “Yes number 5 with extra cheese for dean and number 9 for sam. Oh and number 7 for Jack. That’s all thanks.” I had no idea who this Jack was but he Knew Sam and Dean. I started packing my stuff and went outside Cole’s so I could follow this man. I put my Headphones in and played the Music low and I took my book out and started faking drawing. When he came out I follow him. I started making notes where he went so I would find the way back to my motel afterwards. He didn’t even look back once. When he was Walking a lonely street I began to panic a little. What if he knew I was following him and this was a trap. But then I said again I have to know. What if he really knows sam and dean. I want to know them to. To ask them so many questions.
I stood behind a tree when the man entered what seemed to be an old fabric or something like that. When he opened the door he said “Sam Dean I’m back” And closed the door behind Him. My heart stared beating fast. I wanted to go after him but I stayed behind the tree for a few minutes breathing heavily. I came out and looked around. Here was nothing expect This old Building. I walked through the Door. It was Locked. I knew how to open Locks but I was afraid that they would hear me. I decided that I would deal with that later. I took the picklock and opened the Lock. I tried to open the door slowly so it wouldn’t make any sounds. I entered and tried to close it as slowly and silent. When I turned around I saw stairs so I went them down. There was a freaking big table with some kind of a map in it. And then there was like a Hallway with tables in them and Bookshelf’s everywhere. I heard voices in another room. My heart felt like it would jump out off my chest. I walked towards The big table and looked over it. It had a map in it the whole world. I walked in the hallway with the many tables. I looked around there were some glass display cases with old stuff in it. I heard footsteps behind me and I turned Around Quickly.  There was a boy standing, he seemed to be in my age, he had brown hair and eyes. He Looked confused at me. I tried to make up an excuse for being in somebody’s home. But I couldn’t thing of any. “how did you come in?” I looked at him “Ehm through the door” He looked more confused. But then I heard more Footsteps “Hey Jack what Takes so long?” A Tall Man with long Brown hair and Green eyes came in the Hallway and Looked alarmed when he saw me. I looked at him. Sam. He Really is Freaking tall. He seemed like he wanted to say something but didn’t. Then two other people came in the Hallway “What are you idiots doing?” One was the dark haired man with the Trench coat and another had brown hair green eyes and freckles all over his Face.  He looked alarmed too first but then he looked like he panicked. He looked to Sam and then back to me. “W-Who are you?” His voice almost sounded scary like he didn’t wanted to hear the Answer. “’ Y/N. And I’m sorry for breaking in your home it’s just that I-” The dark Haired man took a step Forwards and put a hand on my forehead. “What are you doing?” He looked at me and said nothing. All this started to make me angry. I pushed his arm aside and took a step back. “Listen I’m sorry for breaking in but I just want Answers ok? And I Know I can find them here” I looked at Sam and Dean “Sam Dean Please I Need your help” When I said their names it seemed that they had lost all blood in their face’s.  “You know her?” Asked the boy and Dean whispered “Yes” I felt so happy to hear this. They could help me finding out who I am.  Sam looked at me sadness only in his eyes “Why did you come here?” I looked at him confused and with anger “Should I have stayed with my “Family”?” He nodded “You were save there Y/N!” I looked to dean who was looking down. “Save? I wasn’t save there Sam. I’M not here to talk about this. I want to Know where do I know you and why did you left me?” Dean Looked up Tears in his eyes “What?” I Looked to him “You promised me that you wouldn’t left me. This is one of the few things I remember” Dean looked hearth broken so does Sam. Sam Signed “Ok Let’s talk”.
It was Almost Day again when Sam and Dean finished their Story. When I was little dean found a nice witch and asked her to erase my memory so I would forget about the supernatural. And then they told me about Sam having demon blood in him and Dean going to Hell. Dean coming back Thanks Castiel. They told me about Michael And Lucifer the Cage and Soulless Sam And the Mark of Cain. Demon dean The Few Apocalypse, Dean told me Pround Of the One time he Killed Hitler, The angels crisis and the leviathan things  about the British man of Letters, about mum. everthing. I have to say it was Pretty hard to believe.  After the Story nobody said anything for a few minutes. I needed to progress all this. Sam Looked at me with a small smile. “How was your life Y/N?” I Looked at him “Not as Adventurous as yours.” He laugh and dean had a small smile on his face.  “My life wasn’t like you guys wanted it to be. I mean I didn’t hunt Monsters but I wasn’t save.” They looked at me with confusion and Dean said “What do you mean not save?” I Smiled sadly and Castiel who sat next to jack said “Your Back” I looked over him and then back to Sam and Dean who looked confused. “ I wanted it to be a Secret only I Know but I’m sure when I’m not going to say it castiel will. The family I stayed with was very” I searched for a word “Strict.” Castiel made a strange noise and said “They were Bad Y/N.” I looked over him “Let me finish. Well In the morning I went to school did homework there and when I came home. When I was lucky my “Parents” Weren’t there and I had some spare time. But as soon as I was home they would start to Torture me. Only on the back so when I have to go somewhere nobody would see anything.  Well it went on forever till i decided a few days ago to run away “ dean Looked Furious “They did What?!” I Looked at him with a smile “It’s Ok dean” Sam stood up “no it’s Not Y/N! Nothing about this is Ok! Why did you stayed there?!” I Laughed “Were was is supposed to go Sam? I was a child. And there were Adult they threaten my friends. I couldn’t have gone anywhere!” Castiel was About to Put his Hand on my Shoulder But I took it “Castiel I swear if you try this again I will hurt you” He looked at me “How do you know what I was about to do?” I let go off his arm and Looked at the Clock. I took my jacket and Went to the stairs. “Where are you going?”  I Looked at Dean tired “In my Motel I’m Tired” Sam shook his head “Y/N you Can live here. God this is Your home” I looked at him and put my jacket on “Thanks sam but all my stuff is there and I need time alone” I walked up the stairs until someone grabed my arm I looked sam in the eyes “Y/N let us drive you if you really want to go back” I shook my head “Sam I will walk. And if you are scared that something could happen to me. Remember I survived worse.” I opend the Door and looked back “Good night”
When I was in My room I didn’t want to think about anything I just went to the bed and slept. Sounds wake me up. I opened one eye and heard that somebody was trying to open my door. I had a Knife under my Pillow I took it and hid it under my blanket. The door opened and Sam and Dean Came in. I looked at them and put the Blanket over my head. Sam Laughed and Dean said “Wake up Sunshine” I Looked at them “Why?” They just laughed and I sighed. I got up and saw that they brought breakfast. I sat down at the little table I had in the room and Dean gave me a fruit salad. I looked down at the salad and Sam said “We weren’t sure if you still liked this but you used to love this” I had tears in the eyes and smiled at them “Yes I still love this Thank you” sam smiled and started eating. I opened the salad and was about to eat “How did you guys know I am here?” Dean looked at Sam “Well you said it Yesterday” I ate a strawberry “No I didn’t” Sam Took out his computer and showed me how he tracked me down. I nodded and continued eating. Sam was confused “You’re ok with this?” I nodded “I would have track you guys down too if I had my laptop with me but I left it in Ohio” Sam smiled “You couldn’t have find us” I Looked at him and took his Computer. I hacked the Police Again and showed Sam and dean their Files “This Is How I came here and If I had my laptop here I would have done this-“ I opened Street cameras around here and showed them sam and dean “I would have looked if I saw you and tracked you down” I Ate a banana. Sam and dean exchange a look. Sam looked at me Smiling “You really are a Winchester” I smiled still eating.  I Looked to Dean “So what’s the Plan?” Dean Looked at me “What do you want?”  I finished my Salad and took  fries from Dean’s burger and same looked at Me like I had gone Crazy. “I want to Be with my Family if that’s ok for you guys” Sam smiled “Yes!” Dean Looked at me “But you’re going to stay out of Trouble!” I Looked at him “If it Possible ok. But I want to Help with the Hunting Stuff!” Dean gave sam a look “see I knew this would happen” Sam smiled “You can’t keep a Winchester from Hunting” Dean Signed “Ok I knew this Would happened. And I know that if I forbid you to go Hunt you would still do it without us so.” He gave me a Newspaper and showed me an Article “Married Pair died in their Home. No one broke in and the Police didn’t found any Clues.” I read Loud. Dean Had a Stupid Smirk on his face and nodded. “Ghosts?” I asked and he Looked Proud. Sam Laughed “Normally We would give you and FBI Card or something like this But you are 18 So we did this. He gave ma A Card “FBI Trainee?”  Dean Smirked “It was My idea” Sam gave him an annoying look “Really Dean?” Dean Just Smiled. “Ok Y/N Let’s go Hunt some Ghosts”  
Dean was Driving And Sam Sat next to him Searching something with his Phone he gave me the Laptop and Let me Do researches. I Looked up when Dean put an cassette “Dean no” Sam Looked to his Brother “Sam Driver Picks the Music Shotgun shuts his Cakehole” I Giggled.  Then Highway to Hell Started Playing and I sang along. Sam Turned around and looked at me like I Betrayed him. Dean laughed “See Sammy A True Winchester” I Continued researching and Singing.
“Hello Miss I’m agent Ferro and this is my partner Wellock, and our Trainee vione. Can we ask you a few Questions” The Sister from the Victim nodded . “I said everything I know the Police” Sam Nodded “We know miss but we Have to do it again” I Listened to what Dean and Sam said. Sam Gave me a look and I asked the Women “I’m Sorry can I use The Bathroom?” The women nodded “Yes sure, Down the Floor last door right” I nodded and went to the Floor and took the EMF out. I went down the Floor and The EMF Played like crazy. “Go Away!” I turned around but no one was here. I turned back to Dean and Sam. Sam Stood up “Thank you Miss”
 “What did you find?” I Looked to Dean who sat in the Driver seat “There is Definitely a Ghost in the house. I even heard someone saying ‘Go Away’ I Found an Article in the Internet That a Girl Named Ehm Claudia Housten. Her Mum ,Sarah,  is still Alive and Lives not far away” Sam smiled Proudly “Good Job Y/N” I Smiled “Thank you I Had The Best Teachers”.
“Why does the FBI want to know about Claudia?”  Sam was about to say something but I interrupted him. “ The FBI goes over some old cases this is one of them”  Dean smiled “Yes what she said”. Sarah Gave us a cup of tee and sat down “I still can’t get Over her Death,  I Knew that Claudia’s Boyfriend Mark was Not good for her but she Loved him. One Night I worked till late in the day and when I came back” She had tears in her eyes. I took her hand “It’s alright” She nodded “I found her Cut in Pieces. We had to burn her body. The Police never found The Killer.” Sam and Dean asked a few other questions and then we went back to the car. “So what now. They burned her body” Sam nodded “Maybe there’s Something in the House” I Looked at my Phone “I think we have to Find Her Ex-Boyfriend maybe he Knows more. But Can we get something to eat first?”
I Ordered a Burger With Dean and Sam a Salad. Sam was looking where This Mark lives. I looked at Dean “Hey you said that Jack is a Nephilim right?” Dean nodded Sam looked up “Why?” I shrug “Just curious” I looked at my Phone 4 Missing Calls from Steve. I choose to Ignore it, I started a new Life. After that we went to Mark his apartment. He told us about Claudia that he loved her even when everybody said that he wouldn’t.  He didn’t went out with somebody else in all this time because he loved her so much. “I Just Miss her so much” he said while tears were running down his cheeks. He couldn’t help us, He said the same things as Claudia’s mother. So after that I laid in the back seats of the Impala and tried to think about Claudia. I was pretty sure that Claudia wasn’t the one saying that I should go away. The Voice sounded like I little boys Voice. “Watcha thinking Sunshine?”  I looked out of the window “she wasn’t the only one Dean.” Opened the door to have a better look at me “You mean the Voice you  heard?” I nodded “He sounded Like he was scared for me. Like if I stayed at this house any Longer something would happen to me” I frowned “I Know what happened!” I sat up and Sam Opened the Other door. “What?” I opened The laptop and showed them a foto from Claudia’s Family. “It’s Not the House! Well yes But wait a second. Claudia’s family Fought to get to life in this house another Family wanted the House but Claudia got it. The family’s name was Metthew I Think, Well they went to the House with their young son end he Died there. I think the family got revenge with killing Claudia.” Sam took the computer and Looked for something “If that’s true why is Claudia and tis boy still in the House?” Dean Closed the door and went to sit on the Drivers seat “Let’s Go back to the House and find out why she’s still there”
Claudias sister wasn’t home so Sam opened the door. Sam gave me a gun but I shook my head “Im better with Knives” Dean looked to me “Normal Knives can’t Hurt Them!” I Nodded “my Knives Aren’t Normal”.  Sam went upstairs and dean and I stayed downstairs looking for something. “Why are You her! Go Away!” I turned around and saw a Little boy whose Left arm was missing. “I’m Here to help you please” He Started to cry “Go away” I took one Step closer “You don’t want to Hurt anybody. So let me help you” Dean Came in the room and Looked at me and the Boy. The Boy still looked at me “Please…. Help us” fell down on his Knees and Cried. I Looked to Dean “We will Help you. Say What Happened to you?” He looked up “She won’t let us leave she-“ We heard sam Screaming Dean Looked at me and I nodded he went upstairs. “She’s here” I looked to the Boy “Who is She?” He shook his Head and disappeared. “Fuck” I said while running up the stairs. I saw dean and Sam Laying on The Ground and A women With Blond Hair and Brown eyes. She looked at me and Laughed. She Lifted her Arm and I Couldn’t move anymore “Y/N” Sam said. The women came Walking to Me Till her hand was around my throat. “I Think someone Like you Would be nice to have” I looked behind her were I saw So many children. They all looked scared and sad. “You gonna let her control you Forever?” I asked and the Children Looked at me Confused “you are stronger than her, She isn’t going to stop” The women Laughed “They aren’t strong” I Looked at her “We all are” With this I Stabbed her with my Knife. She looked at me Confused and let me down. I saw Sam pointing his gun at her and shooting all his bullets. The women saw to the Children “Kill them!” The boy looked at me And walked towards the women only To hurt her. The other Children Followed soon and The women screamed in pain until everything disappeared. I looked down. Dean put his hand on my shoulder “Good job” I Looked up and nodded.
After The Hunt we went eating Something Sam looked at me Scared to ask his question “Are you Coming Home?” The Two of them Looked at me scared of what I will say. “Tomorrow I will come home ok?” They had the Biggest smiles on their faces. After that they Drove me to my Motel. “Im gonna call you tomorrow so you two can help me with my stuff”.
I Heard sounds and I wake up again. It was in the middle of the Night. Someone was Trying to open my door. I went to the door “Sam If you want to come in you-“ My body froze when I saw Steve. “Who’s this Sam Guy Hm?” He pushed me In the room and Closed the door behind him. I still couldn’t move. “What’s up Babygirl? Did you thought I wouldn’t find you?” I walked slowly to the Bed where my knife was.  He Came to me and touched my Wrist “Ahh How I’ve missed This” I Had only A long sized T-Shirt on. I Punched him in the face and Took the Knife and my Phone. “Fuck you Bitch!” When he saw I was calling someone He took out a gun and and pointed it at me. “Put the Phone down!” I tried to think of a way out but there was none. “Hmm Y/N What’s up Why did you call At 2:30 in the Morning” I heard Deans sleepy voice over the Phone. “Y/N?” Steve Looked at me “Put the Fucking Phone Down!”  I looked at him and he shot next to me in the Wall. I dropped the Phone and he smiled “Good Girl now kick it over here” I could hear how dean screamed at the Phone but I Kicked it over to him “Good Girl see this is how I like it” He looked at the phone and hung up. He came Closer “Now Drop the Knife. We don’t want to hurt Anybody”------
To be Continued 
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Only With You: chapter 1/?
AN: This is a story that I posted last year around November to wattpad but never got around to it and am now realizing how neglectful I am to my precious babies so I’m going to do a chapter to each story of mine that has chapters or re-do a story or finish a one shot, I JUST WANNA GET SHIT DONE SO THERE’S MORE TO COME DON’T WORRY I WILL GET TO YOUR FAV’S EVENTUALLY. also this came out so much longer than it was supposed to but I hope you liked it.
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Summary Modern AU: It’s been about 3 years since high school graduation for the losers club. Beverly moved to Portland right after what happened in the sewers, mike moved away after his grandpa died the sophomore year of high school with an aunt(the last living relative he had), and Ben ended up going to a college in Portland to be closer to Beverly. The only losers left in Derry were Richie Tozier, Stanley Uris, Eddie Kaspbrak, and Bill Denbrough. They all went to college together but never really saw each other. They each made new friends with the classes they had. Every now and then one of them would see one of the friends in a class they had. Often they said hi and made small talk but never talked long enough to actually reconnect as friends, no matter how much any of them wanted to. Beverly’s father is close to death and has moved to Portland with his sister to be taken care of and the four distant friends left in Derry must go and support Beverly in her time of need. The four have to drive across the country together, but every city and state passed leads them to reveal more and more about how they truly feel about each other. Both good and bad feelings are set loose for the old friends to ponder, it is up to them to decide if they come back drifted even further apart or with a stronger relationship.
This chapter contains physical abuse towards one of the characters. Trigger warning!
Eddie
Eddie was so happy that today was the last day of the semester. He had just finished his last class of the day and felt free, stress-free that is. It was finally summer.
No classes for 3 months!!! He thought.
He remembered what summer meant to him and he also remembered how he used to spend his summers, outside with his friends traveling around the town and meeting new people. He remembered his old friends and thought of how much he missed those times.
Well, Stan and Bill are still here. I’ll just ask if they wanna get dinner sometime or go to a movie or something. It’d be nice to spend some time with them.
His thinking affected his ability to move for a little bit so while everyone was leaving he was slowly putting his things away while thinking of his old friends.
A girl he used to hang out with last year walked up to him and called his name. Her name was Sarah and she had long ginger hair, she reminded Eddie of Beverly and that was mainly the only reason he liked talking to her. The reason he stopped talking to her was that she was talking about Eddie behind his back. Not exactly something Beverly would do.
“Hey Eddie, what are you gonna do this summer?” She asked.
Eddie snapped out of his trance-like state and was a little confused because he wasn’t paying attention.
“what?”
“I said what are you gonna do this summer.” She asked.
“Oh I don’t know, I’ll probably just hang out with Lenny and go visit my mom or something. What about you?” He asked.
He didn’t really care. The only reason he asked back was to be polite.
“Oh probably just go visit my family in Florida”
“Oh that’s nice” he said enthusiastically, again not really caring.
“And you’re still dating Lenny? I thought you guys broke up?”
Eddie smiled, wondering why this girl was being nosey. “Uh-ya we did…but we got back together so.”
“Oh…ok well I hope it works out!” After she speaks she rubs Eddie’s hand with hers.
“Oh thank you Sarah, you have a good summer.” He says putting as much sarcasm as he can into his statement before removing his hand from her grasp.
“Ya we should hang out before I leave” she said.
“Oh ya totally that’d be so much fun!” He said.
“Ok well let me know when you’re free so I can schedule plans.” She said.
“Ok will do!” Eddie said. Smiling until she passed him then proceeding to roll his eyes.
There is a reason I stopped talking to you Sarah, take a hint.
Eddie looks at his phone as he is putting his things away and sees a text from Lenny. ❤️Lenny❤️ Hey babe I’ve got a surprise for you tonight❤️❤️❤️dress nice and I’ll pick you up at your dorm tonight at 6. Love you 😘.
Eddie smiled. It got him thinking about Lenny. His rugged, curly, long, brown hair that reached right above his jawline, and god that jawline. His brown eyes that Eddie loved and his inappropriate jokes that made him smile on the inside. He loved Lenny.
Even though he could be a little harsh sometimes. He thinks.
He remembers that he has to leave because the class was over and so he finishes putting his things up in his bag and leaves. He checks the time and sees that it is 4:45 pm
He rushed to his dorm room and unlocked the door, after walking in, he nearly slipped on a piece of paper that was on the floor. He adjusted himself and reached Down to pick it up. He saw that it was a note.
Eddie, meet me in professor Jacobs room at 5pm today. If you don’t come I will tell everyone your most embarrassing secret!   -with  extra love ❤️ anonymous
My most embarrassing secret? He thought. He didn’t remember telling anyone of his friends a big secret of his.
“That’s a weird sketchy note” he said. He brushed it off and put the note on the bed and but then thought
“Shit, I don’t even know my biggest secret…”  He checked the time on his phone and saw that it was almost 5:00
“Should I stay or should I go? I’ve got a date with Lenny at six. I should have enough time to come back and change.” He thought.
He decided to go. He put his backpack down on his bed and grabbed his phone and kept it close just in case he needed to call 911 and pepper spray in his back pocket in case he needed to protect himself.
He no longer needed his pills and inhaler to feel safe and protected from things that could harm him anymore.
He left his dorm room making sure to lock the door behind him and he was off to professor Jacobs’ room. He didn’t really know what to expect but he figured he might as well get it over with.
It could just be one of his friends trying to prank him or get him out of his dorm.
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Stan
Stan arrives at professor Jacobs and when he walks in he sees nobody there. The class was completely empty. He looked at the note again and made sure he had the right classroom.
Hey Stan meet me in professor Jacobs room today at 5 please. If you don’t show up I will tell everyone I know that we slept together and believe me you don’t want that. -with love ❤️ anonymous
Yep, this was the class. This was the only professor Jacobs on campus too. He went down the stairs and decided to sit down and wait. He didn’t know any other friends that would threaten him with something like this. All of his friends were nice.
He waited about 5 minutes and checked the time.
5:05
He decided nobody else was gonna show up and this was probably a weird prank of some sort.
Stan stood up, grabbed his bag and when he turns around he sees…Bill.
An old friend he hasn’t been alone with in a long time, walking down the steps towards him. Bill stops in his tracks.
“Stan?”
“Bill?”
They both said each other’s names in a confused tone at the same time, causing them to smile awkwardly at each other.
“Hey..bill” Stan said nervously.
“Hey…” bill said
They stood in awkward silence until stand decided to finally break the awkward silence between them.
“Did uh… did you get a note too?” Stan asked.
Bill pulls a piece of paper out of his pocket and waves it around. “Ya I didn’t really know wh-what to expect…who-whoever wrote this said that if I don’t come they’re gonna tell my professors they caught me cheating o-on my finals.”
Stan let out a small laugh and the next sentence slipped out completely.
“Well I was just about to leave but…if you stay…I’ll stay.”
Bill nodded and smiled.
“O-Okay”
He was secretly happy to spend some time with his old friend. He missed him honestly. Stan and bill were pretty close when they were in high school.
Sure it helped that they were in the same friend group but they also talked to each other when the others weren’t around. They had their own inside jokes and told their own secrets. They probably knew each other better than anyone else in the group knew them.
They were all best friends as a group, but Stan and Bill were each other’s best friends. And both of the boys missed each other.
Neither one of them could bring themselves to tell the other person, and this resulted in 3 years of small talk that lead nowhere. Bill got new friends, Stan got new friends but neither of them knew that they lingered to be together again just as much as the other did.
Stan put his stuff back down on the desk and Bill took a spot right next to him.
“So what do you th-think this is all about?” Bill asked. Trying his hardest not to stutter. Bill didn’t stutter when he was talking to other friends, it would only happen if he was talking to friends from the losers club.
Stan smiled, hearing Bill stutter for the first time in years made him remember old times. Hanging out with the other losers through our high school and laughing about stupid things. Telling secrets and having their own sleepovers.
“I don’t know honestly, I was a little freaked out when I read it and I didn’t know who was gonna be here.” Stan continued.
“I haven’t heard you stutter since freshman year Bill.” Stan smiled. Freshman year of college was the only year that Stan and Bill had a class together.
Bill grinned and said, “I-I guess it’s bec-cause you bring back memories.” Both of the boys let out a small laugh and started talking about some of the most memorable moments they had with each other when they were children.
It was another 15 minutes until the boys realized that nobody else was here.
“Where is everyone else?” Stan asked.
“I d-don’t know, maybe it’s ju-just sup-posed to be m-me and y-y-you.” Bill says the last word and looks down with a nervous look in his eyes.
It wasn’t until bill looked back up and saw Stan give a small smile and said  "ya…maybe it is.“ That Bill smiles back.
While the boys were talking to each other, Eddie entered the room. He saw 2 figures at the bottom of the stairs sitting in 2 desks next to each other.
He walked down the steps and when finally close enough to recognize the strangers he spoke, letting them know of his presence.
"Stan? Bill?” Eddie asked confused. “What are you doing here?”
“Hey, Eddie!” Stan said with a joyful tone. He was a little confused that his old friends were invited here, the only person missing was Richie.
“W-we all got a note huh?” Bill asked.
Eddie pulled his out. “Ya I guess so”
“Who do you think told us all to come here?” Eddie asked while sitting down next to bill.
“Well the only person missing is Richie so….probably Richie.” Stan assumed.
The boys suddenly heard a door from the bottom right side of the classroom open, revealing Richie Tozier.
“Oh c'mon Stan you’re no fun, It was supposed to be a surprise!”
Richie walked to the desk in front of the classroom, leaned against the desk then smiled.
“WHATS UP LOSERS!?”
“Richie?” Bill questioned. “Richie!” Eddie responded in shock. “Richie.” Stan said unsurprised.
The 3 said in unison. “Yes, it is I, the handsome, the dashing, the sexy Richie Tozier.”
Stan snorted “More like Dick Tozier” he mumbled, causing Bill to giggle and look over with a smile.
Richie gave a fake smile before continuing.
“You’re probably wondering why I called you all here.“
"Ya you know you could have just texted us right?” Stan said
Richie gave a sarcastic “Oh my bad” face and said “Well I would have called you but I don’t have bills number and he doesn’t have any social media,”
Bill nodded in agreement before Richie moved on.
“Stan you don’t even have an iPhone and I don’t associate with non-Apple users, but I also tried calling you one time when I was drunk and it went straight to voicemail like 4 times so I thought you blocked me,” Stan nodded in agreement.
“…and Eddie blocked me on everything…so.” he said in a chirpy tone.
Eddie looked away, not wanting to think about why he had blocked him. He remembered anyway and felt a sudden flood of annoyance wash over his mind and heart.
“Don’t worry Ed’s, I forgive you” Richie says blatantly. Eddie furrowed his eyebrows and anger reflected off of his face, Are you fucking serious?! running through his mind before rolling his eyes and taking his phone out and pretending he had something better to do. Richie was acting like the same Richie from his childhood, but more recently from his first semester in freshman year.
That was the only semester they had a class together.
Richie continued on with his speech unaffected by Eddie’s body language.
“Ben called me earlier this morning and told me that Beverly’s Dad is really sick, and his doctor is saying that there is a huge chance he might die soon. So I told him that we would all be there.” Eddie looked up from his phone concerned.
“Beverly’s dad? I thought he stayed here?” Saying her full name was foreign to the group, but they all grew apart so easily they felt like the right to call her ‘bev’ was given up the second they decided to give each other up.
“That’s what I thought” Stan agreed.
“He moved there a few months ago because he got really sick and he didn’t have anyone to take care of him.” Richie said.
“But wasn’t her dad…” Bill trailed off, hoping the rest of the group caught on to what he was implying.
“Yeah…and now he’s with her, sometimes even alone. And Ben isn’t always there with her. I just think it’s a good idea to be with her and make her feel a little less alone. She said she wants to stay with him and even if he did do all those things to her, he’s still her dad.” RIchie said.
His last sentence flipped a switch in Eddie’s mind, thoughts swarming around memories of his childhood, of his mother. Eddie’s mother died his freshman year of college, it had been two years but the scab was all too fresh and ready to peel.
He thought about Richie’s sentence again but modified it to fit his situation.
Even if she did do all those things to me, she’s still my mom. he thought. Eddie was pulled out of his thoughts by stan’s voice, the rest of them having a conversation without him.
“Wait, Richie, we can’t just leave to Portland out of the blue.” Stan says.
“You’re completely right Stanley, that’s why we’re leaving in 2 weeks. Is that enough notice for you? Two weeks for packing and enough time to spend with each other so we seem like actual friends by the time we get there.” Eddie scoffed making sure Richie heard, he earned a look of wonder from Richie. It was an unexpected reaction but Eddie made sure not to act like he noticed.
Stan and Bill look back to Richie but not before glancing at each other with a concerned look.
“I-I’m down,” Bill says. He looks around and smiles at the group. He was happy to go see Bev, Ben, and Mike again. He missed the old group and he was looking forward to getting to spend quality time with them again. He especially missed hanging out with Stan, so he was looking for any excuse to spend more time with him this summer.
“I don’t know, I have to talk to somebody first,” Eddie says. He meant Lenny but he didn’t think anyone else knew that seeing as how he hasn’t told any of his old friends about his boyfriend, he knew Lenny wasn’t going to let him leave Derry without him and once he told him the history between him and Richie, he definitely wasn’t going to let him go.
*sigh* “ it’s settled then. We’re going to Portland.” Stan said
Richie grinned and said “YES!”
“Ok so this is what we are gonna do, google maps says it only takes two days to go across the whole country but I find that really hard to believe because it can’t take 48 hours to cross the country by car I mean in what universe do we-”
“Wait…by car!?” Stan asks in shock.
“Yeah. We’re going on a road trip. Duh.” He continued. “So we’re going to have to save up enough money for gas, food, and motels and anything else we need to get. How much money do you guys have right now?”
The boys check their bank accounts and Stan is the first to speak up.
“I have $517”
Richie nods
“I ha-have $649” Bill says.
“What about you Ed’s?”
“I have…$36” trying to make up any excuse not to go if for some reason his plan with Lenny didn’t work out.
“Yeesh Eddie is there anything you want to tell us?” Richie says sarcastically.
Eddie looks away rolling his eyes, annoyed.
“Well lucky for you guys I have a savings account that I didn’t know about until last year. It’s been taking out fifty percent of whatever I put in for the past 4 years. You guys I have like almost $3,000!”
“How the fuck do you, Richie Tozier, have more money than all of us?” Stan
“Well, Stanford, I am a responsible young adult. Unlike you hobos.”
“Did…did you just call me Stanford?” Richie nodded
“It’s a nickname Stanson.” Stan gave him a disgusted look.
“…Stanson?”
“Ok that wasn’t my best but that’s beside the point!” He said. “party at my place tonight, I’m inviting you 3 special ladies, you’re free to bring whatever you want but we are basically just gonna hang out and catch up on lost time.“ Richie says. "You are dismissed!!”
The boys get up and Eddie checks the time.
5:47
Shit, I’m gonna be late. He thought
he gets up and starts to walk up the stairs and Richie trails behind him.
“You coming?” He asks.
“I don’t wanna talk to you, Richie.” He states.
“Why?” Eddie turns around and takes a deep breath.
“Do I really have to remind you?” He asked annoyed.
“Oh c’mon Eddie bear I thou-” Eddie cut off the cheery toned boy with venom spewed words.
“Don’t call me that!” He spat. “Don’t call me Ed’s, don’t call me Eddie spaghetti, and don’t you FUCKING….” his eyes glossed over and his voice cracked like ice on a frozen lake that had too much weight put on it. “DARE call me Eddie Bear.” The miniscule puddles built up in the corners of his eyes threatening to overflow. “ my name…is Eddie.” He said with a stern but broken tone.
“O-Ok…sorry.” Richie stammard over his guilt filled words, he hurried past Eddie and caught up to Stan and Bill who were staring back at the boys with a concerned expression. Nobody had ever heard Eddie talk like that, little did they know the old friend they knew had toughened up over the years. He gained a thick skin and learned how to take care of himself but he never told anyone why.
He knew he had hurt Richie’s feelings and he did feel bad. But Eddie felt betrayed by all of his “friends”, especially Richie.
Eddie was scared to look back, afraid that if he looked towards his old friends they would see how broken and alone he felt. So he stayed still, pretending to look at his phone while awkwardly standing on a step he didn’t want to be on. And with that, Richie was gone along with the other boys. They all parted ways and Eddie went back to his dorm.
He checked the time when he got back, wishing he could go back and decide not to go to the meeting, to just go on a date with his boyfriend.
“6:07…” his stomach dropped and he took a deep breath before he tried to reassure himself everything was gonna be fine.
It’s ok Eddie, just say sorry and you know it was your fault. You’ll be fine.
He walked into his dorm room nervously to find his boyfriend sitting on his bed hunched over in a dress shirt and khaki pants.
Eddie was hoping to see his roommate on the right side of his room but unfortunately, it was just him and Lenny.
Eddie closes the door and Lenny stays hunched over with his hands on his face.
“Where…were you.” Lenny says.
“I was in a cla-”
Lenny stands up quickly and points a finger at Eddie and spat out the words “DON’T….lie to me”
Eddie shook his head hearing the venom in his words. “I-I’m not lying Lenny I promise I was in a class with some of my old friends from high school, they called me there because one of our friends Dad die-”
Lenny walked over to Eddie while he was speaking and put his hand around eddies throat, pushing him to the door.
Eddie felt the back of his head hit the door behind him and he winced.
“Eddie I  am so good to you. I tell you I’m gonna take you out on a date and I tell you to be ready by 6 and when I come to your room you’re not even HERE!” Lenny tightens his grip on eddies throat causing Eddie to open his mouth and let out a cry for help. Lenny muffles the screams of his helpless boyfriend with his other hand. “That was your last class, Eddie. I know your schedule like the back of my hand now why…are you lying to me huh?”
“Lenny….please…don’t-” Eddie is cut off by Lenny smacking his hand against the door right next to eddies ear. Eddie flinches and Lenny lets out a little laugh.
“Don’t what? Hit you? Me? The best boyfriend you have EVER-” Lenny pulls his victim towards him by his throat and then pushes his head back against the door, harder than before. “-had?”
Eddie grunts when he feels the pain of his head against the door, he looks at Lenny with anger in his eyes.
“Never,” Lenny says in a sarcastic tone.
“You know I love you Eddie bear.” He gives Eddie a kiss on the cheek. Eddie closed his eyes in disgust, he always did that before something bad was about to happen. It was like a warning for Eddie and he hated receiving it.
“If you would just be a good boy I wouldn’t have to punish you every time you make a mistake. You bring this on yourself every. single. time, Eddie.”
Eddie pushes Lenny’s hand away from his throat as soon as his grip loosens enough, and he stares at the towering figure in front of him, panting anger in every puff of breath that was released.
Lenny grins and walks over to the bed. “Now get dressed so we can have a nice night out.”
Eddie shook his head no to himself, knowing Lenny was turned and couldn’t see him.
“I-I’m not going.” Eddie said reluctantly.
Lenny turned and looked at him with his eyes narrowed.
“Don’t be stupid Eddie get dressed.”
“I said I’m not going!” Eddie said loud and proud just what he meant. He was tired of being treated like this. He didn’t do anything wrong. He had been nothing but the best boyfriend he has tried to be for the past 2 years.
Lenny got up from the bed and slowly walked over to the boy. Making each step slower than the last. Taunting Eddie with each second it took for him to get closer.
When he finally arrives standing tall in front of his small prey, he says “you’re gonna walk to that closet-” Lenny points to the closet and looks back at Eddie “-put on those nice clothes I bought for you…and you’re gonna be a good boy when we go out.”
Eddie was angry. For the past 2 years, Lenny has treated him like nothing but a disobeying pet and he was tired of forgiving the man he “loved” for hurting him.
Eddies lips were quivering.
“Fuck….you..” He spat out the 2 words meaning for them to sound cold and venomous and filled with hatred.
Lenny let out a small laugh. “Cute” he said before grabbing eddies neck. Gripping tight and tighter, making Eddie gasp for air, his eyes widening.
“C'mon eddie you couldn’t just be nice and let me talk to you could you, you always have to make such a fuss about shit!”
Eddie starts to throw his body around, trying to push and scratch at Lenny’s face.
As he looked at Lenny’s expression he could see that every second that passed by, his face scrunched up with hate.
Eddie looked down and saw that Lenny’s legs were wide open. He took this opportunity and knees Lenny causing him to fall to the ground and groan in pain. As he unlatched Eddie, he gasped for air and started to cough. Eddie turned around to open the door. He needed to leave. He feared for his life when he was around Lenny sometimes. This was one of those times.
As he was turning the knob, Lenny grabbed eddies arm, tight. He wanted to make sure Eddie never left him. If that meant making him so terrified of him that he was scared to leave then so be it.
Lenny’s grasp on Eddie tightened harder and harder causing Eddie to wince in pain.
“Lenny stop it hurts!” Was all he could say. Lenny didn’t listen. Eddie decided to do something he had never done. He grabbed the pepper spray from his back pocket and used it on his “loving” boyfriend. It’s ironic because Lenny is the one who gave him the pepper spray for protection.
“I don’t want anyone to hurt you when I’m not here to protect you” is what he said when he gave the gift to Eddie.
Lenny fell to the ground and let out another groan of pain.
Eddie opened the door finally and saw his roommate Shaun. He was in shock.
Shit he was listening to everything
“Eddie are you ok!?” Shaun asked, concern in his tone.
Eddie pushed past him “I’m fine” was all he said before rushing to the elevator.
He heard his roommate Shaun yell
“Get the fuck out!” Before the elevator finally opened.
He saw Lenny limping out of the room and ran in the elevator as soon as the opening in the doors was big enough, hoping Lenny didn’t see where he went.
“Eeeeedddiiiiiiieeee” he heard before randomly pushing “4” inside.
The doors closed agonizingly slow for Eddie, he didn’t want to be stuck in an elevator with his boyfriend right now. The doors were almost closed when he saw Lenny pop up right in front of him. Eddie hoped with all his life he didn’t try to stick his hand through the door and give him entry. Luckily Lenny was too late.
He banged on the doors instead causing Eddie to flinch in fear.
He was safe. For now. He let out a huge breath he was holding in. He leaned against the elevator wall, he felt exhausted.
How many times am I gonna have to go through this before I’m dead? He thought.
He went back to the first time Lenny had laid a hand on him.
They had just started dating about 2 weeks beforehand and they decided to go to an end of the year party. We had so much fun he thought.
Eddie had gotten a little tipsy so Lenny had taken him to his dorm. When they got inside both of them realized they were alone.
“So whatdya think babe? Wanna get it oooonn?” Eddie said in a drunken tone.
Lenny looked at him in a weird way. His expression was a mix of disgust and confusion. Eddie had never seen him look like this before, he figured it was just his breath that made Lenny look reluctant.
“C'mon you need to get some rest you’ve had enough fun tonight.”
But Eddie protested. He decided he wanted to tease his new boyfriend like he had been for the past month. But now that they were dating he could take it up a notch.
“Nah c'mon baby I know you waaaaaant meeeeee.” After saying this Eddie grabbed Lenny’s crotch and gave it a light squeeze.
Lenny shoved Eddie onto his bed and smacked the small boy on the left side of his face. If you were in the same room with them with your eyes closed you would hear that slap louder than their voices.
Eddie cupped his now red-stained cheek and looked down to the side. He was too shocked to look at his boyfriend. He felt the sting and saw his eyes start to blur. A single tear streamed down in eye.
“Stop acting like a slut. It’s disgusting.” Lenny said before exiting the room.
Eddie slowly sat on his bed still in disbelief of what just happened.
He stopped crying and thought it was his fault. He caused it.
He sat in the same position until his roommate walked in about 10 minutes later.
“Woah.. dude what happened to you?”
“I-I face planted on the way back.” Eddie lied. “Definitely got too drunk” Eddie gave his roommate a fake laugh to seal the deal.
Eddie layed down and after his roommate passed out he couldn’t stop thinking about all the time he was gonna have to spend with Lenny. He was gonna do his best to not provoke him.
He failed.
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The elevator door opens and Eddie walks out into the empty hallway, he decides to go to the bathroom in hopes if Lenny does use the elevator and chooses the same floor, he doesn’t see Eddie.
When he walks in he peaks his head around the corner to make sure nobody else is inside, he sees nobody and walks to the mirror. He checks his exposed skin for any bruises, this was a thing he did often after Lenny hurt him.
He saw a bruise start to form on his right wrist. He looked up at his neck where his pain felt worse and saw purple and red splotches where Lenny squeezed the hardest. He rubbed his neck to see how bad it felt to the touch and winced as soon as he pushed down lightly.
How am I gonna explain this to anyone? he thought.
He got out his phone and texted Shaun.
<—                                                    Shaun
Hey is Lenny out in the hallway? Can you see him? Read 6:17 pm
No, he’s not here anymore I kicked him out. Read 6:18 pm
Ok thank you so much. Read 6:18 pm
Dude really are you ok? Did he hurt you again? I’ll kick his ass you know that. Read 6:18 pm
I’m fine Shaun I can handle it. This is the last time You’re gonna have to see him I’m sorry. Read 6:19 pm
Eddie puts his phone back in his pocket and walks to the handicap stall, it became his favorite stall to cry in. There was a bigger space between him and the door and he could sit in the corner where nobody could see him, he felt safe.
He locked the door and stepped towards the toilet. Once he sat down, he let it all out. All the pain he felt today.
He remembered his mother and how much he thought she would have said i told you so, and truth be told if this was the last thing he was able to tell his mother and that was was the last thing she would have said Eddie would have been happy.  “I miss you mommy.” he thought. He remembered the sentence that made him think of her. “Even though he did do all those things to her, he’s still her dad” He thought.
“She was still my mom.” He cried a little louder hoping nobody came in.
Sonia Kaspbrak had died in a fatal car accident while on her way to visit Eddie for his college “Family Parents Weekend”. A stranger who stayed on his phone a little too long had run a red light while his mom was crossing the intersection, He T-boned her and it was predicted that she died during impact. Eddie received a call less than an hour later from his mother’s phone but when he picked up, the voice on the other line wasn’t his mom’s.
He had a small flashback of the conversation he hated remembering.
“Hello is this Edward Kaspbrak?’ Eddie was confused.
“Yes?” He answered.
“We found your contact information in your mother’s emergency contact list on her phone.” He stated. Eddie’s mind was racing to 10 different thoughts per second after hearing emergency.
“E-Emergency?” He said shakily. The man who was talking from Sonia’s phone took a slight pause before continuing, trying to figure out the best way to say it without it affecting the boy in a negative way. Of course, this was impossible.
“Your mother has just been in a car accident,” he said, Eddie’s stomach sank. “She was T-boned at an intersection and…” The sounds of an ambulance siren rang in Eddie’s ear over the man’s voice, he heard an undertone of uncertainty that made Eddie’s knees weak. “Well…she died on impact.” a feeling of regret washed over his body along with tears falling to his feet.
“I love you,” He thought. “I forgot to say I love you before I hung up” he was referring to the conversation he had on the phone with his mother an hour before the accident, they were arguing over how Sonia wanted him back home. It had only been about a month after moving into the dorms and she missed him, Eddie missed her as well but in his mind, he was happy to finally be free.
Sonia treated and raised Eddie the way she did because she was scared of losing him after losing his father to sickness, that was the reason for the pills, the inhaler, the constant doctors visits, the weeks spent inside after getting a cough or sneezing fit. Eddie saw it as torture or a prison even. He just wanted to be a kid, and do kid things without having to worry about his mother always breathing down his neck. But now he saw that she just wanted to protect him. She was paranoid to lose the last love of her life, and Eddie didn’t understand until after she died just how terrible she would have felt if Eddie died. The pain he felt of being alone, he had no one.
She didn’t like the idea of him going to college, didn’t think he needed to get a degree or live away from home. after weeks of bickering, she agreed to Eddie going to college only if it was still in Derry so she could visit. He agreed to the condition knowing he wasn’t going to get her to help pay otherwise. after he found
“I don’t think the kids are going to be nice to you there Eddie bear, and there are lots of ‘sexually transmitted diseases’ that are passed on in college.” She whispered the dirty phrase into the phone and Eddie cringed.
He irritatedly responded with multiple reasons why he should be apart from her and why he deserves his own life especially after having his childhood stolen from her. He listed all the things she deprived him of, and all the things he could be enjoying if it wasn’t for her.
“I was so unhappy mom. I felt like I was a prisoner in my own home, I thought I was gonna go insane if I spent another minute in that house wi-” He cut himself off, not wanting to knowingly hurt his mother’s feelings. He knew what he was saying was hurtful to hear but she needed to listen to his side of the story.
Eddie sighed. “I’ll see you when you get here mom.”  he pulled the phone away from his ear.
he heard a faint “I love y-” before he hung up, but in his frustration thought he would be able to make up for not saying it later. He hated himself for thinking that, all he had to do was press her name again and he could say it one last time.
‘that’s all you had to do.” he thought. He knew just how much his words hurt his mom, the truth of how he felt was never meant to hurt her, but in his mind she needed to hear it. she needed to feel the same pain he felt, and he felt terrible for wishing that on the one person who would always be by his side.
He snapped out of his memories and his eyes formed a glossy coating before the tears finally poured over his eyelids, he put a hand over his mouth to muffle any noise that came out but was unsuccessful. “she was still my mom” played on a loop in his mind over and over, he’s felt that ever since she died he had lived up to her expectations as a son. He failed at making friends, he failed at keeping it together a lot of times, he failed at being on his own (he is very dependent of Lenny) and he has failed at being happy. He felt like he should have never left if it meant his mother was gonna die.
He replayed a sentence in his voice over and over when he was feeling alone. “I love you Eddie bear.” a phrase that was often butchered.
“Eddie bear” He thought. Today was hard for Eddie, not only was he choked and bruised by his boyfriend, he had to see people who he thought no longer considered him a friend. He hated to admit it because as much as he wanted to forget the 3, he could never stop loving them. They were the people who made his childhood ok, the people that gave him hope for a better future and often made him forget about his problems of the present.
That all changed 2 years ago. They were now the people in his happy memories, no longer remembered as current friends.
Everyone he loved, who he ever cared for, left him. They had all taken a piece of their heart with them when they left, and now he felt hollow. Like he was nothing but a shell of what once was and what was dying to live again.
He didn’t know his life would turn out this way.
“ Abused, alone, and afraid.” He let out a loud and quick whimper at the thought of what his once happy life had come to. Loud enough for him not to hear the door to the bathrooms open, or to hear the quiet footsteps walk up to the seemingly empty stall. He looked over to the stall door where he saw movement and saw a body in a pair of shoes standing in front of it very close. He heard a knock and then a soft voice.
“Caleb, is that you?” It was Richie.
“This is Richie’s floor!?”
“Caleb, I told you to just come to my room the next time you needed to talk buddy. I promised you I would never let you feel alone remember?” He said.
Eddie was shocked at the words coming from Richie, he didn’t know if he should say something or just not talk. He was replaying the sentence over in his head and scoffed mentally at Richie’s promise.
“It’s a lie caleb…” he thought. “He’s gonna make you think he cares for the longest time and then without warning he’s just gonna…dissapear.” His memories fueled his thoughts, planting his truth in every word.
Eddie gets out a sheet of paper and a pen while he hears Richie.
“Caleb, come out and we can go to my room and talk I promise there is nothing you can’t trust me with buddy.” 
Eddie writes in big letters on the sheet then folds it small enough so that it gains enough weight to be slid across the floor and under the stall door to Richie’s feet.
He picks up the note and see’s in big letters “TALK LATER PLZ? I PROMISE.” 
“O-Ok well you know where my room is so just come over when you want.” Eddie gave no response, he heard Richie’s footsteps trail off out of the bathroom and he sighed in relief.
“When will this day stop giving me problems?”
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czec-hoslo-vak-ians ¡ 4 years ago
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Michael and Maria💜
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it's kind of nice to feel that connection with someone when you kiss them. Maria has all these like interesting drugs to help people out with. I wonder what's up with Michael if he's a avoiding Isabel. I was Isabel I would have totally would have walked into the men's room to see what was up. What's a Shiner on Michael face.
That makes no sense that Michael can't heal his own face because wasn't he able to heal a dog's broken leg so how come he can't make his bruise go away. I love how when Michael and Maria are having semites in conversation without knowing that they're having the same conversation. I think I want to throw up too Valenti and Amy trying to flirt with each other it's kind of gross but yet I totally would ship them together. Max can't keep a secret for his life. I'm glad that Michael realizes that he can't control his powers if he's in that state of mind. That was nice of Isabel to offer Michael to stay with them for a few days because we know that Max was going to offer it. Michael feels so awkward sitting at the dinner table because I don't think he's ever had a family dinner before. I love that Isabel try to answer all the questions that their parents were throwing up Michael because she knew that he probably wouldn't be able to handle them.
I noticed that Maria never actually put the pie in her mouth she only plays with it. I'm not sure how I would react if my mother was dating the sheriff that was hunting my and my best friends love interest. Amy must be having a good time with the sheriff if she think the girl came home too early. Ew they totally you're having a heavy make-out session. They are so busted. Well this just got really really awkward.
Michael totally totally does not fit in. Isabel totally can see that he's uncomfortable he's never played a family board game before. I completely understand Michael frustration. Michael is in a tough spot right now it's no fun being in a family that doesn't love you or that you're getting abused and hurt. I can totally understand him not willing to ask for help because it is humiliating. Why would Michael go back to his house I guess he just needed to go somewhere. He kind of needs to deal with his foster dad.
I love Maria and moms conversation about Jim Valenti and Amy knew exactly that Marie was talking about Michael. They have such great mother daughter chemistry.
Wholey cheese Hank is a jerk, right on cue Max and Isabel walk in. Hank is a good for nothing nobod, gross the way that he's hitting on Isabel. I love that Michael stepped right in front of Isabel to protect her from Hank with that gun. Why aren't they stopping Michael from using his powers they know that he can't use them correctly. Max and Isabel have no idea what Michael is going through. It is not as easy as they think to ask for help. I totally understand that they want to help Michael. That help me look on Michael face hurts my heart when he looks at Maria he knows that he's been treating her badly and that she has every right not to help him. No matter how many times Maria says no you know she's going to help him. This is a turning point in Michael and Maria's relationship she breaks down and cries I don't think he's ever cried in front of anyone you can see his walls are slowly coming down towards Maria him crying in front of her is one step closer to that.
Funny that Maria's mother flipped out about Maria having Michael in her bed I totally understand where Maria's mother is coming from, however if she would just listen she would understand that nothing happened. Oh no what happened to Hank? Because he was alive when Michael Isabel and Max left. I can't believe that Valente suspect that Michael did something to Hank. I love Maria and her saying no to Isabel unless she got information from her and return..
Amy is Michael's only best way to get out of jail because if Maria told Valente that they spent the night together he would only think that she's making it up to protect Michael however if Mom does it it sounds more like the truth even though it is the truth. I'm glad that Maria asked her mother to help her out. Oh no I see Valenti and Amy not working out so well I completely understand where Valenti is coming from he is just doing his job, I've heard on the other side if he's dating the mother of a 16 year old he should have believed her. It's sticky situation I think they just broke up😕.
That totally sucks that Valenti said situation instead of finding a home for Michael that kind of hurts I don't blame Michael for wanting to run away. However running away isn't always the right idea. It stinks that they can't be on the same page about nacido. Michael is really alone right now. Michael is really alone right now. The only person that Max can go for comfort is Liz.
Michael has to think about himself because no one else is thinking about, Max putting guilt trip on him that Isabel is it going to be okay is not right. It hurts so much to see Michael like this alone bumming for a ride in the dark with no place to go😔. Michael having flashbacks realizing that he does have a family. I'm so happy that Michael didn't leave town and that he is asking for help. him asking for for help was a hard thing for Michael to do. I'm glad that Michael's got the help he needed it is now he can be his own person without being under Hanks thumb.
Has no one seen Hank before because that is definitely not Hank. The sheriff want to hang out of here cracks me up Hank saying I'm already gone makes me think that that's not paint( they must have used a different actor for the scene because Hank a few scenes Pryor had a rounder face shorter and heavier) I'm thinking this is a shapeshifter totally called it Hank is gone. What gave it away that Hank was gone was when Valenti said tell Michael that his neighbor's heard someone scream like a wild animal. That blue car looks exactly like the blue car that picked up Michael when he was hitchhiking. I guess we just met nasedo the shapeshifter.
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megamanx1994 ¡ 6 years ago
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Captain Falcon: The Last Mimeosome Chapter 5
Chapter 5: A little “quality” time Cross was doing his usual training drills. “Every day he seems to be acceling at his training,” said Boze, “He truly has what it takes to be a warrior.” “I’ll say,” I said. Elma was looking at him. “He seems to be doing well,” she said, “But I think he’s earned a well deserved break from the action.” Korra and I started to grin. “Hey Colleen, I think I have some armor I want you to test out,” I said. “Sure thing,” said Colleen as we both left. Cross continued training with his new photon saber I made for him. “Hey Cross,” said someone from behind. It was Elma. “Oh, hi Elma,” said Cross, “What’s up?” “Well, I was thinking about doing a few errands around Republic City,” said Elma, “I was wondering if you’d like to tag along.” “Really?” asked Cross. “You’ve earned yourself a break Cross,” said Boze, “You shouldn’t overwork yourself, so I think you should go with Elma.” “Alright,” said Cross. He started walking with her. Boze smiled. On Top of The World from Night Visions If you love somebody Better tell them while they're here 'cause they just may run away from you You'll never know quite when, well Then again it just depends on How long of time is left for you I've had the highest mountains I've had the deepest rivers You can have it all but life keeps moving Cross and Elma were walking around Republic City. They found themselves at a clothing store and tried on various outfits. Cross found a T-shirt and jeans that matched his personality while Elma got a new jacket. I take it in but don't look down 'Cause I'm on top of the world, I'm on top of the world, Waiting on this for a while now Paying my dues to the dirt I've been waiting to smile, Been holding it in for a while, Take you with me if I can Been dreaming of this since a child The two of them also went to a skating rink. Elma was helping him remember how to skate. “Wow, you’re good at this,” said Cross. “I’ve done it for a while,” said Elma as she smiled. I'm on top of the world. I've tried to cut these corners Try to take the easy way out I kept on falling short of something I coulda gave up then but then again I couldn't have 'cause I've traveled all this way for something I take it in but don't look down Elma then had Cross close his eyes as she guided him into a train. “Can I open them now?” asked Cross. “Ok,” said Elma, “Now.” He opened his eyes and saw a spectacular view of Republic City. “I never get tired of this view,” said Elma. Cross was amazed. 'Cause I'm on top of the world, I'm on top of the world, Waiting on this for a while now Paying my dues to the dirt I've been waiting to smile, Been holding it in for a while, Take you with me if I can Been dreaming of this since a child I'm on top of the world. Cross saw a little boy struggling to get an apple from a tree. He decided to help by hitting the tree. Dozens of apples fell from the ground. Elma decided to join in and catch some. “This’ll be perfect,” said Elma. 'Cause I'm on top of the world, I'm on top of the world, Waiting on this for a while now Paying my dues to the dirt I've been waiting to smile, Been holding it in for a while, Take you with me if I can Been dreaming of this since a child And I know it's hard when you're falling down And it's a long way up when you hit the ground Get up now, get up, get up now. They later went to an arcade. Cross saw something he wanted to try out; a dance machine. He was really good at it. Dozens of people were watching. Cross managed to be the high score and did a pose. Elma chuckled and smiled at him.
And I know it's hard when you're falling down And it's a long way up when you hit the ground Get up now, get up, get up now. 'Cause I'm on top of the world, I'm on top of the world, Waiting on this for a while now Paying my dues to the dirt I've been waiting to smile, Been holding it in for a while, Take you with me if I can Been dreaming of this since a child I'm on top of the world. Later Cross and Elma were at a diner. “…and that’s why I think the grenade blast is better than the flame grenade,” said Cross, “Why shoot one grenade when you can shoot millions?” “Well my personal favorite is the Sliding Slinger,” said Elma as she smiled, “Now you ask me a question.” “Well….” Said Cross as he thought, “Say we weren’t on this super important mission…. Do you think you would’ve…. Gone out with me?” “You mean like on a date?” asked Elma. “Well…. Yeah if you wanna use that term,” said Cross. “But we are on a date,” said Elma. “We are?” asked Cross, “I mean… yeah of course we are.” Elma saw Irina. “Colonel,” she said as she spotted them, “How goes it?” “So you decided to grab yourself a bite?” asked Elma. “Yeah, I mean my team is great and all but we’re together 24/7,” said Irina. “Well, its always fun to catch a little break from the action,” said Cross, “Guess I realized that when Boze allowed me to take the day off.” “I don’t know what you see in this boy, but I think he’s a perfect match for your team,” said Irina. Two other blade soldiers, Gus and Dominic showed up. “Well, I it isn’t Irina, the hardass interceptor,” said Gus. “I think you mean Lieutenant Irina,” said Dominic, “The real big shot.” “No, she’s just a grunt like you and me,” said Gus. “Something like that,” said Irina. She secretly had her hands ready to fight. “C’mon, she still has the ability to handle a big mission, although saddling with a loser like Gwin,” said Dominic. “Leave it be Irina,” said Elma. “Yea ma’am,” said Irina. “See, just like that,” said Gus, “She’s allowed herself to become a pawn of the great and powerful Elma.” “Not to mention that freakshow with no memories that she calls a partner,” said Gus. “What’d you say?” asked Cross. “You heard me, Freak. Show.” Said Gus. “Ok that’s enough!” said Irina, “Its one thing to talk trash about me, but then to say those things about Elma is going too far.” “OH you wanna fight us?” asked Gus, “Please, you’ll be begging for mercy when we wipe the floor with you.” “When we’re done we can deal with the rook,” said Dominic, “Not that he’ll be any competition.” “That’s it,” said Cross. He raised his fists up. “Didn’t know you were such a hothead,” said Irina, “I like it.” Doug showed up. “What in the hell is going on here?!” he asked. “They were….” Said Irina. “I expect better from you Irina,” said Doug, “You should know better than to pick on those that are weaker than you.” “But they..” said Cross trying to defend her case. “Nobody’s talking to you Cross,” said Doug, “And you’re lucky I don’t tell Nagi that you two were causing a fight. We’re on a MISSION here people!” “Well, you can’t go on a mission if you’re overworked,” I said stopping by. I got back from a training session with Korra. “He’s right,” said Cross, “Everyone needs a break once in a while.” “You can’t go on a mission if you’re dead either, which is B.L.A.D.E if that double agent finds that secret weapon!” said Doug, “For all we know, he could be using it right now to destroy B.L.A.D.E HQ while we’re stuck here in Republic City! Still feel like fooling around now?” Cross looked down to the floor. “If we don’t act now, we’ll lose all we’ve fought for!” snapped Doug. “We know Doug, but we have to wait while the repairs are finished,” said Elma. “Like this?!” asked Doug, “Honestly, its like you all want B.L.A.D.E to….” “This is unacceptable!” said Boze showing up. “Yeah, that’s what I just got through telling them,” said Doug. “Blades should not be having a grudge match like this,” said Boze, “Shame on you!” “Well exactly,” said Doug with a grin. “THIS is how blades should have a grudge match!” said Boze. We found ourselves in the pro bending rink. It was remodled for a fight with no bending. “On one corner we have Nicholas, Cross, and Colleen Kelly,” said the announcer, “And on another corner we hav Link, Gus, and Dominic!” “This ought to be good,” said Alexa, “Now he can apply everything you taught him in combat.” “True,” said Elma. Before Cross went to the stage Elma pulled him back. She then kissed his cheek. “For luck,” she said.
“Think you can do this Cross?” I asked. “I think so,” said Cross as he grinned. “Hey, you gonna stand there with fingers up your ass or are we gonna fight?” asked Link. “Don’t worry midget, we’re gonna fight soon,” I said. A vein popped in his head. “DON’T CALL ME MIDGET!” he shouted. He came at me. Tiptoe from Night Visions In the morning light let my roots take flight Watch me fall above like a vicious dove They don't see me come, who can blame them? They never seem to catch my eye but I've never wondered why I won't fall asleep I won't fall asleep
The battle was long, but we were starting to get the upper hand. “Cross, you still with me?” I asked. “Yeah, loud and clear,” said Cross. Link threw his ball and chain at us and we evaded it. Colleen blocked it with her riot shield. “Nicholas, team attack!” “Got it,” I said. Hey yeah, don't let 'em know we're coming Hey yeah, tiptoe higher Take some time to simmer down, keep your head down low Hey yeah, tiptoe higher I jumped at Colleen and she spun me around and I flew at Gus and Dominic. They were both knocked out of the ring. “That was for my cousin!” I said. “Go Nicholas!” said Irina. From your slanted view see the morning dew Sink into the soil, watch the water boil They won't see me run, who can blame them? They never look to see me fly, so I never had to lie I won't fall asleep I won't fall asleep Hey yeah, don't let 'em know we're coming Hey yeah, tiptoe higher Take some time to simmer down, keep your head down low Hey yeah, tiptoe higher The three of us were battling Link. “Alrght, try this on for size,” he said. He threw his ball and chain at Colleen. “Oh no!” I said. I jumped at it and both of us were knocked off. “You ok?” asked Colleen. “I’m fine,” I said. Now it was Cross vs Link. “Two down, one to go,” said Link. Nobody else, nobody else Nobody else can take me higher Nobody else can take me higher Nobody else can take me higher Nobody else “You can do it Cross!” I said, “Just remember training!” Cross grinned. Link started attacking with his wooden sword, and Cross dodged him. When he saw an opening he went for the assault hammer. It managed to stun Link. Cross then went for the Starlight Duster technique. Hey yeah, don't let 'em know we're coming Hey yeah, tiptoe higher Take some time to simmer down, keep your head down low Hey yeah, tiptoe higher Hey yeah, don't let 'em know we're coming Hey yeah, tiptoe higher Take some time to simmer down, keep your head down low Hey yeah, tiptoe higher The attack hit Link and he was out of the ring. Our team won. Everyone started to cheer. I climbed up. “Nice job Cross,” I said. He smiled and raised his hands in victory. “That guy sure has it in him right Doug?” asked Link. “Beginner’s luck,” he said as he walked away. “Who spit in his bean curd?” asked Opal.
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I got in an accident at and intersection the other day. i was heading north ready to turn west(my left) at the intersection. the other driver was heading south with her left blinker on ready to turn east (her left). so when i saw her blinker o n i figured it was safe to take my turn now. but in the middle of my turn she decides to keep going straight rather than turning left like her blinker had indicated. therefore she hit me in my rear passenger side with her front passenger side. she did not have much damage. however my car is fairly warped up in the rear end. it may even be totaled although it is drivable. i am just waiting for the appraisal right now. when we began speaking to the cop i mentioned that she had her blinker on, but she denied this. i alerted my insurance company and they filed a claim. i heard from her insurance company and they sent me to get and appraisal. i sent the accident report to the police station the rmv and my insurance yesterday. I do have insurance but i have no collision so i am real scared that it they put me at fault for some reason that i may be in some deep water. i am almost sure the damage to my car is at least a $5,000 fix. what are the odd of them ruling it her fault? and what are the odds of them ruling it my fault? also...how do you think think my damage will be fixed or covered? any help is much appreciated! thx!""
Has the Affordable Care act made your health insurance more affordable?
Mine is going up $150 every two weeks for a $4500 in network $9000 out of network plan starting next year. Seems most people I talk to report similar numbers.
What is the best dental insurances?
By the way i live in California! Hi i am looking for a dental plan for just my child so she can get affordable braces/headgear and also oral surgery! Im really trying to look for a great deal so i don't need to pay very much and it would be great if you could reply fast because she needs to get them hopefully before the break is over! Thanks!
Can i get plastic surgery without having insurance?
I'm 18 years old and my parents insurance covers me. If im paying in cash do i have to know their insurance info?
What is a good long-term health insurance policy for international stays?
I am planning to move to Germany in spring and require acceptable, long-term and affordable coverage. What is a good company and policy for me to look in to? I've seen several offers but only one I could afford because it had a deductible of 10k$. Is there better?""
Trying to repeal the Healthcare law which is good for the American people the only thing republicans hope?
Trying to repeal the Healthcare law which is good for the American people the only thing republicans hope will put them back into the White House?
How can i get insurance if i am a 21 year old female with a job?
I am 21 years old and i live in California, I work at the YMCA but i only work 20 hrs. a week so i do not quallify for insurance here. I only make about $950 a month so i don't have alot of money to pay for insurance and my parents jobs do not provide insurance for me. can anyone help?""
The insurance valued my car for 1100 and for the repairs done estimated between 900-1000?
someone crash in my side of the car.will the insurance company pay for the repair it or give me a check for the value of my car. i want to know because it was last week and now since next monday my mot runs out. there are 3 things to need fixed to past the mot and i want to know if to waste the money to do it if it is going to be write off. i was told by my brother i could get paid from the insurance the value of teh car
Will insurance rates change depending on what state your license is issued from?
I'm buying a motorcycle and i live in Florida now. I called every insurance company i could think of and they all gave me outrageous rates just for a bike, but my license was from Ohio at the time. Yesterday i finally got it switched to a Florida license. Will the rates change now that i have a license in the same state I'm getting insurance or does it just not matter? and btw I'm 29 and my driving record is 100% clean.""
Making a New Auto Insurance Quote versus Renewal on Same Insurance Company Costs Less?
Making a New Auto Insurance Quote versus Renewal on Same Insurance Company Costs Less? My auto insurance will expire very soon and I noticed that I haven't received any renewal offers from my current insurance provider. So without hesitation I visited their official site and did some new quote. Virtually, I am a new customer if I choose to purchase this quote -- which will cost me only $380.00 Two days later, I finally received a renewal offer via e-mail. Take note again that this is the same insurance company, same insurance policy coverages, same policy number -- But there's a difference! To renew, it'll cost me $518.00 To my startled mind, I made a quick visit on this existing policy account online and checked the declarations page for this renewal offer. Unfortunately for some reason, the website cannot display this said page. What's going on here? Could there be a conflict if I choose to buy a new policy with presumably will make a new policy number with the SAME insurance company? Is there some sort of money making scheme going on in here? I have been informed also that if you create a new quote, and purchase that new quote BUT from the same company you appear as a virtual new customer but having the same name and complete information. Is doing so ok?""
Will a dropped speeding ticket affect insurance rates?
Will a dropped speeding ticket affect insurance rates?
California statute of limitations re: medical bills ?
My sister a Canadian visiting California became ill during her stay. She was diagnosed with terminal liver cancer spending several months in a Sacramento hospital due to complications. She had medical insurance however there was a dispute related to a pre-existing condition. The dispute remains unresolved and contact with the insurance company ceased more then two years ago shortly after her death.The bills in question total more than $600,000. What are the implications related to the California statute of limitations and the estate of my deceased sister? There is no communication with the hospitals, doctors or any medical service providers who hold the debt nor with the insurance company who provided the travel insurance.""
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Arlington Virginia Cheap car insurance quotes zip 22226
How to change auto insurance?
I pay my auto insurance every 6 months. I want to change insurance company from 'company A' to 'company B' because it's cheaper. I already paid a bill for company A and still have about 4 months until renewal. If I change to company B now, will I get a refund from company A? How does this work? I don't want to wait another 4 months with company A.""
Car insurance help buying car but insurance is costing way too much...?
My mom has a 2002 explorer and she is going to cosign for me on either a g35 or a 350z, insurance is ridiculous on both cars(Z and G35, both the explorer and my car will be on the same policy, I got a quote for both cars being about 300 a month, is there any way to lower the cost of insurance, like switching primary cars around and I will be insured, I am currently on the policy but with adding my car insurance will go up right? Because it is a sports car...the total I am spending on the car is 10k, I live in California btw, I am just curious how this all goes into effect and how much it will raise my insurance cost""
What is the best health insurence to meet my needs?
Im starting out on my own 21 and need health care that's going to be affordable to me but be a good coverage. I have an eye syndrome called duane syndrome and I need surgery done. But I don't have the money up front. Im a janitor and don't know wat would be the best choice for me? My company is called GCA. But I hear there coverage isn't all that good.
Im 19 how much does the average 19 year old pay for car insurance?
I live in new york city
How can i compare all life insurance products of all companies?
How can i compare all life insurance products of all companies?
""When settling with an auto insurance company after a car accident, what is an appropriate amount to request?""
I hurt my neck (muscle strain, nothing broken) in a car accident and have exhaused the Personal Injury Protection with the insurance company. They said to call them after my physical therapy was completed to settle for the pain and suffering. The neck pain is still there and will most likely be chronic regardless of any additional physical therapy. I've heard that people are typically given 2X the amount of medical expenses. I don't want to hire a lawyer but don't want to get less than I deserve either. Any advice on how much to ask for would be appreciated.""
About how much will my car insurance increase...?
I recently received a speeding ticket for going 81/60. 4 points and 185$ fine...the officer said he would knock it down to 2 points and 80$ fine if i showed up to court. I'm 19, I live in S. Carolina, and I pay 195$ a month for a 2004 mazda6. Does anyone have an estimate on how much 2 points will raise my rates? Note: This is my second ticket; my first was an Improper start from start, no points 155$ fine. Thanks so much!""
What's the average price of a Doctor's visit without health insurance?
My eyes are yellow.
If Republicans do not act quickly to stop Democrats will tens of thousands of new cars be sold?
Republican members of Congress are trying to stop the cash for clunkers program . The program has been a great success and thousands of cars were sold already, depleting the supply and stimulating the economy with new tax revenue. Since supply has been brought down by these new sales the big 3 car companies will have to start making more cars putting thousands to work in the process. This in hand stimulates the entire economy. Republicans are trying everything in their power to make sure it does not pass again. Is there something fundamentally wrong with the Republican party? Why would they want to stop this effective program in a time of economic crisis?""
Average cost in nj for 17 year old girl for car insurance?
thanks
Which insurance to use?
What insurance should one use to cover financial costs of a family if the primary wage- earner of the family dies? A. life B. Liability C. heath
What is the cheapest classic car insure for 17 year olds?
looking to insure my ford fiesta L 1981, but unsure on the best classic car insurer""
Proof of Insurance (and deferral)?
Hello, I live in washington state, and have a mitigation hearing tomorrow for a speeding ticket. It's my first, so I have a few questions. In my ticket im charged with no proof of insurance, BUT I was wrong, I had my insurance I was just confused, I did not realize our AAA was our insurance as well as the aid that they're known for. Anyways, since then I have lost my wallet. So I have a temporary lisence but still no insurance card. So how do I get proof that I had insurance on that day? I have an insurance policy card I've been keeping in the dash. Will that work? Then how do I get this deferred? Do I ask the judge, or do I need to go to the courthouse today to get a form, etc. Thanks for any help.""
Buying insurance for an old car -- collision option - worth it?
I'm buying a 1995 car for about $3,000. The insurance company said it isn't worth buying collision insurance because the car is worth so little. They also said if in an accident, the repairs needed are more than the car is worth, they won't repair it. Instead, they'll pay book value. So, if my car got in an accident that would cost $4,000 to fix, which is more than the car is worth, would they pay for the car's value at $3,000 or for its value based on how much it's worth after the damage? So, if the car is worth $500 as is after an accident, is that how much I'd get? thanks""
Insurance on a car that is not registered to me ?
Can I get insurance if the car has not yet been transferred to me?
Which insurance should i get?
Im 18 and i was involved in a car accident not my fault. well im look to get a new car insurance but i dont know which one to get. I want a low paying insurance, good converge, liability. I would like to know the insurance company and how much a month i would pay. Im think about getting freeway insurance but not sure.""
Im trying to find cheap insurance for new driver in jersey. i am financing a car for the first time.?
im going to need full coverage since i am financing a 2009 scion tc. also im 19 years old.
Auto insurance question?
I was a passenger in a car accident and my laptop was broken. Would the drivers insurance cover it? Even if it was liability, it should still have to cover it right? He says the insurance says no because I wasn't injured... That doesn't make any sense.""
1996 Chevy Z26 Beretta Insurance???
How much would a 1996 Chevy Z26 Beretta cost? Would it be really high because its a sports car? I have a great deal on a GREAT looking car and just wondered if i could afford the insurance..... Im almost 18 and a boy if that helps you answer....
What is the best Life Insurance company?
I'd like to get my mom some life insurance as she just turned 61. I'd like to know the cheapest/legit place to get life insurance for her. Any suggestions?
""Insurance question I need help with, any help would be great?""
I need some help here... The question is Hans sells his car to Pieter and now has no car and no need of auto insurance. Hans calls his State Farm agent to tell him to transfer his auto insurance to Pieter. The agent tells Hans: A. The transfer will not take place until that night at 12:01 AM B. That Hans will need to put Pieter on his policy as an additional driver C. That Hans must keep paying the premium until the end of the policy period. D. That he cannot transfer the policy to Pieter. E. None of the above. Im pretty sure B and C are incorrect, but otherwise I have no clue. Any help would be greatly appreciated!""
Mobile home insurance?
i am thinking about buying a 2008 single wide mobile home that is in a lot in a trailer park. anyone have a guess on what insurance might a month?? or do i need it?? Thank you
How do I get affordable insurance after dui non-conviction?
State farm is canceling my auto insurance after a company called ChoicePoint inc. reported info. from the DMV about reinstatement of license, Chemical test modification and Chemical test revocation. I was arrested for a first offense and plea bargained to jump though all the hoops, pay all fines in order for it not to result in a conviction. Are there any insurance companies out there that do not purchase info. from ChoicePoint?""
Who has the cheapest car insurance?
who do you think? im looking for east coast providers
Can my wife and I have a joint car insurance when we are in two states?
Hi, I am at MI and my wife is at DC (I think DC will have a high insurance rate. I'll move to DC after a year). We have two cars. Could we have a joint car insurance if one car is registered at MD and one car is registered at MI? Thanks for your attention
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4-23-17 Lesson
The Book in The Attic Old Testament “I Am Part Of The Story” Lesson 8
Central Truth: God invited me into his family. Now I can tell His big story.

MEMORY VERSE:  1 Peter 2:9 NLT ...you are a chosen people. You are royal priests, a holy nation, God’s very own possession. As a result, you can show others the goodness of God...
Count Down
Boomtown THX / Opener  
P&W     -Scream it Welcome – welcome first time guests – Meet and Greet
P&W  -  Made for Worship
Offering and confession
Announcements  - 
Take Home Devotional Challenge for this Unit - explain the take home sheet and opportunity to win up to $20 extra bible bucks.. 
Rules and balloons
Separate Classes here -
Clip 1   Our story find our two friends (Mike and Steve) back again for their work. Today is the big day of the guest speaker so they decide to do their best to finish cleaning the attic. They decide to get busy cleaning the attic and not get to the big Book to find out about what happened to Jesus.
Clip 2 - the boys gets back to work but the big book wants them to read it. So they do and get back to the story of Jesus. They read about Jesus’s crucifixion and His resurrection.
Bible Story -Jesus’ death on the cross paid the price for our sin once and for all.  It repaired our broken friendship with God. It had the power to erase all of the sins of all people for all time.   BUT, to receive that forgiveness, we have to put our faith in Jesus. We have to follow God’s plan just like Jesus did. Even in the darkest scariest moments of Jesus’ life, He still made the choice to follow God’s plan and play His part in God’s story. The last thing Jesus told us before He went to Heaven was to go and tell all people about how they can have a friendship with God because of what Jesus did on the cross. Since then, God’s story has been spreading all over the world as people like us have shared the good news. God is still writing His story! We are now living in the part of the story that begins with the book of Acts. We are the Church. We are the family that God wants to bless the whole world through!
Pick four kids (1 girl for Mary, 1 Guy for Thomas, 1 Guy for Roman Soldier, 1 Girl for Angel) Have the kids dress up in Character for each one, While reading have them act out the story as you read there story.
Mary Magdalene’s Story Hello there. My name is Mary. I’m not Jesus’ mother Mary. I’m not Martha and Lazarus’ sister Mary. It was a pretty common name! I’m from the town of Magdala so they called me Mary Magdalene. I first met Jesus a few years ago. You see I was filled with demon spirits. I was tormented by them day and night. But then I met Jesus. Jesus looked upon me with compassion. I could feel the love in His eyes. Then He spoke and seven demons came out of me. It was like I was alive for the very first time. You know, really alive! Everything seemed so wonderful! I kept growing closer and closer to God every day. But a few days ago everything went wrong. I was there the day they took Him. You cannot believe the things they did to Him. And when He was beaten, bleeding, and bruised so badly you could hardly recognize He was human. They killed Him in worst way they knew. They crucified Him. They nailed Him to a tree and even then I could see love in His eyes, I could hear love in His voice. He cried out one last time and then He died. I never felt so sad, so empty, as at that moment. I kept thinking back to the day I first saw Him, how His love reached out and healed my mind. I know He had the power to save Himself from the horrible things they did to Him; I just don’t understand why this happened! Some of the other ladies that followed Jesus and even His own mother watched as they took Him to the tomb where they laid His body. But we could not even prepare His body for burial.  You see, it was against our laws to touch a dead person on a holy day and that day was Passover, one of our biggest feasts! We cried and prayed all night that night. The next day was the Sabbath which is a holy day too, so we still could not go to the grave.   Early the next morning, on the first day of the week, a group of us women, Salome, Johanna, Mary of Bethany, and some other women who followed Jesus, got up early to go to the tomb. But when I got there, I could not believe my eyes. The stone that had sealed His grave, a huge boulder, had been rolled away! We rushed to look inside the tomb to see what had happened. His body was gone! I thought that they had stolen His body. After all they had done to Jesus, now they had stolen His body! We ran and told the disciples what we had seen and they went to see for themselves. When I got back, they were leaving, going home. I asked them, “What can we do?” But, they had no answer. They left. I stood there, hurting and crying and leaned over to look inside where His body had been. To my amazement, there were two men dressed in white sitting inside the tomb. They asked me why I was crying. I had to explain the story all over again. Suddenly, I heard someone and turned around and saw a man. He also asked why I was crying and who I was looking for. Thinking He may have been the thief or a groundskeeper I pleaded with Him—“Sir, if you took His body, tell me where it is so I can go get it, please.” Then He looked deeply into my eyes and said my name, “Mary.” I looked into His eyes, it was those same eyes that looked past my shame and forgave my sins. It was Jesus! I cried out, “Master.” He was alive. He is alive!
The Roman Guard’s Story Salutations!  My name is Benedict. I am a guard in the army of Caesar. I had always wanted to be a soldier when I was your age, and I became just that. I started out working security for various events but a few years back I was transferred to Judea. This isn’t the greatest place to be assigned. You see, Rome has had all kinds of trouble with all the temple leaders here. It seems like its mostly because of this one man. Some said He was great, some loved Him, but these Temple guys hated Him and everything about Him. I was stationed in the area of the temple to make sure peace was upheld. I hated this position! You see, these religious men called Pharisees and Sadducees, they ran the temple.  You would not believe these guys! They had a law and a tradition for everything. It was all nonsense to me.   It seems that this man, this Jesus, had really made them crazy. But the way these Temple leaders talked He was the most dangerous man to walk the earth. One night, late, I was just getting ready to go home when my troop was called in for a special assignment. We get there and they give us orders to go and capture this Jesus and bring Him before Caiaphas, one of the rulers. So, in the middle of the night we go out following this guy who supposedly was one of His best friends that had betrayed Him. Man, I don’t need any friend like that! We get to this garden and He is there with a few of His friends and this Judas guy gives us the signal. I walk up to Him and He asked me who we were coming for. I say, “Jesus of Nazareth.” I will never forget what happened next. He opened His mouth and said, “I am He.” Now I know that this is hard to believe, but as soon as He said that every one of us fell flat out on our backs. It was like getting hit with a truck. We stood back up and He said, “I am who you are looking for, now let my friends go.” No sooner had He said that then one of his friends comes charging at us like a crazy man with his sword. He screams and cuts off the ear of a servant that was with us! We draw our swords but the guy, Jesus, was already taking care of the situation. He told his friend to stop, put away the sword and leave. Then He did something I will never forget. Now remember, we were here to arrest Him and put Him away. He kneeled down, grabbed the ear and put it back on. Really! I mean it. He put his ear back on his head. I could not believe my eyes. I was so freaked out I could barely remember my job! We tied Him and took Him away as we had been ordered. My shift was over and I was beat so I headed for my house. Now I’ve heard some of the things that happened to Him next. I did not see any of it since I was at home enjoying a couple of days off, but I heard it was horrible—really bad. I’m a pretty tough guy, but from what I hear, you couldn’t even tell He was a human after they were finished with Him. I reported back to my commander and he says I am to go guard this grave. I was like, “What? Guard a dead guy? Are you kidding me? What do you think He is going to do?” He said it was an order direct from Pilate himself—you know the big guy. So I say, “Hey, you want to pay me to sit outside a dead guy’s grave, whatever you say.” My partner and I head out and when we get there we placed a royal seal on the huge rock that covered the
tomb and started chatting to stay awake. Time passed and it got really late. All of a sudden, the earth starts rumbling and shaking. Now I am freaking out! I mean this was a major earthquake. The second one we’d had this week! Then this glowing person suddenly appeared. I think it was an angel. Not some little baby angel. This was an angel man! He looked like lightning and his clothes were so white it hurt my eyes. With no trouble at all, he grabs the huge stone, rolls it away from the door and sits on it! I was so afraid and I have never been afraid of anyone!   Next thing I know the body’s missing! We were going to be in big trouble but we had to report what we saw to our commander. He took us to the priests. After we told them what happened, they brought out this huge sack of money! They told us that if we will lie and tell everyone that we fell asleep and somebody had stolen his body that they would give us all that money. We knew that had not happened! It would have taken ten men to move that rock, but who cares? We took the money, left and told everyone exactly what they had told us to say! I mean, come on! It was a ton of money! But, listen. Come closer. Let me tell you something. Nobody stole His body. We did not fall asleep. You know what I think really happened? He is alive!
Thomas’ Story Greetings! My name is Thomas. I am one of Jesus’ disciples. You know the twelve closest friends of Jesus? Maybe you’ve heard of some of us. Yes, I walked with Him. I talked with Him. I loved Him. Our group had spent almost three incredible years together. I can’t even begin to explain to you the unbelievable miracles I saw with my very own eyes. Jesus was amazing. But then he began to share with us that He was leaving soon and that where He was going we could go also. I didn’t understand and even asked Him one time, “Lord, if we do not know where you are going, how can we go there?” He smiled at me and in His loving way He tried again to explain to me what He had meant. The next few days were horrible. One of our own, Judas, betrayed Jesus. After all that Jesus had done for him, he sold him out for thirty pieces of silver! Well, you may have heard the awful story of how he died. I have to tell you that I thought I would die. I have never felt so empty inside. I didn’t know what to do. All I could think of was His smile, the way He spoke to us in stories so that we would understand. I just left for a while. I just had to get away. Most of us disciples just ran away. Not only could we not believe what was happening, we were afraid they would come after us too! We all kind of laid low for a couple of days. There were soldiers everywhere and lots of strange things had happened! There were earthquakes, darkness in the middle of the day. Spooky stuff! I started to hear strange rumors though. I returned to meet up with the other disciples. They told me the craziest story I had ever heard!  They told me that they had seen Jesus, that He was alive! Oh, how I wanted to believe them, how I wanted for Him to be alive. But how could He be? They crucified Him. He was dead. It had been three days. I told them that I didn’t believe them and could not unless I saw with my own eyes and touched where they had put the nails in His hands. They tried to convince me but I would not listen. Not that I did not want to believe but I am a sound thinker. I cannot just believe what others say. I needed proof, you know?   A while later we were all together preparing to eat. Oh, except Judas, he had killed himself after he heard what all they did to Jesus. So there were only eleven of us now. We had the doors of the house locked because we were still afraid of the soldiers and the religious leaders. As we were talking, Jesus just appeared! Out of nowhere! Just as real as I’m sitting here today! But it was Him, not a Spirit, not an imagination—it was Jesus—in the flesh! He greeted us all, but then He looked straight at me—almost through me. He said, “Thomas, put your finger here; see my hands. Reach out your hand and put it into my side. Stop doubting and believe.”  I did as He said and cried out, “My Lord and my God!” Then He smiled and looked deep into my eyes. He said,
“Because you have seen me, you have believed; blessed are those who have not seen and yet have believed.”
I’m sure that He meant you—although you have never touched Him like I did, you have believed. I’m so glad that you have. Jesus did lots of other amazing things while He was there that I do not have time to share with you now. I do have time to make sure you know one very important thing, though. Are you listening? Jesus is alive!
The Angel’s Story Fear not, I bring you great news! Actually the greatest news ever! And I’ve heard some pretty great news in my day. I am an angel of the Lord! Yes, it is true. You are in the presence of a real angel of the living God. I hear you want to know how it all happened. Well, get comfortable and I’ll tell you. You see, thousands of years ago, long before my Master created the heavens and the Earth, God created countless angels including me. My life consists of worshipping  God and carrying out an occasional message or mission on His behalf. Greatest job in the universe I think! When Jesus left heaven to come to the earth, I led the heavenly choir in front of the shepherds. We sang “Glory to God in the Highest and on earth peace, good will toward men!” What an amazing night.   We observed Jesus throughout His life. I may be prejudiced, but He was the cutest little boy you have ever seen! As He grew we observed how He showed His power when people needed to believe and His loving heart when they needed to change. He was amazing to watch. We knew that he was there on the greatest mission of all times. This was God’s ultimate plan He’d been working on since the beginning. The Father had sent Him, but he willingly went. He chose to go. He did amazing miracles, preached God’s message of love, and fulfilled each and every one of the prophecies we had heard for thousands of years given by the prophets.   But now it was time, time to pay the price for the humans—those who had lived before, those who were living then, and all that would ever live—including you! They did things to Him that you could not believe, horrible things, and then He chose to allow them to hang Him on a cross. They did not make Him, they did not force Him. He chose to give His life! I’ve got to tell you though. It was the hardest thing we had ever had to see! In fact, at one point, when He was on the cross I called together ten thousand warrior angels to be ready for His call. All He had to do was ask. We would have been there. We could have taken Him off the cross and brought Him home. But He chose to stay. He chose to finish the plan, to make a way. I guess it was hardest on God the Father though. When Jesus took on all of the sin of all time, God turned his face away from Jesus. That’s the only time, before or since, that I’ve ever seen God do that! Then, as He had accomplished everything God sent Him to accomplish, He died. Although I felt sorry for His followers, we started to rejoice and praise the Father like we never had before! Now that’s a lot of praising! Remember, worship is a full-time job for an angel! Why were we happy about Him dying? It was finished! Everything was made new! The way had been made! Then I will never forget what happened next. The Father called my name and sent me to open the tomb. With joy and gratitude I called upon all the power of heaven and shook the ground violently! I flew faster than lightning to the tomb and rolled back the stone. He had defeated death. He had made the way for all men to get back to God! He had fulfilled all that was spoken! He was and is alive!
Clip 3- The story of “The Resurrection of Jesus Christ” told a different style!
Memory Verse Run   1 Peter 2:9 NLT   ...you are a chosen people. You are royal priests, a holy nation, God’s very own possession. As a result, you can show others the goodness of God...
Clip 4  -  Mike and Steve talk about Jesus about His death and resurrection then the book shuts and they start to clean the attic up , then they get a text that they have to go the the college because the famous guy has made a big donation to the college and they needed to be there ASAP. Central Truth:  God invited me into his family. Now I can tell His big story. Clip 5 -   Mr. Thomas tells us about that we should follow Jesus.  God’s story is still being written and you could be a part of it. The boys get there to the college for the presentation that someone has donated money for the new science building and they introduce the special guest, Mr. Thomas and the boys find out that Mr. Thomas is Dean Sims son and the famous guest.  Mike and Steve are invited to the stage and they get to do the reveal of the new science building.
Prayer- (Remember to also include prayer for salvation)
Quiet seat prizes
Game-Resurrection Race – Items needed rolls of toilet paper  and parking cones. Divide students into pairs. Have pairs line up along one line. Place cones a good distance from the line, directly in front of the pairs. Give each pair two rolls of toilet paper. On, “Go!” the first person from each pair will wrap their partner in toilet paper, using the whole roll. The wrapped person will then break free of the toilet paper, run toward the cone, run around the cone, and then back toward their partner. They will then wrap their partner and the partner will do the same thing. The first pair to have both people wrapped and run around the cone wins.

What did you learn today? - Ask Questions! Start on one side of the room and ask several kids what did you learn today? Teacher spend some time asking kids questions as children are being picked up by parents – then move on to activity sheets.
Questions to ask the kids: How is the story of Mike and Steve like the story of the Bible? (They made a big mistake they couldn’t fix. They needed someone to pay the price for what they did wrong. They could never work hard enough to make up for what they did.)
Could Mike and Steve have ever paid the price for what they did wrong? Were they ever going to be able to get the attic clean? (No, no matter how much they cleaned, the attic just kept getting messier and messier. They couldn’t ever earn enough money to rebuild a whole science lab.)
Did you understand who Mr. Thomas is? (He’s Thomas Simms, Dean Simms son.) How is that like the story of the Bible too? (Jesus was God’s Son all along and had a plan to make things right.)
In the show we saw Mike and Steve do something often called taking Communion. Did you see what it was? What does Communion represent? (Talk about how Jesus used wine and bread to symbolize giving his body and blood for us. Clarify that we usually use grape juice and crackers but that it means the same thing. Some kids may be alarmed to see Mike and Steve drink wine if they are from a family that doesn’t do so, especially since their ages are unknown and they may seem like teenagers.)
What plan did Dean Simms and Mr. Thomas have to fix Steve and Mike’s mistake? (Mr. Thomas paid to have the lab rebuilt. He fixed their problem with their school.)
How do we receive the forgiveness that Jesus made possible for us on the cross? (We have to put our faith in Jesus and choose to follow Him.)
Even when things were the hardest, Jesus still made the choice to follow God’s plan and play His part in God’s story. How can we follow Jesus like that? (By trusting and obeying him, even when it’s really hard.)
What promise did Jesus make as He returned to heaven? (He would return to earth again someday.)
9.  What did Jesus tell His followers to do until He comes back? (Go and tell others the good news about Jesus.) What are some ways you can do that this week?
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