#do I technically have an out cause y'know changeling? ye but that feels like cheating lmao

[roraimae]

[wheresunandseameet]

I don't have everything figured out yet but i have the like base background.

Under the cut cause i am rambling haha (color coded to show like change in like topic)

So my Si is named Idunn, the same as my tolkien universe one for Fili ngl, and technically should have been a Dwarf since her mom is as is the person she was raised by alongside her sister named Glain & assumed was her dad Lalin.

But actually, she is a changeling who was kinda conditioned by her mom to never change from the shape of a dwarf, one her mom specifically "crafted" for her and never let anyone see her if she did.

It turns out that her mom was tricked by a doppelganger who was in the shape of her husband, the previously mentioned dwarf who raised Idunn, and you know slept together, which resulted in Idunn.

Her mom, while she loves Idunn to some extent, mostly feels ashamed that she was born at all since y'know: she was tricked, this counts as some kinda cheating in her mind even though she was tricked, and (instead of coming clean to Lalin about it since it was her being tricked) she never told Lalin & made him believe Idunn was his by blood.

Idunn ended up leaving home because she slipped up and was caught changing forms. She basically ran away from home since she assumed her dad and sister would hate her for not really being Lalin's blood child.

It is a wrong assumption on her part because both love her to bits and are more mad at her mom since she didn't come clean about it. But they also finally have an understandable reason why she always mentioned feeling like she didn't belong or felt like an imposter.

She ends up changing forms and names a lot, both to hide and because she is struggling to find out just who she is & dealing with a lot of general dysphoria.

For class, i am honestly not sure.

I could see her like going for a jack of all trades route (multiclassing as all but like sorcerer, warlock, cleric, just any that require outside sources directly).

But i could also see like her multiclassing as either Bard and rogue, Druid, or ranger.

Or possibly either a paladin or fighter.

I really like the idea of her as a bard even if idk how that would go tbh. Or a Paladin, but idk which oath she would even be.

As mentioned, i don't know a lot about Fjord and his character arcs yet but from what little i read, i feel like our struggles would be potentially similar? And i am honestly (an ace) Slut for Honorable men especially when they are also kind.

I have thoughts of how they might meet, how my si might join the mighty nein if she does, or like if she just wanders in and out of the adventure.

Also i already have thought of angst, Jester is mentioned ngl but like i adore Jester (and Nott) so like it isn't anything directed at her specifically in any negative way, but more of Idunn making an assumption based on what she sees and what little she knows of the different relationship types.

Plus, with a side of being so very jealous of someone that you love as a best friend and that very fact filling you with self disgust because that isn't how best friends feel about each other.

my friends would say it is a good indicator of my interest when i think up Angst so easily lol.

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Yes ^^ Wen Qing iss so beautiful and i can literally relate to her so much and ngl part of that ship is usually Poly (in my head) with Jiang Cheng and lemme say the potential for angst has me flailing. I do need to rewatch more though cause i keep getting distracted haha.

This is the main of @wheresunandseameet and i need you to know i have started shipping with Fjord on a mix of vibes and a small wiki read alone tho i am starting to rewatch the campaign.

I am (half jokingly) blaming you lol

Lmaoooooo YES!!!! Yes!!!!!!

Tell me about your dnd self-insert!!! I want to hear! Class and race and background and goals, go go go!

Also unrelated but WEN QING SELFSHIP??? I'm so utterly starstruck by the concept. I don't have any Untamed characters on my list because if I started dating in that universe I simply wouldn't stop and I'd need a million different AUs, but that is so very cool and awesome