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bunnyb34r · 8 months ago

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Holy shit my fatigue is so bad today. Like I'm not "I need a nap ASAP" tired (I mean I could nap) but "holy shit I cannot be upright any longer I'm fucking exhausted" tired

Honestly suprised I was able to shower okay, but I did kinda have to hype myself up to do it :/

This shit sucks so bad... I miss having energy... I miss not feeling like shit every day

I haven't felt "healthy"* since I was 12. I think puberty was when my nervous system was like "oh so we're like permanently gonna be this stressed... oh" and just gave out bc that's when my cfs started. Never stood a chance

*I mean I didn't ever feel like a normal healthy child, but I felt a hell of a lot closer to healthy than now

#marquilla #is it the long covid? is it long covid part iii? is it 'It's March™️' (worst time of the year stress wise) is it bc my ptsd has been #triggered and shit the past week and my body is tired of that shit? am i sick? is it work stress? who knows!! (:#i was busting ass at work today bc i recovered like 1/4 my area then focused on labeling my boxes for inventory bc i only have THIS WEEK #to do it as far as i know (i think it starts when we get back from break) so im hauling ass trying to get my boxes counted and pulled #forward with nothing behind each other (except for my to be liquidated stuff bc i have several boxes...) and ive been throwing my spare #boxes away to avoid getting yelled at bc we technically shouldnt have that shit... and ive been kinda dumping clearance shit on the table #sgdggdd like i semi recovered it first but its $3 theyre gonna be destroyed anyway #i have about 2/3 of the second half to go still (first half is all done except clearance and NikeShitë bc tiny boxes...) so idk #and im worried ab everything going to liquidation when im on break bc like thats gonna be empty space on the table that i doubt anyone will #fill bc 'thats too haaaard [childrens]' but idk i just dont know #im just so stressed and tired i might go to the movies Tuesday bc Oppenheimer is back in theaters bc it won Oscars and I think ill go on #discount day so it's only $6 and ill see what the hype was ab but im skeptical of it being good tbh #anyways im fucking tired and i hate it

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