#didn't pan out. in Choro's case because he wasn't as good as he thought he was and in Ichimatsu's because realising that he'd have to mask | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

malaierba · 1 year ago

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Thinking about Karamatsu/Nozomi whole looking through some web weavings, and if I ever write something for them (currently in the phase of trying to come up with key events and organise them chronologically so it makes sense, thematically) I think I'd like this to be one of the take aways

In the event of a bad ending (dunno if I'm strong enough for that though 🫠 SHE CAN CHANGE HIM WITHOUT DYING im better than that), I hope that Karamatsu still finds it in himself to stop being so passive about his life. Like,

To stop waiting for the perfect moment or the perfect answer to dawn on him, and instead take life by reins and... Just start being an active participant in his own life. To embrace self-determination and the risk of committing to something that may not pan out but still forces you to take conscious and mindful action every day.

#nozomi takahashi #karamatsu #karanozo #thinking about what the sextuplets (say they) want out of life vs. what they do to achieve it vs. whats holding them back #you have cybermatsu who are the most driven/ambitious but where one is held back by anxiety/the delusion that thinking about being responsi #is the same as actually being responsible (i mean. i get it lol) the other one is held back by trying to cheat the system bcs he thinks he'#too smart for hardwork + the apprehension that if he earns something it may be disrupted by his family dynamic which is HEARTBREAKING #then parka who dont show much ambition and i think they embrace the mindset of not wanting more than they currently have #whilst ignoring the discomfort this creates. and i like to think Osomatsu is stressed by the knowledge that as the eldest he SHOULD be #striving for more no matter how much change scares him (sick dad skit + nyachan skit) whils Ichimatsu just has such a low image of himself #he probably thinks back to how hard he had to try I'm HS and gets discourage yet also ignores the successes he's had #(hc but i like to think everyone thought he and choro would be the most well adapted and traditionally functional members of society but it #didn't pan out. in Choro's case because he wasn't as good as he thought he was and in Ichimatsu's because realising that he'd have to mask #forever kept him from trying)#and then. kinniku. and I'm thinking how they're the two with the most obvious passions (the arts + sports) and how they're visibly #skilled (Kara) and talented (Jyushi) and Karamatsu even mentions in S1 that he tried to become an actor but gave up and Jyushi says he's #never actually played an official baseball match prior to the S1 finale and I go insane thinking that they also tried in their own way to #pursue less traditional passions but they were always held back until they allowed the passions to become an scape and a distraction #idk why i wrote all of this it's not actually that related to the post. like i would try to explore that hc in a fic but???#something possessed me lol. but it's written so y'all take it. ANYWAYS #rambles

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