#didn't know I had this many feelings about ramona flowers

[samwiselastname]

I am like actually very proud of having moved on to the point where getting triggered by something can be funny in hindsight. like there is this knee-jerk response I held for a long time of "thing reminds me of bad, reflects the attitutudes which enabled my traumatization, is bad" and now I'm 6 months away from 30 able to recognize that perhaps I Just Have Baggage and can observe being triggered at get through it, perhaps while even still enjoying the thing that accidentally punched me in the face, and appreciating what that face punch taught me

[dgaftilwedie]

:3

strange peculiar weird looking fucking thing

i wish i was less annoying 💀💀💀 i feel like all i do is bother people and no one actually really likes hanging out with me because im fucking obnoxious!!!! i wish i didn't think that way but i don't know how NOT to

i do NOT wanna dwell on that rn!!!!!!!

family guy.......... breaking bad............ god i need to rewatch that show i fucking love breaking bad

i don't really have any???

i wanna go back to new york city so bad 😭😭

no one's gonna look out for you so you have to look out for yourself. your friends aren't your friends until they're your friends, yknow??

my hot bio teacher /hj

summer because it doesn't make me suicidal LMFAO

the inside cover of ur favorite cd

im not even gonna lie there's ten songs and half of them are by BTS

coolest guy i've ever had the pleasure of meeting. he's so fun to be around and i'd probably kill somebody for him. he smells like weed and warmth and the 2000s. 10/10 human being i fuckin love that guy

i was in a dodgeball competition with some people at my school that i didn't like but instead of using dodgeballs, we were using tiny water-filled popping bobas. i became a dodgeball god.

pumpkin spice latte 🤤🤤

SWAN SONGS BY HOLLYWOOD UNDEAD. it was the first album i ever got attached to and i've been criminally obsessed with hollywood undead since i was fucking 2!!!!!!! their dove n grenade logo is gonna be my first tattoo :33

idk, getting punched in the face??

i don't really have a favorite painting

uhmmmm scene kid meets teenage boy from 2013 meets white trailer trash chick

what does this question mean

this is lowkey embarrassing but jimmy urine 💀💀 YES I KMOW HE'S A BAD PERSON OK I WAS A LITTLE KID

i've been on tumblr for about 4 years and i don't think the way i've used it had changed very much

it was a piece of shit android but it did what i needed it to do (except for run roblox)

mmmmmm strawberry :3

my uncle dave LMAO i would ask him literally every question under the sun i haven't seen him since i was 6

sandwich.......... but hear me out. you can literally turn ANYTHING into a sandwich. salad sandwich......... pizza sandwich.......... burrito sandwich.......... sushi sandwich......... anythig constitutes as a sandwich

?????? what kind of whavk ass question

POSTAL POSTAL POSTAL POSTAL POSTAL POSTAL POSTAL POSTAL POSTAL POSTAL EEEEEEEEEEEE

shark :33 i love shark :33

stank ass pits

i just think dragons are really fucking cool :33

that scene is turning red where the main character's mom brings her fanart to show the fuckinnnnnnn convenience store worker that she has a crush on the fanart she drew of him 💀💀💀 literally had to pause the movie for 20 minutes to think about if it was really worth watching

uhmmm probably my ancient brokencyde cds

i've chipped one of my front teeth so many times that half the time it doesn't even look like it's there 💀💀 i am the one toothed wonder

never been to one

not in the mood to dwell rn :3

YOLOOOOOOO

all of my habits are strange i do everything in patterns (i am 99% sure i have ocd)

poofesure gameplays 💕💕

uhmmmmmm idkkkkkkkkkk :PPPPPPP

jerk off

making my own original music

idk but i bought this dope ass sonic hat earlier today it's fucking awesome

stupid poopy loser

prettyyyyyyy good B)) i think my relationship with my dad is a little better than my relationship with my mom

the bass

ramona flowers........ not in a manic pixie dream girl all the incels want me way, but in the we're both people who've made mistakes, tried to run from them, and are now trying to face them head on and be better people way

most country just does not float my boat like specifically MODERN country............ the older shit is super mega nostalgic for me cuz i grew up in the country

i would be too excited to experience fear like "OH MY GOD LOOK AT THAT FUCKING CREATURE!!!!!" but the answer is probably ants because i am scared of ants :D

i think most people are overrated

silly blog :3 tell people my thoughts :3 hello world!!!!!!!!!! \(^_^)/

50 Q’s

1.) describe yourself through the eyes of a stranger? 2.) what is a quality you’d like to change about yourself? 3.) what is your worst potential fear for the future? 4.) which television series do you use as a form of escapism? 5.) share a secret about yourself? 6.) if you could choose any place in the world to visit, where would it be? why? 7.) what advice would you give your childhood self? 8.) describe how you envision your ideal life partner? 9.) what is your favorite environmental season? why? 10.) what’s one book you’d suggest every person should read? 11.) what is one song that’s able to bring you to tears? 12.) describe your best friend? 13.) what was the premise of your last dream? 14.) what’s your favorite warm beverage? 15.) name one musical album that greatly impacted your life? why? 16.) what’s your favorite form of flattery? 17.) what’s your favorite painting? and describe how it makes you feel? 18.) describe your personal style? 19.) what was the last concept that inspired you? 20.) who was your very first artistic inspiration? 21.) how long have you used tumblr for? how has your style changed over the years? 22.) what was your first cell phone? 23.) what is your favorite fruit flavor? 24.) whom would you resurrect from the afterlife? which 3 questions would you ask them? 25.) if you could choose only one meal to eat for the remainder of your life, which would you choose? 26.) which of the 7 deadly sins do you struggle with the most? and which the least? 27.) your latest obsession? and why? 28.) if you could domesticate any animal as your pet, which would you choose? 29.) what’s your least favorite smell? 30.) favorite mythological creature? and why? 31.) name a scene from a movie that makes you cringe? 32.) favorite piece of memorabilia you own? 33.) your personal favorite oddity about yourself? 34.) favorite concert/show you’ve attended? 35.) what’s one thing you would tell to the last person who betrayed you? 36.) your favorite mantra to live by? 37.) do you have any strange habits? 38.) what’s your favorite white-noise to fall asleep to? 39.) what is your favorite gemstone? why? 40.) how do you choose to cope when you’re upset? 41.) what are you currently trying to accomplish? 42.) what’s your favorite item you’ve purchased secondhand? 43.) describe your personality is only 3 words? 44.) how is your relationship with your parents? 45.) an instrument you aspire to learn how to play? 46.) relate yourself to one movie character? 47.) least favorite music genre? why? 48.) which animal would you be the most terrified to encounter? 49.) name a public figure you find to be overrated? why? 50.) what purpose do you get out of using tumblr?

[violent-femmess]

I can go on for hours about how men see any feminine presenting person as an object including OTHER CIS MEN?! when i had short hair and looked very androgynous (some guy had to examine my knuckles to determine my sex) i was respected so much more, they used to speak to me properly and include me in their jokes and shit but now i've grown my hair out and look very clearly feminine they've changed so much? im getting so many weird comments form them, they've started talking down to me, they don't talk to me like friends anymore all they do is dm me because god forbid they're seen being nice to me in person. they constantly remind me about how weak i look, make threatening jokes, tell me how easy it would be to beat me in a fight? they've started pulling the "you're not like other girls" bullshit too where as before i was just Tyler, i was a mate to them, now im just an object that they can break if they want to. also so many men have stopped speaking to me now im talking to someone, they only want to know me it they believe theres a chance of them being able to fuck. as soon as you make it clear you have no interest in them they're so cruel. They also started insulting how i looked before, "you look so much better now you've had such a glow up!" "i hated how you dressed before icl" my hair is slightly longer than before and lighter in colour thats the only difference, i still dress the same, they associate short hair with masculinity so they couldn't objectify me back then, I've started feeling unsafe around them again. they no longer look at me, they look through me, or focus on the aspects that interest them, they went from calling me a bro to calling me a slut, i wear the same outfits both masc and fem and yet they look down on me so much more, if i dress in baggy clothes im lazy, i look trampy, if i show skin or anything even slightly skin tight im a slut. they react so strangely when i express interest in my subjects, i talk to them about psychology and im their ramona flowers manic pixie dream girl fantasy or im trying to manipulate them, i talk about law and im "actually so smart, i didn't expect you to know stuff like that", i talk about sociology and im too political (IT ISNT EVEN FUCKING POLITICAL) and i need to relax, god forbid i mention feminism. they're so disappointed when they find out i prefer social sciences over art, "you're wasting your talent" no im not im actively showing you my talent in my subjects you just refuse to listen, you only listen when i make dick jokes because that the only thing you care about. also the way they talk to their feminine male friends? they're so explicitly sexual towards them, their insults consist of calling them a bitch and mocking them saying THEY'RE the ones getting fucked not the ones fucking, they talk down to them to a certain degree too, not as much as to me but enough to notice. masculinity is the only humane thing to men, anything non masculine is just an object for them to do as they please with. i hate the patriarchy so much.