#depression and burnout don't work like a story arc. they always come back. | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

femmeterypolka · 1 year ago

Text

i don't think proseka is a very good game. It's definitely not a very good vocaloid game. but i'm addicted to the little pink diamond that says i did a good job playing and i'm normal about mizuki akiyama

#i'm generally not super intrigued by the project sekai characters. nightcord is the only group i really care about.#but even then. I don't care about the characters in the way the game wants me to. i relate to ena but i don't think they'll ever do anythin #interesting with her character. as is the business model of the game. you CAN'T have an ending to the story because then the content stops #as an neurodivergent person i relate a lot to kanade. but i don't find her all that interesting!#mafuyu has the same problem as ena. i want to like her but she can't know peace if the game wants to keep making money. and also #depression and burnout don't work like a story arc. they always come back.#i like mizuki because i think she's kind of aspirational for me. like out of all of them in the token sad group she actually has her life #together. she has a healthy relationship with her art and she's just herself. i tend to find a lot of transfem characters to be way more #relateable in terms of their relationship with gender expression. despite my agab. i want to be that cute prolific artist femme.#i wish the game would bite the bullet and actually confirm she's transfem. mostly because a lot of people would be happy about it but also #because i'm afraid if she's not transfem. her whole thing would be 'i was a tomboy who rediscovered my femininity' and i HATE that trope.

5 notes · View notes