#dark knights. protectors of justice. i love how we have no shields it's so cool for me :<<< /div>
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noxtivagus · 2 years ago
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looked through some notes n i've been reading some stuff that i've been meaning to about ffxiv. drk.
#🌙.rambles#[ ffxiv. ]#i really want to write like that.. 🥹 yk drk has this certain. yeah it's very personal. sincere.#but has enough ambiguity that so much cld be left to interpretation. there's a certain subjectivity n art to it#that i just find so beautiful. not just drk but just yeah an example rn n my head is full of drk#hdlfaksjdf yk i had this funny (not rlly funny ig it was more scary but still funny to me) dream that had sidurgu in it the other day 😭😭#HDLKFAJSD SOB LVL 70 JP TO EN I CAN'T DO THIS#goodbyes.. remember. 'keep looking forward' with those new ppl by our side.#''to love' was it'? you and all your dark knights' ideal'#'i love you' i'm proud of you' myste you're going to make me cry#personally my interpretation or at least one of it is.. yk smth w carrying n accepting it all w us.#we have to. keep on going. but a central theme always in ffxiv is that yk they can do it bcs they're not alone#'dark Knights may fight to protect something but there’s also someone that doesn’t want to lose them' that hurts#drk resonates w me sm w the protect stuff n all wtf#but yeah god i really love this. bcs myste.. it's. just. an illusion. that can't be attained. it hurts but that will never be real#n then sidurgu w 'But a world where nothing can be lost? You mean to capture everything about a person in just a nice illusion?'#dark knights. protectors of justice. i love how we have no shields it's so cool for me :<<#'That's why we took up the greatsword…!' he's so real for that >>>>#though myste is. i understand it so well i really get it. the loneliness n pain of loss. n.. w the wol the guilt too#for not being able to save them? survivor's guilt. regret.#yeah en w sacrifice/atonement/sin & jp w sadness/being left with no one/trying to prevent harm#No matter how much you fight / how much you persist / it'll slip away.' i'm going to cry i'm fucking teary-eyed fuck ffxiv#an unending journey 😭😭 drk gives me so much inspo i want to write or. paint. wish i knew how to bcs oh my god this hurts#the dialogue hurts bcs while definitely that is part of the truth.. 'If you remember the past / solitude isn’t all that’s there.'#no wait i can't write the rest i'm crying shut up oh i fucking hate drk so much & that 'Fray who is always by your side:'#this. thing between fray n myste in jp feels so personal. like two sides of me fighting ffs i know that so well#that made me even more emotional than i thought it would 💀 that bit w myste before the dialogue choice n#the dialogue choice itself n fray after. n just the whole quest too BRO THAT'S UNFAIR I'M#hdlfkajdfkad i'll read the rest of the translations properly sometime bcs that hit hard#i was thinking of writing to myself to let sm of this out bcs it fucking hurts but i think i'll just cry in the shower n talk to myself
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