#cuz i keep tryna offer solutions and shes like 'nah' and is dismissive about it and shes lik e 'oh i cant afford it' THEN UFKCING
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mapleshmaple · 6 years ago
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#ok last one andn then im done i swaer i just#love hwo when i brought up that delgado could be deaf my mom was like 'nah thats not it'#btu when my AUNT brings it up shes like 'huh. wow i wouldnt have thought of that' LIKE!!! I THOUGHT OF IT!!!!!!!! I BROUGHT IT UP LITERALLYL#LAST MONTH!!!!!!! gjhkgh like im tryna look at it like she forgot and not tkae it personally but its!! frustrating#cuz i keep tryna offer solutions and shes like 'nah' and is dismissive about it and shes lik e 'oh i cant afford it' THEN UFKCING#WHY DO WE HAVE CATS THEN!!!!!!!! WHY DO WE HAVE CATS STILL IF WE CANT AFFORD TO GET HTEM CHECKED OUT AT THE VET#granted the vets. very expensive. btu its!! i just feel like its not fair to the cats?#we only have two and delgados an old fart and has been on deaths backdoor for a year or so now btu just#i feel like i shoudlnt even bother with trying to offer a solution bc moms not gonan listen or not take it seriosuly#or be dismissive and then someone like my aunt'll say the same thing i did and THEN she starts considering it and hgjhkhmm#like!!!!! i dont know why i fucking bother but ok!!!!!!! ill just shut my mouth and be here as your secondary paycheck mom!!!!!!!!!!#why else would i have money except for to service you with and to pay for things with!! how absolutely fucking foolish of me to think otherw#ise!!!!!! we're gonan be trapped in this fuckign stupid apartment and this stupid fucking job and fran wont hire more peopela dn moms#never gonna take that fukcing computer class she keeps saying shes going to and im going to die on shift at some point#and it wont fuckign matter!! nothing fucking matters!!!!! im not gonna live long enough to see positive change if it'll ever fucking happen#so whats the goddamn point!!!!!! theres no fucking point!!!!!! i kknow that shes coping with shit too adn i#hate for feeling like this and for being selfish i ahte it its so stupid and i should jsut keep my goddamn mouth shut its so dumbb
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