#curious if you're reading this i took inspiration from your alphabet

[battydora]

I'd love to see your overhaul's nsfw alphabets as well 🥺❤

note: oh sure thing, sun! i only wrote overhaul once and i want to write for him more to get fond of him yup yup. here you go, i hope you like it!

content: nsfw alphabet, afab!reader, gender neutral, established sex partners? or established relationship, whatever you prefer honestly.

A = Aftercare (What they’re like after sex)

Selfish at first, specially if he ends up all sweaty afterwards. After you decide being done for the night, he quickly climbs out of bed to take a shower. Sometimes he'll let you join him so he can also clean you up. If he considers he was rough to you that night, he'll massage the ached areas. He's not very sweet nor vocal.

B = Body Part (Their favourite body part of theirs and also their partners)

His: Probably his hands. Even though he uses gloves 100% of the time, he enjoys being able to hold you in place, grip your hair or push you down to bed. He expresses his control over being able to manipulate your body.

Yours: Lips. For someone who dislikes being touched, specially all over, during moments of intimacy and growing horniness, he adores your lips kissing, licking and bitting wherever he commands to.

C = Cum (Anything to do with cum, basically)

Unpopular opinion: The idea of having an orgasm is far from being as entretaining as playing around in bed. It's not his main objetive during sex and thinks body fluids are disgusting, but naturally he can't always resist it. He's tolerant, but tries to clean it as soon as he recovers his breath.

D = Dirty Secret (Pretty self-explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)

You once tried using toys on him, specifically a dildo, and he enjoyed it more than he cared to admit. He will never actually confess this to you, but that time you got him to display his ass for you to play with his anal hole and prostate, oh lawd have mercy. He lied and denied moaning your name once as if his life depended on it.

E = Experience (How experienced are they? Do they know what they’re doing?)

A virgin before you, honestly. Clumsy and unsure at first, but after you show him the ropes and realize what he likes, he'll catch up and be more confident and demanding. Basically the experience he gained was because of you.

F = Favourite Position (This goes without saying)

Cowgirl/Cowboy. He gets to command you as you ride him, doing little to no job, he enjoys the view. But rarely any position disgustes him.

G = Goofy (Are they more serious in the moment? Are they humorous? etc.)

Hell naw, Kai is the most serious when it comes to sex. It took you and him a lot of time to get him to be intimate to just be goofing around.

H = Hair (How well-groomed are they? Does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)

He depilates full body, no doubt, specially his pubic hair. He feels cleaner and purer that way. You can always count Chisaki is always clean and his body hair is always depilated.

I = Intimacy (How are they during the moment? The romantic aspect.)

He needs a settling of his preference to have sex, it needs to be planned and set on a specific date, he doesn't like surprises. But once there, he's very focused on his goal at the moment and makes sure everything goes as he wants (this seriousness got you turned off sometime) but at the end these ideas of his have the only purpose of enjoying the act with you as much as he can despite disliking certain things, exposing that Kai cares for the moment and wants it to be as fullfilling as he can make it (for both of you) though he is not expressive about it, this is a secret he keeps locked in the depths of his heart.

J = Jack off (Masturbation Headcanon)

Unexpected erections have bothered him. He does not masturbate regulary because of his thoughts on body fluids. But when he really needs an release, he prefers taking his time in his bedroom. He also does it taking a bath, he feels relaxed and unbothered knowing he'll be clean after that.

K = Kink (One or more of their kinks)

BDSM (dom. role)

BDSM (sub. role but won't admit it)

Humilliation (giving)

Humilliation (receiving but also won't admit it. he enjoys struggling to have someone not taking him seriously nor respecting him, he gets desperate and he loves it)

Begging (receiving)

Not a kink, but loves staring, he makes you do interesting positions to see you and your gorgeous figure from many angles as existing.

L = Location (Favourite places to do the do)

No other place than his bedroom, it's the only place he'll find the eventual peace and privacy he needs to focus. Nevertheless, the bathroom at the bath can be an option too.

M = Motivation (What turns them on, gets them going)

Erotic dreams

Unexpected flashbacks of you during sexy time

Using his alias "Overhaul" during sex. Gets him in a power position he enjoys very much.

Power dynamics ↑

Rubbing genitals

Grinding against him

Cute sets of lingerie/revealing clothes, dark colours only (like black or dark purple)

N = No (Something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)

Nothing outside the bedroom, public sex is a 100% no-no. Also getting out of his comfort zone too quickly is something he does not enjoy very much, he rathers taking his time for certain practices.

O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)

Not really a giver, but man, get on your knees to suck him dry and he'll be thinking about it for weeks. It drives him crazy when you swallow his seed and leave him all clean, it's like a dream to him <3

P = Pace (Are they fast and rough? Slow and sensual? etc.)

Depends! Kai's most common pace (during penetration) is slow and deep. He enjoys hearing you say how he fills you up and your needy pleas everytime you ask him to please increase his speed, which he happily complies, switching from slow to intense.

Q = Quickie (Their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)

It is not his preference, Kai prefers taking his time to do the thing, he would not do a quickie no matter how desperate he feels, the much he'll do is to tease you so you tease him back, feeding his imagination for when he has time to have sex with you properly.

R = Risk (Are they game to experiment? Do they take risks? etc.)

I said public sex it's not his thing, but making you scream of pleasure so everyone knows he's the one you're crying and begging for? Absolutely. Kai is not worried of someone interrumpting (because no one would interrumpt him during intimacy, like, have you lost your mind) so he takes the chance and he strives to let everyone know he is -also- brilliant in this.

S = Stamina (How many rounds can they go for? How long do they last?)

Kai has the stamina for as many rounds as you can imagine, but he cuts it off after the first round, maybe he'll go for two rounds maximum if he's really horny.

T = Toys (Do they own toys? Do they use them? On a partner or themselves?)

If he can make you moan his name without touching you, he will use any toy of your preference. He bought a set of toys to try them out on you. But you had the chance to see his cheeks turn red when you proposed using the toys on him. "Nonsense" once said he after a dildo proposal, but the "D" in "Dirty secret" has its origins here, where after many attempts, he let you play with his ass (best feeling ever but his fragile masculinity will keep this secret hidden for a long long time).

U = Unfair (How much they like to tease)

Flirting/getting in the mood: He teases subtly, if he is the one to take iniciative, he'll be whispering lewd things into your ear as he grinds against you. Not much temptations here, it's just to settle the mood.

Foreplay: He teases more during this part. He subtly caresses your body in order to make you needy, touching very lightly your skin and rubbing your needy and wet pussy with the tip of his gloved fingers or the tip of his cock. Kai is cruel, if you want something you will have to beg for it.

Main act: You wish he stops his teasing here, but you'll have to keep begging for him to do the things you want him to. It'll take you from two to three pleas (they don't have to be coherent tho) to get what you want, after that, have fun!

V = Volume (How loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)

Sighs, groans and low moans. Kai holds a heavy fragile masculinity close to his chest, I can swear that, but he can't always stop himself from releasing lewd noises, specially when he's receiving a lot of pleasure, he would need to be totally aroused and overstimulated to whimper outloud, which is weird to happen (but when it does, he lets out desperate moans, his voice manages to make them sound dirty and needy as he reaches the climax.)

W = Wild Card (A random headcanon for the character)

Undress torso and kiss his pelvis. He can go wild for how soft and sensitive that part of his body is, every kiss against that zone can send jolts of electricity through his abdomen, making Kai release sighs and low moans of relaxation. A pleasant and satisfying feeling, it sends him to a more comfortable state of mind that makes him enjoy sex a lot more, easing his worries on being in constant touch with another person.

X = X-ray (Let’s see what’s going on under those clothes)

I'm tempted to show that screencap from the anime where we got to see Overhaul's back, because wow. A toned back and strong chest and arms, his body is like an inverse triangle so his legs seem thiner compared to his torso. But what we care about in this alphabet is about his ✨ size ✨. Average, clean and depilated pubic hair, it's a little curved but not too much. It gets a little longer when it gets hard.

Y = Yearning (How high is their sex drive?)

Low. It's normally on you to get him in the mood, but sometimes Chisaki takes iniciative mostly after thinking about sex for a few days (or even after an erotic dream.)

Z = Zzz (How quickly they fall asleep afterward)

It takes him a while, specially at nightime. Kai rathers to take a shower and pee first, maybe do a little of aftercare to you. He also changes the sheets, sweat makes him uncomfortable. Theeen after that he gets comfortable and cozzy on his clean and fresh bed with you by his side and falls asleep.

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[zombiesun]

hi! i hope you're doing well :) i'm not sure if you've been asked this before or if you're comfortable with sharing it... may i ask how you started your spiritual journey, how you found what works for you in terms of practices, etc and what advice you would give to someone who's just getting started in figuring all of this out? ofc i know it's very subjective and personal, so i hope this isn't too invasive... if so pls delete this. i guess i just find you inspiring in a sense & i like the way you talk about these things. anyway, i hope you have a good day and i wish you luck with everything <3

I am doing well! I had a rather lovely day today. I have been asked this a few times before but it was a few months back and I’m sure those asks are buried deep within the tags. I’m making this a read more because it’s a long story which will be made longer with my advice. 

I think my spiritual journey started in many individual ways that eventually converged together to create the path I’m on now. The first is that my mother has the gift of intuition, something that was passed onto me. One of my earliest memories is her sitting me down as a nine year old and telling me “you’re always going to know more about people then they will know about you. you will never lack in people wanting what you have to give, but you always be alone.” which was a really terrifying thing to be told so young and something that haunted me for years as it was proven to be true. I didn’t see it as magic, my mother considered it a spiritual gift and I shelved it away because it didn’t feel much like a gift. 

I collected crystals and strange objects I found. I made shrines on my shelves and when I was nineteen, I made my first altar but it wasn’t to any particular deity I just felt drawn to make one. I’ve always felt a really strong connection to the Greek goddess Hestia ever since I was a child and even though I didn’t worship her I did feel a pull to honor her and sometimes pray to her. I was raised by an extreme fundamentalist and a reformed Jewish woman, my childhood was a strange marriage of the two. I had an antagonistic relationship with G-d and the church but a deep longing for spirituality. I bought tarot readings and denied them and resented people who could connect to things that I couldn’t see. One of my closest friends in high school was an aura reader and would message me when my energy shifted from furious reds to depressing blues to ask if I was okay. She told me there was a place within my mind that imitated the inside of a cathedral with dripping white candles from floor to ceiling and me in the middle glaring and wordlessly demanding her to step away from something private. 

The first magic I did was creating sigils. I don’t remember where I learned how to do them but I would draw them out on a leather bound journal with the tree of life stamped on it that a friend had gotten me from a caravan in Utah. I would make them when I was sitting listlessly in church services manifesting changes that seemed impossible but would soon create a strange timeline in my life. I moved to Portland and went on a date with my then partner and showed them how to create one that they would hang over their bed and then I taught a class to my clients and they all drew them out creating small little futures. Many of them were witches and we did ceremonies under the full moon, every night we would go out to the garden and burn incense and herb bundles (once, a full wheelbarrow of dried grass) cleansing out the dark energy that clung to that place and manifesting quietly for a better future. 

I moved away to join AmeriCorp and fell into a spiritual emptiness. I taught myself the Hebrew alphabet with the intent to learn how to pray in my mother’s language. I had a team leader who could read energy and see the true selves of people and told me I was suspended in darkness and that she could only barely see a sliver of light. I had never met someone who could see me so clearly and she made me want to see clearly again too. After I graduated I moved back in with my parents and bought my first tarot deck. Well, I told the universe that I didn’t want to spend money on a tarot deck/altar and if they wanted me to have one then it would have to provide. I worked at a thrift store and found a pack of cards in a bin of clothes I was sorting and bought them for less than two dollars and then on a walk found a tree struck by lighting. There was a ring of of wood that was almost fully off that acted as perfect altar base, a badger skull, a perfect crescent shaped piece of food, and charred piece of bar that twisted into itself like an offering bowl. I took them all and as I walked home crows circled around me and rain fell over me but not behind or in front of me. It was probably one of the most magical experiences of my life. 

 I moved in with a practicing tarot reader and witch and lived with her for a year. She taught me many things, but most importantly how to exist with magic in an ordinary way. I studied magic for a year, taught myself different forms of divination, started selling my readings after months of doing my own, and started seriously doing deity work. I didn’t work for the majority of 2020 and focused almost solely on magic and inner work. When I moved out, I continued to do the same, focusing more on the magical and emotional world then the physical. I embodied the Hermit, cut off unhealthy connections, delved selfishly into my personal world and hoarded my energy and time so I could fill it with more knowledge and more knowing. It was incredible and difficult. I tested the universe many times and was always provided for. 

You are correct, spiritual paths are very personal and subjective and mine is as individual as yours will be. My advice is this: figure out what draws you to spirituality and pursue it. It’s a serious practice, I am not one for spell jars or herbs or collecting hundreds of magical tools. You don’t need much to do magic, just time and patience. I also always say this in questions but do SHADOW WORK. It’s important to know thyself when you’re dealing with a practice that is heavily influenced by your own energy and self assurance. I would start out small, I got into tarot first, then other forms of divination, then manifestation work. I also would suggest learning how to ground, protect, how to draw/close a circle, meditation, and how to communicate with your understanding of the universe (signs and symbols, angel numbers, etc.) I know that’s pretty vague but my experience in craft was just....following my impulses until it got somewhere. There really isn’t a perfect, set way to get into this practice outside of self trust and understanding. You already know what you want to do, what draws you to it, what makes you curious about magic. Follow that. I wish you the best of luck.