#cracking the fuckkkk uppppp

[uyuuma]

“ I HOPE YOU KNOW I'M FADED ”

drunk!gojo x exgf!reader ღ MDNI.

❥ summary. you and your toxic ex, gojo, broke up months ago. yet you find his drunk ass outside your apartment door.

❥ warnings. nsfw, female anatomy, toxic ex, manipulative gojo, dub con, dacryphilia, use of the name 'daddy', alcohol mentioned, tw: toxic relationship dynamic, etc.

❥ a/n. okok this one i thought of while i was bored at work, hope y'all enjoyyyy. i had to resubmit this post bc it got taken down bruh lets hope it doesnt happen again (title was inspired from the song 'spotlight' by lil peep; it is encouraged to listen while reading :3)

❥ wc. 3.2k

Your life has been rather drama-free ever since you broke up with Satoru Gojo.

After the constant arguments and severe manipulation that he had put you through, you decided enough was enough and you told him to essentially fuck off.

But if you were being honest with yourself, you weren't fully over him yet. In fact, life may have been drama-free but it became so boring after that. In some kind of fucked up way, you kind of missed the rollercoaster of emotions he put you through.

That's just how things are you guess, prioritizing your peace over that man was the healthier decision in the long run. You blocked his number and all of his social media as well as ghosting all of your mutuals, like Suguru and Shoko. It was a tough decision but you were tired of them asking about you and Satoru. He's done enough damage to your life already.

It's been radio silence since then, wonderful peace and quiet for two whole months. You found yourself taking up old hobbies again, exercising regularly, and even talking to other men. Life was right back on track and you were on your way to properly healing.

Unfortunately, it wasn't enough because he still knew where you lived. You didn't really bank on the fact he would come banging on your door. You believed he would just move on, since he is Satoru Gojo after all. Any woman would be head over heels for the handsome man, even if he was toxic as fuck.

But no, god dammit it all, he is still stuck on you.

Loud banging could be heard on your apartment door. It scared the living daylights out of you when you shot up from beneath your covers. You thought that there was someone trying to break in or perhaps your building manager was trying to alert you to a fire. You immediately rolled out of bed and ran to the door.

That's when you heard that cursed voice.

"Open uppppp!" the voice slurred on the other side.

You groan an exasperated "Noooooo fuckkkk!" under your breath after realizing it's your ex.

"Baby please... I know you're in thereeee" He said in a joking manner.

You open the door a crack, not unhooking the chain lock. "Go away, I told you I never wanted to see you again." You said coldly. Your voice was also a tad raspy, as you had just woken up from a deep slumber.

"Baby don't be like that, let daddy in will you?" He purred through the crack of the door. You could tell he was under the influence of something and it caused you to roll your eyes.

"Fuck no, now leave before I call the cops." You threatened as you went to shut the door.

The door came to a halt with a loud 'THUD'. Satoru grabbed the chain lock with his fist and he held it open before you could shut it. You gasp and jolt back from the audacity that this guy had.

"No no no no no, you're not listening t'me. I wanna talk to you." He said as he tried to pull the chain off the door.

You knew he had the strength to do it too and you didn't feel like replacing it so you annoyedly invited him in.

"Christ, fine but only for a bit! Do you understand me?" You said sharply, unlocking the chain.

"Anything you want, mama." He said grinning, he swiped the door open wide to let his towering frame through the doorway.

You click your tongue in irritation as you quietly close the door behind him. "What do you want, Satoru? It is 3 in the fucking morning!" You whisper yelled.

"Shhhhshhhshh" He spat out at you, putting his long finger against your lips, hushing you. "I just missed you so much, hehe." He found it amusing you were getting angry and it only triggered you more.

"Don't touch me, you're not my boyfriend anymore." You said smacking his hand away from you.

"Says who?" He asks confusedly. He tilts his head to the side.

"Says me!" You said trying not to scream too loud and wake the neighbors.

"Pshhh nah ah!" He says as he smirks. "I say we just forgive each other and move on, huh?" He proposes the idea, with full confidence.

You let out a laugh in disbelief. "Each other? You prick, you're the one that manipulated me and used me! If anything you should be begging me for forgiveness! And you can start by leaving!" Your voice was starting to get louder, but you were beyond infuriated right now.

"What are y'talking about? Don't start with this crazy shit." He said with a twinge of irritation in his voice. He slouched a lot worse than usual, his hands stuffed into the pocket of his sweats. He was wearing that stupid compression shirt that would always make your head spin when you saw it.

He also reeked of alcohol. It was safe to say that the dude was drunk. It took a lot just to get him tipsy, so for him to be this drunk it must've meant he's been at it all night.

"Look baby, I just came from Sukuna's house party and it made me realized how much I missed youuu." he said, his eyes all glossy.

Oh? So, he decided to crawl back after drinking himself silly at some house party? This guy couldn't get anymore pathetic, you thought to yourself. "You stink of booze, get out of my apartment you bum." You said pointing out the door. "I don't need you ruining my life again."

"C'mon don't be like that princess, you know the only thing I'd ever ruin is your slutty little holes." He said, smirking. He grabbed your chin with his hand and brought you close to his face. You could smell the whiskey still hot on his breath.

You were so beyond done with this. "You're repulsive, do not talk about me like that." All of the emotions you had that you've suppressed came back and all at once. You could feel that all too familiar burning in your eyes and throat.

You went silent and smoothed over your hair with your hand, trying to soothe yourself. Do not let him make you cry again. You took a few deep breaths before continuing.

"Look I know you're fucked up, but you need to call an Uber and leave immediately." You said looking up into his eyes to show how serious you were being.

He just continued to give you this cocky smirk while tuning you out. He just won't fucking listen to you.

"Ok! Well here this shit is again! You never take me seriously! It's like I'm this big fucking joke to you!" You yelled out, letting your emotions start to swell inside your chest.

Tears began to spill from your eyes as months and months of frustrations started to unravel. You looked down and brought your sleeve to wipe your tears. "Well, I won't take it anymore! I-" Suddenly you found that your breath was suddenly snatched from your lungs, after looking back up at him.

Satoru was palming his hard-on while you were sobbing. He was getting off to your tears. The fucking bastard.

"Are you─!" You were cut off by Satoru's moans.

"Fuck, you are so sexy when you get all emotional like that. God, I just want to shut you up with my cock." He said eyes fixated on your face.

"You cannot be serious right now!" You've had enough of his shit, you shoved him, trying to get him out the door.

"Oooh playin' rough with me princess?" He doesn't budge from you trying to push him. "Aww, if only you weren't so weak." He says as he wraps his hand around your wrist and pulls it up. He yanks your hand above your head and watches you squirm.

He looks thoroughly amused and cracks a smile when you fight back.

"Aw I miss this, us arguing and fighting. It always gets my blood pumping." he said, shoving you to your knees.

You tried to fight where this was inevitably going to end up, but it was no use. Satoru was just too damn strong and too damn convincing.

He hisses as he frees his dick from his sweats. It bobs up and down from the sudden release. Your eyes follow it, mesmerized with how big it was. It's been a few months since you last saw it. You had so many conflicting thoughts racing through your head as you silently knelt on the floor below him.

"Suck." He commanded, holding his tip to your lips. His precum lubricated your soft lips, making you feel sticky already.

You shook your head and used your hands to push away from it using his thighs as leverage. You didn't want to give into him, not after everything.

"No fuck- c'mon baby just open wide." He cooed out to you. Even now he was deciding everything for you. He decided you were going to suck his dick and that's what you were going to do.

It was a struggle between you pushing away and him grabbing your hair and pushing your head down onto his cock. Between his groans in anticipation and your whines in protest, he became increasingly impatient.

"No no no, shhhshhh... that's a good girl." He hiccupped. Satoru successfully got your mouth to take his tip. He grunted and tilted his head back slightly, feeling you slowly but surely take his length.

"Oh fuck, I missed your mouth so much baby." He purred as he parted your hair out of your face.

You closed your eyes in defeat as tears began sliding down your cheeks. He held your head still with one hand gripping on your pony tail and pumped himself in and out of your mouth.

"Fuuuuck, no matter where I looked I couldn't find another girl who satisfied me like you do." He started to invade your throat with his length, making your esophagus become sore and your lungs burn from the lack of air.

You choked on his cock, saliva dripping down your chin and neck, as well as down his balls. Your fingernails dug deep into his thighs, trying to either push yourself off or for leverage. One of the two, you didn't know anymore. All you knew was that little warm sensation that built between your legs. Your body was betraying you, you were supposed to hate this man, to not let him abuse you anymore. But fuck, his cock hit all the right places in your tight throat. Your eyes begin to cross as you struggle to breathe.

"Shit, you swallow me so good. Mmm, tell me you want daddy to cum down your throat." He said fucking into your mouth, your lewd slurping sounds were very pleasing to his ears.

You let out a muffled moan in response, obviously you couldn't say anything but that was enough of an answer for him.

"Oh fuck, take my load." he ordered, his abs flexing as he came. He groaned as he painted your throat white with his seed. You could feel the hot, sticky fluid make its way down your throat as you swallowed it all.

More tears fell onto your cheeks. "Hate you, 'toru." you whined out, throat still raw from his dick forcing its way in.

Satoru gave you that cocky smile again and tapped his cock against your cheek as you pouted. "Still harddd." he sang. "Wanna be a doll f'me and get on all fours?" He said wiping the spit off your chin.

You were so disappointed in yourself. This man was forcing himself back into your life and all you could do was watch as it happened. You looked up at him and see that faded look in his eyes. They say that drunk words were sober thoughts, has he been wanting to do this for two months?

Despite everything, you did exactly as he said. You turned around and lowered yourself onto all fours. Truth is, your pussy was aching for him and it had been since you guys broke up. Those men couldn't satisfy you and neither could your dildo, at least not like how Satoru can. Perhaps this whole situation was inevitable.

You pull down your panties and shamefully spread your pussy out for him, showing how you were already wet and ready for him to stretch you out.

"Aww, baby you're already soaked. I haven't even touched you down there yet." He said kneeling down to take a closer look. He took his hand to grip your ass and moved his thumb to swipe a line against your cunt.

You shuddered from the satisfaction of finally being touched where you were aching. You could hear shuffling from behind you and felt a sudden wet, warmth swipe up and down on your clit.

You gasped and clasped your hand over your mouth in response to Satoru suddenly eating you out. How polite of him to at least warm you up.

There was something so feral about the way he ate you out. Perhaps it was the alcohol, but he was sloppily sucking on your clit making your legs shake from the pleasure. He began humming and moaning as his tongue entered you, pumping in and out. His fingernails were digging into the fat of your ass as he spread your cheeks nice and wide for him.

Your arms wanted to give out from under you, but the bastard chose to fuck you on the cold hardwood flooring in the foyer. So you struggled to hold your head up, as if that would protect your dignity.

Satoru parted his mouth from your now slick folds, spit dripping all over your floors. "Mmm, baby I missed tasting you." He said, lust dripping from his voice almost as much as the saliva down his chin. He wiped the drool and slick from his mouth and gave your ass a swift 'SMACK'. You yelped out from the sudden sting.

"You ready baby? This is my favorite part." He cooed into your ear as he rutted his erection against your pussy.

"Yes 'Toru, fuck me please." You whined out. You were already gone, you just wanted the sweet release of the growing knot in your tummy. It was far too late to fight back at this point, all you could think about was him rearranging your guts.

He didn't need to hear any other words of confirmation as he aligned his throbbing cock with your dripping cunt. He pushed the tip in and let a shaky moan out along with a hiss.

"Fuck, always so tight." He groaned while thrusting just the tip in and out of your hole. His hands were still gripping your ass at this time, but he moved his left hand to grip onto your shoulder, lowering you onto his cock.

You let out such sweet moans and whimpers as he watched your pretty cunt swallow him up. He was mesmerized, trying not to cum at the very sight of it. He gave a drawn out sigh in relief from feeling your gummy walls clamp onto him.

He repositioned his large hands to have a strong grip on your waist as he started to thrust in and out of you. It was a slow rhythm at first, nice and sensual like he was trying to massage your insides.

It drove you insane, feeling him drag in and out. He had your back arched, so you folded your arms and laid on them. You scraped the floors with your nails as you felt him start to smack his hips against your ass.

"Mmm... fuck Satoru..." you mewled out, shoulder blades pushing together as your back curved in.

"M'gonna ruin your little pussy." He said making his thrusts rougher. "Gonna punish you for leaving me." He grunted out through clenched teeth. He let out a breathy moan as he leaned over you, slamming his hips flush against your ass.

You let out a sharp squeal as he jackhammered your cervix at this new angle. This squeal pleased him so much that he chuckled and said, "Keep making those cute little sounds."

He caged you beneath him by putting all of his weight on his left arm, holding his hand steadily on the floor by your head. He took his right arm and roughly took your arms from beneath your head. He pinned them both behind your back as he relentlessly pounded into you. This way he could have complete control over your body.

Your face was now met with the cold floor. Your cheek was squished and your mouth agape, drooling from the mind-melting ecstasy. You were starting to see stars, eyes not being able to focus on a single thing. Not that you could see through your tears anyways. You felt your climax approaching rapidly, pussy clenching him uncontrollably.

He started to curse under his breath as his thrusts became more shaky and messy from the pressure. You could tell he was nearing his orgasm too.

"Fuck baby, cum on my cock. Wanna feel you squeeze me." He said, his words coming out super slurred. You couldn't see his expression but you could tell from his voice that he was not only drunk but also pussy-drunk.

Your hands clenched from behind your back and your whole body seized up as you reached your limit. "F-fuck m'gonna cum daddy!" You screeched out, forgetting it was four in the morning. Your eyes rolled into the back of your head as you gasped. Your whole body spasmed as you felt that sweet release you had been craving for months.

"Oh shit baby-" He cut himself off as he bit down on his lip. He hunched his entire body over you and his hands flew to grip onto your hips. "M'gonna fucking fill you so deep" He whimpered as he slammed your ass tightly against his pelvis. You could feel him twitch against you as that familiar warmth invades your pussy.

His curses are much louder this time around, slurring out profanities as thick ropes of cum coat your walls.

You gave one last whine before completely collapsing under him. "Satoru..." you said softly, very much out of breath.

He was silent for a second, slowly pulling himself out of your sore, leaking hole. He took his thumb and plugged your cunt so that his precious fluids stayed inside.

You squeaked from the feeling and laid on the floor in defeat. Your whole body was spent and you felt as if you could pass out on the floor.

He stood up and lifted his sweats back up. "C'mon princess lets go back to bed." He said kneeling back down to pick you up.

"I hate you, Satoru." You said meekly. You meant it, yet you didn't at the same time.

"Love you too baby." He said picking you up, bridal style.

He carried you to your bed, slipping under the covers with you. He spooned you and rested his face in the crook of your neck.

His scent was intoxicating, cologne mixed with musk and alcohol. Fuck, you really did miss him after all.

Whatever, you'll deal with kicking him out in the morning. Or not. You weren't sure anymore as you drifted back to sleep.

[fantasiesxwritten]

Sex in the City

It was a beautiful day in Chicago and I was taking advantage of it; out shopping in the downtown area. I had my right arm loaded with designer shopping bags as I struggled to keep my arm up, my other arm held my Hermes Birkin bag along with my Starbucks Mocha Frappe. I walked swiftly down the street, pondering on if I could stand to go into another store and add one more shopping bag to my already weighed down arm. I decided against it, as I walked further to the parking garage where I had parked my car. I neared the entrance as I sipped the last of my frappe, going to toss in a nearby trashcan. I just so happened to look across the street and as I did I spotted something delectable and tall staring in my direction. From where I stood, I couldn’t make out much about him, I needed to get a closer look.

 I started to walk closer to the parking garage, glancing across the street occasionally and seeing that he was following me. He crossed the street now and came over to where I was, walking directly behind me. I walked into the parking garage and I could hear that he was still on my heels, causing me to smirk. Something about this whole scenario was sexy and daring to me; I didn’t know who this man was but the excitement of what could possibly occur was doing more than enough for my libido. I walked up a little more, heading in the direction of the second floor in the garage before he called out to me. I stopped dead in my tracks and turned around now to see what this mystery man looked like. I was stunned to see that he was more than attractive - brown skinned with light brown eyes, a goatee that seemed to fit his oval face so well, a strong jaw and plump pink lips. My eyes scanned down the rest of his body to scope out the package; his build was every bit of scrumptious as I had spotted from across the street. His defined arm muscles showed eagerly and his short sleeved shirt clung to his ripped stomach for dear life. I looked down at the center of his cargo shorts, but was unable to determine the girth of what was packing below, but that made me all the more anxious to know. I noticed him checking me out too and grinning; assuming he liked what he saw. We hadn’t even spoken any words yet, but the looks written across both of our faces spoke volumes, even through our silence. I had never done anything like what I allowed my mind to think of doing right now; but there’s a first time for everything. I wanted this nameless man to take me in this parking garage and fill me up, sending me home with one of the best shopping experiences to remember. His tongue skimmed across his top lip slowly and he finally spoke. “Don’t get me wrong, but you are stunningly beautiful. And I-” I didn’t even let him finish his complete thought, because I knew he wanted the same thing I wanted. “Yes, I want you to fuck me.” I couldn’t believe I’d actually said the words, but now that they floated out there in the air, there was only one thing to do from here. He smirked so sexily as I saw his pearly whites and that he had one dimple in his right cheek. This man moved in closer to me, making me back up into the car that I stood in front of. “Well in that case, turn around.” He demanded so aggressively, making my pussy instantly moisten. “Yessir.” I spoke lowly as I dropped my shopping bags where I stood and put my Hermes bag in one of the less full ones. He pushed me from behind onto the hood of the car suddenly, my palms falling flat onto the car. He got up close behind me as he let his hands roam all over my body, feeling my curves through my asymmetrical maxi dress. Rubbing himself up against me from behind, his hands traveled up the front of my body; gripping both of my breasts in his hands and rubbing them gently before squeezing them both. He pulled the front of my dress down along with my bra, exposing my breasts and rubbing over both my nipples with his thumbs. “Mmmm.” I moaned out lightly, biting my bottom lip softly and pushing my ass into him. Slowly grinding myself against him as he got my nipples erect underneath his thumbs, he backed away from me just enough. Removing one of his hands from my breasts, he undid his cargo shorts and pulled them down just enough to release his dick from his boxers. He let go of my other breast now as I looked behind me to see him reaching a condom out from his wallet and opening it up with his teeth; removing the condom and rolling it onto his dick from the tip on down. I still had my palms planted on the hood of someone elses car as he lifted up my maxi dress slowly, until my bare ass was in view; I had gone commando today. He grunted out at the sight of it, as he slapped his hand down on it, making it jiggle. “Climb up there and get on your knees.” He told me. I climbed up on the hood of the car; on all fours now. “Squat down. I want to slide right up in you.” I squatted down like he asked me to, sliding back some so my ass hovered right over his dick, I could feel the tip already pressed up against me. He held his dick in his hand and rubbed it over me, letting my pussy get the tip wet; then he brushed it over my clit repeatedly, teasing me. “Yesssss.” I hissed out lowly, letting my body come down a little lower. He teased my clit a little longer before he slid his dick back to my opening and forced himself into me long and hard, entering me entirely. I moaned out as I slammed my hand down on the hood of the car from the intensity. His height made it easy for him to stroke up inside of me, slowly at first; making me feel every single inch as he did so. He placed his hand on my lower back and pushed me down onto him harder, bouncing my ass. Moans were just coming from between my lips as I threw my head back, bouncing my ass off of his dick now. He grunted while his hands found their way to my waist, where he pulled my body backwards, literally sliding me on his dick smoothly. The wetness that my pussy was making had him entering me faster now; filling me up with his thickness. He wasn’t too big, but he was perfectly big enough; as I rolled my hips and dropped myself back onto him over and over again. “Ahhhhh shittttt.” I screamed out after he rammed himself up into me, making my titties bounce in front of me. I gripped as best as I could onto the hood of the car, letting him stroke my pussy deeply. “Fuck.” He muttered followed by a groan, as he picked up the pace even more now, continuing to pull me onto his dick. “You’re so fuckin’ wet.” He began slamming me down onto his dick now, with me looking over my shoulder at him. “Fuck me.” I demanded to him, only making him grow more aggressive with his strokes. I squinted my eyes for just a second as I felt a slight pinch in my stomach from the hard thrusts he was giving to me now; when I opened my eyes I saw an Asian group walking by and watching us with shocking looks on their faces. I could hear them speaking in their native language as one of them even snapped a picture. Being watched was turning me on even more; I could give a fuck right at this very moment, all I cared about was this stranger fucking me until I came all over him. “This-hard-enough-for-you?” He spoke out in between grunts and hard strokes. I ignored him, and kept throwing it back on him while tightening up around his dick. Just as I did that and he felt it, he slammed into me relentlessly, groaning from the pull I was projecting onto him. “Oh myyy fuckkkk. Yes! Yes! I feel youuuuuu!” I moaned out loudly, with a hint of a whine to it. I couldn’t keep quiet now even if I wanted to. His hands moved from my hips and landed on top of my ass as he forced it down, with me unable to move now. He kept me in this position as he drilled into me, going fast and hard. His dick was massaging my g-spot now lovely, forcing me to scream out obscenities; only motivating him to keep up his current strokes. I could feel my pussy throbbing now, and swallowing his dick up inside me; his grunts became more frequent as his breathing followed out shallow. I knew he was feeling the exact same way I was and I was so ready for my body to release. Pumping into me harder and faster this last time, still holding me down so I couldn’t fuck him back; it was driving me crazy because of how good he felt as he entered in and out of me. I closed my eyes tightly, feeling myself about to let go for him, all over him. He groaned out, taking me all the way there as he brought himself there as well. I collapsed onto the hood of the car, with my ass propped up all the way in the air now, my chest flat on the hood. He smacked my ass one last time, causing me to quiver and shake; cumming all over him as my voice cracked from the endless moans that now left my mouth. “FUCK FUCK FUCKKKKK!” I screamed out, followed by loud moans and then, “FUCK THIS PUSSYYYYYY UPPPPP!” He pumped in me steady, not slowing down just yet as he released himself into the condom, inside of me. “Ahhhhhh shiiiit, fuck.” He moaned out along with me, squeezing my ass into his large hands and pulling me onto his dick still. As he finally began to slow down, I felt his dick twitching inside of me, releasing the last bit of his load. He pulled out of me slowly, backing up and removing the condom off of his dick and tossing it between the cars. I slowly climbed down from the hood of the car, my legs completely numb and weak; stumbling once my feet touched the ground. He caught me as I fixed my dress, pulling it down and pulling my bra back up along with the front of my dress. I turned around to face him, seeing sweat beads along his hairline and a satisfied grin across his face, while he tucked his dick back inside of his boxers and pulled his shorts up all the way; buttoning and zipping them. “Wow.” I stated, smiling and giggling a little; catching my breath. “Yeah, that was…” He started. “Amazing!” I finished. “But make no mistakes, I don’t usually do stuff like this.” I assured him. “Neither do I. But when I saw you-” Again I finished his sentence, “You had to have me, right? I felt the exact same way.” We both gazed at each other; post-sex smiles still smeared across our faces. I turned away shyly now, reaching down to grab up all my bags in my hands. “Well, this has been great.” “It has.” He nodded, still smiling. “Will I see you again after this?” “Uhhh, I doubt it.” I spoke softly, beginning to walk off. “I don’t even know your name.” He called after me. I smirked and turned back only slightly, “It’s not important.” I walked off, up the rest of the way to the second floor of the garage where I had parked my car. All I left behind me was my body’s imprints on someone elses car, a used condom and a fine man who was stuck wanting more and wondering why.

Author | Kierra Posted | May 2012