#ciara's convos

[chaosciara]

ah i maxed out😩MWAH! i love you all and was so happy to give you boops!

[perseusjackson-jasongrace]

Good morning, love! All my tumblr links on the jercy masterlist are presently broken because I changed my username, whoops 😅 But if you replace "stillneedsmorekissing" with "melancholic-pigeon" and leave everything else the same, they should still get you to the same place! 💜

(and thank you again for even putting me on it omg my heart, I've been rereading your old reviews recently and they never fail to make me choke up 😭)

hello sweet angel human!

thank you for letting me know; I have fixed all your tumblr links, so they should be all good now <3

Im always sorry i haven't been reading your stuff, I know it's all still incredible and your universe will forever hold such a special place in my heart.

you deserve to be on every fic rec list forever you are so full of magic!

i hope youve been well :) sending love always

[bisexualboysbroadcast]

to ABSOLUTELY no-one's surprise i created a jun & jun sideblog <3

obviously y'all know im unwell about this show and I also have an addiction to creating blogs so it just felt holy at this point

I think it should be a criminal offence that I have to wait an entire week for a new jun & jun episode (dead serious)

[thebitchmanifesto]

my last assignment for my masters degree is going really well if you can’t tell.

[onlyfriendsfuckeachother]

so should I rewatch ep 1? (can’t stop thinking about it) (driving me insane) (what do they mean by all that) (what do you mean I have to wait one whole week for another one) (going to physically compress myself)

[larrikinisahimbo]

jae thank you for giving me a good grade in tumblr🫡something normal to want and only achievable through a mutual’s spam

I just want the old reblog tap back, is that too much to ask for @staff 😩😩

[youngdumbandbrokemp3]

songs that make you believe in bright love and dreamy dreams

[animebltches]

now that I’m caught up with heaven official’s blessing I’m thinking I should start mao dao zu shi 👁️👁️

[ciarareads]

[keep-it-classy-xxx]

ciara WFH 👩🏾‍💻 while trying to get over this guy she was seeing

[chaosciara]

yet another terrible drawing of mountains. yes that’s all i ever draw. yes i’m not getting better. yes they bring me great joy every time. i’m a one trick pony and my trick is so bad.

[perseusjackson-jasongrace]

writing a truly unhinged jercy fic. like the fic itself is not THAT unhinged. it’s pretty much how my writing usually is anyway. but the premise behind the fic is ?????? I’ve been haunted by this idea for the last week and today I finally am taking a break from marking because I NEED to see this fic come to life. anyway please it is so ??????? be prepared for absolutely nothing.

[bisexualboysbroadcast]

I need to know what is happening with mos and bank because tell me why I saw two videos of them with the song “lover” by taylor swift overlayed on the vids on mos’s whole ass official instags, both posted in the span of the last two months? (maybe less)

what is the situation? what is happening? why are they together in every single instagram post of theirs?

why are they this way? I want them back. I should rewatch big dragon

[thebitchmanifesto]

I may be horrendous at stats but at least I have the power to make all my graphs bisexual themed so my lecturer is forced to read my garbage while also being involuntarily subscribed to the queer agenda. not sorry :) in fact feeling very devilish about it :)

[perseusjackson-jasongrace]

so if you’re familiar with my writing style you’ll know i tend to use words as visual tools. like if someone

is

going

down

the

stairs

then they definitely look like they’re going down, kind of thing. but there’s other fun things and hidden messages i get to play around with while i’m creating these little visuals and i thought i’d share some examples from my fics over the years

not so random capitalisation

i use capitalisation a LOT in my writing (haha) and it is definitely for emphasis but i also like to focus on specific things with the words to help portray the emotions in the scene.

#1

in this one, i’ve capitalised some letters in “simultaneously”. But the letters i’ve chosen to capitalise if rearranged a little spell out INSANE.

#2

gay sex happening here and i thought i was hilarious for capitalising “anal” in the word ‘finally’. sometimes it’s not about symbolism. sometimes i just like to entertain myself.

#3

the word “roles” is capitalised in ‘troublemakers’ because that’s their roles. lol obvious, but fun

#4

ah okay this one you’ll see i’ve capitalised the two T’s in ‘torture’ because to me it looked like torture bars. you know those things where they handcuff your hands with a bar in the middle? yea doesn’t it look like a ‘T’?

#5

mind you there are ways happy accidents (as bob ross says). here my aim was to show the suspension by capitalising the first and last syllables. but that meant the middle syllable ‘pen’ was left lowercase, which is a little ode to percy jackson, who we know carriers a pen as his sword. that was a fun discovery.

hidden messages

#1

so in this one visually you can probably tell i’m showing the “sinking” happening. but another fun thing is the way i’ve decided to separate the letters. “s i n” are sort of evenly spaced apart and spell out sin (adding to the pleasure they’re about to indulge in) and “ks” sounds (and maybe looks) like kiss.

so in this little visual i managed to show the action (sinking), the theme (sin) and the result (kiss) just from breaking up “sinks”.

#2

okay so they’re on a motorbike with one sitting behind the other pressed into him and yes i am visually showing their movement by writing gone in this broken way. but also because of the way i split ‘gone’ you can read it as “They’re one.”, cause love and closeness and obsession yadda yadda

#3

this is a dual one

so here there’s two scenes from the same fanfic, with the first happening at the beginning and the second at the very end. As you can see i isolated the word “nothing” to visualise the nothingness and then also split it apart into “no” and “thing” as well as changed it to read “no king”. (emphasis on percy not needing to be a king while in the arms of his lovers).

and then in the last scene i give him the dialogue “No” and assign it to his title so it again reads “no king”.

in conclusion i love to play around with words, it’s so much fun for me! and while it won’t happen every time (sometimes the capitalisations really are random) (sometimes the visualisations are just visualisations), and sometimes it will be pure accident, i thought it would be nice to show some of my more hidden thought processes behind my (slightly wild) writing.

[bisexualboysbroadcast]

So now I am now here to bug you 😉

What’s your favorite current show airing? and why?

hello my darling marie :) please come bug me all the time!!

to be honest with you I think it might be middleman’s love

and naturally I have a myriad of reasons (these are numbered like they’re all separate but it’s just continuous thoughts sorry for my chaos):

1. although it’s not as intense and wild as some of the shows currently airing (and which I am very very much enjoying) it’s still super fun and intricate.

2. I’m sure it’s no secret that I absolutely adored bed friend (honestly one of my top dramas ever) so just getting to see this full cast on my screen again (with the adorable additions of these little intern bunnies (who are adding so much spice and fun to the plot with their own stories)) has been the most wonderful and heart warming experience

3. (now to get into the grit of it) they are doing jade’s story. exactly. right. it is frustrating and messy and you think you’re taking one step forward but actually the floor is an illusion and now you’re falling 30 storeys down. but that’s exactly how jade is. and they are portraying that perfectly.

4. I love fast paced shows, I love shows with bad plots, stupid plots, funny plots, intense plots, but my favourite kind of show is one where every single aspect of the show from plot, to lighting, to scene set up, to music, to clothing, portrays the characters and their progression through their story. and bed friend did that exceptionally well (I have “watch posts” crying about the angles and colour combos in that show), so I absolutely expected the studio to do it again with jade and mai’s story and they are absolutely delivering.

5. and honestly, like to be honest, to be wholly honest, jade is my baby (has been from the very first moment i saw him in bed friend) and the fact that we’re lucky enough to be getting his story and watching him fall in love (with someone as wonderful and patient and beautiful as mai) is just the absolute most happiest thing to me! he’s mine. I get him for 10 (12?) episodes of pure jade chaos? I’m spoiled rotten. and I love him <3

(however I am also deeply deeply obsessed with pit babe (which I’m actually about to start watching now), playboyy, and although I may not look like it (from my horrendously bad upkeep) wednesday club recently)