#cherie's soft hours for jaja

[moncheriesu]

cw: drunk texting irl (filo), mention of slut lmao.

nakakahiya talaga nung nalasing ako the other night. I didn't expect na lalabas pagiging needy ko for him. ಥ⁠‿⁠ಥ siguro dahil masyado ko nirerepress yung side ko na yun. aside from that, i really missed him these days kasi sa super busy naming dalawa. I was waiting for him the whole day and I didn't know na nawalan sila ng power kaya I kept checking my phone. biglaan din yung aya ko kay bff na mag inom LOL. tho ever since he replied to me sa ig, I was tipsy pero naalala ko na my eyes were glued to my phone kasi he's the only one I've been waiting for. may nag away pa sa resto and I'm so deadma kasi I'm talking to my baby 🤭

he really makes me feel safe even if we were only talking on chats. when he said na he won't go, I felt secured and kaya I kept updating him 🥹 he even genuinely waited on me until I got home (kasi I asked him to). he was with me until I fell asleep. we even called !! pero I couldn't remember anything 😭 pero I just know, I missed hearing his voice 🥺 thankfully, I didn't say anything stupid and napigilan ko pa sabihin ang magic word (the 8 letters 😆)

(EXHIBIT A 👇🏻)

it makes me happy na we're back to being like this even if it is for a short time. gusto ko sulitin every moment with him while I have time pa. while we have time.

everything has been overwhelming for the both of us, ngl. It really makes me sad (just because I'm an empathetic person /pos) as well kapag he's not his usual self. pero pero peroooo, I wanna be with him through his ups and downs. I'm glad na he lets me be with his side in these kind of times instead of pushing me away :((

there are a lot of things we talked about pa when I was drunk but these were my fave moments with him.

oh god, I'm so inlove with him and I'm not even afraid to show it 🥺

I love him... so much ｡⁠:ﾟ⁠(⁠;⁠´⁠∩⁠`⁠;⁠)ﾟ⁠:⁠｡

my love for him is so full that it cannot fit my small heart :( how did I get so lucky to even meet him? how did I even manage to pull him? it really started out as a happy crush but now we're here 🥺 he really makes me happy. I love that for me, for the both of us.