#cause there's something inherently wrong with me 🤡 'it doesnt make you a bad person' no its more like im barely even a person at all lol
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oh also my very last therapy session with this woman and NOW we're bringing out the big guns? what happened to 'poor traumatised little kitten' huh 🙄
#this is the closest i got to crying lol#im just so confused i dont know what to do anymore and i cant trust myself or my judgement i feel like i really am crazy#i just dont get what she wants from me. should i be meaner to people in general????? obv not lol but like#should i only be nice to those i *want* to be close friends with???????#what i got from it was that basically either i drastically change the wiring of my brain#or i should just. not get into any relationships with people. romantic platonic any whatsoever. cause ig its selfish of me idk#idk i feel like i really am just plain stupid and dont understand the most basic things that everyone else just gets. is just magically born#understanding them and feeling things i just. dont#'and how would the other person feel about it' bitch idk thats the whole point. apparently not the way *I* would 💁♀️#cause there's something inherently wrong with me 🤡 'it doesnt make you a bad person' no its more like im barely even a person at all lol#and its only getting worse and worse and worse and worse like jfc
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