#caring about people hurts.... especially strangers you'll never get the chance to even speak to
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yeslordmyking 1 day ago
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maximotts 1 year ago
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rereading ph and i was wondering鈥hat would happen if like one of them went too far? like they actually scared/hurt the reader like very seriously?
Interesting that you ask such a thing! I have draft currently where someone asked something similar and it's got a scenario where Nat goes too far with Wanda, but I have yet to approach the subject with reader involved.
I apologize, this is going to be a bit long, but I guess it's more of a set of headcanons than a fic so uh.. bon apetit, hurt/comfort situation lovers
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Honestly, it would depend on a lot of things: how close Wanda and Natasha are to reader when it happens, where they are (i.e. is it a public scolding that's more emotional or is it something in private/the bedroom), and who it is that actually hurts them.
Assuming they're in the current place ( game night ) when reader gets hurt, Wanda and Natasha would care a lot and want to right it as best they know how. Which.. is still not always the healthiest.
If it were Wanda...
Say she was tearing into you so harshly in front of other people that maybe you break down and cry or even just run away depending on the setting because really, who wants to cry in front of strangers, she would feel terrible.
Devastated honestly, Wanda's much more afraid of you pulling away than Natasha is; she needs you to see her as a constant safe space for anything and always wants to be the one you run towards, never from.
If it was during a meeting she couldn't immediately leave, Wanda would handle everything as quickly as possible, but in the meantime she's getting someone to check on you. Preferably Nat, but if she's too far, most likely it'd be Bucky or Sam. Anyone who she knows would keep you out of harm's way, but continue to keep an eye on you for her.
Because you never really have a chance to slip away.
As soon as possible, Wanda'd get to wherever you fled, putting on her gentlest demeanor, hoping you're not upset enough with her that she has to apologize.
But when she sees you're shying away from her, Wanda's heart breaks.
Again, we've seen it before a bit in forgive and (don't) forget, but Wanda hates thinking she's upset you enough to push you away.
She'd get you the world if you asked, anything to coax you into talking to her and helping her understand where she went wrong because she needs to fix it. It'll eat away at her if you don't at least start to forgive her by the end of the day.
But then if you get hurt during sex with her...
She's apologetic instantly, but much more in tune to your physical and mental state than if it was just verbal like above.
Wanda's such a touchy person she'd want to hold you so bad, but understands if you need time to come back to reality.
There's tons of reassurance though, especially while she's cleaning you up and getting you into a cozy space, "You did so well, dove. I should've checked in earlier."
And there's not a second where she lets you try to take the blame; she won't hear of it.
Speaking of blame, even if it were a pure accident Wanda would take on so much guilt. She struggles a lot with knowing whether or not she's making the right decisions (as best you can as a mob boss) and tries very hard not to hurt anyone.
Seeing you hurt by her own hands makes her lose so much trust in herself. So much so that she might not trust being around you without someone else around.
Wanda would only get close with Natasha around and even if both of you try assuring her you'll be okay in time, she's terrified that she hurt someone she cares so deeply about.
For Natasha, it's a bit of a different story...
Nat says hurtful shit all the time, it's just a part of dealing with her.
If she's the one who notices you upset, she'll ignore your reactions easily, knowing you're not brave enough to outright leave. Even if you did, she's tracked down much worse targets than a young girl with nowhere to go.
She'll wait it out as long as she can, hoping you'll give up and leave your room once you calm down so you can both move past it.
But god forbid, Wanda talks to you while you're still upset because then Nat knows she's in for it and now not only does she have to apologize, she has to deal with her angry wife.
Part of her apology entails her awkwardly telling you to brush it off because you know she didn't mean it and even though what she said still hurts, you've got to nod and say okay. Nat's not going to give you a better apology than what she's already offered.
Natasha sees you shying away from her just as quickly as Wanda does, but it doesn't bother her and she'd rather wait until you judge her as harmless yourself instead of coaxing you back to her like Wanda does.
If it's a physical incident...
Natasha tends to be notoriously terrible with words, but when it comes to actions, she'll make sure to right her wrongs.
Not much horrifies her besides hurting someone helpless and removed as she can be with you at times, Nat cares for you a lot and she's well aware of how much power she wields over you.
Consequently, when you get hurt on her watch, by her own misjudgment, she's the most protective you've ever seen her.
She'll bandage any wounds, even ice bruises you shyly insist you don't mind, shushing you each time you even try to diminish the pain you're in.
Because you fully expect her to tell you to brush it off like she does when she says something mean, even speaking up to tell her you're hurt is a struggle, having been scared she'd advise you to suck it up.
And Natasha hates that. So much.
After that, she tries her hardest to be gentler to you. Helping you along as you recover, fetching you whatever you happen to mention you need even faster than Wanda can... the whole nine yards.
Anything to show you she never relishes in causing you real harm.
This doesn't really mention how much it'd affect Wanda to see you hurt, but she'd be livid with Natasha, her own possessive nature wanting to huddle you away from her wife while she nursed to back to health.
But after some persistence, you convince Wanda to let Natasha help which does honestly surprise Natasha given how attached she knows you are to the brunette.
Even just that little bit of reassurance renews Natasha's confidence that she hasn't completely fucked up her relationship with you which yes, is something she worries about whenever accidents happen.
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fireofjudgement 3 years ago
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Behind closed doors (Part 2)
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Requests are open!
Fandom: All of us are dead
Pairing: step brother!Gwi-nam x f!reader
Summary: After walking in on you, Gwi-nam thought he'll finally be able to teach you a lesson. But things are more complicated than they might seem.
Word count: 1.2k
Warnings: this fic is strictly 18+, minors do not fucking interact or you'll get blocked on sight, step siblings au, slight stalking, slight voyeurism, pillow grinding, filming of sexual activities, graphic descriptions of sex, use of sex toys and sex work against reader's will, choking, princess mentions, no smut in this chapter, additional tags to be added in next chapters
A/N: @niragis-right-hand-rabbit I hope you don't mind me turning this request into a longer story and also taking it in a different direction, I loved your request and I'm kinda proud of this chapter so I hope you like it! (I promise there will be smut eventually)
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If you asked him what he was thinking at that moment, he wouldn't really have an answer. Weeks later Gwi-nam was still questioning why he even entered your room in the first place, brushing it off with some dumb excuse whenever you tried to talk to him about it. He made it seem like it wasn't a big deal for him and it shouldn't be for you either.
But could you really trust him? It was Gwi-nam, afterall. Deep down he knew the answer, something he didn't want to admit, even to himself. Especially to himself. The ugly truth was that his actions weren't motivated by love or lust, nor by lack of attention, boredom or even sheer curiosity. No, Gwi-nam's decisions on that day were driven purely by an overwhelming need for revenge.聽
Despite living under the same roof, you remained blissfully unaware of Gwi-nam's feelings, at least up until that night. Meanwhile, every single day since he moved in with you and your mother, he felt nothing but anger and frustration, both growing bigger as time went by. But most importantly, he felt humiliated. And the worst part was that it wasn't even you that made him feel that way.聽
Not directly at least. You didn't know, you couldn't possibly know, but no matter where he went, or who he was talking to, as soon as he even mentioned your name, or the fact that you were technically step siblings now, to anyone around him, he was met with a disgusting amount of praises and compliments directed at you.聽
How smart you were, how kind and ambitious. Always on time, always working hard and never complaining. Your commitment and dedication inspiring others around you. A perfect role model, to say the least. He'd learn so much from you, they said, maybe he'd finally stop causing trouble and focus on what's really important in life. What exactly that was supposed to be, he didn't know. And it seemed like the people he was forced to listen to didn't know either.聽
But when he saw you on that night, almost completely naked, fucked out of your mind and taking orders from a bunch of online perverts, trying to impress them, please them, he knew one thing. This was his chance. Now, maybe for the first time in your life, you are going to learn what it feels like to be humiliated in front of the ones you crave the approval of. Whether they were your close ones, or random strangers on the Internet, he didn't care. He knew it'd hurt you just as much regardless.聽
Blinded by anger and eager to see your eyes filled with the pain and pleasure he was inevitably going to inflict on you, he didn't realize how or when exactly he sneaked into the room, walking straight to your bed and sitting down behind you, one of his hands wrapping around your neck, the other capturing both of your wrists behind your back in a tight grip. If he had any doubts, any thoughts of backing out and leaving your room to never speak about what he saw ever again, they all disappeared as soon as a surprised, yet clearly aroused yelp left your lips when you felt his hands on your body.
"Gwi-nam, what-" your words nothing but a whisper, your movements never coming to a halt, despite the hold he had on you. Even with everything that was happening, you still tried to stay calm, desperate to keep your viewers glued to the screen and entertain them. Pathetic.聽
"Shh, it's okay princess. I'm not here to interrupt your show.
I'm here to make it better."
At that point Gwi-nam was already lost in the moment, his mind filled with dirty thoughts, graphic imagery of what he was going to do with you, what he was going to do to you. How dare you scream other people's names when he was right there? The only name that was going to leave your lips from now on was his. He'd make sure of that.
His excitement only grew when he noticed your nightstand, or more specifically what was gathered on the piece of furniture, patiently awaiting its moment. Gwi-nam couldn't stop staring at your collection of sex toys, gadgets and accessories, impressive enough to make any adult store owner jealous. Even a self proclaimed expert like him couldn't really make out what some of them were, or which hole they were meant for, but he couldn't wait to learn and test it out on you.聽
Oh, this day was only getting better. Gwi-nam wasn't acting on impulse anymore - no, he had a plan now. Starting with the smallest one, slowly stretching and opening you up, he'd move on to the bigger, thicker ones, until you were ready for him. And then, when your mind's completely blank, when you're so fucked out you forget your own name and have to scream out his instead, when you've made a mess of your cutesy, pink bedsheets - then he'll finally take you. In front of a live audience.
And he'll take great satisfaction in the fact that no matter how many men were currently watching you, no matter how much money they gave you or how many compliments, nobody will ever be able to fuck you as good as him - something you and your audience would learn by the end of the night.
But before he could turn his plan into reality, you interrupted his thoughts. Despite his hand on your neck, you managed to tilt your head a little, and look him in the eyes. It was right then and there that Gwi-nam realised - it was all just an act. Your outfit, or rather lack thereof, the toys, the camera. It might have looked like a scene from an amateur porn from afar, but up close? It was a completely different story.
Your eyes filled with sadness instead of lust, barely contained tears threatening to escape at any moment and ruin your perfect make-up, the pillow underneath you cleverly tucked halfway in, so you weren't actually grinding against it. It became clear that whatever you were doing there, you weren't doing because you enjoyed it.
Taken by surprise, Gwi-nam didn't know what to say or do, speechless for the first time in his life. Slowly loosening the grip on your neck and wrists he tried to come up with a solution to this unexpected problem. As much as he craved revenge, as much as he wanted to humiliate you publicly, up until this point he was convinced you'd enjoy whatever he was planning to do to you. Afterall, he was the one to catch you masturbating on camera, not the other way around. But if this wasn't what you liked, if you were somehow, for some reason forced to do this and if it wouldn't be fun for the both of you, what was the point?
"Do you want me to stop?" he finally asked, leaning closer to you, hoping the people watching you wouldn't hear. The two of you were still live, making your situation even more awkward than it already was.
"I don't know.." You whispered, bringing your face closer to his, as if you were trying to kiss him. It was clear that you didn't want your viewers to witness your conversation, or even think that something was off. You were trying your best to act as if all of this was planned. "Whatever you're thinking right now..I promise you, it's not the way it looks, Gwi-nam.."
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juniperleafdelivery 3 years ago
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Underfell - Jobs and Personalities
Rose
Rose is very shy and anxious, and communicate solely through sign language. Please don't yell at them. They hate loud noises. (Side note: Cardinal speaks much more softly than Papyrus, knowing that shouting makes Rose uncomfortable.)
They learned self defense from Charcoal and Cardinal, but violence is only a last resort for them. Sometimes, it's best to avoid a situation entirely, if a peaceful solution can't be found.
They like reading fantasy and nonfiction books. They also enjoy sewing, but can't make anything too fancy. Rose just knows how to fix and patch up clothing.
Rose is currently in their junior year at high school. They don't have a job, as they did not want to be the ambassador for monsters.
Charcoal
Charcoal is friendly to strangers, but keeps his distance, never sharing much about his personal life or history. The best way to earn his trust is through his family. If you can be friends with his family, maybe Charcoal will grow to trust you.
That being said, Charcoal is very protective and always puts his family first. In the Underground, he nearly died while raising Cardinal. Back then... a lot of monsters wouldn't hesitate to kill a child.
Charcoal works as an ambassador for monsters. He's not as lazy as Sans and is surprisingly diplomatic.
Cardinal
Cardinal is very formal around strangers, distant and aloof. He doesn't seem to have a sense of humor either, like he can't take a joke. Many people think he's simply a jerk.
But if you give him a chance, he'll eventually open up. Give him enough time and prove you aren't trying to take advantage of him. Surprise! Cardinal is actually very sweet and cares a lot about his friends and family.
You can immediately tell he's a Papyrus. He loves being a hero, even if it's just by doing small favors for others. (He'll absolutely adopt you too. Welcome to the family lol)
He works alongside Charcoal as an ambassador! If his older brother is the voice of reason, then Cardinal is ensuring their plans are successful.
Scarlet
Scarlet is a very kind, loving person, who will help anyone in need as best as she can. She also loves giving hugs and smells faintly of roses and cinnamon.
She enjoys sewing and is very skilled in sewing clothes. She likes to makes clothing for others and is very happy when people wear the clothes she made for them.
She is a social worker! Scarlet actually works alongside Vermillion. Despite everything, the two forgave each other and are very close friends.
Vermillion
He's very intimidating. Many people avoid Vermillion because he radiates authority. If you ever talk to him, Vermillion is very distant at first. He'll only give one or two sentence responses, never revealing much about himself.
Over time, he will eventually warm up. Honestly, Vermillion is just a warm and comforting person. He's also a good listener and loves telling stories. Especially embarrassing tales about his friends.
Vermillion is also a social worker. And as mentioned above, he works alongside Scarlet.
Dagger
Dagger is... prickly, like a rose bush. He isn't good at communicating and doesn't know how to react to genuine concern. In response, he lashes out or says the wrong thing and hurts another. If you're willing to forgive him and look past the thorns, you'll find that Dagger is a lot softer than he appears.
He enjoys puns and spending time with his loved ones. Dagger is also very physically affectionate, but only with a partner or his family. He tends to poke people to get their attention.
He doesn't have a job. Instead, Dagger spends his time studying astronomy. Feel free to ask about the topic! He'd love to talk about it.
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