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heartberrydog · 14 hours ago

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do you think soukoku would have cannibalistic fantasies. I think this one would primarily concern dazai, he would get extremely in his head sometimes and think about how chuuya would eat him...what would he cook first, how exactly he would cook him...maybe even fantasize about chuuya eating him alive, straight up biting to the bone. he isn't completely sure how strong chuuya's jaw is but he likes to imagine it would be relatively easy for him.

maybe it even gets extremely psychological, about how he would be to use of chuuya and how chuuya wouldn't be able to help himself but consume him. how he hopes his body at least will taste good, bring satisfaction to him...be good at that and dazai isn't capable of being completely good to someone. maybe only half-good, but he couldn't help it but be a pain. both intentionally and unintentionally, being a burden and hard to love.

dazai sees chuuya eat steak in a restraunt chuuya brings him in on a whim and that steak is rare and chuuya bites down with a vigor and chews a broad chunk of meat so easily with his big sharp teeth /maybe dazai's imagination is exaggerating some things. or maybe it doesn't/ and dazai can't help but stare and think about how it would be like if it was him on that plate. chuuya maybe gets a little bit flustered, not understanding right away what dazai is so focused on. comes up with a new insult? and dazai is probably wishing that they could be alone and he could get chuuya to pounce him.

chuuya is not very deep in things like this, he fantasizes of hurting dazai /of killing him/ but he doesn't really thinks of it in terms of biting down and eating him, alive or not.

but I think chuuya sometimes gets love agression...when he sees dazai being content with himself and enjoying something or being beautiful or cute he would sometimes get the urge to bite him. he doesn't really thinks of it. or when they have sex and he sees broad expances of dazai's skin that aren't usually available for being seen. when he sees dazai being vulnerable... he thinks about digging his hands inside and eating up his flesh and organs and his heart beating behind his ribcage. it's not a compleyely concious, controlled thought, it's an urge...urge that chuuya sates by biting up dazai's neck and thighs and sides and shoulders. for some reason dazai seems to be greatly enjoying himself.

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And also the best one.

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OKAY SO. In all seriousness. I was considering keeping this ask to myself some more like a little treasure hoarding gremlin. But I don’t think there’s any better way to love words than responding to them, so here we are.

First of all, I think the best way to start this is sharing some of my post drafts from my main tumblr that I made before this account was created. I do think I had half the mind of moving them here, at some point.

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For me personally, BIG emphasis on Dazai fantasizing about Chuuya eating him alive. Cooking is too… civilized. Too human, funnily enough. I think Dazai would really like the idea of being eaten like Chuuya is starving for him, like he can’t even wait to meticulously cut his body up and cook it, and would just rip chunks of flesh with his own teeth, like a wild predator.

I really think he’d go insane with that thought, honestly. On a psychological level especially, yes. With how much he loathes his body, he’d find so much appeal in the idea of it finally being good for something. He likes that it’s good for Chuuya to beat up, he likes that it’s good for Chuuya to fuck, he’d like it being good for Chuuya to eat. And especially so if Chuuya acts like he wants to, like he appreciates having Dazai’s body like that, on a platter for him.

You are actually SO insane for that idea pls I am going CRAZY and MAD. I need to write that now. Dazai being horny about Chuuya eating meat. UGHAKANSSKHSKSHE YOU’RE A GENIUS ILYY <3 I will definitely, definitely write that sometime. Actually going FERAL.

YESYEYSYSYEUDGEUSV YOU GET IT!!!!! YOU GET ITT!! Chuuya loves violently. Even if he tries to stop it, even if he shoves that down like every other violent urge, he still does. It is the most honest version of him, and he barely has the chance to let it show. But Dazai drags that out of him all the fucking time. This is kind of what “The Awful Edges Where You End And I Begin” is about. Whenever I talk about that fic I literally call it “the cannibalism fic” because the entire premise that started it is that I wanted to write something where Chuuya has some really fucking gruesome thoughts about Dazai... They border between anger and affection. He wants to tear Dazai apart and bite and eat him the way he does partially because Dazai really pissed him off, yes, but also partially because he loves Dazai in this inexplicable way, because Dazai loves and reveres his violence in return. Because Dazai would let him. Because Dazai would want him to. Because Dazai seeks out those buried parts of Chuuya like he, too, is starved. Because Chuuya can be as aggressive as he wants around Dazai, and he knows Dazai will not only tolerate, but love him like that. Because Dazai’s love and fascination for his violence amplify it.

Still, his only healthy-ish outlet for that—for their bodies merging, for getting to taste Dazai in a way that is nothing but primal and preditorial—is having sex with him in every way available. That’s why that fic circles through basically all the ways to sexually touch someone, because they need to touch in every way. It’s why Chuuya’s hunger isn’t even close to satiated after a single orgasm, he needs to have Dazai in every way possible, to bite his skin over and over and over, to taste and fuck Dazai until his body doesn’t know anything else.

Ahsksjsk that spiraled. Point is: YES. Chuuya absolutely fucking does. And that idea with the restaurant has me on my KNEES. Good lord. Everyday I am glad I made this sideblog 🙏

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