#can't say much about krauss and rudolf but also don't care much 😴 double standards™

[kushanna]

not to come here and compare traumas but like... out of the four siblings, rosa's definitely the one that got the worst load. the thing is with the others it was something that developed over time, their bad relationship was something that evolved as they grew up, the horrible environment in that house was something that they all experienced at the same time as it progressed and as they grew. but not rosa... she was practically thrown into a terrible situation when it was already established, with no explanation or chance for a different outcome. not any possibility of a miracle for rosa!! if the other three weren't able to nurture positive feelings for one another while they themselves were children, imagine for rosa, when they were all already grown and angry and hurt and frustrated... they obviously wouldn't be able to have an ounce of affection to spare for her and instead she had to deal with constant harassment from all sides. plus if you take, for example, eva, even if still very haunted and resentful and having literal nightmares about her family at night, she at least managed to go out there later on and build for herself a life she could love, to have people to love and who loved her, she had hobbies lmao. but not rosa... she's nothing more than a constant walking ball of anger and resentment, completely alone except for the one person she has and constantly rejects, making terrible decisions all the time and she's got nothing to even distract her from it... when was the last time rosa felt real, unrestrained joy? and how much did it last? she saw a woman die violently in front of her when she was 12. that fucks you up