#can't catch a break huh? JSJSJ but i promise you that i will give you something happy and/or fluffy to balance this out-

[lususnatura]

❛  my  poor ,  brave  baby .  ❜

the moment that he was allowed to leave the office he was in, blamore thought, he swore that he was going to speed out of there — and that it did. though, it planned on trying to hide its apparent distress from loni upon reaching her in the waiting room, blamore's brain seemed to do a complete 180 at the last second; embracing loni tightly and digging his head into the crook of her neck. the medical procedure that blamore just went through was a lot more horrible than he thought it would be in his opinion.

the creature had no idea what it was thinking now when it told the other that she could stay out here, because he'd be fine. that was when loni had chosen to say those four little words to blamore. and without warning, this triggered its lips to began quivering, as well as a sniff to leave blamore. ❝ mm. t - thank you for waiting for me, mon cher (my dear). i never want to come here again after that, ❞ blamore kept on repeating the words 'everything is going to be okay' in his mind to stop himself from having a breakdown. for, it feared being judged by the people around them, admittedly.

❝ i'll tell you later what they did, but can we just go back to my greenhouse now? unless you have to go to work today, which is... fine, of course. i suppose i could just call nico or something in that case, ❞ blamore wiped at his eyes as he hesitantly pulled away from loni, feeling a 'pins and needles' type sensation running all throughout his back. it hated feeling like it had been stripped down to behaving like a distraught little kid, but blamore felt like he couldn't help it. this doctor was not only someone he didn't trust, but someone who'd put him through pain for a prolonged period of time.

so one could definitely say that the experience wasn't fun to say the least; albeit it was to see about the current state of his nerve damage and whether it was exacerbating, or getting better.