#can't believe i'm admitting these. freely. the things i'll do for tumblr mutuals oh my god

[rotisseries]

list of viable red flags of mine

had a hamilton phase. i literally went to see it in january. i stand by my statement that i've never had a cringe fandom phase because usually my fandoms weren't cringe and the cringe ones i WAS into i was normal about and not severely embarassing. (such as reading historical rpf. i've never done that i'm not gonna do it i SWEAR i just liked the music) nevertheless hamilton fan in any form is cringe

i'm homeschooled

mixed up percy jackson's birthday with my dad's. confidently stated the wrong birthday at the dinner table when asked if i knew my dad's birthday i'm not joking this one is bad

i get headaches when i get too emotionally invested in fanfiction. i think it's the combination of staring at a screen and getting too excitable but it's fucking weird what the hell

i watched. and enjoyed. my hero academia. wasn't in the fandom beyond reading fic but. it's mha

had an hp phase forcibly thrust upon me by my family

ellie is not my favorite character in the last of us series. she's a very close second. i do think there is something fundamentally broken in me for this one it just sounds wrong as i say it like it's literally the ellie series to me she's the main bitch i love her why is she only my second fave

i was never a superwholock fan but i knew way too much about it via tumblr posts i saw on google images. almost a superwholocker by proxy. borderline

expanding on that. i wasn't allowed to have any social media (not even pinterest😔) so i experienced it solely through screenshots on google images. i'd be like "funny tumblr posts" "funny tumblr posts about [current fandom]" and then i'd just scroll to the end of the results

my family knows that i read fanfiction they just don't know what it's about. i was asked at the dinner table if i read fanfiction about mike and will from stranger things. this was an awful experience. also my dad used to have my email set up to forward emails i got to him when i was younger, and i didn't know this and signed up to ff.net and subscribed to plenty of pjo fic that were definitely very bad and in hindsight knowing he saw the update emails i got is just awful. god. killing myself

i'm gonna have to come up with cringe facts about myself to share so sara @willelfanpage has a fighting chance aren't i