#can you believe my /zodiac themed character/ fell in love with a star and it wasn't even planned in the story?? just. poetic cinema

[gwinverarrouz]

You know, I saw that one of mermay’s themes was zodiac, and it just so happens that I have an OC who is a pirate captain/ocean goddess/capricorn, and if I don’t draw her now when will I ever?

[kiara-carrera]

EVENS FOR SOLARA

this got super long, so it’s under the cut but pls enjoy my tiny space child

basics

2. what does their name mean? why were they named that? solara means “of the sun.” when i first named her, i actually got it off one of those dtar wars themed name generators, so i didn’t know it was, like, a legit name. but now i think it’s cute because she was born on tatooine which is known for it’s binary suns and her parents fell in love under those suns.

4. how old are they? she’s 17 during a new hope, born roughly two years after the events of the prequel trilogy.

6. what’s their zodiac sign/element/birthstone/etc.? do they believe that holds any significance? okay so since she doesn’t have a birthday (because idk how that shit correlates to sw), i consulted with joey on astrology and she came to the conclusion that solara fits as a gemini for her sun sign. if astrology was a thing in sw, she’d probably believe in it tbh, she gives astrology girl vibes.

8. what “class” do they belong to (for fantasy characters)? if none, what weapon do they favor? she’s technically a jedi. after the events of the original triology, her and luke make it their mission to bring back the jedi order, with the caveat that solara wants to be better and not make the mistakes the original council made. she favors her lightsaber. her first saber was her mother’s that obi-wan gifts her with during anh. somewhere after esb (either when luke gets his green saber or at least somewhere in the timeline before the sequels) she gets a set of two sabers (she uses one regular saber and then a shoto, much like ahsoka tano does). all of her sabers, both her mothers and her own are blue.

appearance

2. do they have a face claim? poppy drayton!

4. how do they carry themselves? What’s their default expression? she gives off a very happy go lucky vibe, especially in the first film. during anh, she’s very naive and ready to throw herself into the action. she hardens a little after anh, so in esb she’s a little bit wiser and more cautious, which increases through the series. either way, her default expression is either a smile or rolling eyes.

personality

2. which one of the 16 personality types do they fit into? i’m not great with these, but i feel like she has qualities of either (i/e)nfp!

4. what are they bad at? she has a problem sometimes with admitting when she’s wrong about something or when she can’t handle things alone. she loves proving herself capable but sometimes it takes a toll on her but she’ll rarely admit when she needs help.

6. do they have any vices/addictions/mental illnesses? there’s definitely some trauma from watching her dad be killed in front of her, which only gets worse when she finds out that anakin is vader because she knows that obi-wan loved anakin, like that was his best friend and closest ally before he went to the dark side so she is not a fan of the betrayal.

8. what are their manners like? any habits? her manners are a bit all over the place depending on the situation. she knows how to control herself, be patient, polite, and have composure because discipline was involved in her force teachings, but she can tend to become impatient and snarky. for habits, she fiddles with her fingers a lot and can definitely be found meditating at least once a day.

background

2. what’s their family like? growing up, her family was simply her dad. her mother died during childbirth, so obi-wan raised solara himself and was also her pseudo jedi master once he realized her abilities with the force. after his death, her family is a found family of luke, leia, han, chewie, and the droids.

4. how do they fit into their “story”? she’s the force sensitive jedi in training daughter of obi-wan kenobi and a good portion of her story is to parallel the skywalker/kenobi relationship (in the sense of close companions, bes friends, battle partners and how it would be if there was no fall to the sith) and take it a step deeper.

6. how do they eventually die? as of right now, in the sequel trilogy solara is the only one from the original triology human quartet left alive. so for her, death i’m not entirely sure when it happens but it won’t be because of war and bloodshed.

relationships

2. what’s their friend group like? what role do they play in it? her friend group is highkey chaotic. lots of sarcasm and loving insults being thrown around. she definitely fills the role of the baby of the group and han treats her like a chaotic little gremlin child (aka the sister he never asked for).

4. who do they look up to? who do they trust? before he passed, she looked up to her father a lot. for 17 years, he was basically all she had. from the stories she’s been told, she also looks up to her mother and ahsoka tano (who she’s only heard of through spare stories her father’s mentioned - she thinks the girl is a total badass). as for trust, she really goes to trust luke. a core thing about solara’s journey is that it parallels the original skywalker/kenobi bond (with romance added obviously and without the betrayal), so it fun to see how much her and luke come to trust each other. she also puts a lot of trust in han, leia, and chewie.

6. do they have any pets? she does not have any pets. in esb, there’s a droid she sorta befriends but that doesn’t really count as a pet but like,,,a friend that beeps at you.

fun facts

2. do they play any instruments? sports? she doesn’t play any instruments. does lightsaber dueling count as sports haha

4. do they collect anything? i feel like she’d want to keep little souvenirs of all the places she’s been to, considering for 17 years her world was just the barren sands of tatooine because her dad was lowkey a hermit even with her being around (although, i guess that’s a bit subject to change with the obi-wan show but as of rn i probably won’t include that canon if it messes up my canon).

6. which emoji would they use the most? either 🥺 or 😋

8. what’s their favorite expletive? star wars language wise, probably kriffing (which i think is the equivalent of like fuck, idk), but honestly she deserves to say fuck like she’s on the chart of “let these characters say fuck”

10. what songs remind you of them? i see fire by ed sheeran always reminds me of her story. also sun by sleeping at last.

12. what stereotypical high school clique would they fit into? whatever the clique is that has the nice kids, maybe a little bit of a jock thing going on but also not really?

14. do they believe in aliens? ghosts? reincarnation or something else? aliens, yes because she lives in space. ghosts, also yes because of the force. reincarnation probably not but she does believe in becoming one with the force when you die.

16. which deadly sin do they most correspond to? which heavenly virtue? pride and kindness (also, because i know there’s sorta a concept of an “eighth” sin/virtue aka despair and hope, she’d also fit into a hope category if you subscribe to that idea!)

[foundouthatdabiistouyatodoroki]

Explaining Himiko Toga’s Bio

Time for Himiko’s Bio, who’s one of my favorite characters in BNHA  which I always wanted to talk about now that I have an opportunity to discuss her bio the timeing feels right.

Let’s begin with her age people complained about her age when it came out this shouldn’t come as a surprise at all because Himiko is a high schooler it's already been started during her introduction. In Japan, 17 is the age of high schoolers which shouldn’t be all that surprising since Himiko’s design is an actual high schooler like her design suggests. Himiko didn’t dress up as a high schooler as a disguise but she is, in fact, is one in her entire design.

next to her birthday August 7th the date August 7th itself doesn’t mean anything in Japanese but in Chinese it’s the date Qixi a Chinese day for couples similarly based on the myth the cowherd and the weaver girl an Asian story of forbidden love,

Qixi myth goes like this,

“The weaver girl was divinity, but the cowherd was mortal, so their union was not approved by the heavens and she was eventually summoned back to the skies. The cowherd tried to chase her and was blocked by the formation of Milky Way, a river that he couldn’t cross. They were never to meet again, except on the 7th day of the 7th month (of the lunar calendar) when a flock of magpies would form a bridge for them so that they could be together one day out of the year.”

The Japanese version of the myth Tanabata which its held on July 7th in the Gregorian calendar has the similar narration

“the weaver girl was betrothed to the cowherd, but they fell so in love that she stopped weaving and he stopped caring for his cows. Thus, the lovers had to be separated, except on one day of the year.”

this is a deliberate choice made by Horikoshi the entire myth goes hand in hand with Himiko’s backstory. This applies to Himiko’s backstory on its main basis. Besides the romantic love aspect, the myth is associated with forbidden love, tragedy and separation are themes associated with the myth also Himiko’s backstory as well.

There's a lot of symbolism with the myth that harkens to her backstory I would like to point out which are closely linked. Forbidden love, tragedy, and separation are connected to her character and backstory

First, forbidden love refers to Himiko's entire behavior, seen when she fell in love with Saito after seeing him bloody and bruised, Ochaco after she attacked her and Izuku when she saw him beat up. When Himiko loves someone she sucks their blood to her sucking blood is equivalent to kissing someone it's a way to show her love to others Himiko’s twisted actions are her way of expressing love. the forbidden aspect is her fascination in the blood something that factored into her causing her to be separated from other people

Separation has a lot to do with Himiko in the backstory but her as a person. Himiko’s separation is on how she herself is separated by others there was always considered gap between herself and other people because of her fascination with blood. Her interest in the blood is what caused her to be separated from others in society and called crazy just when she acted like herself. The gap between herself and society is because of her abnormal tendencies in blood. She’s never close to her parents since they never accepted her behavior and forced to suppress it and despite being surrounded by many friends she feels a gap between them and herself. She was never being herself and she can never be herself that was why there was always a gap between them none of her friends, teachers and other people don’t know her true self she feels separated by others she can never truly get close to him because she was never her true self hiding her true self was her personality which caused her to be separated from others her separation is because of how others perceived Himiko and how her true self would never be accepted by others hence her separation.

This is not because of her fascination with the blood but her way of loving others can never really allow her to get close to them is what caused most of Himiko’s separation. She wants to get close to others but she can’t because of her twisted sense of love and actions to others averts them from her.

This is what caused Himiko to be separated from people she loves such as with Izuku the boy she is crushing on not just separated due to her standing as a villain but her own behavior which averts him from her she’s separated from Izuku and the people she loved. Wanting to be close to others as well as something she never got Izuku and Ochaco’s bond they have caused her to envy their relationship due to the shared trust they have.

As Curious said the tragedy was the fact that blood and admiration in which society would not accept which is true considering Himiko as a character.

Like in the myth how the couples love was, “not approved by the heavens” heavens, in this case, is society in short Himiko’s love was not approved by society her love was not approved by society.

next about her zodiac sign its a Leo August 7th Himiko’s star sign Leo which goes with the whole cat theme in her designs and her personality. Himiko matches the Leo in personality besides pertaining to the feline features in her design but also her personality traits of the zodiac.

Like most Leos, they are bright and social a trait that matches Himiko. Whos a cheerful bright individual throughout the series and the LOV’s life of the party with her cheerful liveliness and spontaneous mannerisms. Himiko is social she is eager to meet people and make friends even with Ochaco and Tsuyu who she attacked them when they first met. Himiko’s an extrovert who is always surrounded by a core group of friends be it the LOV and when she hides her true self she’s surrounded by other people.

A trait about Leo is that they are very confident Himiko is self-confident in being herself which is one of her best traits and self-assured with an incredible sense of self. Himiko is honest to a point about everything she does isn’t afraid to say what's on her mind even when others call her off as crazy, her sounding crazy shows she is confident in being herself and is proud even when it sounds insane and twisted.

Like Leo lets others know their own self worth Himiko is proud of being her own person Himiko is intuitive, headstrong and willful in getting what she wants and how she is unafraid towards the MLA and the Shie Hassakai. Himiko has a pretty good sense of self she's aware of her own desires pertaining Himiko comes off as self-centered but she’s self-assured confident to being true to self Despite a lot of characters calling her insane what Himiko exhibits is just her being true to herself she’s true to her own nature seen when she’s acting from the heart in her actions.

Himiko’s negative traits are associated with Leos, being quirk tempered shown when Himiko got angry when someone interrupts her time with Izuku doesn’t tolerate anyone who comes in between when she attacked Aizawa in the Overhaul arc this makes seem her violent and impatient. Himiko is stubborn when it comes to her own interests she believes what she does is normal and is so fixed in her own view of normal.

Leos are proud of themselves and don’t like taking orders from anyone hate it when someone forces their view on them and to do what they don’t want. Goes hand in hand with Himiko, who hates others force their opinions on her and does something she doesn’t want Himiko hates being under someone's control showed being pressured to hide her abnormal tendencies and told to be normal by her parents and other people. Again with Curious who was trying to turn her into a propaganda tool for the MLA by using her story as a sympathetic means, she doesn’t have that she very stubborn loves to be who she is doesn’t like to be labeled as unfortunate by others.

Leo’s don’t like to deal with things that are complicating seen, Himiko likes to do what she likes and doesn't like to do things she deems as unpleasant Himiko threatens Tomura about handing them over to the Shie Hasakai who she despises for killing Magune.

Himiko is fiery and passionate, happy and daring and full of energy. She never hesitates to jump into action headfirst into missions without fear. Himiko is free-spirited  shes the most expressive of the LOV Himiko wears her emotions on her sleeve doesn’t keep her feelings hidden.

As a Leo who can’t resist flashiness Himiko is flamboyant surrounding herself with things she thinks are cute and cannot resist blood seen in her character.

Himiko doesn’t hesitate to say what’s on her mind and very vocal and high-minded in her opinions which lead to come off as bossy at times. Himiko acts on her impulses than the rest of the LOV she is self-centered in her own desires and put herself first.

Leos are set apart from the rest of the world this goes with Himiko who is aware that she is set apart from other people due to her blood tendencies.

Like Leos who love to act, goes well with Himiko’s love to act which can be taken to a literal extreme using her quirk if Himiko loves someone and wants to be just like them she takes their blood and disguises herself as them this part goes with the Leo Noted when acts like Camie from the hero exams and Ochaco. She’s good at acting this could be because she was hiding her abnormal tendencies for many years as well as running from heroes and police.

Leos are kind and generous this matches with Himiko well, this may seem strange to associate it with her since a lot of people don’t see traits because of her interest in blood. But Katsuki’s voice actor states she’s a nice girl if you look past her stabbing tendencies even the official guide book said she’s a nice girl Shes considered a nice girl in her bio this is easy to overlook when you view her actions. Himiko’s loving and sensitive nature is displayed when she interacts with her LOV members such as comforting Twice you see these traits when she interacts with twice we view her compassionate side towards him.

Himiko wrapped her handkerchief around twice when he was splitting apart consoles twice who feels responsible for and leading Overhaul to the LOV base witch led him to kill Magne. She knows how much pain Twice is in for Magne’s death and Mr. Compress arm here lends her time for him goes with the generous trait of Leos. Himiko cares about the people close to her she cared about the LOV members upset about Magne’s death angry at Overhaul for killing and mispronouncing her gender. Himiko’s loyal to the LOV shes part of the sabotage to get revenge on Overhaul for killing Magne

Leo loves relaxation like places that are warm and comfortable. Himiko loves the LOV and is in the LOV Himiko feels at home with them it allows her to feel good since it's the only place to allow her to be who she is without having to hide it.

Leos are really well known for being the charismatic out of all of the zodiac signs charisma ties in Himiko’s character she exudes boats of charisma due to her personality and great presence she displays. She has a lot of charisma and well-liked by readers for her personality making Himiko so irresistible to others ranking her 3rd in American popularity polls and 7th in the most recent Japanese popular polls.

The main thing of Leos is love, the primary motivation for Leo to love and be loved matches Himiko perfectly for Himiko love is a central part of her character. Leo’s love the attention they receive and need to be adored by others Himiko wearing the skin as someone using her quirk helps her feel closer to them and feel loved by them going with the love aspect of her sign. Himiko loves and to loves albeit in her own way she’s someone who strives to be loved.

Himiko loves to be around others noticed how she attempts to make friends with both Tsuyu and Ochaco while she attacked them when they first met. She harbors a twisted love for Izuku, Ochaco and Stain heck she wants to be them so that she feels closer to the people she loves. Her vile actions are part of Himiko’s way to express her love to others.

Himiko’s love for life and love for others cause others like Spinner to say “how free” this is her love for life right there shown on how she acts in the LOV when she enthusiastically participates in their activities. Himiko’s way of loving others is considering smoothing due to her actions causing other people to push themselves away from her she participates in her desires so much she neglects the feelings of others this might be noted in the way she acts to Izuku who behavior scare him and Ochaco.

Last but not least her likes

I wasn’t really surprised that its blood its part of her character her entire character and quirk is centered around blood. What I am surprised about was list down in likes is pomegranates. I looked up pomegranates I was surprised by the various symbolism it holds the symbolism of the pomegranate applies to both Himiko’s character and quirk.

Japanese symbolism for pomegranates is forbidden desire and demonic temptation most people fear pomegranates because some think it tastes like flesh with the seeds and juice look like blood when bitten into. The juice resembles blood when bitten into pomegranates The pomegranates are used by many artists to represent the shedding blood from wounds.

Pomegranates are believed to be the forbidden fruit similar to the apple called the fruit of knowledge used in the old testament the pomegranate is shown as a symbol of temptation and evil in culture.

When I read about the symbolism of the pomegranate I thought it has a lot to do with Himiko in many ways especially the part about pomegranates juices looks like blood when eaten recalling Himiko drinking blood from the mouth you see when using her quirk being is centered on her mouth the way she bites into something is much like she’s eating a pomegranate this is really spooky for her character.

Forbidden desire and demonic temptation fit very well with Himiko since it applies to Himiko’s abnormal tendencies called forbidden desire and demonic temptation this harkens back her backstory I previously mentioned and acts on her own impulses and unnatural behavior.

Is there anything I left out in Himiko’s bio If you think to feel free to ask Do you think I should do Tomaras next? If you want another bio explanation message me.

[doctorgerth]

10 + 10

Answer their 10 questions and then think of 10 questions to ask other friends! 

I was actually tagged twice by @basilisa-scorpii​ and @dumbass-no-mi so I got 20 questions to go through! Thanks for the tag, lovelies! 💕

Bas’s questions:

1. Fictional universe you’d like to move to for one day?

- I wanna say One Piece bc that really sounds like fun...but my luck I’d be placed in some village that’s being oppressed by a tyrant or some shit and I’d be miserable lmao. But maybe Luffy and co would come save us and I could befriend them?? Just being able to meet One Piece characters would be cool to me. Other than One Piece, maybe Naruto??? Ninjas are hella cool and the Leaf Village seems like a very comfy and homey place to live. Or having quirks in a My Hero Academia world... Idk I’m only thinking of animes rn for some reason lol this is a tough question!

2. Favorite book/comic book/manga/etc.?

- Oooh, book is tough because I actually don’t read as much as I’d like...The Twilight series will always hold a special place in my heart. Gone Girl is also really good! For manga, that’s easy - One Piece, simply because I’ve yet to read any other manga lol

3. Favorite astral object (for example: star/constellation/planet)?

- I think nebulae are really cool! Even the word is neat-sounding. They’re so pretty and the idea of a star nursery just sounds so ethereal! 🌌

4. What do you like to do for relax after a stressful day?

- Cuddle with my kitties and nap, for sure. Snack on some junk food lol peruse tumblr and other social media.

5. Your first fictional crush?

- I’m really embarrassed by this...but...Max Goof from the Goofy movies 🥴

6. Superpower you’d like to have?

- Oooh another tough question. Hmmm either teleportation (gah I’m so lazy lol) or something related to animals. Like being able to talk to them, mimicry, anything like that!

7. Foreign languages you speak/would like to speak?

- I was really interested in (and decent at) Spanish throughout high school and college. I kinda fell off for a lil while, but now Duolingo has held me against my will sucked me back in, so I’m back to learning it! I would also love to learn Japanese so maybe I won’t need subtitles for my anime watching and I’d love to visit Japan some day!

8. Dream travel?

- Italy for sure! Venice, Rome, Florence, so many beautiful places! And I luv me some Italian food 😋

9. Do you have any pets?

- I sure do! Two sweet kitties that I love gushing about.

10. Favorite aesthetic?

- Hmm, I love pastel colors and space-themed stuff!

Jinx’s questions:

1. What’s your favorite book/manga?

- Already answered! 

2. Who’s your favorite artist?

- Lana Del Rey! (don’t @ me) MARINA is a very close second.

3. Where would your dream home be located?

- I always go back and forth between wanting to live in a suburb type place, just so my future children could have other kids in the neighborhood to grow up and play with and I like the idea of neighbors and get togethers, but I also love the idea of living somewhere more distant. Pushed off from the busy streets and in the woods maybe? Either way, I’d also love to live close to the water! Whether that be a lake or beach or river. A house on the lake would be nice but...no teacher makes enough money for that 🤪

4. Do you have any or want any tattoos?

- I don’t have any and I would love to get one some day! I’m just so indecisive so it’ll probably never happen lmao. Not to mention a visible tattoo could potentially threaten my occupation. 🙃

5. What’s an achievement you’re really proud of?

- Graduating college and becoming a teacher! I’m the first college graduate in my family, so it’s really exciting. I hope I’ve set a good example for my younger siblings!

6. What’s a skill you think you excel at?

- This is tough because I’m very critical of myself and tend to think I’m not very good at anything lmao I’ll say organization? I’m pretty skilled at having things set up nice, neat, and easily accessible. Totally lame, but that’s all I got lol

7. What’s something good that’s happened to you this year?

- Got my first ever teaching job!!!!!

8. Future plans? Where do you see yourself in a few years?

- Living in a house with three kitties and a dog, married to my bf, teaching somewhere I love, maybe getting ready to have a baby? Lots of travelling before we start thinking about kids tho lol 

9. Do you have any nicknames?

- Yep, Coop is my primary nickname both on here and irl! People also call me: Miss Cooper (not being formal, genuine nickname lol) Coopdaddy, Mama Coop, Coops, etc.

10. What’s your current favorite song?

- I’ve been obsessed with Dua Lipa’s new album so almost any song on there lol. Levitating is such a jam.

Here are my questions!

1. What are your zodiac signs (sun, moon, rising, if you know them) and do you think they fit you pretty well?

2. What is your favorite clothing item and/or accessory?

3. Any future children or pet names?

4. If you could meet anyone (can be past, present, future, real, or fictional) who would it be?

5. Brag on yourself! What’s something you love about yourself?

6. What is a movie or show that you could rewatch a million times and never get tired of?

7. What is your favorite album of all time?

8. Do you believe in ghosts and/or aliens? If you have stories to back up, plz share.

9. What do you do/who do you look to for inspiration?

10. What is your happiest memory?

I’m not sure who all has been tagged, so I’m very sorry if you’ve been tagged twice: @thenotsofantasticlifestory @beatific-drabbles @monii-monii-no-mi @eireduchess @kotton-kandy-king @cykadaa @laws-yellow-submarine @laws-hat-headcanons @one-piece-dumpster-fire

[starthieve]

mun tag!

name:  luna / nix  gender:  gremlin. eye  color:  black as my soul. hair  color:  also as black as my soul , my hair & eyes are synced .�� relationship:  braincells go brrrrrrrrr. zodiac:  scorpio.

favorite  color:  lavender , pastel pink , maroon . favorite  season:  autumn. favorite  place:  the cozy corner of a coffee shop. favorite  holiday:  halloween , if only because everything is edgy & gothic themed & i can splurge on decor for my room. favorite  video  game:  night in the woods.  last  show  you  watched:  hamilton the musical , not really a show but heehoo that’s a thing.

what’s  your  honest  opinion  about  your  muse ? soraka’s always had a soft spot in my heart since i first played league , she was my first main & league waifu & she was also one of my first blogs here on tumblr ( prior to this one lol ) & i haven’t been able to let go of her ever since . she’s someone i’ve always been able to really connect with , & i like exploring different views w/ muses that aren’t just their cookie cutter molds that most people expect of them . to me , soraka is an individual who has withstood pain , loss , & huge amounts of sacrifice for the good of others rather than herself  —— she isn’t someone who’s going to always be warm or receptive in how she approaches people , soraka in my eyes isn’t afraid to be bitter or harsh . she stands strongly for what she believes in & isn’t weak to those who try to contest her on it either . she will beat someone up if need be. 

would  you  date  your  muse ? hohohoh , honestly i wouldn’t really want to date soraka nor is she someone who i see going for lovers either . i feel like we definitely could be good friends though ! we’d vibe about the stars & drink tea , maybe even go into deep philosophy or read ol books together . 

what  are  your  favorite  kinds  of  threads ? not to be edgy af but like , i’m such a sucker for angst . not like the  ❛oh my muse is mad at your muse ❜  angst , the kind of angst that literally makes my heart weep at how heartbreaking it is ; if only because seeing my characters goes through pain shows me a side of them i didn’t know about ??? BUT ALSO , I LOVE FLUFFY THREADS —— gimme that wholesome sweet cuddling in the moonlight or picking flowers together , having a picnic , telling stories , etc. i love seeing my ships get their soft ( tm ) moments together .

are  you  a  selective  roleplayer ? when i first started out on tumblr , i didn’t use to be as selective as i am now  —— but throughout the years of building up my portrayals with certain people’s portrayals , i’ve come to the realization that honestly , mains & exclusives are the way to go for consistency’s sake & buildup between the relationship of the characters. 

do  you  have  a  favorite  muse  (  if  you  have  more  than  one  ) ? f in the chat for katarina , swain , cassiopeia , lux , jhin  —— not all of which have had a blog on tumblr but still ; rest in pieces my angels .

what  made  you  decide  to  join  the  fandom ? when i first played league i got sucked into a loophole of fanfiction ( as i do when it comes to new fandoms ) & i got super into writing fanfiction for a bit . i wrote muses like kindred , katarina , quinn , soraka , & even talon at one point . needless to say , i got tired of writing by myself & went on to tumblr where i discovered the league rpc back in 2015 . i fell into a rabbithole  from there & lurked alot for a long time until i finally set up shop . since then , i’ve only really left the rpc once lol , this hellsite keeps bringing me back each time i hear about it from friends who are still in it. 

do  you  see  yourself  staying  with  the  fandom  for  a  long  time ? honestly i don’t think i got a choice to leave at this point lmao , i keep coming back no matter what . i do love the community here to be quite honest , even if it has it’s little hiccups every once in a while.

tagged  by  : absolutely no one , i’m a gremlin . i snek & slither & steal memes . but also like , i stole this from @sunszenith lmao tagging : anyone who wants to do it uwu . no particular @ ‘ s this time 

[beadonovans]

talk about dumbass bitch energy...now posting from the correct blog, its ya girl LARA with nobody’s favorite trash baby BEA. she’s a lot. so i’ll keep this short and just say she’s the worst and leave it at that.

( BENEDETTA GARGARI, CISFEMALE, SHE/HER ) i hear that BEATRICE DONOVAN has a link to CRASHING CORNERS. rumor has it, the TWENTY-ONE year old is RYAN DONOVAN’S SISTER. her life is sure to change now that the band’s fame is rising. she is said to be FUN-LOVING but also UNAMBITIOUS. i wonder how they’ll handle it ?

— ☁ HISTORY

you are the SECOND child, which is to say the baby. which is to say, a reason to stay TOGETHER. you had a mission, a quest assigned to you without your consent from the moment you were born. you were set up for failure, so FAILURE shadows you for the rest of your life.

you’re a normal kid with BEAUTIFUL green eyes ( which no one forgets to point out ). nothing else about you stands out. there’s no other reason for anyone to look your way.

your BROTHER is a bright boy and a fast talker who’s words bounce off the walls of his mouth and out of his lips in an melody you can’t quite understand, but enjoy listening to.

perhaps because of this, it’s your brother gets all the ATTENTION. good or bad, it’s his. you’re just a girl who lives in the shadows and blindspots. you don’t mind too much.

you’re EIGHT when your failure is confirmed. your parents SEPARATE. you leave your childhood home with your brother and mother. having failed your mission, you realize not WORTH much more. you’re always on the sidelines, so you make the best of it.

you have the ability to slip in and out of focus; no one is EVER watching you too closely. you always find ways to entertain YOURSELF. you learn that you can do WHATEVER you want.

you’re an AVERAGE kid at school. always come in the middle of the pack. you never excel, but your shortcomings are never a cause for concern. not even your failure is spectacular.

as a TEENAGER, you learn how to touch people, and let them TOUCH you. you learn that boys will LOOK with their fingertips on your skin and your green eyes SHINE once more. teenage boys can marvel at you. you mistake EYES for hands, windows, mirrors.

the boys at school all know your NAME. you’re almost proud of that.

you finish high school EMPTY handed. even your friends are TEMPORARY. you don’t even take a stab at UNIVERSITY, and it doesn’t matter. no one expected you to.

as you GROW, men continue to curl themselves into a question mark around you. you BELIEVE yourself the answer.

your BROTHER leaves your hometown. leaves the country. you look at him with STARS in your eyes, and think he’s just fucking COOL.

you work odd jobs here and there. you live with your MOM who still doesn’t think much of you. you find a few MEN who think you’re just oh so PRETTY. they give you cash to buy yourself something NICE.

LOS ANGELES calls to you with the banging of drums and electric guitars, you follow your brother, because his friends are cool. you VISIT as much as you can, familiarizing yourself with the city of ANGELS. you have FUN with his friends, his band and everyone that surrounds him.

LA equals fun, and parties, and music, and everything you’ve always reached for. so you move. you pack up everything. you land in LA. you’re here to stay.

— ☁ PERSONALITY

❝ i destroy myself repeatedly then wonder why i’m the way i am. ❞

ZODIAC SIGN: scorpio ( october 29th ) PERSONALITY TYPE: esfp – the entertainer ENNEAGRAM: type 7 – the epicure TEMPERAMENT: choleric HOGWARTS HOUSE: slytherin MORAL ALIGNMENT: chaotic neutral PRIMARY VICE: sloth PRIMARY VIRTUE: n/a ELEMENT: earth MORE STATS HERE !!

ok so let me tell you about my trash daughter beatrice. let’s start with this:

that single text tells you pretty much everything about bea.

i’m not gonna beat around the bush, finding positive traits for bea was a struggle. other than being generally fun to be around, kinda funny sometimes, and kinda resourceful, she doesn’t have a lot going for her.

she’s loud, obnoxious, not very smart, capable of fucking her way in and out of any mess. she’s lazy, unmotivated, unambitious, irresponsible, reckless, tactless, selfish, and i could definitely keep going. she’s an unapologetic disaster who’s coming to la to steal her brother’s cool friends, flash a few bands and score free tickets and backstage passes.

she’s a trainwreck. she’s trashy. she’s messy. if the song tik tok were a person, it would be beatrice donovan.

she functions on survival mode 24/7, she only does what she’s required to do to survive. not really a passionate person. she’d save herself above anyone else ( except ryan ). she doesn’t like relying on other people, except she kinda does because she has sugar daddies in la and in england who pretty much paid for her move to los angeles. still. she did get those sugar daddies on her own. i guess.

she doesn’t care about anyone but herself and ryan. and she doesn’t even care that much about herself. she’ll put herself in dangerous situations all the time, because she lives for that sort of thrill.

she’s extremely apathetic, just kind of coasting through life. just here to have a good time. at least that’s what’s written about her in the bathroom stalls at the satellite.

she smokes like a chimney and drinks pbr like it’s water.

currently crashing on ryan’s couch, but she’s ready to start looking for a job, and her own place.

— ☁ EXTRAS

THEME SONGS: you know i’m no good – amy winehouse | don’t threaten me with a good time – panic! at the disco | cigarettes & alcohol – oasis | fluorescent adolescent – arctic monkeys | tik tok – kesha | PINTEREST: xx PLAYLIST: xx

here’s a bonus picture of bea in her natural habitat:

— ☁ CONNECTIONS

your character and bea dated for a pretty long time, at least by her standards. they both fell pretty hard for each other, enough to power through the distance every time she went back to england. eventually bea’s self-destructive tendencies kicked in, and she ended things in the worst possible way [ taken: orion / harley’s 2nd character ]

your character can’t stand bea. for whatever reason, they abhor bea. they think she’s obnoxious, annoying, and gross. bea knows, and just doesn’t care, and won’t waste any opportunity to make this person feel even more uncomfortable around her [ open 0/1 ]

your character is, just like bea, at a crossroads at their life. for one reason or another, they need a place to live. just like bea. already friends through the la music scene, they’ve decided to find a place together [ taken: macy rhyes ]

your character kind of has a crush on bea ( for whatever reason ), but she has no idea [ open 0/1 ]

your character and bea are just good friends. she doesn’t have a lot of friendships who are purely platonic, so bea values this friendship very much, even if she doesn’t say it [ open 0/1 ]

your character cares enough about bea to help her get her shit together. they’re a positive influence in her life. sometimes they can take on a role of savior because, well, bea’s a disaster who sometimes can’t stand on her own two feet [ taken 0/1 ]

your character and bea haven’t slept together yet ( shocker ), but whenever they’re in the same room everyone can feel the sexual tension. for now, they’re just enjoying flirting incessantly [ taken: ben odell ]

your character and bea work together ( or will, eventually, once she gets a job ) [ open 0/?? ]

your character and bea hooked up once, or more than once, or they still hook up every once in a while [ open 0/?? ]

your character and bea dated for a few months, but ended things before she moved to la. they always had fun together, and despite having a bit of unfinished business, they still enjoy each other’s company. they still sleep together sometimes, but they’re not together anymore [ taken: knox kennedy ]

your character is an artist bea’s been a fan of for a while. she went to a show once, while she was visiting ryan, and found her way backstage, as she always does, where she made a friend for life [ taken: isis ]

literally anything else you can think of, i’m open to any and all connections !!!