#can we stave off the self loathing by imposing artificial deadlines to produce meaningless content? let's find out!!!

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#AGayADay #TheQueersAreHere

It’s been on my mind for a bit that there’s not a lot of queer rep in most fandoms, especially for queer women, and because I am a fountain of bad ideas and overcommitting, welcome to the **a gay a day keeps the sadness at bay • the queers are here there is nothing to fear **challenge, aka I’m a masochistic dumdum, aka me posting a drabble, imagine, ship, oneshot, or chapter of a lgbtq+ fic once every day. Let’s say I’m aiming for 25 days in a row and see how that goes. 100 is the dream.

Journal:

August 19 • Peregrine, Chapter 1 (May x Esme)

August 20 • (on ao3 only) the pack survives, Chapter 5 (Jessie x Ada, also complex Tommy/May, May/Alfie, Alfie/Tommy)

August 21 • in sickness & health (Grace x Lizzie h/c oneshot)

August 22 • 1/100 iconic quotes the Peaky Blinders never said (Alfie alone is not strictly an mlm thing, but Alfie saying keep your friends close and fuck your enemies is the definition of both Big Dick Energy and queer energy)

August 23 • missed today, gonna have to do 2 tomorrow

August 24 • failed again, A Battle Joined is tearing me apart, stay tuned to see if I survive this chapter or not

August 25 • A Battle Joined ch 3 was just published at 16k words. Despite the backlog, I feel weightless. I will queue up things so that there is an explosion of queer for the holy day tomorrow. Late Sunday, early Monday, expect me back on track.

August 26 • It’s Britney Bitch, here’s today’s + the August 23 makeup:

THE PHOENIX WILL RISE, Chapter 1 (Tommy x Alfie)

+ a TPWR poster

August 27 • Tatiana x Esme coffeeshop AU moodboard #1 (to complement already published oneshot)

August 28 • (on ao3 only) the pack survives, Chapter 5 (Jessie x Ada, also complex Tommy/May, May/Alfie, Alfie/Tommy)

August 29 • nothing. I had a dandy time writing a romcom with E (herequeerandreadytofight on ao3) and I have no regrets

August 30 • pretty things, Tommy character study that includes some Freddie x Tommy (question: does it count if it’s short and angsty? probably not? Too damn bad I make my own rules???)

August 31 • ded. watched to all the boys I’ve loved before. bi sandwich Lana Condor and Noah Centineo. time w my family.

September 1 • family time plus more romcom w/ E and it’s fuckin lit

September 2 • today’s + the August 24 makeup: 

Tatiana x Esme coffeeshop AU moodboard #2 

Grace x Lizzie followup oneshot

September 3 • cryin

September 4 • cryin, but at least I updated the masterlist?

September 5 • today’s + Aug 25 makeup:

Reader x Ada

bi Alfie meme cause I can’t fuckin stop myself

September 6 • (on ao3 only) the pack survives, Chapter 7 (Jessie x Ada, also complex Tommy/May, May/Alfie, Alfie/Tommy)

September 7 • today’s + Aug 29, 31 makeup:

THE PHOENIX WILL RISE, Chapter 1 (Tommy x Alfie)

(on ao3 only) the pack survives, Chapter 8 (Jessie x Ada, also complex Tommy/May, May/Alfie, Alfie/Tommy)

my answer to the complex fmk set: best friend, booty call, soulmate, archenemy, ex-wife with dramatic history(TM): Grace, May, Lizzie, Tatiana, Jessie. it’s a fuckin wild ride. not to be rude but I really am that bitch 

This Weekend I Settle All Family Business

September 8 • Finn x Isaiah oneshot, College AU

September 9 • was dead on the inside all night, inexplicably

September 10 • ABJ & Hozier, fuck it

September 11 • nope

September 12 • NOPE