#can teat apart? where is skin? where is wamrth? why am i so dejected. this coldness in my chest grows bigger and bigger. i will never pray
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*thinks about being burned alive* snork mimimi *thinks about being crucified* honk shoo honk shoo *thinks about succumbing to disease in the sewers and being eaten slowly by rats*🛌💤💤
#how fucked up of a way would i like to die to be canonised as a saint...why would i ever entertain that thought actually.#patron of what. exactly#saint....saint...#maybe i can..be protector of biddies with breathing issues. and firewood. i can do that.#i just want to be murdered.#im sorry its just getting really hard again. i dont know how to get close to god and it hurts. where is the manifestation of flesh that i#can teat apart? where is skin? where is wamrth? why am i so dejected. this coldness in my chest grows bigger and bigger. i will never pray#enough. i will never believe enough. perhaps thats why i want to be brutalised so badly once again. im good at taking pain. please just let#my demonstration of faith show. cant i be good? please let me try to be good
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