#by: astralis-is-typing

[skzdarlings]

Hi! I hope you've been well darling :) I haven't been on tumblr for months, so when I checked your page and saw you have so much new content I nearly yelled. You've been writing so much and I love that for you <3

The kingsguard is driving me absolutely mad by the way. I've binge-read all four chapters and don't remember when I last got off the couch haha. But seriously, how do you even come up with some of these lines???

“Oh gods,” he says. 

“Yes,” you say.  “I feel them too whenever you’re near.” 

HELLO?????

And then hitting us with the weight of Jisung's actions when you wrote "there are lifetimes of desire packed into that kiss, eternities surrendered..." LIKE??? He's giving up the literal promise of heaven for this omfg.

It's safe to say I'm hooked already! And how you've incorporated fragments of the members' personalities into their characters deserves a standing ovation. But what got to me the most was when the main character questioned Chan about of the kings-guard's vows. I loveeee how you worded it oh lorddd. I'm religious and sometimes question the rules men place upon themselves, because apparently "it's God's will". It brings more problems than solutions honestly- and the mc's perspective really gives food for thought, so thanks for that.

I don't know if you'll remember my equally long asks from bodyguard Felix era lol but the love I have for that series is yet to fade (will it ever?), so naturally Felix's character in this story, although minute, gets me so emotional. This dynamic has subtle similarities to the push-and-pull of the bodyguard's love story. Like when Jisung says, “We can’t do that again, okay?”

Your characters are always so honest and raw; there's just a genuineness that makes them irrevocably loveable. Can't wait to see where you take this story next, thanks for everything <3

oh my gosh OF COURSE I remember your asks!!!! hello hello!!! it’s so so wonderful to hear from you again, i hope you are doing well 💕

thank you so much for messaging. your notes are always so good and kind and I appreciate them so much!! i reread this ask a couple times hehe thank you again

i am so glad you are enjoying kingsguard, that one is sooo fun to write! i think i am clearly a sucker for this dynamic haha. and oh gosh yes, i come from a religious background too and am still quite spiritual and definitely spend time analyzing and untangling different thoughts! my first approach to everything is always with love and i am glad some of those moments resonated that way 😊💕

once again thank you so much for messaging! i hope you take care, much love 💕💕💕

[astraystayyh]

"English is not my first language", you say. Yet I'm the one who struggles to finds words to convey how much comfort your stories give me.

'It's just fanfiction', they'll say. But they won't ever understand how I have cried because of your stories... how much I have learned and just how much you have healed my spirit. One fic at a time.

I wish I could tell you everything. But typing gets daunting after a while and your eyes might grow heavy at the sea of words I could write to you.

It would be so nice to get to drive you somewhere nice, a beach maybe. Or somewhere quieter. I'd try tell you all I feel through your way with words. But maybe even then my tongue would fail me, and we'd sit there in silence.

Because where would I even begin?

Sahar, sometimes you may question the impact your writing has on people. You may even doubt at times if it has any impact at all.

But... what do you even know?

JULIAN. my heart is squeezing in my chest my god i can't believe you view my writing this way i don't even have the words to describe what reading this made me feel. this erased seas of doubt i had about my writing and myself in general;;; u have such a way with words reading this made my soul ache wah i love you so much i can't thank you enough for this, truly :(( and I'd never tire of reading your thoughts like NEVER

[lotusliasart]

And another Astralis for the day because I really adore my dalish son and his entire extended family. My clan Lavellan is big and their main crafts come in greens and whites, involving a lot of twist patterns with yarns and fabrics. Astra personally loves purple and red.

I tried out Medibang's timelapse function with this too:

[babycatlix]

For some reason I hadn't been seeing you on my dash as often, why does tblr sadden me ⁠this way `⁠(⁠>⁠▂⁠<⁠)⁠´

I hope interacting like this helps the situation, and while I'm at it I figured I could ask a fun question :D

Since you're team cat-lix do you prefer black hair over blonde? What's your favorite hair colour on him?

ah, i was a little MIA the last few weeks! i also had my queue running really slow and then it ran out and i didn't even notice for a few days 😭 and then my mental health went a little haywire, so it's not completely tumblr's fault 😅

but what a good question! 🤔 tbh, i love all of felix's hair colors 🩵 but i suppose since we always see him blonde (and he thinks blonde hair suits him) most would think i'd say blonde lix 🙊 but i really REALLY love when his hair is silver/gray. think god's menu felix 😍🩵 however, red hair also looks great on felix and when he's had it in the past, it's so short lived!

these are my favorite felixes 🥰🩵 and while i am team longhair!felix, undercuts just look so good on him! it really accentuates his face 😍

[stayxlix]

I act normal but I'll be struggling not to chomp on my screen when the next chapter drops. Pls sigh me up for the greedy coconut club😔✊

If you could describe the chapter's vibe in a phrase or sentence what would it be👀👀

my beloved jules💛 welcome to the greedy coconut club😂💕 (admission is always open to anyone who wants to join🥹) i can say without a doubt that i will also be struggling not to “chomp on my screen” when the next chapter drops💀 (hopefully sometime very soon, i had originally planned on posting this weekend but i’ve been struggling with editing it so it might end up being closer to next week sometime..but we’ll see..🥹)

as for now..to describe the chapter’s vibe i decided to use three little quotes from the chapter itself which are as follows:

1. “violent rush of emotion” (pretty self explanatory..let me just apologize in advance for what is to come lmao)

2. “It gets easier with time.” (literally, it does get less stressful as you read...just trust me okay?🥹)

3. “..thinking about it, talking about it, it’s not easy for me.” (i had to include this one because it pretty accurately describes my current feelings about the chapter rn😂😭)

ilysm buddy, hopefully these little spoilers didn’t give you toooo much stress😂 this was so fun btw, you’re always so creative🤭💕💕

[hyunpic]

Bro why are you so funny😭😭😭😭😭

Your tags and replies are so UNSERIOUS 💀💀💀

Bin writing hyunbin fanfic on ao3 nooooo😭😭😭 bet he writes it on Chan's laptop 💀

Thank you for your service to the stay community😂

what is life for if not for being a bit silly 🩷

[astralis-is-typing]

❛다시 chaconne now❜

~𝖆𝖇𝖔𝖚𝖙 𝖇𝖑𝖔𝖌~

Reblogs:

Most of my reblogs are about boy groups, fairycore, cats, dogs, literature and writerblr. I'll warn you now that I sporadically ramble on about the things I'm interested in haha. Especially with fics and fanart, I get so emotional lmao. Some of the fics I reblog are rated mature, so make sure to turn on your community labels to view them.

Reminder: reblogs are really really important on this app. If you enjoyed something make sure to let the op know it!! Reblog, comment, send asks... Humans in this lil corner of tumblr aren't that scary, trust me :) (literally always flooding my faves' inboxes)

My Content:

My original work is mostly about txt and stray kids *queue rants (⁠^⁠～⁠^⁠;⁠)⁠ゞ* You can check out my masterlists linked at the bottom of this post to interact with my fics.

What I write:

All my fics are non-idol!au unless I specify otherwise

Y/A genre (coming-of-age stuff), expect to see a lot of this concept on here :D

I really enjoy writing comfort fics

There'll be the occasional dash of angst here and there

I'm also exploring fantasy!aus (magicians, fairies & angel/demon concepts for now)

These are just my current main interests, but my works will contain more so stay tuned ;)

What I don't write: check out my requesting rules

Final notes:

Asks and dms are always open if you'd like to chat! I don't bite haha. Please bear with my ass reply game though, because I get insanely busy at times, as I'm sure we all do. If you're sending asks on anon and plan on becoming a regular here, feel free to pick an emoji you'd like me to associate you with ʕ⁠ノ⁠•⁠ᴥ⁠•⁠ʔ⁠ノ⁠ 

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[backformores]

Heyooo! I love your blog, so much🫶

Are we allowed to use your gifs to make headers/ at the beginning of posts?

Wanted to ask before doing anything :)

ahhhh hiiiiii thank you so much!!

also I appreciate you asking! you are allowed to as long as you use the gif function on tumblr so it automatically links back to my blog :)

^ like this!!

[minttangerines]

💀💀💀💀💀💀💀

THE SCREAM I SCRUMPT DHSHSHDH YOU'RE SO FUNNY💀💀💀💀

Caught me soooo off guard 😭😭❤️

That's his name now idc

JULIAN! YOUNG BACK IS ATTACKING THE FANDOM!

Thank you so much for calling me funny 🥹 the sentence normally doesn't stop there when its said to me.

LONG LIVE LEE YOUNG BACK !!!!!!

[sunboki]

I just stumbled across your page by (m)accident 😭😭 YOUR ENERGY LMAO

I've read about 3 posts and I'm already like 'I like this one' 😂

the maxident joke.. that’s my kind of humor 😔✋ i think we have the potential to be bffs

[skzdarlings]

(Ok I promise this is the last one! I'm so so sorry)

The image of him taking of his rings (one by one– dear lordy lord) has officially sent me into comatose. And to top it all off he's EDGING HER??? GOODNIGHT

I am officially both insane and unconscious

"And now you’re all worked up and he’s shirtless and being a stupid, pretty, two-faced bitch." I LOVE YOU, WHAT TF WAS MY LIFE BEFORE THIS MOMENT

This fic is everything I've ever wanted, like let me just waltz directly into my grave rn🕳💃💨

It delivered Felix in a way that I've never read before. Like sure there's dom Liz– THEN THERE'S THIS

Darling, I'm actually crying over this fic. My hands are shaking and I might just pass out no lie

Am I even half way through? I don't know. But I'll stop my ranting here bc I don't wanna overwhelm you.

May your tea always be the right temperature, may you get chip packets that are filled all the way to the brim, may you never have a bad hair day.... in other words, just be blessed💕

ASHJGFHDFHKG i got all your messages, thank you so much for sending them all omg. it's such a treat as a writer to get so much of a response to a story. i loved reading every message and can't thank you enough <3333 i am so so so glad you had such a fun time with this one. thank you so much for reading and, again, thank you so much for messaging <33333

[astraystayyh]

No way you just mentioned that MinChan photo in your reply😭😭 NO WAY

Also yes if you're starting a club for invisible threads trauma then sign me up, I'll round up all the members and we'll sue you together😻

Btw I haven't gotten time to share with you my thoughts in the Jeongin fic that's part of the same series, but I LOVED it❤❤❤

I forgive you for the heartache now😋

I hope you're having a great day my best writer❤❤

IDJDJDJJD LOOK AT THEM THEY'RE SO CUTEEEE lino and his only hyung 😞😞😞

JDJDJBDHDJSSJ the day i post part 2 i will literally dip I don't think im ready for the sueing I'll get 😭😭😭 thank youuu so muchhh btwww take ur time!!! no worries bb <333

[lix-ables]

YOUR PAGE LEGIT MAKES MY MIND GO OFFLINE 🙇‍♀️🫶

aKwhdjend OMG THANJ YOU? JWBDJEND PLEASE YOU'RE SO SWEET 😩😩😩

[babycatlix]

💀💀

😂😂😂

i think i would be startled for a second before i realize it's chan and then i would jump up and launch myself at him for a hug 🤗

[asahicore]

Hii! Nice to meet you I hope you're well. I just wanted to let you know that I just read Stupid In Love and that fic has me WRECKED. It was so REAL and the characters we're such teenagers and I felt so seen by that fic omfg. This is actually my first time reading a Sunghoon fic (even though I've been an engene for close to two years) and YOU ATE DOWNNN.

Had me in tears right from the beginning😭

“And best friends… Do they… Well, it’s normal for best friends to kiss, right?” you say, trying to calm the overpowering urge to kiss him again.

Sunghoon chuckles and tucks a loose strand of hair behind your ear. “I don’t know about that, Y/N.”

“Oh,” you breathe.

Sunghoon quickly catches on to your hesitation. “But who cares about what best friends usually do and don’t do?” he says, holding your face between his hands to make you look up at him. “I liked kissing you, just now. I really, really liked it,” he admits, red dusting his cheeks. “Did you?”

THAT part did me in. Pls tell me you're also a writer outside of fanfic😩🙏 and if so remember me when you're famous haha✊❤

hiiii thank u sm omg hope you're well too !!! im so happy u felt seen by it i always want my stories/characters to be relatable so im glad that came through <33 and thank u sm for pointing out the specific part that you like i looooove when readers do that haha and no i very rarely write outside of fanfic cause all my ideas are for this type of story hahaha but if i ever do become famous i will remember you do not worry 🫡

[astralis-is-typing]

Yeah, kinda like goofy but also half snorting. I was caught so off guard by the reply that the air didn't go the way it's supposed to somehow 😭

This reminds me of the times I've laughed so hard without warning and the rice I'm eating comes up through my nose💀✋ (not fun)