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[southie-dakotie]

Hi I'm Key! pinned post time

They/them, taken by @marblehornetz <3 I'm some variation of southie-dakotie everywhere, but im really only on here. Im also on twitter, but since its such a dumpster fire, you can also find me on bluesky. I post a bunch of stuff, sometimes draw, aaand I like to get a lil silly on occasion.

Honestly anyone can interact with my blog, but if you're a t/erf, ALM, anti palestine, etc... just block and move on, I'm not for you. I'm a pacifist by nature, but I will not hesitate to kill you with a plank of wood.

Some extras while you're reading this I guess:

-I beg of you. If you're migrating from another site PLEASE put a new icon and description on your blog. I snipe bots on sight and I dont want to block an actual person if I can help it

-if ur a mutual i lov u so much i give u kissies

-If u knew me irl before 2016. No u don't pleas leav <3 I'm a bitch who stands up for myself now and I likely don't want to talk to u

-this is a sideblog! So i follow from southies-main! That blog is a graveyard and hasnt been tidied up yet.

-I have a BUNCH more sideblogs dedicated to fandoms and such. not-greed for fma, agent-south for rvb, and stripedclaw for warriors! Sometimes those posts bleed over onto here, buuuut they're for main posting and discussion hehe

Post has been updated as of October 2024!

[lostteddy]

heya, im still alive! im just pretty damn tired but here is what happened and i wanna write about it (cuz this is kinda ma diary)

i finally got my driving license but im scared of driving on my own still and when i accidently let my car die i get nervous and i cant make it work so im p nervous because ppl honk at me and it makes me very nervous (to the point of wanting to cry and i cant becAUSE INEED TO DRIIVE!)

i have been driving as much as i need to and my brother has been with me a couple of time and he is actually pretty nice with me - contrary to what he is in any other situation - and it makes me happy that i can actually interact with my brother.

buuuut what is really bothering me is that i am still very green at driving and it makes me very anxious and when ppl honk me i wanna cry..... BUT im a full grown woooooman and i should control maselflfllf.

YEH and i will be working these 3 next days from 9am to 7pm and i still have to bake at home because soem of my family members want homemade cakes and i am no patissiere!!!?!!? but ok ill do my best..

and to en nicely i burnt my arm pretty badly and if i didnt act as quick as i did it could have turned into a 2nd degree burn and tbh i can deal with blood, flesh and bones... but burns... burns... burns are just... just too much for me! and i have another visible burn on my other arm so this just adds up to me wanting to get back on my bad habits of self-harming tbh......

i really am just trying to live these 5 to 6 years without falling back into the habit of self-harming because it has been o my mind 24/7 ldkfoaihwe+fha+erf i just wanna get a grip on my life and be happy with myself but i keep wanting someone to do it for me... ojfoejfjaeoifjejfejroif

i just wanna finish my degree so i can move on and get a doctorate and get me some more money and finally open up my place!

sorry i write soooo much and if you read this i love you! im a mess and i kinda h8 myself but i love to know that myabe around there, there are people that might care about me (?)