#but... idk I can't imagine anyone other than adam playing him

[supremeprince-bensolo]

harvey keitel as old ben solo

Sure

[weebsinstash]

*strums guitar* you know who would be a total piece of shit, to be stuck up in Heaven fuckin FOREVER with

This douchebag! Gotta get some Adam content out before the finale drops and then I'm sure I'll be back for more then too!

I was listening to "You Didn't Know" again and I HATE this man, and because I hate him and he's an asshole, I can then see his wretched character doing shitty and debauched things

Which then means he's conceptually fuckable and we must discuss

I was sitting and thinking about. Ok in the most dramatic fucking way possible can you imagine being in the courtroom with Charlie as a Sinner Representative because you're dope like that, and Adam just starts fucking beefing with you on sight and you give it right back to him because HOMIE BASICALLY INVENTED MISOGYNY, you're standing in HEAVEN while an ANGEL looks you dead in the eye and calls you a CUNT like I wouldn't fucking tolerate it I'd be screaming at him like a feral beast, "why don't you look at your FEMALE BOSS and say that again, you dickless loser?!"

But can you imagine just having this insane BEEF, you guys are having MUSICAL DIAGETIC SINGING BEEF, and then, like. Either there in court or later on in the plot, hey, everything is good now, Sinners/you can ascend or we can go from heaven and hell and visit our families and everything is good now, yaaay! Or your name was mispelled on a form and it's like oh shit you were supposed to be in Heaven all along our bad and ONLY you are cool to "go upstairs"

And you can't even be happy about it because it's literally "oh cool I DO belong in Heaven!">wait but my friends are in Hell > oh fuck THAT ANGEL THAT HATES ME IS HERE, and sure enough he's standing there at the pearly gates to personally welcome you into Heaven, grinning like the cat that ate the canary, making it EXTREMELY CLEAR that he's basically gonna be stalking you because he wants to personally witness you fuck up and get sent back to Hell where he can kill you himself

Homie is back at base posting photos of you all over the walls like an insane person, "look at this tricky fucking bitch, fucking scheming, fucking planning something, fucking bitch" and even Lute is standing there, ".... that's a photo of them eating a sandwich, sir" and she's like TRYING to see where he's coming from but these are photos of you like SLEEPING and the suspicion that you might act out becomes an excuse to stalk you as he gets progressively more unhinged and perverted and frustrated (in more ways than one)

Let's also just discuss some baseline ideas! Abso fucking lutely do I see him as some, frat boy piece of shit who is always at least vaguely hostile to women so we're discussing female Reader specific ideas. Like imagine he's trying to actually be friendly and be cool with you or maybe you guys even hang out on good terms or whatever, maybe you both play guitar and he likes how you can shred it, and, he's the kinda guy to invite you to hang out and not specify other people are gonna be there so you get there and he's with his buddies and they're all talking about, gross shit like the size of the tits on the girl they last fucked, "oh hey did you sleep with Stacey" "fuck yeah I slept with Stacey you know that slut takes anyone", like, Adam deadass expects you to stand next to him with your red solo cup as they all talk about "the massive cow tits on that bitch" and if you even mildly imply this isn't entertaining "you're just bein a prude babe!"

Like Adam has no self awareness, he'll be saying horrid shit about women and then one of his buddies makes the most MILD of comments about you, "yeah your friend is kinda fuckable" and Adam is like in a RAGE, "hey man, that's not fucking cool! Let's go, outside NOW, fuckin step up, bro!" and he's brawling dudes for shit he's said about their conquests PLENTY of times

Just picturing the idea of like idk Saint Peter or even Emily flying around and they see you sitting on a bench outside far far away from where other people are and they fly down to greet you with the biggest smile, "hiya, how are you?" and you um look at them with such a genuinely dead, depressed, empty expression that they like cannot even fathom it. You're??? Unhappy??? In HEAVEN??? they cannot even comprehend it.

The real kicker is if you started to CRY and look this angel or seraph directly in the eyes as you ask, "can i... go back to Hell? I'm allowed to leave, right?" and THAT'S what raises massive red flags and sends that angel straight to their fucking boss. Sera would be over here, "oh she's having problems with Adam oh that's unfortunate but they'll sort them out -- WAIT WHAT DO YOU M E A N SHE WANTS TO LEAVE????" And,, oh, NOW they suddenly care about how happy you are, NOW they're suddenly willing to help maybe mildly keep Adam away from you. Because why? Because now you're potentially going to damage Heaven's perfect track record, and, geez they can't have you running around DEPRESSED, with your face looking all... ICKY and SAD! What if you made the other darlin-- I mean other residents of heaven sad and they maybe wanted to leave their precious angel protectors too? Huh? Ever think of that?

I love how I was sitting over here "what if like the entire Spider Society was yandere for the Reader" and ever since then my brain is like a puppy chasing treats, "what if I made this entire community mentally unhinged"

Also. Carmilla Carmine and her family + Zestial protecting Reader from Adam or any other angels because 👏 we can have as many mommies or daddies or fake family members as we want down here and that's the facts on that 👏

[hella-hound]

re: episode 6 and who Grover is going to say is the traitor

Anyone else have a fear in the back of their mind that they're going to drop the Luke bomb early? Everyone, those who have criticisms with the show and those who love the show are talking about pacing pacing pacing. So would this be part of that pacing we're talking about? Moving up vital parts or wiping them away completely for the sake of pacing?

what that scene at the end of episode 5 has given me is one horrifying thought about what Grover found out, or what he thinks he found out.

I suspect (and hope) that Grover will think that Clarisse is the lightning thief which, okay. that's fine, (actually more than fine, it might be the first change that I really, really like.) It moves up some other conversations/thoughts; pretty sure I remember that Percy suspects that she's the lightning thief after they find out Ares planted the bolt on them in Denver. It definitely plays on the clear rivalry between he and Clarisse that we've established from the start. I'm excited for all the implications it could mean. Does Percy finish his quest angry at her? She hones in on him at camp, messing with him, telling everyone, and trying to show that he's not strong enough; and then frames him to solidify her effort to get rid of him? Does he go back to camp guns blazing at Clarisse, telling everyone she's the traitor?

That all said, that's the best case scenario. Grover saying that anyone else is the traitor/lightning thief might be a let down now that I've gotten excited over this. And yes, it's highly doubtful that he's going to say that its Luke, but on the off chance that this happens, can you imagine how it's going to play out the following two episodes? (Like, truly why the f is Hermes at the Lotus Hotel anyways?)

My problem with it is because Annabeth and Luke's relationship is not the same in the show as it is in the book. It doesn't feel as strong or as loyal. Annabeth is so, so adamant that Luke can be saved. It's been a while but I think she stays that way until she's taken in ttc. It's a big point of contention between Annabeth and Percy, I remember there being a point when they refused to talk about Luke together because they breakout into fighting even. And even then she watches him fall from a cliff in ttc she is able to keep hope that he's still alive.

In the show we have yet to see them have an interaction. We know they know each other well, Annabeth tells Percy that he was the one who was friendly with her while they traveled to Camp-- Thalia being more standoffish. And Luke goes far enough to call her his sister! but we never see the proof behind that. There's no scene of them talking, I don't even know if they talk about Capture the Flag on screen. And I know this sounds silly but Annabeth isn't shown to have the same girlhood crush she has on Luke in the book. If it exists, we don't know yet. Silly as the crush is those things make you blind to failures and mistakes. It's one of the main reasons why Percy believes Annabeth keeps a soft spot for Luke.

I have a feeling that if Grover dropped the Luke bomb that his only defender would be Percy. That's the only relationship we've taken with us from Camp. With the differences they've made with Annabeth's character, there's no way she'd defend Luke after hearing that. Her show personality is too honest and distrusting; she'd probably hear that, play it over in her mind and be like, "Okay yeah makes sense." without explaining her reasoning as to why she came to that conclusion. And there's nothing that we have to back up anything different other than Luke's offhanded comment that "Annabeth's my sister." in episode 2.

And there you go, the surprise of who the real traitor is ruined two episodes from the end. I can't even guess how that plays out from there? Do Annabeth and Percy have continual disagreements about it? Are we shown more proof that lends a hand to evidence for or against Luke being a traitor? idk, can't stop thinking about how this is going to play out. They took the time to change where Grover was during the waterpark scene and took away his part in it, they better make it worth it, you know?

[spiderh0rse]

shephard's mind notes part 5, e21-25 + e0

e21

wonders why the lights are off. Don't maintenance workers need light

turns on his goggles to BIG MONSTER

mixes up the syllables with shit and fuck

starts killing voltigore children

doesn't respect PETA

aware of. Idk what to call it milking kink

imagines Black Mesa throws it's bad employees down here

thinks the voices he's hearing are GHOSTS

starts talking to the ghosts trying to console them

starts crying for a minute

realizes wait huh not Ghosts just Echoes

ewwww he hugged a DEAD guy

starts assigning his brand new team some manner of. Multiplayer raid boss positions

his critical hits are fucked up rn

yells at his teammates for blowing up

thinks he should spend more time on rooftops

"that's right. The aliens are cold and they want our sweaters"

doesn't know how to knit

talks to the HEV charging station

not too sure what to call the Gargantua

agent Candy-Ass!! (Grinch's ultimatum voice) it's Gman!

wants to shoot the phone out of gmans hand

thinks his cold emotionless mask makes him cool

not happy to have organs in his face. He's leaving!

falls into the wet side of the dam

needs to start thinking of names for the barnacle,,

a bit surprised at how perfectly the bridge explosives worked. Irritated that the marines didn't explode em

realizes the dam is gonna BREAK and tasks himself with fixing it

e22

OH NO A WATERSLIDE

Way out! And he missed it. Hopes there's another one! Okay yeah he's out. No infinite loop

he's hungry :(

will squeeze his lightning bug at the black ops until they die

wants to slick the black ops .50 cal on a jeep

thinks he can't really trust anyone right now, including his squad

thinks everyone else will be tired tonight but he slept on the way over so he's got the advantage

delighted to see a tank. less delighted to see a mortar gun

aghast at the mortar gun guarding absolutely nothing. Was also like this about the .50 cal

seems aware that the spore launcher is a shock trooper child

voice crack,,

HATES being shot it's like stubbing your toe repeatedly. With bullets.

he's got SAND in his boot

disgusted at how easily people die after he talks to them. Vows to hide and never talk to anyone again

knows what the Canadian version of black ops are called. (RCMP!)

He's cooking with GAS. i love that expression

"guns are for wusses! I only need aliens."

rip and tear!

has shrapnel in his ass. Man.

just wants to bomb things in peace.

playing with the mortar gun

watches both Animaniacs and Freakazoid! Finds Freakazoid better.

sniper tf2s himself

he's from Arizona! New Mexico heat still sucks more

e23

finds the aliens more friendly than the black ops. Wants to strike a truce with them

he knows the universal greeting! unfortunately he has no snacks to share and as such it fails

momentarily excited to see a helicopter. Even MORE excited to see it shooting an alien.

shoots out the helicopter's gas tank

the helicopter exploding sends shrapnel into him :(

hates climbing chain link fences. The tops always scratch his hands up

anticipates being sent to military prison if he gets caught

remembers the last time he touched mold...

aghast at the ongoing uranium-in-dumpster issue

climbing a cliff! almost out! freedom! nope there's snipers

watches or is familiar with Adam West's Batman!

still confused about how many corpses keep showing up near medkits

sings "to the vent" to the tune of. Not actually sure what it's called but it's. Horse race music

keeps singin the tune

shocked to see a car without a steering wheel

cannot hotwire this car.

GAUSS GUN? FUCK YES

no it's just a horn.

slur count: six.

does NOT want to die in a parking lot

feels like such a trendsetter with all these vent lovers other than him

a BOMB.

tries in vain to convince a Barney to open the door and FLEE with him

would like to blow Black Mesa up but will turn the bomb off for the sake of progress

he is the world's crappiest assassin

has never seen a nuclear warhead before in his life! it's terrifying! he doesn't know how to turn it off!

asks the dead black ops if they're alive and could possibly tell him how to turn it off

e24

needs to stop killing people! just because they can be useful to him!

names his barnacle Barney while busy with the bomb

decides since there are two wires to cut he's got a 50/50 chance of blowing up or shutting the bomb off. Either way the beeping stops!

survives! Phew!

he prioritizes the beeping being gone though

skitters away from the bomb

GMANS AT THE BOMB WAUGH

Adrian can't find a way out to stop him

slur count: seven.

thinks gmans haircut is stupid

Adrian is pretty sure any companions he takes will die horribly

considers knocking out the lights and making a run for it. It's what Batman would've done.

"nobody expects the Shephard Inquisition!"

some random black ops surrenders to him at the end of his rampage

Shephard is unconcerned with coercing someone into cheating on her spouse

black ops name is Lydia!

Lydia considers Xen hell

Adrian brings Gman up to Lydia. She doesn't know anything about him either he's just WAYYY high up

Adrian's dialogue is a lot more awkward sounding when said in front of another person- oh it's on purpose! Sort of!

slur count: eight. Lydia :(

familiar with the Circ De Soleil

Adrian can't imagine where a crossbow would be useful

Adrian can't knock people out very well

he,, may have killed Lydia actually.

WOAGH suddenly louder

frag off...

not sure why he's yelling when he's just thinking

he's a CHAMPIONSHIP BOXER (self-reported) (pun)

ends a confrontation in bad shape and is moderately uncomfortable for a good while

addresses himself by name again!

takes a break to fix himself up. Picks bullets out of himself with his forceps

e25

may have a bruised lung

surprised at how well his equipment is holding up

voltigores? nah. Lightning-pigs

"no pain, no. Post traumatic stress disorder."

at least passingly familiar with both military and dnd terminology

wonders if he went crazy from going to another planet. concludes yeah possibly

LEAPS onto the back of a lightning-pig. Shoots it from its back!

wants to LEAVE not FIGHT MONSTER

considers attacking Lydia for telling him the vents were clear. realizes he already has sort of so they're probably in the clear

wants to make his aliens do tricks onstage!

Operation Condor? Not too sure what this is but I vaguely gather that it's a movie from how Adrian talks about it?

adrian i don't think a bomb shelter will stop a nuke

BAD SMELL BAD SMELL

Gene Worm smells worse than anything else Adrian has smelled.

recounts tear gas experience

tries to walk through the big pink portal. doesn't work. faces away.

gives up! Decides BLACK MESA WINS, he just isn't MEANT to escape

turns around. Gene Worm.

thinks it isn't real. Checks. Still there. Only then acts shocked

going back to the wind tunnel to relax he isn't going to fight this thing even if it lets him leave

Sparky! and Gill! They seem to either be talking to him or Adrian thinks they are.

Barney isn't talking though

"I was never a good marine. I couldn't protect the people under my command. I never caught Freeman. I couldn't go fifteen meters without running into some insurmountable delay. I didn't earn my advanced training, or even my rank as Corporal. Some guys just dropped it on me! I'm not even fighting for a cause, I just don't want to die. All the good things I did today were just because I was backed into a corner, and could only keep charging forward. If I die today, nobody's going to remember. Adrian Shephard might as well have never existed. And you know what? I refuse to believe that this overconvoluted, clusterfuck of a disaster happened just so that I could get eaten by a giant squid in a dusty ventilation shaft! So screw it. I'm gonna go in there, I'm gonna fight, and I'm gonna fucking win!"

runs in! leg cramp! runs back. okay now he's fighting.

OH GOD IT SPITS MOUNTAIN DEW

Adrian dislikes Mountain Dew!

considers staring impolite

"fuck you! you hit like a pool noodle!" someone I know received a bruise from a pool noodle today

wishes he'd thought of shooting smaller aliens at people. Could've if he'd had SNARKS.

glad the Gene Worm's goop isn't electrified

he's going to be the first human to learn how to cook and eat giant alien squid!

insults Black Mesa's construction quality

the GIFT SHOP only sells SHOTGUNS

insults some shockroach and apologizes for the specist remark to Sparky

but he doesn't WANT to do the dew!

one shot is all he needs! twelve shots is all he needs!

his goggles do great at blocking the mountain dew

wants Sparky and Gill to tell everyone what he did if he dies. And to get his hard drive wiped/destroyed to be safe

drops his shotgun D:

"WAS IT A LOAD-BEARING SQUID?"

Stasis. Then...

Adrian does NOT understand what Gman is going on about but is pretty quiet about it

"and nothing of value was lost :)" "quite so."

"can I go home now?" Zaps to Xen. "this isn't my house!"

Adrian tries to convince Gman that he won't tell anyone about all this. He just wants to go HOME

stuck in his seat! cant move! in the helicopter!

he won, he guesses. upset at being stuck wherever he is. doesn't know much of what's going on.

knows Gman isnt human. Mocks his speech impediment though >:(

slur count: nine

they took all equipment. He implies he'd consider shooting himself if they hadn't.

post credits! chocolate bar!!!!!

Adrian struggles with the wrapper. greatly. curses Hershey's name.

sounds SO happy to have chocolate. Says it tastes awful though. Blames the assorted fluids it's been near and soaked in

e0

REVELRY

half of what Shephard is saying here is literally spoken half is thought

drill instructor balls...

finds the training facility he's getting military training in confusing and easy to get lost in

does GREAT pushups. apparently.

compares how he looks to Popeye, the sailor.

finds automatic doors and security cameras futuristic

slams his nose into the door :(

jazzed to get his hands on GUNS

wants his PCV to have a jetpack

anticipates forgetting everything about this tomorrow

isn't terribly sure what year it is. 200X.

dumbfounded at being ordered to stand literally in front of a target. Not happy to be shot

NEXT they're not going to be serving FOOD HE LIKES

Compares the dangers of military training to haunted house

SMELLS LIKE FRENCH FRIES

mildly slippery liquid on the floor...

yes, he CAN walk through steam without his visor getting fogged up :)

oh god the early appearance of electrified toxic waste

familiar with the Predator series

compares himself to Batman for having night vision goggles

assumes a runner's crouch

insults his drill instructor's mother

thinks embarrassing his instructors would be fine if it were funny

sprains his ankle in the course

pretty sure he just sucks at rope climbing

NOT happy to see mines in this simulation

well this sure is live fire with what sounds like a .50 cal

seems actually pretty impressed with surviving the live fire course easily

only his WEAPON- is his friend. Ahem.

he's good at point and click adventure games

does seem familiar with many of the enlisted men's names

SO happy to have a sniper rifle. I am also happy to see him have one

VERY snarky to his CO

finds the ease of this sniping exercise irritating

mixes up clips and magazines on purpose to piss people off. Does this with some models of gun too

slur count: ten

INSULTS Audrey's hat. Some random guy on-base

knows the engineer he's presented with. It's Jackson! We like Jackson!

Jackson,,, cannot see right now his goggles are FILTHY

use key... Shephard has no idea what that means.

chooses codenames.... Goes for the goofiest nicknames he can come up with on the spot

feels a bit expendable

[zackmartin]

hey!!! have u finished the school spirits finale yet and if so thoughts???

sorry, I kept this in my inbox until I could watch it but i just finished it and !!! my thoughts?? whattheFUCKisgoingon.gif and whatdoesitallmean?.jpg

but anyway I'll put them under a cut so I don't accidentally spoil it for anyone that might be watching 💕

First off, Wally is my golden retriever child. I get he's already dead but I WOULD lay down my life for him anyway

I wish I would've been able to respond to your theories before this because I agreed with so many of them, but especially mr. martin being shady, like it genuinely did seem (before this ep) that he was trying to keep them around i just didn't know to what end (and i still dont. like why do all this?? to help himself to crossover?? Sir, What Else Are You Hiding??)

but he was always shady. like, maddie JUST died and you're harping on her moving on and not focusing on how she died or who did it?? it was weird. but, i mean, I guess now we know why he was being so adamant with her in particular

also, I didn't think her mom did it either. Like, I knew she just had guilt because she thought she indirectly caused her disappearance by being a bad mom and her alcoholism and basically pushing her away, but she was just too desperate to find her, and it never felt like an act to me. (I cannot imagine being her tho, like she shouldn't just be absolved of her wrongdoings, but i cannot imagine leaving your daughter in that boiler room and then thinking she was most likely murdered right after. I could not live with myself)

would really love to know what janet's endgame is here. does she think she's just gonna get a second chance at life by living out maddie's?? and idk a lot about possession but like. how was maddie just. pushed out?? if that's even what happened?? so many questions

also, I kinda wondered for a minute if maddie was still alive and that's why simon was able to see her and not the other ghosts but. I also loved the idea of them being so close that he's just. able to see her. but i still like. I'm so confused at how this all works, I hope we get a second season cause I NEED answers

i still think nicole has romantic feelings for maddie. like, i get they made it kinda obvious with her having so many pictures of maddie in her portfolio (I mean, I guess you could make the argument that they were just playing up trying to make her look guilty, but i just got that VIbe~ in the flashback when they're discussing college and maddie's trying to convince nicole that she can do it, and nicole says something like "no one's ever cared this much before." or smth) (and idk why i'm saying this cause it's not really relevant but)

also, simon!! I love simon!! he deserves the world!!!

anyway, I'm sure I have more thoughts than this but I have a headache so i can't articulate them but!! I'd love to hear yours!!!

[sukirichi]

Hi! I hope you're doing okay. So I just had a thot. And idk what to do with it. So Imma just put it here cause your blog is my new favourite. I'm not even joking. I literally devoured everything related to Tokyo Rev on your blog. So here's my theory. Do correct me if you think I'm wrong Sensei!

Bouten husbands and where they liked to be kissed the most/ or is their weakness. (Ps: it's just my opinion. I mean no offense to anyone.)

Mikey~ Kiss him on his shoulders and he'll cry. Cause he's been bearing all the burden of his dark and decaying world for so long that he doesn't even know that he needs to take a minute for himself and rely on others around him. Especially since most ppl around him are willing to give their life and limbs for Mikey. He just can't seem to keep that in mind. So you've taken it upon yourself to remind him frm time to time. Just a little peck on his strong and broad-ish shoulders to remind him that he's not alone. That if nothing, he has you. He always will.

Rindou~ Something about being kissed on his cheeks, especially by his lover, does things to him. Like his cardiovascular muscles do a little somersault in his chest or something. Because yes, it doesn't matter if he's one of the big, scary and irreplaceable executive of Bouten, he still has an unconscious inferiority complex. Sometimes it just skips his mind that despite everything, he too deserves the world. And every once in a while you need to remind him about it. That he doesn't have to be flashy and snarky like his brother. He just needs to be himself and that he is undeniably worthy of love.

Ran~ Not many people are taller than him, you are no exception. So it makes sense that in order to kiss him you need to be on your tippy toes. And still you're only able to reach his neck. So yeah, just kiss him there. Right on his Adam's apple and he's a goner. It doesn't even have to be sexual. Ran is always the one to take charge. It's kind of in his nature and you happily oblige him. But every now and then, you also need to remind him to take a breather That he can just let go and get dotted over for a change. You're more than happy to take care of him, that he needs to be taken care off.

Koko~ This man not only, brings in the big dough for Bouten, but also beats up people while at it. To say that he's always overworked is an understatement. His hands are always doing something, illegal things most of the time. He knows he's no saint. That there's no coming back into the light. He's painfully aware. But once e intertwine your hands together and kiss him on top of his knuckles, he swears that it's his redemption. You're the only light in his dark and dangerous world.

Kaku-chan~ Please. Just kiss this man on his forehead. Please. He's literally out there, ready to give his life for the things he wants to protect. He's always doing that. Protecting the people that have gone astray, who have no more hope left. He's ready to die for them, if it means they'll keep going. So please, just once, just protect him instead. Protect him from the demons he skillfully hided in his head. Protect him from the nightmares that torment him every night. Just protect him for a change. He needs it more than he's willing to admit.

Sanzu~ Okay. Hear me out. He's deranged and he knows it. He knows he's won't bat an eye before painfully torturing someone to death. Heck he'll even do it with a smile plastered on his face. He knows that he's stained in blood almost all the time.(sometimes his own, most of the other times, not his own). He'll even relish it. He knows that he's been tainted with burden of death. He knows that he lives in the shadows. He's not sane. He's not good. He's bad. He's ugly. You can tell that these awful thoughts keep him awake at night. So when they do and he has this almost painful look on his face. Just pull him close and kiss him on his face, over and over. Kiss his scars, kiss his lips, kiss his nose, his eyes. Just don't stop until he's got your point across. That yes, it's true that he's despicable. But you still love him nonetheless.

Ps: Sorry that was too long and kinds got out of hand. But these are just my "thots". Thank you for hearing me out!~ Thot anon

hi i’m doing okay, thanks for asking n i hope you are too !! also aaah i’m glad to know my blog is your new fave, i hope you enjoy more of my future tokrev content 🥺 ALSO YES ITS HEADCANON TIME LETS GO LETS GO

mikey n shoulder kisses 🥺 i hc that mikey is stiff and rigid all the time without knowing. like you said, he has a lot on his mind and draken even said mikey had a heavy ass cross to bear, so imagine the weight and burdens he has to shoulder 🥺 so if you lean into him for a hug then kiss his shoulders, mikey deflates. to him, its like a reminder he doesn’t have to carry it all by himself all the time and poor bb forgets that often

cheek kisses for rindou 🥺 the idea of this big, bad executive infamous for breaking limbs but is actually a sucker for cheek kisses and turns into a soft lil bean when you cup his face and just smother him with love n affection? bless. rindou probably unknowingly exerts too much effort sometimes to prove something - may it be his strength, his power, or how he’s perfectly capable of fighting by himself - he’ll have that voice at the back of his head that he needs to do something. giving him cheek kisses grounds him and elicits butterflies in his stomach bcos he realizes that, “oh, i don’t have to try so hard. silly me...now more cheek kisses, please.”

ran and neck kisses !! ON THE FLOOR RN, TELL ME MORE. but yes omg i also hc that ran is such a giver and grown up to look for others the way he does for rindou, so in his head, he’s kind of drilled it into himself that he has to be the one in the lead - not necessarily in a mikey way - but in a “he needs to take charge and take his responsibilities seriously” kind of thing. like mikey, ran is probably often deep in thought as well despite his teasing mannerisms, that when you kiss his neck he can’t help but soften. he enjoys being doted on. loves to be the one on the receiving side. has the sweetest smile on his face when he gets a lil ticklish and he just feels like he’s on cloud nine <33

knuckle kisses for koko 😫 everything you said was on point !! his hands are probably so tired from fighting and counting bills all day, not to mention the amount of paperwork he has to do bcos who else will do them ?? no one knows the inner system of koko and how it works as well as koko does, and he wants to do his job right. he gets a little too absorbed in his work, however, that koko gets a little confused when you take his hands away from whatever he’s working on to leave little kisses at the pads of his knuckles, maybe even massaging his hands or playing with his fingers to help him relax a bit. and you know how koko is so good at what he does bcos its all he knows, but at the same he probably hates how he treads on this dark path ?? so when you kiss his knuckles, he feels relieved. like everything will be okay and second chances are real n something he’s worthy of

omg now this is my favorite - kakucho + foreahead kisses. forehead kisses are always so intimate and soothing in a sense. like come here so you can kiss him on the forehead, watch the way his eyes flutter close and a smile tugs at his lips when your lips trail down to his scar, all the while your hands are cupping his face with such tenderness he never really knew of. kakucho is so used to being the tough guy with his rough childhood that it almost feels surreal. surreal that he’s in bed, with you, safe and sound and you’re kissing his forehead so comfortingly he doesn’t have to worry about putting his walls down for a second. he feels safe. he feels at home. but most of all, he knows he’s not alone and he has you - his family

kissing sanzu’s scars 🥺 everything you said was beautiful n i can totally see it happening !! as much as we all know sanzu takes great pleasure and finds entertainment in what he does, it sinks down a little too late. when he’s not high, that’s when he feels the lows. when the blood on his hands are dried, that’s when he realizes it gets harder to wash them off until it stains deep all the way into his soul. then his scars. he sees his scars and remembers how he has to hide them at some point. he stays awake at night and oddly enough, silent and unmoving. and what better way to ease his worries than to pull him close and just to kiss his scars that he thinks are only one of the ways the darkness - the ugliness - of his soul shows through. keep him close and kiss his scars. sanzu may not always be in the right mind to understand your words, but the simple gesture of showing love and acceptance to a part of him that makes him a whole will engrave deep into his heart. leave him butterfly kisses. kiss him from everywhere to his eyes until they flutter close to sleep. kiss his nose adoringly until they scrunch so cutely. kiss his lips until its your taste that overwhelms him. and kiss his scars to remind him his imperfections are accepted and loved

[mysterygarbage]

GERARD BEHAVIOR PART 2

Stage and weirdness

"Hey, girls, you're beautiful. Don't look at those stupid magazines with sticklike models. Eat healthy and exercise. That's all. Don't let anyone tell you you're not good enough. You're good enough, you are too good. Love your family with all your heart and listen to it. You are gorgeous, whether you're a size 4 or 14. It doesn't matter what you look like on the outside, as long as you're a good person, as long as you respect others. I know it's been told hundreds of times before, but it's true. Hey, girls, you are beautiful."

"Now that we have your undivided female attention, I want you to do us a favor. You're gonna be going to rock shows for the rest of your natural life, right ladies? Ladies, let me hear you holler! If you ever see shitty ass rock dudes in shitty ass rock bands asking you to show them your tits for a backstage pass, I want you to spit right in their fuckin' face and yell FUCK YOU!"

How did we go from that, to this?

"I wanna hear you fuck yourselves. I wanna hear you ACTUALLY fuck yourselves. What does that sound like? Let me hear you fuck yourselves!"

"I want to hear all the ladies fuck themselves... Because l'll have you know I fuck myself on a daily basis. It goes like this.

You're gonna touch yourself make it sound convincible Ladies.

You're gonna spend most of the rest of your lives doing this."

https://zombieelle.livejournal.com/3168.html

He also said "This is a song about sucking dick for cocaine."

I won't judge him for saying that, as much as I find it ironic, but maybe he's kidding or he's being 'Super Cool' for his badass friends. But, again, is ironic an ex junkie in recovery would joke about his addictions. Who knows?

I want to talk a bit about the interview for TasteiT TV in 2007.

This is a great interview and the interviewer knows what she's talking about. I think she knows exactly what she doing.

She asks Gerard if there is a link between the artist and his creations. Basically she asks him if you need to practice what you preach. He evades and squirms and finally tells her, "No, it is not important to practice what you preach". She says, "Imagine that someone is singing loves songs and about respect towards people, and then he is a complete asshole behind the stage". Wild! but she knows very well what she's doing. It's interesting to watch Gerard try to avoid this question and fail. She also mentions respecting women. "If I look at it as a fan," she says "I wouldn't be able to listen to that person anymore." Watch Gerard's face when she says that. Then Gerard brings up the painter Carravaggio and says he was a "womanizer" and says, "Once you know that about him, does it make his paintings any less beautiful? No, it doesn't." And this made me thing, who are we really talking about here, Gerard?

She tells him, "It depends on what he paints. Imagine that he's painting about respect.. And then he's like, fake." Watch his face when she says that. He then tries to evade by saying that he's "boring" and she tells him, "It's not about being boring." She tells him it's about the things he used to say between songs in the earlier days. "How girls should have respect" she points out to him. "I find myself saying a lot less of those things these days," Gerard says. The interviewer fearlessly keeps pressing him on this subject. Watch him squirm.

On their DVD "life on the muder scene" they stated that they were anti rock 'n roll.

Then, Circa LOTMS "We love to play. But that's really not why we all started this. It wasn't because we loved to play. It's because we had a purpose...We've always been pretty adamant or vocal about our message."

And for TasteiTTV, "There is a lot this band has said and I think that's great and I think now when we play live, it's more about playing together and really enjoying that moment and really just being a rock band. And I think we've made a lot of statements and said a lot of things and I think that that's cool. We did that for years. And now it feels cool to get up there and not say anything and let the songs speak and just do that. 'Cause sometimes that stuff can detract from the show". I think its much easier to be just another rock band.

Angry and jokes

I found that interresnate enough to comment.

This was in Curitiba, Brazil, on 2/16/08 Gerard is in the airport and a bunch of young girls are following the band, saying hi, taking a picture, asking for his autograph etc. They are giggling and then a few of them ask him "can we take a picture Gerard!" And Gerard snaps "Can't you understand no! No!". Yes, he was being bothered so like F, M and R, but did he have to be this rude? But again you see, F, M and R were equally tired too, being equally annoyed as well but still they weren't rude. In fact, none of them act like Gerard did. They were all getting the same treatment. I remember seeing this and wondering if Gerard is purposely trying to get rid of his young female fans. I think this is because he wants to be considered more hardcore because of MSI? Maybe.

Ask yourself this, can you imagine G doing this a few years ago, before that? Because I don't. You know he wouldn't have acted like that years ago. Idk he could have said, "I'm tired" or "I'm in a hurry, see you at the show" but whatever.

And MCR's MySpace profile had changed (around that time) from "punk" to "metal". "Punk" usually means more like a state of mind, having a message and defending your beliefs. When "metal" makes you think about are the 80's hair bands that were more concerned with the look of their hair than the music and how much they were having sex. That seems to be Gerard's goal. I think it's because of the influence of MSI.

Oh and the joke someone send him "giant bags of cocaine." ...

I'd smash your face

In this fight both are wrong.

(maybe I will make a post about it).

-xø

[incorrectlifelinequotes]

sorry for bothering, but is Alex canonically male? I was playing crisisline and imagined Alex as a woman and i can't remember anyone called Esposito "he" (there was "ser" once, idk how accurate movies about police are but I remember policewomen were called "ser" there too sometimes(e.g. the second captain in series "Castle" was a woman and she said to call her "ser or captain") p.s. +++ for more adam/lifeline and Alex/lifeline!! Pleaaase? They are really cute

☀️: hi! for future reference, i try to keep game questions over at @lifelinegame or @lifelinetheories, so if you have any questions please ask over there! :)

anyway! all the protagonists, excluding arika, were originally supposed to be ambigious just like taylor. however, wynn refers to herself as delilah’s sister in-game, and is referred to with she/her pronouns in flatline’s ending narrative and in the pre-flatline twitter event that led up to the game’s release.

alex was referred to as ‘sir’ once by marvin in crisis line and looks typically masculine in the loading screen so people assumed he was male, but other than that was never given pronouns or a gender. (this explains why alex was never given the full version of their name~) HOWEVER, lilah admitted on the discord server that she personally saw alex as male while writing him, so the fandom typically sees it as canon BUT you are allowed to have whatever headcanons you want since it wasn’t ever confirmed in the game !!

**this is, of course, simplifying the fuck outta pronouns, gender, and presentation. just because wynn uses she/her pronouns and prefers ‘sister’ over ‘brother’ or what have you, doesn’t mean she’s cis or even considers herself female by any means. a lot of people complained that wynn doesn’t ‘look female’ in the holiday card, which can come off as super transmisogynist if she isn’t cis. (and if she is cis, still pretty lame to mock her appearance for not being ‘enough,’ fictional or not.) same goes for alex and his appearance. 

when it comes to creating content and theories for the fandom at large, it’s simplest to take the pronouns at face value, but my opinion will always remain that you’re allowed to imagine the protagonists as whatever you would like. i will always do my best to protect that right from people who may try to harass or insult you for it. (which has happened on @lifelinetheories in regards to taylor. i won’t stand for that kind of behavior in this fandom.)

and sure! we’ll try our best to find more aleline and adaline for you! :)