#but you werent mine to lose
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loud-whistling-yes · 8 months ago
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This is going to sound like the world's most brain-rotted thought but passerine by the oh hellos is martlet coded and canary in a coal mine by the crane wives is clover coded
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crowned-peony · 4 months ago
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Tell me of a sentimental item(s) you have
I wanna listen to the story about who gave it to you or how you got it
Is it with you every day? Is it somewhere safe?
#Ill share mine♡#I have a ring from my grandmother a gold bracelet and silver bracelets from my mother a pandora bracelet from my in laws and a stitch plush#from my love#My grandmother one day saw my mom wearing a ring that matches my engagement ring and said how pretty#we werent even dating and completely forgot about black friday (my bday landed on that day that year) when he asked his mom to take#my mom told my grandma that i gave it to her (my mom) and next time my mom visited my grandma#my grandma comes out of her room holding a ring she had since she was a little girl!#my grandma was orphaned at 5 and stayed only a few years with her evil aunt and uncle (they took everything her parents left her)#and when she ran away was able to take back some of her mothers jewelry. My grandma wanted to trade rings with my mom#My grandma wears my ring every day and i wear hears#My mom gave me 7 silver (my fave precious metal) for my golden birthday and the gold bracelet has my family nickname on it#it was customed made with some of her leftover gold jewelry (we were poor and she had to pawn almost all she owned to pay bills#and lost so much when she couldnt repay money) my grandfather spoiled her and my aunts and uncle so much when he was alive#my mom doesnt regret pawning jewelry but she still hurts from losing it#The bracelet fits big on me (its one you need to use a pin to push down to unlock) and it can just slide out if i wiggle my wrist#The pandora bracelet is a simple silver one with heart lock and i only have 2 charms on it#a stich charm and a graduation charm. i got stitch with bracelet on Christmas a few years back and graduation when i got my bachelors#the stitch plush was given to me freshman year of high school by hubby#before we even stared dating#he forgot black friday (day my bday landed on) when he went to mall to get me a present#that stitch was my comfort item like it went almost everywhere with me (it has had to be restuffed twice cause he gotten flat)#and has stayed safe in plushie heaven for last 2 years (its a hanging pink net hammock for stuffed animals) cause#a giant squishmallow stitch is my pillow and a unicorn squishmallow (was my previous pillow) take up all the space
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nimomo-mo · 1 year ago
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Vent
#i know im selfish but i know you wont talk to me as much. if at all. when you get to go meet people again#and that makes me really sad#and also my inferiority complex and self image issues are flaring like crazy#i want to be worthy of you.#you told me yourself that your “ideal version of me” is when im fit. and youre someone that lose interest in low iq people#i should work harder#i hate feeling inferior to anyone and i dont want to lose. and i dont want to lose you. well you werent mine from the start#i wish you would think of me as often as i think of you. once i realized youre the same height as my doorframe#i cant stop imagining you#standing next to me#telling a dumb cheesy joke#i shouldn't love you#i shouldnt even think of you. youre absolutely horrible news for my stability#but im still here and i still hard to breathe when i think of you#i am not a jealous person. but imagining how youll go back to your 15 fwbs that all are way prettier than i#and in the same city#actually you got them in every city. how could you not. you look like a model#i wish you looked at me with the same sort of eyes#when you break your dry spell from being sick i am going to throw up. but maybe then ill be able to let go at last#im hopeless arent i lmao#womanizer#you did this to me#also how dare you tell me your ideal of me would be fit. how dare you tell me “noone is good as they are”.#“theres what looks good on you and what would be good for you#and youd get both if you lost fat and gained muscle instead“#how dare you#youre lucky i get what you mean because if i didnt itd have triggered a living hell#i hate you and i hate that i love you and i hate that youre so oblivious and clumsy with comments like these#i hate that your compliments sound like youre trying to avoid telling them. i hate that you never tell me you want me. i hate yiu#i hate that you don't truly understand. i hate that youve hurt me so many times. i hate that you never meant any of it. i hate you
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seasonninecas · 1 year ago
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happy august happy salt air and the rust on your door happy august is a cas song cos i said so. wanting was enough? for me it was enough? to live for the hope of it all? its for him
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2truehearts · 1 year ago
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CAUSE TOU WERE NEVER MINEEE TO LOOOSSEEEE
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midnightblues444 · 11 months ago
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No hard feelings |
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College!! Geto and Gojo x fem reader
Note: local manwhores versus maneater
Tags: your playing them, cherry chasers geto and Gojo, just yall being hoes together,
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"No way you have follow requests, from both Geto Suguru and Gojo Satoru" your roommate gasps
You guys were currently watching reels on your phone and the notification that Gojo requested popped up.
"Whys that so shocking" you turn to her, with a pout
"Well they're like, big players, known for it actually" she explains "cherry chasers I think they're called"
"Like known known?" You ask, she nods vigorously.
You hum back, not really suprised at the fact they're known manwhores. Thinking back on the first impressions they both left, it gave you a feeling that they were the type. You're only suprised that they're friends.
And after stalking their accounts some more you find they're best friends.
Thats when a devious plot begins to brew in the back of your head; If two best friends want you, and they're both cherry chasing, would it be so bad if you two timed them. Got double of what you already wanted.
Its risky but thats what makes it fun
You met Gojo in a stereotypical fashion, a frat party, Brent Faiyaz was blasting in the background, and you werent having a good time.
Your friends had ditched you , and your phone was at three percent. Needing to find a way home, you were looking around lost and wide eyed.
That's probably what got his attention
"Hey there Mary" he was tall, appearing taller through the mesh of people.
"What!" you scream, attempting to talk over the speakers.
"I said, hey there" he talks into your ear, bending down to your level
"Oh!" You yell again, making him chuckle, he points upwards to the stairs, you already knew what he meant and gave him a taken aback look
He laughed again, and leaned down once more "its quieter"
You guys got to chatting, letting him know youre a first year and all that. When you told him the predicament you were in, he offered you a ride home .
While you guys drove he bought food for you and yall ate in the parking lot of your residence.
"Wanna makeout?" He offered casually, with a smirk
You laughed, and somehow ended up making out with him
It was hot, he knew what he was doing, his hands eventually traveled down to your thighs and you pulled back. Flustered by the boldness, in that moment being hit by how fast everything's moving you then told him to wait.
He said he understood, and gave you his insta and number (for when you change your mind of course)
You met Geto through the bar he tends, you werlooking as freshly legal as can be, visibly excitedto order a drink. Because It was mid afternoon the place was relatively empty, he could give you as much attention as he pleased.
"And what could I do for you pretty" he asked smugly
You flushed at the laced compliment, smiling shyly at him, putting a finger to your chin in thought. Eventually giving him an order, which you worded wrong, he found it amusing.
You guys chatted, as you drank. It was pleasant but you could basically smell his goal from a mile away. By the low look he gave you, tracing your figure with his eyes.
People, well guys, usually take you're doe eyes, and shy smile and assume your some lil naive virgin. A sweet cherry ripe for the picking.
You could tell that with these boys, that's what they perceived you as
Before you left the bar, he gave you his number cockily
hugging you on your way out. Placing his hands on the small of your back, resting his hands there as he spoke to you
"I'll make you a drink sometime" he smiled,
"Sure yea, that's sounds fun" you giggled back
He was the first to slide into your dms infact
Sugu_geto: hey stranger ;)
Sugu_geto: been thinking bout that drink, your place or mine?
Your roommate basically loses her mind,when you snatch your phone. While you try think up a witty response you get another dm.
_Satoruuuu_: yo
_Satoruuuu_: u up for a drive?
You can feel your heart start to race, as you respond to both. You know what you want;
both
For the plot of course
Part two
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park-jimin-isnt-real · 1 year ago
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so much for summer love and saying "us" / 'cause you weren't mine to lose
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astroyongie · 3 months ago
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Seventeen: They Text You One Month After Your Death
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Note: heavy angst and mentions of S* Scoups
"Wake up y/n and stay with me"  "I swear to god that right now, I need you here"  "I need you to stay strong baby.. Can you yell those words at me again please?"  "Ever since you left i try to remind me where I came from and where I belong, but without you i feel so lost in this earth"  "So wake up y/n.. and stay with me"
Wonwoo
"Its been a month already y/n.. do you remember, summer after high school, when we first met?"  "We maded out in my car and on my 18th birthday, we got those stupid matching tattoos. I still cry when i look at mine"  "do you remember when we used to steal your parents' liquor and go to your room? we spoke about our future like we had a clue you would leave me"  "fuck i never planned that one day I would be losing you. Why did you got to leave?"  "In another life y/n, I would be your husband and we both could keep all our promises of being happy together"
Mingyu
"I've been holding my breath each time i think of you"  “Wonwoo told me he put lillies on your tomb today. Sorry. didn't come, I've been holding back tears ever since that day"  "I miss you so much y/n"  "I've done a lot of things wrong, but i swear loving you was never one"
Vernon
"y/n"  "I can't imagine a world with you gone and yet here we are. Fuck i am still in denial"  "I have always said i would be so lost if you left me alone in this fucked up world"  "I can't stop crying"  "the images of you locked in the bathroom, lying on the floor when I broke through"  "and i pulled you y/n, did you felt me? did you heard me y/n? I pull you in to feel your heartbeat and i couldnt hear a damn thing"  "did you hear me screaming?"  "Please don't leave me"
Hoshi
"It's not true. Even today i can't accept that its true"  "y/n, please tell me I've been lied to, that you are still here, that you are still alive and well somewhere"  "Crying isn't like me, but i didn't stop ever since you left"  "What the hell did I do?"  "I love you but I don't want to"  "this hurts so much"
The8
"Hey y/n how have you been? Have you been sleeping well? have you been eating well?"  "I hope you are wearing that hoodie i gave you. I am wearing the one you gave me. as a matter of fact i dont have the heart to remove it"  "I hope you bribed the door on your way to the sky. I know god wouldnt mind it"  "y/n wait for me yeah? I miss you. Dont cry for me. The end is near”
Jun
"Hey y/n"  "sorry i am only talking to you now.. ah, i may have fucked up ahah"  "I am currently laying in the silence, waiting for the sirens of the ambulance"  "yeah.. i fucked up.. but i missed you so much"  "I'm alive still.."  "I don't wanna lose it but i cant bare being apart from you"  "but I'm not getting through this.. y/n what should i do?"  "should I pray? to whom? to myself? to a God?"  "y/n.. help me"
Dino
"miss your touch every nights y/n.. lately i have been feeling a little hollow. And you how have you been feeling?"  "I know you crossed the bridge that I can't follow, but hey brat, you could have said goodbye"  "but now we cant change the past.. the love that you left is all that I get"  "I want you to know that, if I can't be close to you, I'll try settle for the ghost of you"  "I miss you more than life"
Woozi
"I am sorry i keep texting you. i just hate you so much right now.” ”never saw it coming, I couldn't read the signs that you werent okay and fuck this.. i hate myself"  "Now I know that it means nothing"  "you are always on my mind y/n"  "the others are trying to tricked into believing that everything will work out in the end"  "fuck them. You were the only one for me"
Joshua
"Hey baby how are you? I am not doing good ahah.."  "All I want is nothing more but too hear you knocking at our appartment door"  "if I could see your face once more y/n, I could die a happy man"  "When you said your last goodbye that night, when that fucking disease took you, i swear to all angels I died a little bit inside"  "y/n, i miss you so much and all i do is lay in tears in bed"  "I never felt so alone"  "But if you loved me, why you leaved me?"
Jeonghan
"Yo brat.." “Woozi and Joshua made me text you.. tsk they are idiots.."  "but hey brat.. you were the light to my shadow, did you know?"  "fuck god to take my star. another star they say, fuck them. you are fading away in my memory"  "Where are you now brat? Are you okay?"  "Please... y/n."
DK
"y/n I think I lost myself again"  "But I remember you told me to stay strong and Seungkwan has been nagging me to eat more"  "But I wish you would be the one telling me that"  "y/n tell me why our love is six feet under ground? Are you cold down there?"  "I will go to your grave tomorrow.. Wonwoo told me to watered the Dahlias"  "Would they bloom?"  "It's all too much for me"  "How could you die carelessly? Whos gonna take care of my heart now?"
Seungkwan
"Hey baby"  "i decided to text you bc sunday mornings were your favorite and we used to meet with the gang"  "your last sunday you did your hair up, you looked so pretty"  "y/n, I have been screamin at a God for the past weeks"  "I'm still holding on to everything, I don't wanna say goodbye bc this one means forever"  "I don't want to say goodbye so please.. come back to me"
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pigeonpeach · 11 months ago
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I’ll take whats yours and make it mine~
Aka Yelan vs Pantalone
Cw: forced marriage, basically legal kidnapping, then illegal kidnapping, Yelan saves you dw, Wlw, reader is called ‘bride’, mild misogynistic themes,
-also fun fact: chinese wedding dresses are red with red veils and not white because white is the color of death in china.
To your surprise you had been arranged to marry a harbinger? It was quite a jarring experience and upsetting. You would be leaving behind everything to go to Snezhnaya, a completely different culture and completely different environment. You were devastated to say the least. You would never bee seeing your homeland again according to your father who seemed far too okay with this all. Apparently the Regator caught sight of you and decided he needed you for himself. You werent happy. You considered running away but you would be running from the Fatui. You couldn’t help but cry just thinking of the life you lead. Besides.. you were so close to finishing your degree in business. You had wanted to join the Tianquan someday. You had so much potential all to be thrown out because some man thought you were beautiful.
“Dearie, you’d never have to work a day in your life as his wife.” Your mother tried to comfort you but also persuade you to just go along with it.
“You don’t get it. I just got a letter from my friend Keqing who said Lady Ningguang would be interested in offering me a PAID internship! And dad just sold me to some bloodthristy harbinger!” You whined. You were going to miss Liyue, your friends, your dreams. Everything was over.
“Well.. to be fair we don’t really have a choice here… Pantalone is a force to be reckoned with and… we just wouldn’t be able to stand against him. My dear its better you go as his wife than as his prisoner. At least as his wife you would get some respect and agency. Now wipe your tears. We have to start preparing for your… depature.”
Today was the worst. Dawned in red with a thick veil over your face, stuffed into a carriage. Did you really have to travel in your wedding dress? Its such a long journey too.. its incredibly uncomfortable sitting for hours in such a tight garment. Worst off all your parents weren’t allowed to go, you tried not to cry in the carriage. Fatui were all around the outside, soldiers with stones for hearts it seemed as they seemed annoyed when you showed any semblance of struggle. You weren’t looking forward to being married into the Fatui whatsoever.
Then the carriage stopped. You paused. Was it time to camp already? You looked through the see through curtains, its evening. But they usually wouldn’t stop until they came across some inn or city? Your answer came in the form of gunshots ringing out, the carriage shook as the horses became spooked and rode off dragging you in the carriage with no rider it seemed. You held to the walls as you could hear the fight from afar. Who was fighting them? What was happening?
“Help! Someone? Whats going on?!” You cried out. But no one answered. The ride was bumpy, you couldnt really even know what was happening. Was it a ambush? Who would ambush you?
The carriage suddenly stopped vaulting your forward. You groaned as you made contact with the wooden wall infront of you. You could hear the fight continue as it seemed the Fatuus were losing… who could be so powerful? You noticed the carriage door was still unlocked. Now unguarded you could just… poke your head out maybe?
You did so, slightly to look out, you saw the horses were gone actually, the leashes holding them had been severed. You briefly hoped they were fine, then you heard someone approaching. You quickly closed the door hiding. If someone was powerful enough to take on that many fatui agents then you had absolutely no shot against them.
“I know you’re in there, come on out.” You heard a voice say, it sounded confident and sultry. You hesitated as footsteps got closer. Finally the door opened. A lady with short dark blue hair and a unique attire greeted you with a smug smile. “You’re quite the pretty bride, but I assume you don’t want to be here huh?” She said casually. You nodded. She offered you her hand. “I can get you out of here, and I’ll take you somewhere safer. You’ll never have to marry that harbinger.” Her voice sounded confident. She seemed to know what she was talking about. You hesitated before taking her hand. With that she helped you out. She lifted your veil, firmly removing it letting you now clearly look around without it.
“Those… were the millieth… they just let us past like that?” You were a bit surprised as you were led to a hotel room.
“Darling, I’m not just some robin hood stealing from the Fatui, I’m a secret agent.” She said as she helped you change out of your dress. You were blushing as you undressed with your back to her, covering your body. “I heard he was forcing some young lady to marry him and I decided to intervene. I assure you, you will be safe here. I have plenty of strings here to pull. So needless to say, you’re under the Tianquan’s protection now. You can relax.” Her words were so soothing… you felt so flustered. She’s so beautiful too. Who would’ve known you would be saved by someone like her? The lord of Geo must have heard your prayers.
“T-thank you… I-i cannot thank you enough!” You say as she hands you a new uniform. Your eyes widen as you realize its a uniform worn by the assistants of Lady Ningguang. “W-what but this is…”
“Your cover. You’re going to hide out in the Jade Chamber for a bit. You see, Lady Ningguang owes me a favor or two.. and I asked if I could house you temporarily in the Jade Chamber. One of the most secure locations in all of Liyue. No one will ever suspect you’re there. Of course you’ll be out to work but if I remember correctly that’s what you wanted yes?”
“W-wait.. you arranged all this for me? Why?” You asked. You finished putting on your uniform as you turned to her. She smiled.
“Well.. I couldn’t let a pretty face like yours be wasted on that banker. Jewels like yourself deserve better than to be treated like a trophy. I’ve always like taking from him too. And I’ve actually had my eye on you too.” Her voice was so sweet, like candy. You felt like you were being lured into a trance almost, sitting on the bed blushing as she folded up your dress. “I assure you, I’ll be taking good care of you~” she said with a wink.
“WHAT?!” Pantalone’s hands tore the report in half as his underling trembled.
“They did everything possible yet the bandit made it out with the bride.” The underling said nervously.
“I heard you the first time.” He said seething. “What I want to know is how incompetent were those agents that ONE pesky agent could work through their defenses and make off with MY bride!” Pantalone sat back down, his legs crossed as he attempted to regain his composure.
“We’re working to identify the thief but there’s no clues. We could only find the veil.”
“Must I go down there myself to find them? What are you doing standing around here anyways, shoo. Go tell them to keep searching and send out more investigators. I paid good money for that bride so either I’ll have them or I’ll have you sent to Dottore’s Laboratory!” Pantalone hissed. Immediately the underling bowed and left. He groaned as he sat in his chair.
“You’re not going to win this game, you pesky woman.” He hissed
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isackwhy · 6 months ago
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okay isaac’s hair has been getting long.
let’s say he starts using the readers expensive hair shampoo and products (bonus if reader has wavy or curly hair too [curl cream])
she starts noticing her bottles getting empty faster but doesn’t really care to find out why
until she’s showering w isaac
(nothing steamy, maybe reader was gonna go shower and isaac jokingly suggests they should shower together [like some “where’s my invite” shit 😭] and it’s a funny haha shower)
UNTILLL she notices him using GLOBS of shampoo and conditioner and she like is surprised but not really but doesn’t say anything until a podcast episode where she’s invited
she starts telling the story and isaac is like “what it makes my hair soft!”
they’re like joke arguing when larry goes “wait you guys shower together?” in a joke disgusted way and nick says “no wonder our water bill is so high”
ANYWAY SORRY FOR THE LONG REQUEST, I HAD A VISION AND I TRUST YOU TO BRING IT TO LIFE i love all your works 🫶🏼🫶🏼
I WILL TRY MY HARDEST
you’re sitting on the podcast couch between mock and isaac as they talk about their hair. grunk is going more into detail about his hair routine when you laugh, immediately remembering a story regarding hair products.
“why’s y/n giggling? what’s goin’ on?” tanner points out. you stifle your giggle, looking around at your friends and boyfriend. even with his mask and glasses on you can see the realization hit isaac’s face as he remembers exactly what story you want to bring up. “y/n—okay, she’s gonna tell a story—and i want to clarify, i wasn’t aware how expensive the products were,” isaac defends himself.
“huhhh? what’d you do?” larry asks, leaning forward. “can i explain it?” you question and isaac just throws his arms up and shrugs. you roll your eyes, “okay so, i have a bunch of expensive hair products and for a bit i was noticing them just like….depleting. like it was being used. i thought i was losing my shit until isaac and i were showering—nothing, like, just don’t be weird—“
“WHA—“
“oh god.”
larry and yumi speak, covering their face.
“DONT BE FUCKING WEIRD!” you yell through a laugh, “i turn around and fucking mr. isaacwhy over here is putting globs of MY shit into his hand. into his big ass hands!”
“it makes my hair so soft though!” isaac yells, hands still in the air.
“okay, mine too! that’s why i use it, asshat—“
“wait!” larry throws his hands up, “you guys shower together! oh my god!” he jokes. “that’s what happens when you date someone, LARRY,” isaac comments, “to be fair, i bought her more.”
“is that why our water bill is so damn high?” nick asks, staring right at you and isaac. your cheeks burn up, “we WERENT DOING ANYTHING—“
“uh huh. sure. yeah.”
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midnightr0in · 1 year ago
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WANTING WAS KENOUGH, FOR ME IT WAS KENOUGH. TO LIVE FOR THE HORSE OF IT ALL. KENCEL PLANS JUST INCASE BARBIE’D CALL AND SAY MEET ME BEHIND THE MOJO DOJO CASA HOUSE. SO MUCH FOR CASUAL NO COMMITMENT GIRLFRIEND. SAYING US CAUSE YOU WERENT MIIINNEE TO LOSEE (YOU WERENT MINE TO LOSE OH) BUT I CAN SEE US LOST IN BARBIELAND
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nextstopparis · 1 year ago
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BACK WHEN WE WERE STILL CHANGING FOR THE BETTER WANTING WAS ENOUGH FOR ME IT WAS ENOUGH TO LIVE FOR THE HOPE OF IT ALL!!!!
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AND THEN IT WAS BOUGHT BY ME!!!!
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baby-xemnas · 2 months ago
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-"its disgusting how day one zoro just spoils and enables luffy at every step like ouggh can you be any fucking louder (yes he can, you'll see)"
Well I just finished ch 53 and I definitely saw it I heard the slurps and the moans man. luffy was a whole football yard away on a chunk of boat and this bro is on his death bed with three homies trying to revive his mangled salty wet body back to life and he just yells with the last shred of life-force he had "luffy i'm SORRY i EMBARRASSED you by getting beat up by the strongest man in the story yet who was the entire reason I set out to sail. omg please don't abandon me i will NEVER lose again luffy you gotta give me ONE CHANCE... PLEASE. NEVER AGAIN will you incur a stain to your shiny name as future King of Pirates because of my misconduct. omg lu-luffy.... we're- we're gonna rule the world together right, (MY) Pirate King?" And there's a hundred people just being witnesses on various chunks of floating wood
I just wanted to know what magic zoro has to make all of his extreme-second-hand-embarrassment-inducing-luffy-glazing to sound so natural, often cool and always nonchalant. How does he do it every time. Why couldn't it be gin lol
LMAOOOOO u got there congrats 👏 happy for you, lovely retellings of the events lmfao
its obscene.that Zoro makes his defeat to mihawk all about Luffy - like brother werent you JUST your own person with your very personal goal/dream since you were a wee lad???? dude that was like yesterday???? down so catastrophic everyone is concerned (except Luffy who is smiling like a maniac cuz "thats my Zoro 😁 yes ofc dedicate your dream to ME, i decided you are mine from the moment i saw you, so im glad we are on the same page")
and listen Gin may not be able to be all those things but he covers very different bases (pathetic wife guy)
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layuhsblog · 5 months ago
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Going to the theatres with Renjun, finding out that the movie you both decided to go for has an empty hall, so u guys end up being extra and openly cutesy/lovey-dovey/slightly naughty with each other :3
Encore- HRJ X Fem!Reader
Warnings: Suggestive, kissing, lot of making out, mentions of sex, they get caught (wrote it like crack), hickies, dry humping. (I be wildin today)
Oo I think they caught us on the CCTV, I don't really care just keep on looking at me, looking at me- Encore, Lolo Zouaï
Upon entering the theatre hall, the first thing you noticed was how empty it was. There were just five people in the hall, all in the middle seat section of the hall. You and Renjun looked at eachother and he gave you a soft 'I told you so' look and smiled. You had insisted on First day first show, impatient to see the movie and not get any spoilers. Renjun simply told you to trust him and stay away from social media for a week after the movie hit the box-office. You thought it wouldn't be so empty, considering how everyone was talking about the movie. Well Renjun's always right, cus a week later, last show of the evening. There are barely any people inside.
Which meant you both had the last row to yourself.
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You were pretty excited for the movie, until you werent.
Slowly the 5 people who were in the theatre with you, left. You finally understood why the theatre was so empty. Since you had not been using social media you did not know the movie you had been waiting for to come out for AGES turned out to be so fucking boring, it felt like a documentary about sedimentary rocks.
But hey, empty movie theatre. You both decided to stay, when else will one get to witness an empty movie theatre as an idol? Renjun could finally be without a mask.
It started of with a few pecks and soft kisses, exchanging shy giggles, cute smiles and lots of 'I love yous'. You sat on his lap and continued to kiss him, each kiss getting needier by the second.
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You both had barely spent much time together the past month, with Renjun busy with promotions and you, well- you had a stable job and your boss was pissing you the fuck off. It felt nice to be with him, the love of your life, so close, so intimate, inside a movie theatre. It felt like time had stopped. You and him against the world. You would give anything to experience something like this again.
When you pulled away, out of breathe, and looked into his eyes, there it was- desire. The longing, the feeling of need, to be needed, love, adoration, desperate to feel each other as close as possible. Your eyes spoke the language your hearts couldn't express into words.
His lips met yours again, out of desperation and need you grinded against him, the sexual tension making the extremely spacious cold hall, suffocating and hot. He let out a surprised soft moan and kissed you back to control his noises. His hands settled on your waist, guiding your movements, your cute little moans mixing in the background of the movie soundtrack, made it not so boring, he thought. He left hickies down your neck, dark bruises from your neck to your collarbone. You felt so lightheaded, the knot tightening with each movement of your hips, his hips bucking up every now and then, he was close too.
He whispered in your ear, his angelic voice a few octaves lower, "fuck baby, what if someone comes and sees us like this, think there are cameras here, hm? See you looking so pretty f'me, all mine." His words only riled you up even more, hips stuttering, losing the rhythm, trying to go faster. His hands stilled at your hips, stopping your movements as you whined.
"Take your skirt off, wanna feel you, love."
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You were both now fully dressed, face hot, body still shaking from the aftershocks of what you had done. Still in his lap as you tried to catch your breathe. Renjun's face flushed in the dark room, his head thrown back, adams apple bobbing, hair sticking to his forehead. Fuck he looked so hot. He looked at your face gave you a soft smile, pecking your lips.
You both heard someone clearing their throat. It was a worker, slightly younger than you both. He looked new at his job. His face was as red as a tomato.
"U-uh sir, m-ma'am, I- I'm sorry. You're gonna have to l-leave. Kindly refrain from...u-uhm. There are cameras here!" With that he ran out of the place. You and Renjun were left to stare at each others faces.
He should probably call his manager to fix this.
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FUCK I'VE NEVER WRITTEN SUGGESTIVE BEFORE. I'M SO EMBARRASSED. WAS IT BAD? I'M SORRY IF IT WAS AAAA.
renjun is so hot-
(I'm on my period if you're wondering what changed for me to write suggestive)
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aihaitahm · 2 years ago
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if u have time can u plsss write ab vampire blade🙏🙏
vampire blade with gn! reader
cw blood mentioned
vampire blade and how instantly magnetized he was when you walked past him. he tends to always stay inside in the morning but elios assigned him to do something that morning and he grumbled, because why cant elios just grab silver wolf or kafka or anybody else to do it.
vampire blade purposely bumping into you to get interactions from you. he loves your voice and your looks make him lose his breath. mutual gazing and light touches. he started taking some morning chores/missions from elios which made the stellaron hunters question why he all of a sudden wants to take on these missions, where he would usually complain loudly.
vampire blade and when he’s secret admiration for you was out because of kafka, he begs and will even pay or play videogames with silver wolf to get your social medias. kafka is a big tease and would use you for black mail.
“bladie do you mind doing this mission for me?”
“no.”
“well i guess i tell (name) about how you feel towards them. right bronie?”
“can you ever be more reasonable? fine i’ll do it.”
vampire blade and how he became flustered yet prideful when you first approach him to help you with something. some people were bothering you and you wanted him to make them go away because he naturally looks scary.
vampire blade giving you his number just in case you need help for anything. he was so smooth with it and even kafka and silver wolf was impressed while hiding behind the bushes. he texts you to make sure you got home safe and because he wants to talk to you.
vampire blade and him sharing his thoughts with you. he enjoys your company a lot. you both have gotten close and you show have mutual respect for each other. he gets a bit jealous when you hang out with other people. also you do notice how blade dresses up a lot in the morning as if he hates the sun and dresses more comfortably in the morning.
vampire blade reveals he was a vampire when you point about how he hates the sun. he was scared for your reaction but he had to get it out of the way. to his surprise, you werent shocked at all and you kinda knew along which made him quite disappointed when you said he’s quite obvious. sarcastic remarks sparked between you, making you both blush.
one night as you both were walking, monsters came up and came in the way. vampire blade knows how to fight and he always felt the need to always protect you. you fought along side with him and he was very skillful, you admired him for that. after the long fight, he felt quite thirsty and nauseaous. he did not want to drink out of you but if you offered… he wouldnt know how to react.
you noticed how thirsty and how vampire blade was suffering. you then unbuttoned your shirt and offered him a drink by your neck. vampire blade was hesitant but he was feeling like absolute shit.
“i apologize…” vampire blade held you close and tight. feeling the warmth of your body and the sexual tension between you both. you felt his hot fangs sink in deeper and deeper until he was drawing blood. you whimpered as he continued to suck at your neck, fingers playing with his hair.
as he finished, vampire blade noticed your obvious fatigued and brought you to the hunters’ place to get you aided. he carried you gently, and apologized. you being half awake and being dizzy, confessed to him so it is alright, as long he takes care of you. blade’s hand stiffen at your words. his usually pale skin, going bright red.
“its okay… i like you alot anyway maybe love too. just take care of me bladie…”
“idiot dont talk to me like your dying… of course im going to take care of you. youve always been mine and i… i like you too a lot.”
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lovelorngirl · 4 months ago
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lore drop because i felt like it
time to talk about my past crushes cuz wtf why not
ok so a long time ago, i was friends with this guy (but we werent like close-close ykwim?). we were in a few gcs together but we didn’t like.. talk one on one or whatever.
so fast-forward to the first day of school, we had the same class and he sat next to me!! and we had a really good conversation. we talked about our childhoods, our interests, yk, the usual. and we got really really close like we started doing everything together
as in, you could not find one without the other. we were CONJOINED at the hips babes and like.. i was starting to like him. but i was in denial land ofc.
he was my bestfriend. i didnt want to lose him
and then i noticed these things. things that i ignored when i really should not have
1. (for context: he had those watches that track your pulse) he mentioned to me his watch cuz its cool, it can track your heart rate n stuff and he showed it to me and it was going fast. which is weird right? ‘cause we we’re just sitting down in an air-conditioned classroom but OF COURSE, I JUST BRUSHED IT OFF
2. there was this time where he texted me that he missed me then i asked why? did i die? and he told me that he missed my stupidity with a side of “you suck”
3. i made a joke about having a e-boyfriend and he kept asking questions about it and lowkey.. he seemed a little pissed AND AGAIN I THOUGHT NOTHING OF IT CUZ I DIDNT KNOW HE WOULD LOOK AT ME THAT WAY
4. one of his friends dmed me and ASKED ME IF WHAT I THINK OF HIM???!!! AND I, AGAIN, THOUGHT NOTHING OF IT????
more clueless than percy jackson 😭😭😭
we were going to have a school dance and i was so excited!!! i planned on confessing to him there
but then class was cancelled for a week or more because of something that happened. we chatted but it was mostly about the exam that was coming up
because class was cancelled, so was the dance :(
and when class was finally back in session..
he started getting distant
it was barely noticeable but i noticed it. it felt like something was missing but i didn’t know what
and suddenly, it was like there was an invisible barrier between me and him. and i tried to ignore it but the gap between us just kept growing
i made a deal with my friend that if she confesses to her crush, ill confess to mine. unfortunately for me, she did and so
i did
i confessed and HAHAHAHA OMG his reply to it was “i like you…… before”
VERBATIM.
and turns out he moved on from me TO MY BESTFRIEND??!!!!
DUN DUN DUN!!
tl;dr girl ignores all the signs her crush liked her, shot her shot at the wrong time, and he ended up liking her friend instead
i guess the moral of the story is if you like someone, tell them. regret sucks more than rejection
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