#but you can't turn off the part of your brain that tries to conceptualize everything by comparing it to your own lived experience | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

lwieserce · 2 months ago

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Watching black swan gives me a glimpse of a world so foreign yet in ways close to home, i do not wish to explain it fully right now but one thing for sure, I feel like being weird and ugly growing up made me immune to the crushing pressure of perfect appearences. Does anyone else relate

#i just cannot believe people live like this.#and i hate talking down on my younger self even if it's to make a point:(#but that is how the world perceived me and how i felt perceived #sometimes you are too far on an end of a spectrum to ever reach everybody's standards so you just detach yourself.#forever #i had to make it about me lol i'm sorry #i guess art is supposed to help us all connect better to each other #but you can't turn off the part of your brain that tries to conceptualize everything by comparing it to your own lived experience #surely?#if there is a way then i would like to know. please #i do far too much of staring into my own reflection in the river #but anyways lol it was a good movie albeit it had my skin crawling. so many times #i tried to search for gifs to rb but the entire tag is those tortured coquette deer girls or whatever which is what made me think.#you people seriously live like this?

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