#but when this emotion is desire - Ouyang is like ''this look Esen just gave me was so strange and unprecedented. what does it mean''

[astrarche-x]

in regards (again) to That Almost-Kiss scene in SWBTS: i love the agony there bc the romantic buildup is so good you can't even imagine another outcome than a kiss and then this one ''compliment'' from Esen changes everything.

but most importantly Ouyang's unreliable narration there is so funny. ''his face was as blank as always'' mhm sure. Esen CERTAINLY didn't notice him checking out his lips and breathing hard