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Why do you want me to call you Earth? Because it's earth So? It revolves around the Sun Are you flirting with me?
#23.5#23.5 the series#23.5 àžàžàžšàžČàžàž”àčàčàž„àžàčàžàž”àžąàž#milk pansa#love pattranite#casey speaks#this show is so cute#i can't deal#ongsa has the same energy/day dreaming skill as tinn in my school president#but what are you supposed to do when you start talking to your crush online but she thinks you're a guy
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jaemin fic recs .âáą. .áąâ
ok hello hello this is just a list of my fave jaemin fics in no particular order!
(m) smut | (f) fluff
one shot
i love hot nerds by @domjaehyun | m | 8.7k college au, perverted and nerdy shy boys jaemin & haechan author summary: when your professor pairs you with the two smartest students in your class for a group project, you find yourself making an interesting deal with them. or, alternatively: the one where you have to help two nerds learn to get girls so you can pass your class.
just so you know by @sluttyten | m | 20.9k friends to lovers, poly mmf with jeno and jaemin author summary: youâre kinda with jeno, but when you realize his best friend jaemin is in love with you too, well it complicates things
angel baby by @neopuppy | m | 8k alpha/omega dynamics, pregnant y/n, neighbour jaemin cookie jar by @neopuppy | m | 7k dubcon, stuck in dryer au, jeno & jaemin stepbrothers stepcest
this untitled jaemin oneshot by @haetrack | m | 6.4k pwp, inexperienced y/n
diet pepsi by @mochidoie | f | 10k flirty jaemin, the tensionnnn author summary: Accidentally walking in on your best friendâs hot housemate half naked with a towel around his waist in the bathroom was never in your plans. But maybe, it was in his?
persimmon problems by @starsstuddedsky | f | 18.3k uni/college au author summary: fantasy crushes are all fun and games until it stops being a fantasy and heâs really talking to you. but what are you supposed to do when he invades every part of your life?
hush, hush by @domjaehyun | m | 19.5k foursome ft. jeno, haechan & jaemin
besties (gone sexual) by @tyonfs | m | 43.4k college au, best friends to fwb to lovers author summary: na jaemin, resident playboy and serial heartbreaker on campus, thinks he might have a crush on you. this is concerning because heâs slept with your roommate before, who called him something along the lines of âa waste of a human.â another reason why this is concerning is because you happen to be jaeminâs best friend of seven years, and you know far too much about him to ever consider dating him.
stargirl interlude by @tyonfs | m | 5.9k influencer y/n, strangers to lovers author summary: and i shouldnât cry, but I love it, starboy / i just wanna see you shine âcause i know you are a stargirl
j.crew by @sluttyten | m | 11.4k gangbang ft. johnny, jaehyun, jungwoo, jeno & jaemin
sniff by @guanana | m | 7k sniffing kink, pwp poly!nomin one shot by @jenosbigtoe | m lots of drabbles as well!!! linking their masterlist here
f4 by @starryhyuck | m | 4k+ slight dubcon, featuring mark, jeno, haechan and jaemin as f4 author summary: the most popular guys at school are wanted by everyone and anyone. the problem is⊠they only want you.
Drippinâ [Dream â00 line] by @ncteez '00 line x reader, mild dubcon, birthday sex author summary: âItâs too late to run away, you started this game first.âIt was a joke, you swear. Sharing something like that with your group of horny man-friends was definitely a recipe for disaster. That one little tweet sets off a string of events that prevents you from pretending that you wouldnât fuck your friends. Because you would, and they know it. or the one where youâre considered a tease with the shit you share privately online, and theyâre just about fed up with the way you act innocent and uninterested in what theyâre packing.Â
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talk to my skin by @fadedncity | m | 13.8k college au, friends to lovers, fwb + pt. 2 if you let me (18.6k)
strawberry cough by @hazyhae | m | 9.1k plug!jaemin, friends/plug to lovers ahh, weed use author summary: when your longtime bestie and plug moves out of town, he recommends one of his buddies to fill your weed needs. jaemin is glad to deliver that and maybe even more. + pt. 2 sour tangie (6.3k)
quarantine chronicles by @domjaehyun | m | 3 parts | 126.7k featuring jaehyun, johnny, jungwoo, mark, haechan & jeno author summary: fourteen days, five roommates, and five remarkably high sex drives. what could go wrong?
#jaemin smut#na jaemin smut#nct dream smut#nct smut#jaemin fanfiction#nct dream fanfiction#nct x reader#jaemin x you#jaemin x reader#jaemin fic recs#na jaemin fic recs#nct dream x reader#i feel like im missing quite a few fics here but its 3am and im dehydrated and i need to get off this screen#JENO WILL BE NEXTTTTT
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âĄËËâ*àłË : FALLING FOR THE SPOTLIGHT (PT.1) : :;
â°â†â [PAIRING] â Hugh Jackman x F!Reader
ă»â„ă»GENRE: Fluff!!!
Ëàšà§âïœĄË âFANDOM: RPF
à©â©â§âË WARNINGS: None!
Ëâ· ÍÍÍÍâłâ„SUMMARY: You interview for a personal assistant position with Hugh Jackman over Zoom. Despite initial nerves, Hughâs charm and playful teasing create a connection, making the conversation feel both professional and surprisingly personal. By the end, you sense a special chemistry and eagerly await his decision.
Next Part
YOU SAT AT THE SMALL DINING TABLE IN YOUR APARTMENT, tapping your fingers against the edge of your laptop as the screen glowed faintly. Across the room, Zoë, your best friend and roommate, was lounging on the couch, casually flipping through her phone. She glanced up at you, smirking as she noticed your nervous energy.
"How are you holding up?" she asked, her voice teasing but affectionate.
You shot her a nervous smile. "Barely. I mean, it's Hugh Jackman... Hugh freaking Jackman. What am I supposed to do with that?"
ZoĂ« laughed, sitting up and tossing her phone aside. "Oh, youâre going to do great. Youâve got this. You just graduated with a degree in media, you know your stuff. And besides, heâs going to love you."
âEasy for you to say,â you muttered, staring at the blank screen, your mind still whirling. "You didnât have a massive celebrity crush on him for, like, half your life."
ZoĂ« grinned knowingly. "True, but thatâs exactly why you'll nail it. Youâve been preparing for this moment without even realizing it."
You gave her a mock glare, but deep down, you appreciated her confidence in you. It was a dream scenarioâworking as Hugh Jackmanâs personal assistant. When you saw the job posting online, you didnât even hesitate to apply, though you never imagined youâd get an interview, let alone one scheduled so quickly. And now, here you were, waiting for a Zoom call with the man himself. The idea of seeing Hugh in real-time, talking to him, hearing his voice directed at you, was enough to send your heart racing.
The laptop chimed suddenly, breaking your thoughts. The screen lit up with an incoming Zoom call.
ZoĂ« jumped up, wide-eyed. "Thatâs him, isnât it?"
You nodded, trying to steady your breathing. "Itâs happening. Oh God, itâs happening."
She scurried over to stand behind you, giving your shoulders a quick squeeze. "Good luck! Youâve got this."
You took a deep breath, clicked to accept the call, and the screen shifted to show none other than Hugh Jackman. His face appeared, smiling warmly into the camera as he adjusted the angle. He looked even more handsome than youâd imaginedâsalt-and-pepper hair, sharp features, and that trademark grin that could melt a million hearts. The casual blue T-shirt he wore only added to his approachable charm.
âG'day!â His voice was warm, rich, and effortlessly charming. âCan you hear me okay?â
You smiled nervously and nodded. âYes! I can hear you perfectly. Hi, Mr. Jackman. I mean, Hugh. Sorry. Hi.â
Hugh laughed softly, and the sound of it eased some of your nerves. âNo worries at all. And please, just call me Hugh. âMr. Jackmanâ makes me feel old.â
You giggled despite yourself, the tension in your shoulders loosening slightly. âOkay, Hugh it is.â
His eyes twinkled with amusement. âSo, how are you today? I know interviews can be a bit nerve-wracking.â
"Just a little," you admitted with a sheepish smile. "But Iâm excited, too. It's a really amazing opportunity, and Iâm just happy to be here."
"Thatâs the spirit," Hugh replied, leaning forward slightly. "Listen, Iâm not one for formal interviews. Iâd rather just have a chat, get to know you, and see how we vibe. I hope thatâs alright?"
âThat sounds perfect,â you said, your heart pounding a little less now. The casual nature of the conversation was starting to help you feel more at ease.
âSo,â Hugh began, tilting his head, âyou just finished university, right? Tell me a bit about that. What did you study?â
âYeah, I graduated not too long ago,â you replied, feeling more confident. âI studied media, so Iâve done a bit of everythingâsocial media management, content creation, production... Iâve always loved the idea of working behind the scenes. I guess Iâm just looking for a job where I can put all that to use.â
Hugh nodded thoughtfully. "Media, huh? Thatâs perfect. I need someone who knows their way around that stuff. Iâm hopeless with social media." He chuckled, scratching the back of his head. "If it werenât for my team, Iâd probably still be figuring out how to send tweets."
You laughed, feeling the connection start to form. âWell, youâve got a pretty solid Instagram game going on. But I can definitely help with anything tech-related.â
"Ah, well, thatâs good to hear," Hugh said, leaning back in his chair. "And what about your interests outside of media? Any hobbies or passions I should know about?"
âWell,â you began, hesitating for a second. âI love moviesâobviously. And Iâm really into fitness, too, though Iâm not quite at your level.â
Hugh raised an eyebrow, his grin widening. "Fitness, eh? Are you trying to take my job? Next thing I know, youâll be Wolverine."
You blushed, laughing nervously. "I donât think I could pull off the claws."
"Ah, you never know!" Hugh said, winking. "But seriously, fitness is a great passion to have. Keeps you grounded. Maybe we could train together sometimeâIâm always looking for a new gym buddy."
Your heart skipped a beat at the casual offer, the idea of working out with Hugh Jackman suddenly flooding your mind. Was he joking, or�
"That sounds fun," you replied, trying to keep your voice steady. "But you might have to go easy on me."
"No promises," Hugh teased, his smile never faltering. Then he leaned in slightly, his tone a little more serious. âBut really, you seem like youâve got a good head on your shoulders. I like that. Youâre young, but from what Iâve seen on your resume, youâre definitely not lacking in experience. How do you feel about working in such a high-pressure environment?â
You thought about it for a moment. "Honestly, I think Iâd thrive in it. Iâm used to juggling a lot at once, and Iâve always worked well under pressure. I guess Iâm just ready for a challenge."
Hugh nodded approvingly. "Good answer. I like someone whoâs not afraid of a little chaos." He paused, then added with a mischievous glint in his eye, âAnd you seem awfully young to be my assistant. You sure youâre not still in high school?â
You blushed furiously and laughed, shaking your head. âDefinitely not. I promise, Iâm a fully certified adult.â
âWell, I guess Iâll just have to trust you on that,â Hugh replied, his tone playful. "You might just surprise me."
For a brief second, there was a comfortable silence. You could feel the warmth radiating from Hugh, and you found yourself smiling more freely now, your initial nerves melting away. The conversation felt easy, almost natural, like youâd known him for longer than just a few minutes.
Hugh broke the silence with a chuckle. "You know, I have to say, I think youâre going to fit in really well here."
You blinked, caught off guard. "You think so?"
"I do," Hugh said, his expression softening. "Iâve interviewed a lot of people, but you... thereâs something about you. Youâve got a good energy. I like that."
You felt your cheeks heat up again, but this time, it was less about nerves and more about the undeniable connection you felt growing between the two of you. Hugh Jackman, your long-time celebrity crush, was complimenting youâon more than just your qualifications.
"I... wow, thank you," you said, a little flustered but genuinely touched. "That means a lot coming from you."
Hugh smiled, leaning back in his chair with a relaxed air. âWell, Iâll make sure to let you know in a few days, but between you and me, I think youâve got a pretty good shot at this.â
You grinned, trying to hold back the excitement bubbling up inside you. "Iâll be waiting by my phone."
âIâm sure you will,â Hugh replied, his voice laced with warmth. He glanced at the clock on his screen and sighed. "Iâve got another meeting to run to, but it was really great chatting with you. Iâll be in touch soon, okay?"
âSounds good,â you said, your heart still racing. âThanks again, Hugh. I really appreciate it.â
Hugh gave you one last smile, his eyes twinkling. âNo worries at all. Have a great day, and Iâll talk to you soon.â
The screen faded to black as the call ended, and you sat there for a moment, staring at your laptop. Your heart was pounding, your cheeks still flushed with the warmth of the conversation. You couldnât help but smile, replaying every word in your head.
Zoë appeared behind you, her eyes wide with excitement. "So...?"
You turned to her, grinning. "I think it went really well."
Zoë's eyes lit up with excitement, and she grabbed your shoulders, shaking you slightly. "Oh my God! Spill! What did he say? How was he? Was he as charming as he seems?"
You laughed, pushing her hands away gently. "He was even better. Like, ridiculously charming. He made a joke about me being too young to be his assistant and thenâ" You paused, recalling the moment heâd complimented your energy, your stomach fluttering. "âand he said he thinks Iâd fit in well."
ZoĂ« gasped dramatically, bouncing in place. "Thatâs basically a âyou got the jobâ in celebrity-speak! Oh my God, this is huge!" She practically danced across the room, grabbing her phone and immediately typing furiously.
âWhat are you doing?â you asked, still in a daze.
âTexting the girls! I have to tell them you just interviewed with Hugh Jackman, and it sounds like you nailed it.â
You chuckled, though a part of you was still processing the entire experience. Had that really just happened? Talking to Hugh had felt so naturalâlike youâd known him longer than the fifteen minutes the interview lasted. He was warm and playful, but also professional when it counted, and you couldnât help but replay the way heâd teased you about your age. Was that flirting, or was it just his way of putting people at ease?
ZoĂ« interrupted your thoughts, practically vibrating with excitement. âOkay, but tell meâhow did you not, like, melt into a puddle of goo? I mean, he was on your screen, in real-time, flirting with you.â
You shook your head, laughing softly. âI donât know! I was nervous at first, but heâs so easy to talk to. It didnât feel like an interview at allâit felt more like⊠I donât know, like we were just chatting.â
ZoĂ« waggled her eyebrows at you. âUh-huh, chatting with Hugh Jackman, no big deal.â She crossed her arms and leaned against the counter, smirking. âAnd whatâs this about working out together? Are you going to become his gym buddy now?â
You blushed, laughing as you recalled his casual invitation to train together. âIâm pretty sure he was joking. But who knows? If I get the job, maybe Iâll just casually bump into him at the gym.â
ZoĂ« raised an eyebrow. âGirl, if you get this job, youâre about to be around him 24/7. You better prepare for that heart of yours. Crush or not, youâre gonna be spending some serious time with him.â
The thought sent a flutter of excitement through you. It was trueâif you got the job, youâd be Hughâs personal assistant, meaning youâd be with him constantly, organizing his schedule, helping with events, traveling with him... And youâd be doing all of that with a man youâd secretly crushed on for years. The idea of it was both exhilarating and terrifying.
âI know,â you said softly, biting your lip. âItâs kind of crazy to think about. But I also canât let myself get too ahead of things. Itâs still just an interview for now.â
ZoĂ« rolled her eyes, waving a hand dismissively. âPlease, that man was smitten. Youâre going to get it, I can feel it.â
Before you could respond, your phone buzzed on the table. Your heart leaped as you saw an unknown number pop up on the screen.
You stared at it for a second before ZoĂ« nudged you. âDonât just stare at it! Answer it! What if itâs him?â
You fumbled with the phone, quickly hitting the button to accept the call. âHello?â
A familiar deep voice on the other end made your heart race again. âHey, itâs Hugh.â
You almost dropped the phone. Hugh is calling me? Already? You took a deep breath, trying to keep your voice steady. âHi! I wasnât expecting to hear from you so soon.â
Hugh laughed lightly, the sound sending another flutter through your stomach. âYeah, I know. But Iâve been thinking about our chat, and I wanted to catch you before the weekend. Iâd love for you to come in on Monday for an in-person meeting. I want to show you the ropes and see how you feel about everything in person.â
You blinked, trying to process what heâd just said. âYou mean⊠like a second interview?â
âSort of,â Hugh said, and you could almost hear the smile in his voice. âBut mostly, I just want to make sure youâre comfortable with the role before we make it official.â
You tried to suppress the squeal threatening to escape your throat. âThat sounds amazing! Iâd love to.â
âGreat,â Hugh said, his tone warm. âIâll have my assistant email you the detailsâwhere to meet, what time, all that jazz. Weâll keep it casual, donât worry.â
Your heart was beating so fast you were surprised Hugh couldnât hear it through the phone. âThank you so much, Hugh. I really appreciate it.â
âNo problem at all,â he replied smoothly. âLooking forward to seeing you again.â
The call ended, and you stood there for a moment, phone in hand, staring at the screen in disbelief.
ZoĂ« practically pounced on you. âWhat? What did he say?!â
You turned to her, eyes wide with excitement. âHe wants me to come in on Monday. For a follow-up meeting, but it sounded more like... like heâs already offering me the job.â
ZoĂ« screamed, grabbing you and spinning you in a circle. âI knew it! I told you! Youâre going to be Hugh Jackmanâs assistant!â
You couldnât help but laugh as she danced around the room, but deep down, you felt a wave of excitement mixed with nervous anticipation. This was itâthe start of something big. You were one step closer to working for Hugh Jackman, to being a part of his world.
And maybe, just maybe, there was a chance that this job could lead to something even more than youâd ever imagined.
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insecurity.
f1 au/fic: in which, lando and y/n have been dating for a few months, but fans are still talking about y/nâs past relationship. making lando feel insecure and questioning y/nâs feelings for him.
lando norris x singer!reader
(fc: jess alexander)
note: english isnât my first language so excuse me for the mistakes this might have xx ALSO itâs the first time that iâm actually writing something so i hope itâs not too bad lmao. thank you for reading my aus btw <3
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y/n: happy birthday to my sun, youâre such a beautiful soul, iâm so proud to call you mine. i love you to the moon and back and promise to always love you.
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landonorris: i love you more baby
danielricciardo: weâre at practice and heâs crying btw
fan1: theyâre so absjdkdoldel
fan2: mama y papa
fan3: he always smile so brightly when heâs looking at her :(
fan4: iâm sorry but i canât help but think about y/nâs ex⊠on the same day last year she was posting pictures of him
fan5: @.fan4 donât do that⊠itâs about lando, not her ex
fan6: am i tripping or she also used to call her ex, her « sun »??
fan7: @.fan6 WHAT
fan8: @.fan6 no she didnât?
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lando sighed and threw his phone on his bed. of course he saw all the tweets about you and your stupid ex, how could he ignore them when it was all over the internet. people were speculating about if he was a rebound or a toy for you. lando was hurt, he always thought that you were way out of his league anyways so he shouldâve seen it coming, right? you were an amazing and worldwide known singer, with your angelic voice and heartbreaking lyrics. you sang with your heart which made anyone who was listening to you, fall in love immediately.
thatâs what happened with lando. he was always a big fan of yours, singing your songs on top of his lungs at parties, and following every single news about you, he even went to your concerts. one day, he went viral for singing your song on the radio with his engineer, he also happened to have made it to p3, which he said was because you were his lucky charm. the video was published online and went viral, you saw it and immediately found it adorable. the rest was history.
when you guys hard launched your relationship to the world, the big majority was happy for you two, happy to see you smile and happy to see that lando managed to get his crush. but a small minority saw that relationship as a rebound for you, saying horrible things about how you never loved lando and how you would dump him in a few months to go back to your one true love, your ex.
lando saw it all. and he hated it.
"lando? are you okay?" you asked, when you went to check in on him. he was supposed to bring a few blankets so you guys could watch a movie together. but he was taking way too much time so you went to see if he was okay.
"do you love me y/n?" he asked you, and the sadness in his eyes almost made you cry. landoâs eyes was what you loved the most about him, with his smile of course, but his gorgeous green eyes were full of emotions, you could drown in them and feel every little thing he was feeling just by looking at him.
"what are you talking about? of course i love you lando." you say, taking his hand in yours and softly kissing his knuckles. you saw him close his eyes and sigh deeply. you pushed him on the bed and sat next to him. "what happened?"
"itâs stupid, donât worry about it." he finally looked up at you and faked a smile but it didnât fool you.
"lando. tell me." you were still holding his hand and with your free hand you started to caress his cheek. he closed his eyes again and melted against your touch.
"your fans are still talking about your past relationship and how iâm nothing but a rebound to you." he said it in such a low tone you almost didnât hear him. but sadly you heard his words and you could feel your heart shatter at how your fans words affected him. "i know that you guys stayed together for a while, and i know that you wrote good songs about him, i listened to them all, but⊠if you still love him you can-âŠ"
"lando norris." you said in a serious tone, which startled him. "how am i supposed to love anyone else when you stole my heart and refuse to give it back?" his eyes lit up a little by your words. "and i literally wrote 56 songs about how much i love you so you better listen to them all once again and never doubt my feelings for you ever again, boy."
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y/n: âyou are in loveâ is officially out ;) little gift from me to you sweet lan <3
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maxfewtrell: lando listened to it and locked himself in the bathroom to cry
landonorris: @.maxfewtrell FAKE NEWS
danielricciardo: i wish someone would write 57 songs about meâŠ
heidiberger_: @.danielricciardo excuse me? (great song btw y/n!)
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fan1: ZKSKSLXPODOSOZ
fan2: y/n making haters eat their words with one song: queen behaviour
fan3: i hope haters will stop hating on lando now how can you say that y/n is using him as a rebound
fan4: CALL 911 IM ON THE VERGE OF DEATH
fan5: y/n writing a love song for lando on his birthday :(
fan6: i love them so much pls
fan7: that whole drama about her ex was so dumb, they broke up for a reason and y/n also wrote songs about how awful he was to her towards the end of their relationship, why do you guys want her to go back to that dog?
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DOUBLE LIFE
DOUBLE LIFE MASTERLIST
đâč ÖŽÖ¶Öž summary: With your anonymous Twitter account, you've acquired a pretty good following and popularity, throughout your school as well. Jake, your long-time crush, is one of them, head over heels. Yet when you once confessed to him, he had rejected your confession, saying that he already has his eye on someone else. What happens when he finds out that his online crush is the person that he rejected? And... How are you going to deal with this?
jjangwonie note: FINALLYYYY
đâč ÖŽÖ¶Öž word count: ~2k
THIRTY TWO - DEFEAT
warnings: angsty, a lot of arguing, poor Riki being a bit harsh :( (I am sorry bby ily), confrontation, crying, yelling, lmk if I missed anything!
"Heeseung-hyung, you better not throw this time," Jake warned playfully. "I saw those stats from yesterday." One by one, all the boys joined the call, ready to start their gaming session.
"Ey, I was testing something," Heeseung defended himself, followed by collective snickers from the others.
But there was an edge to Riki's gameplay today - aggressive pushes, risky peaks, dying early in rounds.
"Riki, what are you doing?" Jake questioned after another failed push. "You're rushing in all alone."
"Maybe if you entered faster instead of backseat gaming," Riki shot back, his tone sharper than usual.
Sunghoon let out a low whistle. "Someone's feisty today," He said, making the rest chuckle. "Probably hungry," Jay joked, trying to ease the tension. "Remember when-"
"Speaking of hungry," Sunghoon interrupted, groaning. "Y/n had ordered a whole feast of takeaway food earlier. Period cravings are no joke."
Jake chuckled. "Oh yeah, how is she? Is she hurting a lot?"
"I don't know, she seemed happy with her food," Sunghoon replied. "She did bring me a big box of chicken."
"Aw, that is so sweet of her man," Jake said fondly, fast typing on the mechanical keyboard in the background coming to a halt for just a second.
Something in Riki's character movement stilled for a moment. His jaw clenched, it was as if he could hear the growing smile on Jake's face through his words. It ticked him off.
"Yeah, so nice. She's a real angel, don't you think?" Riki muttered sarcastically, but it obviously got picked up by his mic.
"What's that supposed to mean?" Jake asked, confusion evident in his voice.
"Oh, nothing," Riki's character aggressively peaked another corner. "Just funny how you're acting all friendly with y/n lately."
"Uh guys, can we just play? I'm trying to rank up here." Heeseung's request was ignored.
The call went quiet except for the game sounds. Jake's character stopped moving.
"Okay. What is your problem lately?" Jake's voice had an edge to it now. "Ever since the match you've been-"
"My problem?" Riki interrupted. "y/n this, y/n that. So you got stood up by your online friend and you hop on to the next person like it's nothing? What, is it because she reminds you of her?"
"Guys?" Heeseung started.
"No, let him finish," Jake's voice was dangerously quiet. "What exactly are you trying to say?" But it stayed silent.
He scoffed. "Riki, I don't know what your problem is right now. I know she is your best friend but that doesn't give you some kind of claim on who she hangs out with-"
"No, but at least I am not the one crushing on her while still pining over her online account." Riki's voice beamed through the call.
The silence that followed was deafening. Heeseung's sharp intake of breath was audible. Sunghoon and Jay's confused "What?" overlapped each other.
"...What are you talking about?" Jake's voice sounded a little hesitant, more soft. As if he didn't want to get a grasp on what was being said right now.
"Don't act so dense, it doesn't take a genius to see that they're the same freaking person." Riki retorts back, agitation evident in his tone, all reason has flown out the window, too late for him to think about what he said.
Jake's character hasn't moved for a long time, nor had the other ones. "So you're saying she's..." The mutters are heard between Sunghoon and Jay's confusion. Between the words flying into each other about the game or the other, Jake's next words stop everyone from talking.
"I... I need to go," Jake's voice was strange, strained. The disconnect sound followed immediately.
"Riki-" Heeseung started, but another disconnect sound cut him off. Riki was gone too.
The remaining three sat in stunned silence, the game completely forgotten as "DEFEAT" flashed across their screens.
"Someone want to explain what the hell just happened?" Sunghoon's voice broke through the silence.
"Uh, the Twitter account Jake's been obsessing over for months?" Heeseung finally spoke, his voice uncharacteristically serious. Reluctantly, he continued. "That's, uh... It's y/n."
The Discord call had gone quiet, save for the sound of aggressive typing. Sunghoon's frustrated growl broke the silence.
"I can't find anything," he muttered, refreshing the page again. "I am not gonna even ask how you know. Heeseung hyung, show me."
Heeseung's hesitation was audible. "Listen, maybe we should-"
"Screen share. Now."
The gentle ping of Heeseung's stream starting filled the call. As he navigated to the profile, Sunghoon's expression grew increasingly tense. Photos of familiar places, glimpses of outfits he recognized, captions that were unmistakably his sister's voice - all accumulated over months without his knowledge. "I am going to talk to my sister. See you guys."
You've ignored the past knocks of Sunghoon, headphones blasting music as you lay on your side, rereading the texts of not long ago.
After you ignored your brother's following incoming texts now, Sunghoon stood outside your door again, his knuckles white against the doorframe. The sounds of sniffling from inside only strengthened his resolve. "Open the door," he repeated, firmer this time.
You swing off the blanket and stomp across the room. The door swung open abruptly. "What?" your voice came out sharp, but Sunghoon didn't miss how you instantly took a step back, arms wrapped around yourself in a self-soothing manner and your eyes were slightly red-rimmed.
"We need to talk about this account," Sunghoon started, stepping into your room with no hesitation. "Do you have any idea how dangerous-"
"I'm not a freaking child, Sunghoon," you cut him off, arms crossed tighter, like armour. But your voice wavered slightly, betraying the confidence you were trying to project.
"Clearly you are, if you think posting yourself online like this is okay-" He ran a hand through his hair in frustration, pacing the small space between your bed and desk.
"I never showed my face! I'm not stupid!" Your voice rose defensively, but there was a tremor in it now. You backed up until your legs hit the edge of the bed, throwing your head back in frustration.
"That's not the point!" Sunghoon's voice rose to match yours, worry manifesting as anger as he paced mindlessly. "Anyone could-"
You quickly stood up. "I can do whatever I want!" you shot back, hands clenched at your sides. Your whole body was tense, like a string pulled too tight. "I don't need your permission to-"
"You need to think about-"
"I know, okay?" The string snapped. Your voice cracked, words suddenly tumbling out like a dam breaking.
"I know it was stupid, and I know I messed up, and now Jake won't even-" your breathing became erratic, shoulders shaking and your hand flying through your hair. "He texted me saying he needs space and I just-" Your voice hitched, fresh tears spilling over.
That broken sigh broke Sunghoon's eyes from the wall, looking directly at you. You seem so lost, and his shoulders drop, as does his heart.
"I fucked everything up. Now, he probably hates me and-" The last words dissolved into a sob that seemed to come from somewhere deep inside you.
Sunghoon felt all his anger drain away at the sight of his little sister breaking down. Without hesitation, he crossed the room and guided you to sit on the bed. You didn't resist when he pulled you close, one arm around your shoulders. Your body shook with sobs that you tried to muffle in your sleeve.
The room fell quiet except for your soft crying, the angry words from moments ago hanging heavy in the air.
Sunghoon rubbed slow circles on your back, the way he used to when you were little and had nightmares. He felt you gradually lean into him more, and he was thinking about how this isn't just about you having some secret account.
No, this is his little sister actually being hurt about something. That something that involves his best friend having pined on her for months and not knowing about it, yes, and it involves feelings from his best friend towards his little sister and it is messy indeed. But right now, it's you, the focus is on you, and you're hurt.
He sushed you, his chin leaning on your head as he continued rubbing your back. That little secret account was nothing but a pebble compared to the boulder of seeing you hurt and vulnerable, crushing his heart.
Several minutes passed before Sunghoon spoke again, his voice gentle now, all traces of anger gone. "So... you actually like him?"
"...Yeah, maybe..." you mumbled into your sleeve, not meeting his eyes, your voice raw from crying.
"Maybe?" His tone was knowing, gentle in a way that made you look up with your lower lip trembling, and all you see is a concerned him with a knowing glint in his eyes.
You turned to bury your face in his shoulder, fingers clutching his shirt. "I do," you groaned out, the words muffled against his shoulder but clear. "I really do."
After your tearful confession, Sunghoon fell quiet for a moment, still holding you close as you sniffled into his shoulder. Then he let out a small laugh, making you pull back slightly to look at him in confusion.
"You know what's kind of funny?" he started, his voice thoughtful. "All those times Jake wouldn't shut up about this mysterious Twitter girl." You tensed slightly. "God, he was insufferable. Especially when you- well, when she- started responding to his messages."
You wiped at your eyes with your sleeve. "What do you mean?"
"I've never seen him like that before," Sunghoon shook his head, a hint of amusement in his voice. "He'd burst into class with this stupid grin, shoving his phone in our faces. 'Look what she said!' 'Guys, she's so funny!' 'Do you think she'd like this?'" He mimicked Jake's excited tone, earning a watery laugh from you. "Really?"
"Oh yeah. When you agreed to meet him at the festival..." Sunghoon trailed off, feeling you stiffen again, so he caressed your head while continuing.
"He was practically bouncing off the walls for days. Wouldn't stop talking about how he was finally going to meet his 'angel.'" He paused, glancing down at you. "Though I guess he kind of already had."
You pulled away slightly, hugging your knees to your chest. "That's different. He likes the Twitter girl, not... not me."
"But you are her, y/n," Sunghoon pointed out gently. "And from what I've seen lately..." He hesitated, wondering if he should share this.
"The way he looked at you when you two were hanging at the festival? Trust me, it's the same look he got whenever he talked about his Twitter girl."
"But now he knows, and he's upset, and-"
"He's probably just as confused as you are," Sunghoon interrupted. "I mean, finding out the girl you've been crushing on online is actually your best friend's little sister who you've also been getting closer to?" He nudged your shoulder.
"Give him some time to process. Jake's... well, he's Jake. Sometimes things take a while to click."
You let out a mix between a laugh and a sob. "When did you get so wise about relationships?"
"Hey, I'm your big brother. It's my job to be wise," he grinned, before his face grew more serious. "Even if I'm still not happy about this whole secret Twitter thing."
"I know," you mumbled. "I'm sorry I didn't tell you."
"We'll talk about that later," he sighed, squeezing your arm before standing up. "Right now, I think the little monster needs ice cream more than you need a lecture."
"You can't call me that-" your protesting got cut off because of a pillow hitting your face. "It's been enough time, you shit. I checked."
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Not so Long Distance â Idia Shroud x gn! reader
summery: with the seconds ticking down, everyone has a certain amount of time before they meet their soulmate, you just hope yours is your online crush.
tw: awkward encounters, reader isn't Yuu.
a/n: I'm in my Idia phase, help. Also, my first soulmate fic I'm proud of.
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The countdown on your wrist that had once been a beacon of hope and excitement slowly turned into one of doom. The idea of meeting your soulmate was terrifying yet exciting. Meeting someone that you fit perfectly with was mystifying, and the underlying fear of rejection scared you, but overall you would accept your soulmates wishes. But now? Something you never even thought of happened.Â
Youâre falling for someone you met online, but your timer is still ticking.Â
With the internet still being new, and research into how it could affect the soulmate mark is still going on, youâre not sure if you should lose hope yet. For all you knew, the mark didnât register when two people meet from separate distancesâŠbut you felt like you were coping with that explanation. You had met him online months ago, and every bad joke or insult towards a shitty player made you laugh, everytime he laughed at your bad jokes your stomach fluttered. It was embarrassing in a sense, you were falling for someone you hadnât even seen yet. What if he was tricking you and he was some old man? But you doubted it, he sounded young and the way he talked was even outdoing modern slang. In fact, you even brought up this train of thought one day while you were on a call playing separate games.Â
âYâknow, for all I know youâre some fifty year old guy,â You said in a joking tone, farming your crops in game.
âHah?â Gloomuri, or Gloom as youâve dubbed him, let out a noise of confusion. âAre you really that dumb?âÂ
âWhatâs that supposed to mean!â You huffed, accidentally hitting a plant that still needed to grow mature causing you a slight profit loss on your farm. âI just mean that Iâve never seen your face. Even though I know you, if I saw you on the street Iâd never realize.â
The call fell silent for a few seconds, but to you it felt like minutes. You were propositioning something that felt like crossing a small boundary that was set. A video call. Something you were nervous about as well since that meant showing your own face. But IGloom had snuck his way into becoming one of your top, if not closest friend over the past few months. Heâd drone on about some game drama you had almost no idea about, while heâd listen to your ânormieâ drama (as he dubbed it) about school or friends. Although youâd say the best moments were when youâd both geek out over games or anime together, fighting on who the best character is and what your favorite part was.Â
âY-you wanna do aâŠvideo call?â Gloom hesitantly asked, you could hear the nerves in his tone which caused you to backtrack.
âWe donât have to if you donât wanna, Iâm not trying to pressure you,â You assured. âIâm just a bit curious.Â
A few more seconds passed before he spoke up, voice even shakier than before, âY-youâd show your f-face tooâŠright?â
You fidgeted with your computer mouse, his nerves starting to get to you, âItâs only fair I supposeâŠâ When you clicked on the call, unsure where this was going, you were surprised to see his camera on, but covered. âWait, you mean right now?â You asked.Â
âD-did you not mean right now?â He replied back, his voice an octave higher.Â
âI-I just donâtâŠIâm not the most presentable,â You muttered back, looking at your reflection in the black of your phone screen. You pushed some of your hair back into place, fixing the collar of your sweater. Oh gosh, you were going to finally see what your crush looks like!Â
âI donât either,â Gloom mumbled, continuing to mumble something under his breath that you couldnât make out. âN-never mind, never doing this-â
âW-wait!â You called out, turning your camera on as soon as you were out of sight. âIâll do it, just donât judge me too hard, okay?â Another few seconds before he meekly replied a small âokâ. âOn the count of three. OneâŠtwoâŠthree.âÂ
Just like that, your breath got taken away. On the other side of the camera was a pale guy with blue flaming hair andâŠwait a minuteâŠdidnât someone exactly like him go to your campus? You blinked at him with wide eyes, snapping out of your daze when he shied away from your gaze.
âDo I know you?â You asked dumbly, snapping Gloom out of his own daze. It was his turn to blink at you before he tilted his head.Â
If he moved his hand away from the bottom of his face youâd notice a sharp smirk overtake his handsome features, âIâd hope so, weâve been talking for how long?â
âThatâs not what I meant,â You huffed once more that night. âYou look like a guy that goes to my campus.â
âReally?â Gloom asked, unbelievably skeptical. ââCus not many people have blue flaming hair.â
You rolled your eyes, glad that convo was back to your playful banter, âIâve never actually seen him. Only heard about him once from my irl friends. And yes, he was described as having fiery hair.â
â...Where do you go to school?â He asked, suddenly serious.
You gave him a skeptical look, âAnd why should I give you my current location? So you can stalk me?â
âI could find out in one click if I wanted,â He shrugged, amber eyes showing he was completely serious.Â
âThanks for not doxxing me I guessâŠâ You grumbled, a bit put off. âI go to Night Raven College.â The silence was loud after that revolution before he broke it.
âI guess you do know me irl.â
That call had changed something in your friendship. The space between yâall had seemed to get smaller as you both grew more comfortable with one another, nearly having calls everyday. Now that you knew what eachother looked like, youâd have some video calls sprinkled in, and your raging crush seemed to only grow stronger. Now you had a pretty face to put to his lovely deep voice, and you wanted to strangle him for how attractive he was.
You now found yourself counting down the days till school started, and as you looked down at that damned timer on your wrist you found yourself hopeful again. You had fifteen days till school, and your soulmate timer was down to twenty days. You had been barely getting any sleep due to that, hoping that once you met Gloomuri, who youâve come to know as Idia, the timer would hit zero. You both just clicked so well in a way youâve never felt before, you just hoped he had the same numbers lining his own wrist.Â
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With how excited you were with meeting Idia, you found yourself getting quickly overwhelmed with school work. The professors didnât hold back when it came to work, and contact between you and Idia had devolved from video calls into texts. It wasnât until you woke up the first Saturday of the school year, looked down at your wrist and noticing the time had changed from days to hours. You nearly had a heart attack seeing it, all your anxiety mashing together at one moment. What if you just stayed in your dorm all day? But then that would mean your soulmate was someone in your dorm. But if you went out there was a high chance it wasnât Idia.Â
Before the dilemma could get to your head too much, your roommate asked if you wanted to tag along with them to Samâs shop. Wanting to clear your mind a bit, you agreed, hoping to just ignore your problem instead of overthinking. You both ended up talking about classes, what you predicted youâd struggle in and do okay, who was in your classes and such.Â
You had to hold yourself back from buying something, though you do have to give Sam props for having almost everything you could think of. All was good once moreâŠuntil someone with a head of fiery blue hair walked in. It wasnât Idia though, no, but someone who looked eerily similar if not quite a bit younger. Your friend noticed your attention left them, falling onto the young technomatic humanoid and decided to speak up.
âHey Ortho,â They greeted him with a smile. âHowâs it going?â
âHello!â He replied back quickly, âMy morning is going well. How about you?â
âItâs been good,â They smiled. âThis is my friend.â They introduced you, saying your name. To your surprise Ortho lit up, seemingly recognizing your name.Â
âReally?â He asked. You hummed while nodding in agreement, heart skipping a beat. Peaking at your wrist you noticed the time was cut down to minutes. Was this it? Was Idia actually your soulmate? Your hope was reignited tenfold.
âMy brother talks about you all the time!â Ortho exclaimed excitedly.
âWait, you know Idia?â Your friend asks, astonished. âThe shut-in who uses a tablet to attend class?â
âM-maybe,â You murmured bashfully, crossing your arms as a nervous habit.
âAre you free after this?â Ortho asked, nearly jumping up and down.
âYeah,â Your friend spoke up before you could. âWe just finished actually.â
âThatâs great!â Ortho exclaimed, his eyes shining. You were sure if he didnât have the bottom half of his face covered heâd be smiling widely. âYou should come over to Ignihyde, Iâm sure Idia would love it if you came to visit.â
âOkay.âÂ
It was out before you knew it, and like a whirlwind, you were suddenly swept to the front door of Idiaâs dorm room, his little brother by your side. Before you could lift your hand up to knock, the door automatically slid open after Orthoâs face was scanned. You knew Ignihyde was known for its technical prowessâŠbut this seemed like overkill. You stood outside awkwardly, unsure if you were allowed to step in yet, but you werenât left to flounder for long as Ortho pulled you in by your hand. You glanced once more at your wrist and you nearly burst into tears. Only a few seconds left. A few seconds left until Idia was your confirmed soulmate and you suddenly didnât feel as excited. Fear grasped your heart, unsure if he would be willing to be tied to you for the rest of your lives. You didnât have much time to think of every terrible scenario as you faced the guy you had been fawning over.Â
As Idia turned to greet Ortho (and grab some snacks), he found himself having a heart attack when he saw your face. He knew you both went to the same school, but he wasnât prepared to see you face to faceâŠnot irl at least. He barely comprehended Orthoâs rambling, too busy trying to hide his visage from your sight. He wasnât prepared for someone to visit, not to mention you. Everywhere he looked he saw a different mess that would surely disappoint you, dirty clothes that scattered the floor, empty ramen cups that lined his desk, and empty cans of energy drinks that filled his trash canâŠyeah not the best first impression.Â
You, on the other hand, anxiously straighten your shirt while trying to not seem like you cared about your appearance too much. You were the first one to speak up after Ortho took his leave (seemingly ignorant of the tense atmosphere).Â
âHey,â You greeted, an awkward smile on your lips. Instead of replying, Idia merely gave a weak whimper as he pulled his hood as far as it would go over his head. âI-Iâm sorry, Ortho invited me, and I have been wanting to meet you in person, I hope Iâm not overstepping too muchâŠâ Then, he let out a sudden shriek, causing you to nearly fall over from how loud it was.
âWhatâs wrong?â You asked, scared he mightâve hurt himself somehow.Â
âTh-theâŠy-yourâŠIâm in a dream, this has to be. Thereâs no way this is real,â He muttered, holding his face in some sort of desperation.Â
âNot a bad dream I hopeâŠâ You chuckled awkwardly, not sure what was going on. Not the cute meeting with your soulmate like you wished, you just hoped this wasnât him violently rejecting you. Instead of replying, he let out another whimper, and you felt like youâre intruding in something you shouldnât be. Your awkwardness meter being at its max, you decided you should take your exit and hope he calms down soon so you both can talk the situation out.Â
âIâll justâŠit was nice seeing you,â You stumbled over your words a bit. âIâll let you uhâŠIâll leave you to itâŠâ
âW-wait!â Idia jolts up, eyes erratic. âYouâŠw-weâreâŠâ âSoulmates?â You supplemented.Â
âY-yeahâŠhow are you so calm about it?â
âWouldâŠwould it be weird if I said I was hoping for you to be my soulmate?â You asked in a whisper, eyes darting around his room instead of meeting his own. Not like heâd be able to make eye contact with you either.Â
Idia let out a squeak at your reply, his heart beating erratically. He found you too good to be true. You both liked similar games and anime, and when you didnât play the same game youâd both play your own game while being on call. He found himself looking forward to your calls, something he would have never thought possible (he avoids calls like the plague). He found himself looking forward to something for once, finding solace in something that wasnât fictional for once, and he wasnât sure how to feel about that. It was scary, but manageable when you were just pixels like everything else he loved (Ortho wasnât technically pixels, but he wasnât human (anymore) either). But now you were face to face in person, and you were so much more attractive when he could see you fully, and gosh heâs not sure how much more he could handle this. Especially not with such bold remarks like that.Â
Idia never really cared about soulmates. If anything, he loathed the ink that marked his skin. Wished for the digits to just go away. His entire life was a curse, so cursed that he was forced to drag someone down with him. He didnât deserve it, and no one else deserved his fate. And now, seeing you, a person outside of his family that he managed to grow close toâŠhe felt conflicted. He too was happy you were his soulmate. You were so sweet, but not overly so. Not afraid to snap back at him with your quick wit. His heart would skip a beat when he heard the smile in your voice, or when youâd laugh at his lame joke. He would dream of a future with you when he closed his eyes, allowing him to envision a life with you and Ortho, living happily somewhere like normal people would. He was also guilty, you didnât deserve a secluded life away from others.
âYes,â He ended up answering. âThatâs likeâŠsuper weird.â
âOh,â You felt disheartened. This was totally a rejection.Â
âYou shouldnât like me,â Idia continued. âSomeone like me doesnât get that endingâŠâ
âHmm,â You hummed, an idea forming in your mind. Perhaps you just needed to speak his language. âI guess you got the secret good ending then.â
âB-but-â
âNo buts,â You tutted. âNow, last time we talked you mentioned that game, why donât we play it?â
Itâll take a lot of time for Idia to fully warm up to the idea of having a soulmate, truly. Not just some numbers, but an actual person who smiled at him so warmly, like he was worth something. Itâll take even more time for him to warm up to you, your love, your affectionâŠbut he found something small burning within him. Like a small spark being lit deep in his heartâŠhope. Hope for the future, something heâs never felt before.
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Scarf To You ~ KSM
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GENRE: established relationships, cute fluffy, seungmin and reader having a crush
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PAIRING: Seungmin x Fem!Reader
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a/n: I hope this is okay for you! Iâve tried to write it in a way with everything included đ„ș
Your fingers fidget with the edge of your jacket as you sit in the nurse's station, trying to focus on anything but the nerves bubbling in your stomach. This job was supposed to be exciting â working as an on-site nurse for JYP Entertainment â but the pit in your chest told a different story. It's not the new environment that has you anxious; it's the possibility of running into him.
Kim Seungmin.
You havenât seen him in almost a month, not since the rumours started swirling about him dating someone else, not like the two of you were a couple but the endless flirting you'd done back and forth certainly made you feel that way.
It had been a gut punch, hearing it through the grapevine, and seeing the photos circulate online of him and some unknown woman cuddled up together. Even though nothing was confirmed, it hurt more than you wanted to admit. After all, the two of you had shared something⊠something you thought was real, even if unspoken. Even if you weren't exactly sure what that something was, there was something there between you and you knew he felt it as well.
Now, sitting here in the same building where he spends most of his days, it feels like your heart is ready to leap out of your chest at the thought of seeing him again. Your friend told you there was little to no chance of you running into each other but it didn't exactly put your heart at ease.
"Earth to Yn," your friend, Hana, calls out, snapping you out of your spiralling thoughts. Sheâs perched at the edge of the desk, her eyes studying you with playful curiosity. She was the reason you took this job, she'd told you to take it since you'd been on the hunt for something similar anyway.
"You look like youâre a million miles away. Whatâs going on?" You offer her a tight smile, shaking your head slightly. If you told her what was going on in your mind she'd tease you for it, or worse actually find Seungmin.
She was on the side of telling him the truth about everything. Admitting how much you loved him and just letting it all out into the air but you were refusing to.
"Nothing. Just⊠you know, first-day jitters." You shrugged and she smirked at you, shaking her head a little. She knew exactly when you were lying.
"It's about him again, right?" She watched you, studying your reaction but you shook your head. Moving over to the drawers inside of the room and doing a stock check on everything even though you'd done that four times already.
"I don't know what you're talking about," You mumbled, looking at all of the bandages in the drawer you were searching through. Trying to appear busy so she would drop the subject and move on already.
"Sure, and I'm a princess from Eldora. Tell me what's going on." She pulled your hand away from the drawers and made you look at her.
Sighing a little you rolled your eyes, she was probably sick of hearing you talk about it but you couldn't help but let it all out.
"It's weird...What if I see him? Do I act like I don't know about the dating rumours?"
"Yes, because they're not true." She mumbled at you, sitting you down on the edge of the bed and shaking her head at you. She'd been telling you this from the start that none of the rumours had actual hard evidence behind them.
"But-"
"Yn, if Seungmin was dating someone I would fucking know about it. I have eyes and ears all over this place. that man's solely had his eyes on you for the last six months." She laughs softly and you feel your body heating up.
Seungmin and you had been talking for six months, ever since he'd seen you helping an elderly woman who'd fallen in the street and he came over to help as well. You had no idea who he was at the time and it wasn't until your second time meeting that you realised he was an idol
But by then you'd already fallen for him and not because he was some famous popstar...Which Seungmin loved. He'd adored the fact that you treated him like an actual human instead of just someone who was famous. The two of you hung out a lot.
To the point where the lines blurred between friendship and dating and it was hard to determine if you were a couple or just friends. That was until his birthday when you'd seen dating rumours of him seeing someone else, someone he hadn't told you about and you felt your whole world crumble.
You'd not seen him since, despite having made him a hand knitted scarf for the winter, wanting him to have something handmade from you and something to keep him cosy.
"Hana-"
"Don't say my name like you're giving up on everything. Seungmin would never do something to hurt you." She tells you but you shake your head. It wasn't as if you were a couple, if he was seeing other people it was okay.
"It's in the past." You whisper a little trying to get off the subject now but she scoffs,
"That scarf you made for him says otherwise. You carry it around like it's a security blanket," Your breath catches in your throat, and you freeze, hoping no one else heard that. The scarf was always in your bag, she was right it was like a security blanket. You glance around the empty station trying to make sure no one heard you both, but your heart skips a beat when you realize you're not as alone as you thought you were. Footsteps approach from behind, too quiet to be anyone else but someone familiar.
You donât dare turn around.
âWhat scarf?â a voice asks. That voice. The one you've been thinking about every single day for weeks now. The same voice that made your heart skip a beat whenever you heard it and your whole body erupt in goosebumps.
Seungmin.
Hanaâs eyes widen in surprise, her hand flying up to her mouth as she stifles a laugh and you already knew she had something to do with him being down here.
âOops,â she whispers to you, before straightening up with a smile, completely unbothered by the tension hanging in the air.
"Oh, this scarf that Yn madeâ"
"Stop!" You interject, your voice too loud, too hurried as you put your hand over her mouth to stop her from revealing anything else to him. You feel the heat rise to your face as Seungminâs gaze locks onto yours, amusement and curiosity flickering in his eyes. His lips quirked up into a small smile, his expression soft but focused on you.
âYou made a scarf?â Your throat goes dry, and you canât think of a single reasonable response. The scarf. You had made it for him a month ago, back when things between you two felt simpler when your heart didnât ache every time you heard his name. You had never given it to him, too scared of what it might imply â too scared of how much you cared.
Now, heâs standing in front of you, looking like he actually wants to know the answer.
âIââ you start, but your voice falters, you don't know where to begin or what to say. Was saying something too much? Was it weird that you made him it? Your eyes dart to Hana for support, but sheâs clearly enjoying this too much to help.
"Itâs nothing," you manage to say, barely above a whisper.
"Just something I made f-for you a while ago." Seungmin tilts his head slightly, his brows furrowing as if he's trying to piece something together. He takes a step closer, and suddenly the room feels smaller, the space between the two of you charged with unresolved emotions.
"For me?"
"Yeah, it's just- and I- and you- and then-" You stumbled over everything and it made Seungmin smile to see you so flustered in front of him. All of the other times you'd been so calm and collected around him, it was nice to see this side for once.
Without a word, Hana slipped silently out of the room leaving the two of you together as he smiled at you,
âWell, Iâd like to see it sometime,â he says softly, his voice gentle, almost teasing. You swallow hard, unable to form a response as his eyes linger on yours for a moment longer
"Seungmin-"
"Please? It's been so long since I saw you and I missed you on my birthday." He admits shyly as he sits down on the nurse's bed and watches you closely.
God, it had been so long since you'd seen him and you'd missed him too but hearing him say it to you had your heart racing and your stomach twisting.
"It's...It's nothing, it's just a scarf." You stumble a little on your words as you reach down and grab your bag, pulling out the scarf you'd spent weeks making for him. Seungmins eyes lit up as he saw it,
"You made this?"
"Yeah..yeah, it was, well it's your favourite colours." you smile warmly as he takes the fabric from your hands, your fingers brushing against one another sending a wave of electricity running through you but it was nothing compared to seeing him wear the scarf around him
"I love it," He admits as you feel your heart leap into your throat and he smiles at you, a small blush on his cheeks.
"You don't have to lie, it's nothing special and I know you're with someone else," You whispered but he took your hand in his, running his other across your face and smiling sweetly as you leaned into his touch.
"There's no one else, there's never been anyone but you, Yn." He smiles as your eyes meet his, your heart practically racing and handing itself over to him.
"The first time I saw you I count as day one of our eternity together." With that he kisses you softly, your breath catching in your throat as you kiss him back gently wrapping your arms around the back of his neck and pulling him closer to you.
"I'll pick you up after work," He smiled as he leant his forehead against yours as you giggle a little,
"Sure-"
"We're going on a date too, okay? Because I'm yours and I don't want any doubts in that pretty little head of yours." He smirks before kissing you once again.
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Taste for Older Men
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Summary: Growing up with you never had much interest in boys your age but when your dads best friends stuck around more everything changed
Pairing: Cowboy Negan x f!reader
Warnings: age gap, evil boyfriend
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Growing up I never understood all my friends having crushes on guys in our class, I mean they were so immature and not even cute so I never had a reason to try things out and explore like so many people my age, because I knew what I likedâŠâŠand that is older men, I never realized until my dads best friend moved to town and started coming over more and more, I never acted on it because obviously itâs inappropriate but god did I want to
I graduated school and went to college online so I could work on my dads farm to help out and save up some money, it just made everything easier, then I graduate college and Negan lost his farm hand so dad got me to help him out and get my sister to work on our family farm instead
Iâve only been working with Negan for a month and itâs been killing me, every glance, everytime heâd wrap his arms around me to show me the âproperâ way to do something, had me wanting more than just a farm hand, I want to feel loved, I tried to get over Negan with a guy from town, he was sweet when we first started dating, the flowers before dates and opening doors and the good mornings texts but in all honesty it always felt like he was just a friend a really close guy friend but I guess this I how itâs suppose to feel right?
But now heâs mean, always calls drunk and when weâre out at gatherings he treats me like a toy to parade around but I donât know how to leave him and god do I want to so badly
That leads to today Negan was coming over to our house for a barbecue so itâs a perfect chance to doll myself up compared to farming clothes, I finished off my makeup and pulled on a a ivory sundress, I made my way downstairs seeing my mom finishing off some salads as dad was out setting up everything
âWell donât you look like a fresh flower in spring! Are you all dolled up for Mark?â My heart dropped
âWhatâŠâŠwhat do you mean Iâm staying here for supper!â
âWell dad said he ran into Mark today at the garage and invited him over, Negans never met him so why not introduce them itâll be fun!â I tried to keep a chipper expression but I felt like screaming inside, the door bell rang alerting someone was here
âCould you get that dear Iâm still finishing up hereâ
I walked over to the door relieved to see Negan standing there instead of Mark, I let out a breathe he obviously noticed
âYou alright darling?â
âWhat? Oh yeah Iâm finally justâŠ..never mind please come inâ I said nervously stepping to the side to clear the door way
âOld man said youâre boyfriends coming around tonightâ he said with a hint of displease
âDoes that man talk to everyone godâ I groan
âWhat donât want me meeting the guy whoâs got my girl all worriedâ my heart did a flip at the words âmy girlâ but I couldnât think on it too long when a knock came from the door and my mood plummeted
With a shaky hand I open the door and there stood my walking nightmare that fake smile plastered on his smug face
âHey babe thanks for the invite, had to hear from you old manâ he says as he pulled me close by my hip a hint of anger in his voice
âIâm sorry itâŠâŠit just slipped my mindâ my voice wavered as he squeezed my hip, Negan cleared his throat
âOh mark this is Negan, Negan this is Markâ
âSo this is the Negan that always takes up all your time on that damn farmâ
âMark you know itâs my job and I love working thereâŠâŠ.please you just got hereâ I whisper the last part, looking at Negan who had a shocked look on his face, definitely not expecting this to be my boyfriend
We all were sitting out on the back porch with the lowering sun basking us in golden light, a slight breeze in the air making a chill running down my spine, as dad laid the food on the table for everyone
âHere take my plaid you gotta be freezingâ Negan said draping his brown and green longsleeve plaid over my shoulders, his cologne surrounding my senses
âIâm right here manâ Mark barked from my other side
âMark he was just being nice itâs fineâ
âThatâs what you always sayâ
âAnd whatâs that suppose to mean?â
âAlways going on and on about him and brushing me off like Iâm some psycho boyfriend when Iâm sick of hearing about himâ
âMarkâŠâŠâ my dad groans as a warning
Everything seemed to come crashing down and I couldnât keep it all in anymore
âYouâre the one that comes home late stinking of booze and cheap perfume thinking I donât see the lipstick stains on your shirt collar, or when you make me feel like a piece of meat infront of all you friends Iâm sick of it Markâ at my words he shot up in his chair clearly enraged as he towered over me
âWho the hell do you think youâre talking toâ the chair behind me screeched back Negan now towering over me too with the angriest look Iâve never seen before
âGet the hell outta here before you regret itâ mark was angry but he was also a hell of a coward, especially faced with a big strong man like Negan
He huffed as he stomped down the porch, hearing his truck start up and rush off down the dirt road, I slumped down in my chair completely embarrassed but also that relief that Iâll never have to deal with that ass again
âPlease excuse meâ I sigh as I get up from the table and head up to my room for a moment of peace, I sat down on my reading ledge by my window going through all the times he mistreated me and how much he ruined my firstâŠ..well my first everything
âHey darlin mind if I sit with ya?â Negan asks from my doorway, I simply nodded hearing him cross my room and sit next to me, I look up at him and feel my lip tremble
âHe ruined everythingâ I finally break down when he holds me close to his chest
âHe took my first kiss, felt like nothing, took my virginity even though I didnât feel anything like that for him, he took my happinessâ
âBaby look at meâ he says as he leans me back tilting my head up to wipe my tears away
âIf I could Iâd take all your pain away, replace all those firsts with happy memories but I know one thingâŠâŠâ
âWhat?â
âYouâll be happy again, even if I gotta kill him to see you smile again Iâll do it because it kills me to see you like thisâ
âItâs not like Iâm sad heâs gone, Iâm relieved really but heâs never what I wantedâ I say placing my hand ontop of his that was still against my cheek
âAnd what is it you want darlin?â
âIâve always wanted you, I know I shouldnât youâre my dads best friend but all my secrets are coming out todayâ I pity laugh
âI want you too, when you started working on my farm, you working around the farm and treating my animals like your own, making me feel like I wasnât some old man out there alone, I want you by my side more than you knowâ
My world in one day went from hell back to heaven all because of the man I craved the most in this world
Part 2
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Hiii!, I actually saw ur last post (the arranged marriage with some bonten members) n I wanted to ask for a second part with the other bonten members if u could ofc! Thank u for reading my request n I hope u have a good day ! :3
Of course!!! Here are Koko, Rindou, Mochi and Kakucho!
Koko-
Hates this idea at first but completely pushes his feelings aside for the good of the gang. After all, this will mean more money for them right? They'll be even more successful?Â
He's polite to you and makes sure you have everything you need but he's never around, he avoids you whenever he can. There's no love in this marriage and Koko doesn't even want to pretend there is. You're not her, the one he was supposed to marry.Â
You keep doing all these little things for him though. Greeting him whenever he is home, making sure he's eaten, and you're always smiling so nicely at him. It doesn't take long for him to develop a crush.
He mentally argues with himself a lot over you. He wants you, craves you, needs you but his guilt won't go away. You're not her and maybe that's a good thing but the thought of that makes him feel so guilty.Â
Sometimes he has nightmares that she's mad at him for moving on, other times he sees you in a burning building with him being unable to save you.Â
There is no easy fix for the things he's been through but because of you he decides to change and realises he needs to let Akane go. It's a long process, but at least you'll have each other.Â
Rindou-
Honestly thought the whole arranged marriage thing was a joke at first. Couldn't see why it would be him either, especially not with Ran right there, isn't he the one everyone picks?
Doesn't expect this to go well and it shows in the way he acts towards you. He doesn't do anything wrong exactly, he's just a bit cold. Like he's putting up a wall between the two of you.Â
He's very surprised when he actually does start liking you. You're easy to talk to and fun to tease and you seem to genuinely like him. Still finds himself a bit unsure to show he likes you though, the two of you will be laughing together one minute, having a good time until he suddenly frowns and excuses himself.Â
It takes a push from Ran to make Rindou tear the walls he put up down. It was just a simple comment, something Ran tried to tease him with "well if you don't want her I'd be more then happy to keep her with me". It made his blood boil, you're not Ran's wife, you're his. Comes home quickly after that where you're waiting for him, asking him what's wrong. It all spills out then, all of his feelings for you, how unsure he is and how he refuses to lose you.Â
Rindou thinks nothing has ever felt better then you reassuring him after he told you everything. Vows from then on to be the best husband he can for you and does a great job at it (Ran of course takes credit for all of this).Â
Mochi-
The first thing he ever says to you in private is an apology. He knows you probably didn't want this, that you must've had dreams of marrying someone precious to you. So he decides to give you the best life possible.
Get's a bit confused about how nice and loving you are towards him, tells you that you don't need to pretend, he doesn't expect you to love him anyway.Â
Works a lot of extra hours to let you be alone more often. He figures you'd prefer more time with the house to yourself but you keep calling and texting him. Telling him about your day, checking up on him, even sending him cute pictures and videos you find online. Your actions don't match his assumptions.
One day he just sits down with you and asks you exactly what you want from him and this marriage. He's very surprised to hear that you care for him and want to be a proper husband and wife.Â
Mochi had never actually considered his feelings towards you but could definitely see himself happily being with a girl like you. So he let's you love him and let's himself fall for you too.Â
Kakucho-Â
The perfect gentleman, he's nothing but kind and caring towards you, always putting you first and taking your feelings into consideration. Sure he was surprised by the whole arranged marriage thing at first but he's determined to make sure you have a good marriage.Â
He gets home from work, always answers that his day was fine then focuses on you and how you're feeling/ doing. He never tells you anything about his work or how he is.Â
Sometimes you can tell he's tired or that it's been a tough day from the look in his eyes. But he never "bothers" you with that stuff.Â
Marriage isn't a partnership for Kakucho, you're someone he cares about, someone he needs to take care of, protect.Â
"Hey you can tell me yknow, you can let me in and lean on me sometimes too" It takes you being honest with Kakucho and telling him to open up to you, to treat this marriage as a partnership for things to change.
Kakucho's so used of being the one taking care of others, of keeping everything bottled up that you genuinely catch him off guard. He never even imagined this type of thing would bother you, that you would want to take on some of his burdens. But of course he promised to give you everything you wanted so he let's you. It's the start of how you two really started your partnership.Â
#yknow before i wrote these i was like oh all the green flags in bonten it'll be fine then actually writing them i was like wth was i talking#about all these guys have so many issues#tokyo revengers#tokrev#tokyo rev#kokonoi hajime#rindou haitani#kanji mochizuki#kakucho#tokyo revengers spoilers
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Could I request kenma x male reader omegaverse where kenma has a huge crush on reader but doesn't know what to do with it?
Warnings: references to meeting someone on the internet and getting kidnapped/molested.
Omegan Stranger
Kenma Kozume x male reader
"Kenma!! You've gotta meet my friend (Name)! I feel like you guys would like each other!" Hinata jumped onto Kenma, almost latching onto him as a baby koala.
Kenma sighed and tried shaking Hinata off, "Hinata, for the last time please stop coming up behind me, like that you are going to give me a heart attack".
"But! He also likes video games!"
Kenma just stared at Hinata, giving a look, "So you think just because we both like video games, we would like each other? Pass".
"Hey, what are you two gossiping about?". Kurro walked up towards the duo.
"Oh hey, Kurro! I was just telling Kenma about my friend that he would like!"
"Oh is that so~ well you should give up, Kenma's alpha is like non-existent. Speaking of which, are you sure you're an alpha? You know, I've heard of school testing coming out wrong".
"Can both of you quiet down? I'm trying to finish this game before the match starts... also I'm kinda already 'talking' to someone.." Kenma rolled their eyes and focus on his phone.
"WHAT?!"
...
The three walked towards a corner store, "come on Kenma, can you give us a little details about them?"
"No".
Kurro sighed, "Okay... how about where y'all met?".
"On LOL".
Hinata and Kurro, gave eachother a look. "Okay listen buddy, I'm sorry to say but the person might be an 40 old man".
"No they arent".
"Okay! But how do you know! It's a stranger!" Hinata yelled.
"Keep it down please, we are supposed to meet up today at the Internet Café".
Kurro put a hand on Kenma's shoulder, "As your best friend-"
"You're not my best friend"
"Shush, again, as your best friend, I and Hinata will come with you to make sure you don't get molested or kidnapped by a stranger on the internet".
...
Kurro snickered, "Are you really wearing your volleyball uniform to this "date"".
"Yeah because I told them that I will be wearing a red sweatsuit"
"Okay but what are they wearing?"
Kenma looked at his phone, "He said a yellow turtle neck".
Kurro whisled, "Oh so it's a guy?".
"Yeah... is that a problem?".
"Oh no! I'm an ally!"
Kenma gave Kurro a look, "Shut up, we are here".
Hinata looked through the window, "OMG ITS (NAME), I'LL BE RIGHT BACK".
Hinata ran inside, "Jesus what's his problem, right Kenma? Kenma?".
Kenma just stared at the duo through the window, his breath hitch.
'This scent... it reeks'
"Kenma... hello?" Kurro kept shaking his hands in front of the blonde, trying to get him out of his trance.
"Sorry I can't do this". Kenma started walking away from the café.
Kurro looked af Kenma in shock, "HEY BRO WHERE YOU GOING?!".
Hinata and (Name) came out of the café, "(Name)! These are my friends! Kurro and Kenma! Wait were did Kenma go?"
"Um.. I don't know? He kinda just walked away".
"It's okay Hinata, I'm just waiting on a friend to show up, which could be any minute now".
Kurro gave Hinata an awkward look, "Listen, why don't we keep you company untill your friend arrives? So it's safer!"
"Um..." (Name) looked at their phone, "sure that's okay".
...
[11:43 p.m.]
Kenma just stared at his PC screen, debating whether or not to turn it on. 'If I go online, my online statues would be seen and if they are on, they'll wonder why I didn't show up today'.
'Fuck it. I am not wasting my daily rewards on some man' .
As soon as Kenma launched the game, he saw that his inbox had three missed messages.
Hey! I'm at the café! Let me know when you are here! :)
Hey, I don't mean to be a bother but are you coming? My friend came by and is keeping me company until then.
Hey, is everything okay?
Okay, I'm going to go. Sorry things didn't go as planned. Maybe next time? :)
Kenma stared at the messages and sighed, 'God, I'm such a dick'.
[Ding]
Kenma looked and saw that he was invited to an private in game chat.
'Time to face my consequencess'
"Hey, sorry that I didn't show up. Something came up".
"Oh, it's okay! I wasn't alone but we should really try meeting up again next time".
"Yeah. Next time.".
"Yeah.... I was thinking at the in person tournament? It's this Saturday! There is a grand prize too!".
"Yeah, we can try Saturday. Are you thinking about teaming up?".
"Yeah! Of course!".
"Good. Let's do a practice round".
"Ready when you are!".
...
"So why did you leave yesterday?"
Kenma stared at Kurro, "something came up".
"Bullshit". Kurro crossed his arms, giving a judgemental mother look towards Kenma.
Kenma sighed, throwing the volleyball towards the wall, "I don't know, I just kinda froze".
"You froze?"
"Yeah..."
Kurro scoffed, "for an alpha that was adopted by two omegan parents. You sure are skittish around them".
Kenma dropped the ball, "wait, they are an omegan?"
"Duh".
Kenma looked at his chest, 'Is that why you were acting up yesterday'.
"Well if it makes you feel better, we are going to retry Saturday"
"Way to go buddy!" Kurro put Kenma in a head lock, " I knew you could get bitches!".
Kenam growled, "LET ME GO".
"Woah woah, easy there baby alpha. Oh my God look at my baby, he is already growling".
"Please shut up Kurro!".
"No, but for real, we need to get you to prepare! Don't want you freezing up again!". Kurro teased.
Kurro looked at Kenma, "why did you freeze up again?"
Kenma face turned red, picking his nails, "I don't know. At first, his scent reeked then it felt welcoming and I don't know it just kinda made me freeze".
Kurro smiled, "Man, that omega has gotten a hold on your alpha".
"..what".
"Wait how long have you've known him?"
Kenma took a minute, "Well we've been playing on LOL together for a year now".
"And yall are going to meet for the first time Saturday?".
Kenma nodded.
Kurro sighed, "Well you might aswell confess now".
Kenma started choking, "WHAT?".
Kurro started tsking, "No omega would meet up with a stranger they meet on LOL for christ sake. So let's get you to prepare for Saturday".
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[Saturday]
"Now Kenma, what did we practice saying?"
"Don't tell him that he stinks"
"Good. What else?"
"Make them feel like they are being heard in the conversation".
"Wonderful. Last thing?"
"Um... food is the way to the heart?".
"No, but just be a good host".
Kurro gave Kenma a pat on the back, sending him his way into the convention center.
Kenma laid eyes on (Name), freezing again, "hey buddy, you are going to be okay". Kurro pushed Kenma foward.
(Name) turned around and smiled at the duo, "hey! Are you Kenma?".
Kenma gulped, "um yeah".
"Oh cool! My name is obviously (Name)! You know the guy you've been talking too on LOL".
The two both nervously laughed, Kurro smiled at them, "Well I'll leave you kids to do whatever nerd shit this is! Later!".
(Name) smiled, "So... the tournament doesn't begin until 1:50, I was wondering if you wanted to check out the anime convention next door until then? There is a lot of VAs here!".
"Um yeah sure that's cool".
"Great!".
The two walked around endlessly in the hot box of an convention center, pushing pass people, looking at the over priced dropshipper vendors.
"Oo! Actually Kenma there is an local artist I want to check out before we go eat. Is that okay?"
"Yeah sure, what art do they do?"
The two walk up to the vendor, "Well they just do fan art but I can't resist keychains".
As the two waited in line, something caught Kenma's eye.
"Hey, (Name). I'll be right back!".
"Oh okay! I'll meet you at the food court?" (Name) chirped happily.
Kenma walked up to an LOL vendor that was selling keychains of the video game characters.
"Um excuse me? Can I get two of these?"
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"Kenma there you are!". (Name) smiled and walked towards the blonde carrying drinks.
"Hey" Kenma smiled down, rubbing his neck, "Well I got this for you".
Kenma held out (Name)'s favorite LOL character in a keychain.
"Oh my goodness, Kenma.. you didn't have too".
As (Name) reached out for the Keychain, Kenma grabbed the man's hands.
(Name) look at the blonde, "(Name)...."
"Yes?".
"(Name) if we win this tournament... can I court you?".
(Name)'s face flushed in red.
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[Few years later]
"Name... wake up. I don't have time for this today".
(Name) snuggled closer in the bedsheets, just coming off of his latest heat, "I don't wanna, if I do get up that means I gotta be a person today".
Kenma chuckled, "Babe, I love you but I'm trying to stream... I don't wanna anyone else seeing my omega laying in their natural habitat"
"NaTUrAL HaBiTAt, you make it seem like I'm an animal"
Kenma sighed, "Well.. you do bite..".
(Name) threw a pillow towards the man, "You dick!".
(Name) charged towards Kenma; Kenma grabbing (Name)'s legs and flipping him upside down.
"AND HIS NAME IS JOHN CENA! BOOM BOOM BOOOM".
This was my first request and I am very happy! It was long, barely proofread, but I think it was goof! I hope you enjoyed it. Thank you so much! This was kinda rushed, sorry user if this wasn't as good as you hoped it to be. Thank you for the request anyways!
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Online matchup 11
Summery: Jason said he was going to be out of town, but that doesnât stop Red Hood from checking in once in a while. But there are more pressing matters Y/n is dealing with, and Y/n has live with what they learned and theyâre not sure how to handle it.
Warning: fluff I think, swearing, reader is having a crisis anyways. So is Jason.
A/N: Iâm trying to get my rhythm back after everything went to shit, so I am starting with a new chapter of this. Hope you like it, itâs the only thing I finished before everything happened with my mother-in-law. And donât worry, I still plan on posting the other ficus I promised, Iâm just trying not to overwhelm myself. Also, this was 100% inspired the new arc of Batman: Wayne Family Adventures on webtoon
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March 14
Roy
So
How goes it with Jason?
Y/n
Why?
Why do you have the need to keep my number?
Roy
Because one day we will meet, and we will have to be friends
Y/n
Because of Jason?
Roy
Because of Jason
But this way, we can get ahead of the game
And I donât have to pretend to like you for I will already like you when that day comes
Y/n
Youâre so weird
Roy
Yeah but arenât we all a little weird in our own way?
Y/n
I guess
Roy
So?
Answer my question
Y/n
So demanding
Just ask Jason
He is your friend
Roy
Yeah, but he doesnât like talking about personal things while working
Y/n
So youâre going to get information from me?
What makes you think Iâll answer?
Roy
I could always ask Conner
Y/n
Why would he know about my relationship?
Roy
Heâs dating your sister
And he is friends with with Tim
Y/n
Damn
Youâre right
Roy
Always am
Y/n
Mm, I donât think so
But things with Jason is good
Weâve aired out our worries and continue to see each other regularly
Roy
Good
Y/n
Whyâd that feel threatening?
Y/n
Your friend Roy is something else
Jason
What?
When the fuck did you meet Roy?
Y/n
Um
Technically I havenât physically met him
But Conner made a group chat the other week and he was in it?
And now he has taken to texting me
Itâs wild
Jason
This was not how I wanted the two of you to meet
Y/n
It is what it is
My mom always said I needed more friends
Jason
I doubt this is how she wanted that to happen
Y/n
It is what it is
Donât be too mad
Jason
Iâm not
You guys were bound to meet eventually
Just not like this
Y/n
Yeah but thatâs okay
I kind of like Roy
Though sometimes it feels like heâs threatening me when he talks
But other then that heâs okay
Jason
Nice to know that you have other options in the dating world if this doesnât work out
Y/n
Okay I wouldnât go that far
Heâs nice and all
But Iâm not the type of person to go after my exâs best friend
Jason
Iâm just saying
Y/n
So am I
Jason
I mean, thereâs always Red Hood you could go after
Y/n
I have many regrets
And telling you my crush on him is the biggest one
Jason
I think itâs cute
Y/n
I think itâs unattainable
Jason
Mm
Maybe, maybe not
Y/n
Whatâs that suppose to mean?
Jason
Nothing you need to worry about
Y/n
Okay, well now Iâm worried
Jason
Mm, well thatâs to bad
On an unrelated note,
I might be a little distant for a bit
Got stuff I need to work on
So our dinner date has to be on pause till I get back.
Y/n
We had a dinner date?
Jason
I love how thatâs your takeaway from that
Y/n
Well I mean
I feel like thatâs something I would remember
Jason
...
I didnât ask you, did I?
Y/n
That seems to be the case
Jason
Well, I guess Iâll have to ask you when I get back
Y/n
What?
Booo
**
Thereâs a thump outside your window that has you looking up from your book. You freeze, waiting for something to happen. When nothing happens, you go back to your book.
Before you can focus on the words, you hear something from beyond your window. Head snapping to it, you narrow your eyes as if you could see through it.
When the sounds kept coming, so did your curiosity. Sighing, you set the book down and pushed your blankets as you got off the bed to investigate.
Drawing the curtains open, you come face to face with someone you thought you'd never see again. You blinked a few times to see if you were seeing things. But you weren't and it was Red Hood that sat on your fire escape.
Opening your window, you leaned out to see what he was doing better. He wasn't injured but he was heaving. Like he was running from something.
"Come here often?" you asked once your assessment was done. You watched in amusement as he jumped slightly, hand hovering over his holster as he turned around
âWhy are you awake so late at night?" he asked instead. You shrugged and rested your chin on your hand.
"Wasn't tired," you answered, eyes straying down to the streets below when you heard shouts. "So, I thought you usually fight thugs. You don't seem to be the hiding type."
Red Hood shrugged and relaxed, leaning back on the wall. "Don't really feel like fighting tonight. Figured Batman can have this one.â
"I thought you hated him," you said, surprised.
"Love hate relationship I guess."
Silence fell as you watched the Gotham night bustle with life, enjoying the sounds. "You hungry or something?" you asked, and could see the hesitation when he realized that he'd have to remove the helmet. "I can turn my back if youâre more comfortable with that," you suggested. At his nod, you stood and beelined to the kitchen. Once the food was plated and warmed, you grabbed a water bottle and walked back.
"It isn't much, but at least it's something,â you said as you handed the food over. He granted and you turned around. Sitting on the floor back leaning against the window. You heard the click and hiss coming from behind. Though you were curious to see what his face looked like, you promised not to peak.
"So, do you feed everyone who stops on your fire escape or am I just special?" he asked around a mouthful of food. Your checks warmed and was very glad that he couldn't see.
"Only the ones I like,â you teased.
"That implies you have visitors," he pointed out.
"And if I do?â
"Then you should be worried." You snorted, hugging your knees to your chest.
"I'm on the sixth floor. I don't know who would come to my window.â
âDidn't stop me.â
"Guess youâre just special."
"So, should I be worried once your boyfriend gets home?" Red Hood asked when there was a lull in the conversation. You hummed and rested your chin on your knees
"I don't think so,â you answered, "I live alone."
"So no boyfriend? Or girlfriend?"
"No girlfriend," you confirmed, "I'm not sure if he's my boyfriend.â
Jason's heart leapt in his chest, and he rubbed his chest with nerves. "Sounds complicated."
"Not complicated,â you hummed, "I mean, I would like to call him my boyfriend but we've been talking and we've been on a couple of dates. But we haven't talked about what we are. Which is fine, I don't need a label to tell me how I feel about him."
"How do you feel about him?" he asked when you trailed off.
"I really really like him. And I trust him a lot too, and I could see myself falling in love with him. I just need to trust myself, you know? I'm just afraid to fuck it up with him. Like, I have his heart in my hands and I'm afraid l'Il break it. His been through so much and I don't want to be added on to list of how I fucked it up."
Jason's heart went out to you, and could understand where you were coming from. He is on the same boat as you.
"Sounds like this is a conversation you need to have with him," he said, voice a little rough. He cleared his throat and you nodded. "Not with some vigilante." You let out a wet laugh, and wiped your eyes when you realized you were crying.
âYeah, guess you're right," you said. "Sorry for putting that all on you. You might have some relationship problems of your own."
"I wouldn't say that," he muttered, and you could hear movement from behind you. Once you heard the familiar click, you moved to sit on your knees and turned around, leaning your forearms on the window sill. "Thanks for the food.â
"Wasn't much but thanks for listening to a random cizitians worries.â
âIt's what we do," he said, getting a genuine laugh from you and Jason smiled.
One of his favourite sounds and he'll never get tired of it. He gave you a two finger salute and ran down the stairs.
You stood up and watched as he disappeared. You bit your lip to keep from smiling and leaned out the window to grab the dishes. He was an interesting person, you had to admit
And if you meet him again well you wouldn't be opposed to that.
And meet him you did.
Three days later, you're in your room finishing some homework when you hear a thud outside your window. Setting your books aside, you crawl off your bed and towards your window. You opened your window with a smile. âOne would think you're here to- holy shit! Are you okay?" you exclaimed when you saw his bleeding arm.
Red Hood looked up and you could feel the scowl behind his helmet. "Are you ever sleeping?"
"Do you ever not get hurt while being a hero?" you shot back. He bristled and nodded in satisfaction when he didnât respond. âAre you okay though? That looks like it hurts.â
âFine,â he grunted, âjust a graze.â
âJust a graze,â he says while bleeding,â you mocked, giving him a look. "You've been shot at, forgive me if I don't believe you.â
"Believe what you like. I don't care."
"Well someone's grumpy," you said and opened the way. âCome, letâs get that fixed before you bleed to death.â
âAre you always this sarcastic?" he asked, but didn't move. You stepped back and put your hands on your hips and raised an eyebrow.
"I don't bite," you answered, and quirked your lip. "Unless asked."
"I'll take that as a yes," he said with a laugh. Shaking his head, he ducked through the window with a groan. "You don't strike me as someone who invites people over,â he said, looking around the room as he followed you.
âI'm not, this is just repaying you for saving my life a couple of months ago." You gestured towards the chair as you went to the bathroom. "Have a seat. I'll be back.â After rummaging through your bathroom, you found the first aid kit and came back to find Red Hood sitting with his jacket off.
You pulled a chair closer to him, and set the kit down before opening it. "Itâs going to sting a bit," you warned, and he only grunted. "Okay then," you said and started cleaning the bullet wound. "Good news, you don't need stitches."
"Bad news?" he asked and you startled, not expecting him to say anything.
"It might scar but I doubt it."
âWhatâs one more scar?â he questioned and you eyed him after you taped the gauze. âWhat?â
âNothing,â you said, averting your gaze back to his arm. You rolled down his sleeve, only to give your hands something to do. âHurt anywhere else?â
âNah, that was the best of it,â he said and crossed his arms. âAre you a nurse or something?â
âOr something,â you answered. Youâre unsure how you know, but you know that heâs giving you a flat look. âEngineer student,â you said with a little wave. âI happen to get injuries a lot, and instead of going to the doctors, I learned to treat myself properly. Itâs come in handy a few times.â
âSo you know how to do stitches?â
You shook your head and leaned back into the chair. âIn theory, sure. But Iâve never had to do them. Iâve always gone to the doctors if I need them.â
âGuess I could be your practice dummy,â he mused and you leaned over slightly to poke his side.
âDonât even think about it,â you said, poking him again. To which he slapped your hand away. âIâm not going to be responsible for scaring Red Hood even more.â
âI think if it came from you, I think I wouldnât mind.â
Flushing, you turned away from him and sniffed. âWell regardless, this is a one time thing. Donât expect it to happen again.â
Except it did.
Over the course of the week, Red Hood would come by unexpectedly. Whether to hide out from his partners, or in need of a nurse that he felt safe coming to you or simply to talk to someone.
And each night you sat in your room, waiting. It was never the same time but always early enough that you wouldnât be going to sleep late. Despite your messed up sleep schedule, Red Hood was determined to fix it.
And every night, your feelings grew a little more. But you never acted on them, your heart belonged to Jason, even if you hadnât realized it yet.
March 22
Y/n (10:20 am)
So you know that crush I have on red hood?
Ellie
The one that you squashed after falling for Jason?
Yes I remember
Y/n
It came back full force
I think Iâm in love
Ellie
Y/n I swear
Itâll go away eventually
And how?
Youâve never met him
Y/n
Iâve met him twice
Ellie
The only time youâll meet a hero or whatever is if one youâre a criminal or two you need help
And I doubt itâs the first one
Y/n
Hey!
I can be a criminal if I wanted too
Ellie
Yeah but your too nice and in love to be one
Y/n
Touché
Anyways, Iâve meet him and the second time weâve talked
Heâs nice
Ellie
You can not fall for people who are nice y/n
Thatâs how you get hurt
Y/n
What about Jason?
Ellie
I think heâs different
The both of you have been hurt too many times and you both know that
So youâre taking the time to get to know each othere
Y/n
Whenâd you get so wise?
Ellie
Someone had to when you moved out
Y/n
Listen here you little shit
Ellie
Iâm listening
Y/n
Asshole
Ellie
You know what would be funny?
If Jason turned out to be Red Hood
Ha! You fell for the same dude twice
Y/n
Why would you say that?
ELLIE
WHY
WHY
WOULD
YOU
SAY
THAT
Ellie
Itâs a JOKE
Y/n
IT'S NOT A VERY FUNNY ONE
IT'S LIKE SAYING CONNER IS SUPERBOY
Conner (1:30 pm)
WHY WOULD YOU TELL ELLIE IM SUPERBOY
Y/n
It was a JOKE
Itâs not like you actually are
Conner
âŠ
Y/n
ARE YOU ACTUALLY
Conner
NO
Y/n
Holy shit
It was suppose to be a joke
Conner
NOT A REALLY FUNNY ONE
Y/N
You donât say
Conner
Whyâd you even say it anyways?
Y/n
She started it
Telling me that Jason could be red hood
And that I fell for him twice
Which is insane
Conner
Absolutely insane
Doesnât have a reason to be him anyways
I mean RH is mean and not really a hero, you know?
Who shoots at people and almost kills them?
That's not Jason at all
Jasonâs sweet and caring and the total opposite of RH
Y/n
âŠ
Iâm telling Jason you think heâs sweet and caring
Conner
I can see why he likes you
Youâre both the same
Y/n
Sweet and caring?
Conner
Go away
Y/n
Nah
Your dating my sister
Your stuck with me forever
Conner
Or until we break up
Y/n
True
But then you'll die :)
Conner
somehow, that smiley face makes it worst
Y/n
:)
You hated your sister. Like sure, you love her and any given time you wouldn't mind talking to her. But at this moment while you were pacing your room. You really hated your sister.
You know what would be funny? . If Jason turned out to be Red Hood. Ha! You fell for the same dude twice.
You couldn't stop thinking about her words, and your curiosity ran too deep for you to leave it alone. You opened your laptop ready to go snooping on Batman's computer but you stopped yourself and started pacing.
"If Jason wanted me to know, heâd tell me, right?" you asked out loud. "But then again, he wouldn't tell me because he isn't Red Hood." Turning, you walked back, hands moving in front of you.
"But then again, if he was him then he had good reasons for not telling me." Turn, walk. "But if it is him, does that mean the whole family's a hero family?" you questioned and groaned. "Oh! That would make sense. All those nights helping his brothers with something.â
Turn, walk. âIt would be so embarrassing if he was. All the things I said to Red Hood about Jason. And vide versa,â you said in realization. You stopped walking and covered your face with your hands. âThe conversation I should have had with Jason instead of Red Hood. Plus I told him I had a crush on Red Hood! Oh no!
âAnd if he is actually Red Hood, it would be an invasion of privacy if I look into it.â
You stared at your laptop as you chewed your lip in thought. "Fuck it," you said, and dived onto the bed. Moving your laptop to your lap, you began typing away praying that Batman doesn't notice your presence.
Once entering the back door you created, you began your search. It didn't take long to find what you were looking for and you spent the next twenty minutes reading everything Batman had on Red Hood
You closed your computer and fell back onto your bed, covered your face with your hands in defeat. Why? Why couldn't you leave well enough alone? Why did you have to let your curiosity run wild? And why did you have to listen to your sister? Questions you didn't know the answers to, and none were important. There was only one that needed an answer.
What are you going to do now that you know the truth?
You couldn't talk to anyone about it, and the one person you could, doesnât know that you know.
Sitting back down, you opened your laptop with the intention of getting rid of the backdoor to Batman's computer. Just as you were deleting it, something caught your attention.
Still not knowing better, you followed it and covered your mouth in shock.
The Joker was out, and he was on the hunt.
Y/n (2:23 am)
I hope your doing okay
#jason todd x reader#online match up#jason todd x gn!reader#Jason Todd imagine#Jason Todd#Batman imagine#my writing
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Reality Show (Obey Me!)
ââââââââââ ⊠ââââââââââ
Diavolo convinces Lucifer to have him & his brothers do a new demon reality show that revolves around their everyday lives.
»Characters: Demon Bros // ->[Click here for Part 2: Dateables]
»Tags: LUCIFER CAUGHT IN 4K, Shitpost/Humor, Mentions of reader/MC, Husbando Beel Supremacy, Bulleted Style
»Notes: CM = Crew Member ;; Sorry I was gonna upload this sooner but wanted to draw art for it. xD
Lucifer:
"Okay that's enough, go somewhere else."
CM: "We can't, you agreed to this under contract"
sighs
Mildly regretted his loyalty to Diavolo, otherwise he would've never done this
His camera crew was always on edge with him
The show stressed him more than usual
Perhaps there were a few embarrassing moments he would prefer not to talk about
Like pushing a door that said pull, forgetting the word spoon and calling it a tiny bowl on a stick
[Camera peeks through Lucifer's study, recording a smiling Lucifer texting on his phone]
CM: "Who were you texting Lucifer? Was it ___? There's been rumors..."
"I was checking the weather."
CM: "You take selfies for the weather?"
Mammon:
"Hey wait stop recordin' this! Not that what we are doin' is illegal!"
His camera crew had a rough time with him
But it made for good television!
He talked shit about Lucifer the most
"Yeah a lotta people dunno this, but Lucifer cries to me all the time! What can I say, I'm a reliable guy!"[Crew zooms in on an unamused Lucifer in the background]
[Cut to Mammon hanging from the ceiling]
"Can someone get me down from here!? HEY! WHERE ARE YOU GUYS GOIN'!?"
A lot of the crew's clips had shaky movement from running due to multiple mammon situations
They got a great swoon-worthy shot of Mammon gazing lovingly at you
CM: "Maybe you should confess?"
"I'm confessin' to nothin'! Talk to my lawyer!"
CM: "That's not what we- Nevermind."
Levi:
"I already stream online so this isn't any different."
lol
Levi didn't realize they'd be watching his every move
How was he suppose to worship his shrine of Ruri and you in front of them!?
His camera crew couldn't stop cringing around the otaku
it was uncomfortable for everyone
[Camera films secret sweet moment of him awkwardly practicing asking if you want to hang out]
He asked for it to be deleted, it was denied
However his ratings shot up after that clip and the next one:
CM: "Do you have a crush on ___?"
"W-what!? N-no!!! (Incoherent Levi noises and he trips)"
That clip became a viral meme for weeks
I'm talking remixes and everything
In the end his camera crew actually did have a lot of fun with him and they game online together now
Satan:
"Watch your step. Oh, don't touch that!"
His camera crew had a difficult time with him
He managed to avoid them frequently so he wasn't overly present in the show, much to the annoyance of Lucifer and the others
If they did catch him, all the clips looked the same, all he did was read
They did manage to catch him feeding some stray devildom kitties
[Camera zooms in on him in his room with a collared cat on his lap]
CM: "I thought you couldn't have pets?"
"It's not mine. Clearly, I can't control what comes in my room as of late."
CM:Â "It has a collar?"
"Next question."
CM: "What can you tell us about the Anti-Lucifer League?"
"I don't know what you're talking about. Next question."
CM: "Okay... viewers want to know what's up with you and ___?"
[Satan opens a book and gets sucked in]
Asmo:
"It's like, Devilgram Live, but longer!"
Most unbothered out of everyone
He did get annoyed when they tried to catch him before he could start his morning beauty routine
He was scary, they caught it on camera...it was the only time the crew deleted a clip on a brothers request
Overall his crew had an easy time, it was standard to what they normally do, Asmo himself was fun
He was a natural, of course everyone loved him, who wouldn't?
Was the one to start drama for the sake of tv
Nothing too crazy just messed with Luci's schedule, got Mammon arrested, hid Levi's Ruri body pillow, little things really!
[Camera catches Asmo cuddling next to you]
CM: "You seem very fond of them!"
"I am! Oh maybe we can do like a one year WEDDING special later on!?"
Beel:
"Just don't get in my way I guess."
He wasn't really on board with the idea but not much he could do
His crew had an average time with him, he was easy and chill to film
They caught him doing a lot of activities like, cooking/baking, sports, gaming, it was surprising to viewers
His work out clips got a lot of views too, he was a busy demon
They filmed him helping around the house, even cleaning your room and leaving you little gift snacks
CM: "Wow, snacks? You must really like ___!"
"Yeah. I love them. I want to give them the world."He confidently admitted, smiling brightly
Had high ratings in the polls, the show gave everyone a new perspective of him who wasn't just a gluttonous beast
Belphie:
CM: "Is he breathing?"
"Zzz..."
The crew had an easy but boring time with him
There's only so many hours of a sleeping Belphie you can record
The were some soft serene moments with him,Beel and you, gazing at the stars
[Camera catches him sleeping, smiling and mumbling something about you]
CM (poking): "Belphie wanna share what you were dreaming about? We heard you call their name. "
"Only if the network agrees to air it unfiltered. It will be very descriptive."
CM:
CM: "That's a wrap guys."
⏊You might also like: MC's Livestream
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girl on fire 1
Warnings: this fic will include elements, some dark, such as cheating, neglect, noncon/dubcon, and other untagged triggers. Please take this into account before proceeding. It is up to curate your online consumption safely.
Summary: neglected, you find comfort in another home.
Characters: Jonathan Pine, Loki
Authorâs Note: Please feel free to leave some feedback, reblog, and jump into my asks. Iâm always happy to discuss with you and riff on idea. As always, you are cherished and adored! Stay safe, be kind, and treat yourself
Another lonely morning greets you. The chirping of birds and the yellow haze of sunlight does little to warm your bed. You stretch your arm out, feeling the empty space beside you. You lift your hand and stare at the ring you forgot to take off, as you often do. Sometimes, you just donât want to. Sometimes you think if you do, heâll truly be gone.Â
Your husband isnât gone though. Just absent. Just away on business. What's the difference?
You sit up and that knot under your shoulder pangs. You donât sleep well without Loki near. Even after all this time, youâre not used to it. You wonder if he lays awake in his hotel beds.Â
You go to the bathroom and wake yourself up with a splash of cold water. The day unfolds slowly around you as the dregs of sleep recede to painful reality. Alone. Again. Just like every day. When you said til death do you part, you didnât think it would be a walking death.Â
You wash and dress, for no reason in particular. You suppose because you should look human if you go outside. You sit and drink your tea in the kitchen as you watch the news on your phone. Current events only make you feel worse about the world. Even in your suburban paradise, there is no joy.Â
You close out the player and tap on your messages. The last text you got from your errant husband was two nights ago. He landed safely. He doesnât respond unless you message first. Youâre starting to forget the days when he would rush in the door and sweep you off your feet. There is only numbness left where once you tingled.Â
Youâll talk. Yeah, youâll sit down and communicate and make it all better. Sure, thatâll happen. You laugh at yourself as you rinse the mug and leave it in the sink. You say that to yourself every time and then he comes home and itâs just silence.Â
This isnât a home, itâs a prison. At least you get outdoors time here.Â
You step into your slippers and go outside, grabbing your gardening gloves as you tie on the tool belt with trowel, rake, and spade tucked in the pockets. You roll your shoulders and stretch, groaning as the dull jab remains under your shoulder blade. You need to stop reading in bed.Â
As you near the soil along the walk, you stop short. Dirt litters the pavement and petals scatter all around. You near fall to your knees, staggering instead as you grasp at your stomach. No, no, no.Â
You stare down at the ruin of your tulips. Not just any tulips but the pink and white ones youâd been nursing for weeks. The ones you bought yourself to mark your tenth year of marriage. The gift you never got from your husband because he couldnât fit you into his calendar.Â
âUgh!â You exclaim and stomp the broken stems. âI hate you!âÂ
You stamp your feet in the dirt, spreading the mess, jumping up and down as your anger swells and your hurt flows over. That damn squirrel! That pest! That horrid creature!Â
You kick through the other flowers, crushing peonies and pansies and violets. You donât care about any of it. It doesnât matter. It all just wilts and dies. Itâs all just a bunch of bullshit.Â
You clutch your head and collapse on your heels, sitting on your knees as you hang your head forward. Itâs not the flowers. You know itâs not. The one thing you donât want to think about is the only thing you can think about.Â
You stay like that, sobbing into the ruin of your front garden. How pathetic you must look in your old Gap tee shirt and oversized sweatpants. If any of those HOA cyborgs walked by, theyâd surely give you a citation.Â
âPardon,â a voice breaks through your tragedy and you close your eyes. Â
Youâre delusional. You have to be imagining things. It sounds just like him. Like your Loki. You turn your head and open your eyes, lashes webbed with tears. You sniff and quickly mop them away. Of course it wouldnât be your husband.Â
âAre you alright? I saw you fall from across the street,â the slim tall man stands on the other side of your iron gate. âOh my, well, what a mess that chap made of your garden. Iâm afraid he had a go at mine as well.âÂ
You squint and shake your head, âwho?âÂ
âThat squirrel fellow. He broke one of my planters as well,â he points with his long index finger. How peculiar. He reminds you of him. Tall, slim, and his nose...Â
âThatâs... yeah,â you sniffle and look down, using your shirt, to wipe away whatâs left of your grief.Â
âThey mustâve meant very much. Even if they are just flowers, I can empathise,â he says.Â
You shrug, âIâm being dramatic.âÂ
You stand and sweep off your pants. He lingers and you avoid looking at him. Youâve humiliated yourself enough.Â
âTulips,â he remarks. âIâve some lovely blue ones from Holland if youâd like some bulbs. Can never have too many.âÂ
âThatâs nice of you,â you keep your head down, turning your back to him, âwho are you exactly?âÂ
âOh, yes, I suppose Iâve not made the rounds yet. I... do you perhaps know a Hattie?âÂ
âYeah, across the street,â you mutter.Â
âThat would be her. My aunt,â he explains, âsheâs in need of some assistance, sheâs due for surgery, so Iâve volunteered myself as her minder. She always did make the nicest biscuits, I only think it fair.âÂ
âThatâs... nice,â you nearly choke on emotion. It is very sweet and selfishly, you feel worse for hearing it.Â
âNeedless to say, Iâm a bit of a stranger around here,â he continues, âIâm Jonathan, though, if you... care.âÂ
You take a breath and lower your head, trying to get yourself together. You face him and try to force a smile but only feel like you might start crying again. You enunciate your name through the tension in your lips. Â
He repeats it and it nearly takes your breath away, âdo I have that right?âÂ
You have to hold back a gasp as you nod. Â
âBeautiful,â he remarks, âhappy to have a name to the face. I hate to be trouble but you might see me around.âÂ
âThat's⊠That's okay. I'm sorry. I'm just⊠having a day,â you try to laugh out your distress but it only sounds fractured.Â
âWe all do,â he says, âI might be so lucky you never catch me in one.âÂ
âSure, uh, I'll⊠I gotta go inside.âÂ
âOf course,â he purrs, âI shall let you know if I do catch the menace.âÂ
You put on a perplexed face.Â
âThe squirrel,â he says, âI am merciful, never worry. I'll only give him a good fright.âÂ
âMm, thanks, er, I'll keep an eye out too.âÂ
âI do hope your day turns for the better,â he dips his head slightly, âcan't complain for the sun, can we?âÂ
He turns and struts to the curb. You watch as he looks both ways then strolls on, hands in his pockets, a man without a care. You envy him that, but you can't quite place that other thorn in your chest.Â
#jonathan pine#loki#dark jonathan pine#dark!jonathan pine#jonathan pine x reader#drabble#series#dark loki#dark!loki#loki x reader#the night manager#mcu#marvel#thor#avengers#au#girl on fire
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Act 5
(Amber Freeman x fem! reader)
Summary: After joining a discord server, you meet a girl... Warnings: (+18), smut, oral, fingering, blood, violence, injuries, characters are 18+ (English isn't my first language, I'm sorry if there are mistakes or if something doesn't make sense TvT)
As far as you could remember, you had always been a horror movie fan. Halloween, Friday the 13th, Saw, The exorcist, Stab... you enjoyed watching these movies. Recently, you had even joined a discord server for Stab fans.
It was really fun talking about these movies with people you knew liked them as much as you did, and it felt nice sharing your passion with others.
There were only two rules in this server: 1. If you were to make video calls, you would all wear Ghostface costumes and masks; and 2. Never, under any circumstances, say your name.
At first you thought that was weird, but it was a matter of safety. Stab fans were considered crazy after what happened in 2011 -and other side events.
Keeping your identity secret had become a must, if you didn't want other people online to hate on you and/or accuse you of crimes.
Fortunately, in the server, no one seemed to have a problem with the rules. And neither did you.
Until that day.
There was this girl on the server, with who you had been talking to in private for some months now. You may or may not had developed a little crush on her.
She was so nice, and it was so easy talking to her. You had the same opinion about almost everything too. But you didn't tell her. What if she thinks I'm weird? you thought.
You were currently on call with her, and the fact that you lived in Woodsboro just slipped.
"Wait- you live in Woodsboro? Me too! Maybe we know each other? What about we meet in real life?"
"I- We're not supposed to do that... Remember the rules? No personal information, so identity reveal or whatever..."
"Yeah, yeah, I know. But you trust me, right? 'Cause I know I can trust you"
"Of course I- I trust you but-"
"Well if we both trust each other, why not meet? It's better talking face to face, don't you think? Plus I'm dying to see what you look like. I'm sure you're super pretty"
You blushed at her words, and stuttered a quiet âokayâ.
Two hours later, you were waiting in front of the high school, nervous. What if she didnât like you irl? What if it was awkward? What if-
"Y/n?"
You turned around as you heard your name.
"Amber�"
You couldnât help but stare at her. She was gorgeous. The most beautiful girl you had ever seen.
"Itâs so nice to finally meet you!" she started "And I was right; youâre really pretty"
You spent the whole day chatting and laughing together. There was definitely chemistry between you too.
"Thatâs my house" you said softly
You were a little sad your time with her was already over, you wanted make it last more.
"Oh, okay⊠Weâll meet again, right?"
"Yeah, of course! Iâd love to!"
You smiled at each other, and waved goodbye, before you started making your way to the door. But you couldnât just go like that.
"Amber I-" you started as you turned around
Before you could finish your sentence, her lips were in yours, soft against your own. It took you a second to register what was going on, but soon you were kissing back.
Amber pulled away after a moment. Her lips were inches away from yours, her eyes not leaving your own. Then she leans in for another kiss, more passionate.
Her hands were on your waist, keeping you close, as her tongue slipped past your lips. You made for a while, before running out of air.
When you pulled away, you could see that her lips were red and swollen, and so were yours.
"Maybe we should continue this inside, hm?" Amber said with a light smirk
You blushed and nodded, before trying to open the door. Your hands were shaking a bit in excitement, and Amber being flush against your back, arms around your waist and kissing your neck didnât help.
Eventually you managed to open the door, and as soon as you closed it behind you both, you got pinned against it, Amberâs lips back on yours.
As the kiss grew more and more feverish, you felt her cold hands sneak under your shirt, and going up to your ribs, stopping right under your breasts.
"Is this okay?" she ask in between kisses
"Yes" you hummed in response
You could feel her smile against your lips as you let out a moan when she groped your tits through your bra. Then, her lips dipped to your neck as her hands made their way under your bra.
Before she could go any farther, you pushed her slightly away.
"Wait- let's go to my room"
You grabbed her hand and led her to your bedroom.
As soon as you were in the room, she reached down for your shirt and took it off you before unclasping your bra and pushing you on your bed. She straddled you, and started to undo her belt with a smirk.
She grabbed your wrists and pinned them above your head, before tying them to the headboard with her belt, making sure it's not too tight.
Then, she sat up and looked down at you, biting her lip.
"Look at you; so pretty all tied up under me..." she whispered, brushing your cheek softly
She leaned in to kiss you once more, her hands sliding down to unbutton your jeans, before going back up to play with your now hard nipples. Again, her lips dipped down to your neck, where she sucked angry red marks.
This, and your nipples being rolled between her fingers made a series of moans leave your throat. You wanted to run a hand through her hair, but with her belt around your wrists, you couldn't move at all -which turned you on even more.
Your eyes flutter closed when you felt her lips wrapping around one of your nipples, and her tongue running over it, before she started sucking gently.
Your back arched slightly as you moaned her name, encouraging her to continue.
After a moment, she released your nipple with a 'pop'. You looked down just in time to see a string of saliva linking her mouth and your hard bud.
She smirked and kissed her way down your body, taking off your pants slowly, her eyes never leaving yours. She took her time, kissing the inside of your thighs, slowly getting closer to where you needed her the most.
You whined at the tease and rolled your hips slightly.
"Amber... please..."
"Please what, baby?" she teased more, sly smirk spread on her face
"Please I need you so bad... please fuck me..."
"How can I say no if you ask so nicely?" she hummed, sliding your underwear down your legs and throwing it somewhere in the room
She looked down at your dripping cunt with a hungry gaze and licked her lips before diving in to get a taste of you.
She hummed against you, loving the way you tasted on her tongue. She hooked her arms around your thighs, keeping you in place while she ate you out.
Her tongue was driving you crazy, you were a moaning mess, and felt you wear already close to the edge. But all of a sudden, she stopped.
You let out a frustrated whine at the sudden loss of contact and pleasure, before she placed her index on your lips.
"Shhh... Don't worry, I'm not done with you"
She quickly replaced her index with her middle and ring finger, which she pushed into your mouth gently.
"Now be a good girl and get my fingers wet"
You complied, and once she was satisfied, pulled her fingers out of your mouth to slide them into your pussy, eliciting another moan from you, before starting to thrust in and out at a fast pace.
If you thought her tongue was skilled, her fingers were even more. She hit all the right spots and curled her fingers just right.
You were so overwhelmed with the pleasure that you couldn't even form a coherent sentence. But she didn't need you to say it to know you were close; she could feel you tighten around her fingers in the most pleasant way possible.
She stopped marking your soft skin and brought her other hand to your throat, squeezing slightly, while her thumb was circling your clit in rhythm with her thrusts.
"Cum all over my fingers, don't hold back"
You came hard, in a white blur, seeing stars as your orgasm crashed in.
Amber continued to fuck you through your high, watching you with a lustful look in her eyes. She had waited so long for that. She had dreamt of it so many times, and now you were truly hers, looking oh so pretty coming undone under her.
When she pulled away, you had recovered enough to see her shove her fingers in her mouth and lick them clean, before leaning in to kiss you lovingly and untying your hands.
"Ready for round 2?" she asked with a smirk
"Fuck yeah" you replied, already taking off her shirt
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It had been almost a year since Amber and you were together, and only a few months since Stab 8 was released. Let's just say that you were thrilled to go to the movies together, and that you were terribly disappointed.
You both thought the movie was terrible.
"What are you doing?" you asked gently as you rolled over to your girlfriend, who was scribbling on a paper at the other end of her bed
"I was thinking... Maybe we could do our own Stab movie? Or at least do things to give the producers better ideas. What do you think?"
"What do you have in mind?"
She gave you a slight smirk as she turned to you and exposed her plan.
"So let me get this straight; you want to kill your friend to force her sister -the daughter of Billy Loomis- to come back here, and then kill everybody and blame it on her?"
"That's the idea" she replied, visibly excited "Are you in?"
You sighed and shook your head.
"What wouldn't I do for you, huh?" you smiled and cupped her cheeks to place a soft kiss on her lips "Are you sure we have to kill Tara though? She's my favorite out of all your friends... And if she dies her sister won't necessarily come back"
"You're right! So we just attack her then. Or I just attack her, I don't want to force you into hurting/killing people. I'll do the killing, and you'll make the calls if you want" she offered
"I don't want to let you do all the dirty stuff..."
"Don't worry about that, baby"
She smiled and kissed you again, this time pushing you into the mattress, unbuttoning your jeans and slipping a hand into your underwear with a smirk.
"I don't mind doing the dirty stuff"
Surprisingly, so far, everything went as planned; Amber attacked Tara, her sister cam back to Woodsboro, and the killing spree was continuing. The only thing that wasn't planned on was Sam's boyfriend, but he was just another pawn to kill.
"You ready babe?" Amber asked, adjusting her mask "I kill Judy and Wes, and then I'll go to the hospital to attack Tara and you"
"Don't forget to slash my arm -not too hard if possible!"
You helped her, and pressed your lips at the top of the black mouth of the Ghostface mask as a good luck kiss.
Once again, nothing went wrong. Until the moment where Amber was supposed to slash your arm.
When Tara saw Ghostface behind you, you turned around, just as planned, and lifted your arms up to 'protect' yourself. But instead of feeling the blade on your arm, you felt it sink in your stomach.
Your eyes widened, and you tried to kick her away, a hand on your wound to stop the bleeding.
Why did she do that? you thought, grabbing Tara's wheelchair to head to the elevator. That's not the plan!
Before you could reach it, you got thrown into the nearest wall, hitting your head hard against it.
The shock had the world spinning around you; you struggled to stand properly.
Ghostface took that opportunity to make Tara fall of her wheelchair and was ready to stab her when Sam and Dewey arrived.
You were waiting for Amber to come to the hospital after a nurse called her to warn her you had been hurt. You had so many questions.
When she finally arrived, she looked concerned, worried. She wrapped her arms around you in a tight hug.
"What happened?" she asked
"I don't know, you tell me. You were supposed to slash my arm, not stab me in the stomach...!" you whisper-shouted
"It wasn't me, Y/n..."
You blinked, and pulled away to look at her, confused.
"Fuck you mean it wasn't you...?"
"I couldn't make it to the hospital in time, my car broke down... I never would've hurt you baby..."
She hugged you tighter after saying this.
"If it wasn't you... there's another Ghostface in town..." you whispered
"That's a bad thing for our plan..."
"Not necessarily... If they get caught, we can get away with the previous killings. The police will think they did it too... And we'll be out of suspicions!"
"Yeah but what about our big finale...?"
"Well have to pass on that, I'm sorry my love... But think about it, we'll be the first Ghostface to have survived!"
"You're right baby, both of us living is better than having our ending"
She smile and placed a gentle kiss on your lips.
"Who do you think it is?"
"Hm... It can't be Tara, that's for sure. I don't it's Sam either, or Chad"
"So that leaves Mindy and Liv..."
"And Sam's boyfriend, don't forget about him"
"Youâre right, I donât like him. He didnât give me a good vibe"
You nod at her words.
"What do we do now? Do we still throw the party?"
"Yeah. If the other Ghostface is a Stab fan too, heâd never miss the occasion to recreate the og party in Stu Macherâs house"
Amber drove you to her house and you both got ready for the party. You had already stolen Tara's spare inhaler when you were in her room before being attacked, so you were sure she would come to Amber's.
And as expected, half an hour after the party begun, Sam, Richie and her came. Your girlfriend dismissed everyone else, and led Tara upstairs to look for her inhaler, leaving you with Sam and Richie.
Mindy was in the living-room, you heard her talk to Liv a few minutes ago, and Chad should be near too.
Sam received a phone call, and Richie walked towards the living-room. You decided to follow him, pretexting you had to rest.
"I'm gonna get some beer, anyone wanna come with me?" he asked after you sat next to Mindy
"No, but you were right to ask!" she replied, her eyes not leaving the tv screen
So he went to the basement alone while you stayed with Mindy watching Stab. When the scene of Randy being attacked arrived, you felt a shiver run down your spine.
While Mindy was busy screaming at Randy to turn around, you looked behind you, just in case.
Ghostface was behind Mindy, ready to stab her. You pulled her away from the knife right before she could get hurt badly, but her shoulder got slashed anyways.
You both screamed, hoping to get the others' attention while you tried to fight the killer. He managed to corner Mindy. You grabbed the lamp next to the sofa and slammed it on his head.
He didn't seem to like it, and punched you in the stomach, reopening your wound. You grunted in pain and pressed a hand on your bleeding stomach.
You were about to come at him again when Sam entered the room, scaring him away. You looked at each other and rush to Mindy, to make sure she was okay. She lost a lot of blood and passed out in Sam's arms.
A scream behind you made you jump. Amber and Tara just came downstairs. Sam opened her mouth to say something but got cut off by a sound of glass breaking; Richie was back, and just dropped his beers.
"Oh my god!" he said
"Where were you?" Sam asked him
"I was getting mor beer!"
"You went to the basement alone?" you girlfriend asked
"I asked them to come with me and they said no!" he replied, gesturing toward Mindy and you
"I was with Tara, and Y/n was with Mindy but the rest of you were wondering around. One of you is the fucking killer!" Amber spat
Liv suddenly barged into the room, looking panicked, hands covered in blood.
"Why is there blood on your hands?" Sam asked her
Liv looked down at her hands and seemed even more panicked.
"I- I found Chad..."
"Chad?"
"He's... he's..."
"You're the killer...!" Richie said
"No I-"
She looked at everyone in the room, seeking support, but neither of you knew if you could trust her.
"I'm not the fucking killer!" she finally yelled
"I know."
You all turned to Richie as he pulled out a gun and shot Liv in the head.
You felt someone grab your hand and drag you away as another gunshot resonated in the room. Amber pulled you upstairs, to her parents' room.
"Are you okay? God, you're bleeding again..."
She started looking for something to bandage you up with, but you stopped her.
"We don't have time, we need to kill him before he can do his speech about his motive, or he'll say that he didn't do the first killings..."
"But-"
"I'm okay, I promise" you reassured her "Let's just make it quick and I'll be fine"
She looked at you hesitantly for a second, before nodding and coming back next to you to place a soft kiss on your lips.
"What do we do now?" she asked
"Do you know where your dad hides his gun?"
Fortunately for the two of you, Sam stabbed Richie to death before he could say anything about another killer, after Amber shot him in the chest.
You made it to act 4, just like Jill Roberts 11 years ago. But you weren't going to screw everything up like she did, no.
And that's how you became the first Ghostface to get away with it, to make it to act 5.
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How do I talk to a fourth grader about sex Ed? Are there books or an online resource for parents you recommend?
hi there, thank you for asking!
the book that I use to teach OWL classes is Robie Harris' It's Perfectly Normal; I strongly recommend getting ahold of the revised & updated edition from 2021, which is more inclusive and queer-friendly, but even the older edition is a pretty good starting place.
it can be a great way to start the conversation if the fourth grader in question hasn't approached you with their own questions about sex and bodies, which can be daunting for a lot of kids, especially if that hasn't historically been the vibe when you interact! they may not know a lot at that point, but most kids have definitely absorbed that sex is something that they're not supposed to talk about.
if they're feeling up to having a chat beyond the basics (anatomy, reproduction 101, changes that come with puberty, squiggly crush feelings, consent and no means no, etc), that's awesome! I find most kids in the 4th-6th grade range already have a lot more information about sex than most people expect; they just have it jumbled up and out of order and lack the tools to make sense of it. ie, I've had students who know about periods but are under the impression that they come out of the butt, understand that a baby grows inside of a person but have no clue how it gets out, and make jokes about someone getting ejaculated on because they know it's Inappropriate and therefore funny but don't actually have any idea what ejaculation actually is or why it happens.
so, you know. much to work on there!
honestly I think the #1 most important thing for any adult trying to be a good ally and educator to young people is to kill the urge to cringe literally ever at all about anything, because the second you make a kid feel weird for asking a question is the second they start hesitating to confide in you with their questions. I've had to poker face kids asking me why someone would ever put someone else's penis in their mouth, what a harem is, and kids very earnestly describing their first wet dreams without having any idea that they were describing wet dreams. there cannot be any "no," it's "yes, and" from here on it. "yes that sounds weird to you, and it's completely fine to do that with people you trust if and when you feel ready to have sex" has got to be the constant refrain. be as rigorously open-minded and non-judgmental as possible establishes that you are a safe person to talk to honestly, and encourages your kiddo to be similarly curious and accepting.
if you ever find yourself really flustered by a question, or you genuinely don't have an answer, it's okay to pull a "I don't know! let me find out more information and get back to you." (also great behavior to model for kids, btw.) if you're ever stumped trying to figure out how to break something down into 4th grader-sized chunks, I recommend Scarleteen as a starting place - it's a sex ed forum run by volunteers for teens, some of them pretty young, so the answers are written very accessibly.
easing into the topic by discussing things like feelings and puberty can be a great way to ease in. have they talked about puberty at school? are their friends having any bodily changes? how do people talk about bodies? do kids get made fun of for developing breasts or growing body hair? does anyone at school date? how does the kid you're talking with feel about all of that? I might just be blessed with unusually gossipy kids, but they LOVE dishing about how other kids act. I learn so so much about my students by asking them to tell me how their peers behave at school; they love to narc.
also: it can be a huge bummer if YOU were really ready to rumble being sex positive and a source of info, but sometimes kids just aren't ready to engage with that. I've know 4th graders who are extremely at eases talking about the ins and outs of vaginal anatomy and 6th graders who would rather run away than even acknowledge genitals exist; there's no predicting when anyone will be comfortable with this. to a certain degree you might need to encourage a kid through initial awkwardness, but if they're reaching a point of serious distress and discomfort we've got to let it go. unfortunately I've taught kids who reacted to their parents' enthusiasm for sex positivity by wilting in exactly the opposite direction, getting anxious and confrontational whenever the topic came up. the majority of kids will become curious in their own time, especially as puberty and sexuality becomes more pressing to them and their peers, and sometimes the best thing you can do is leave that door open for them to return to in their own time.
also, hey! if you're ever really really stuck, I'm here on tumblr dot com :) I'm by now means an expert, but I've taught a LOT of fourth graders what a condom is.
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"Do you have a heart? Within."
WC! Kunigami Renskue x reader
He was handsome, that you'd give him.
But oh God was he an asshole.
You really hated his guts, at least you thought you did, maybe annoyance was the word for what he made you feel? You couldn't stand rude or mean people, you really didn't get what his problem was.
However, when you asked Chigiri, the Kunigami that Chigiri described was with him in the Blue Lock program was a completely different person than the one you had interacted with the last few weeks in class. Maybe somehing happened to him? You didn't know exactly what but it must have been terrible for him to do 'a complete 180' as Chigiri described. You really wanted to stop paying attention to him, stop interacting with him, yet you couldn't help glancing his way when he entered your shared class.
Something that drew you to him, maybe you were kind of a masochist? Those BL manhwas were starting to get into your head. Daydreaming about this rude guy, built like a brick, mean to everyone but you, traumatised by something terrible. You could fix him. And as much as you wanted to convince yourself you could, it was anything but realistic.
Kunigami looked down on everyone and mostly stayed out of your way when you came over to study with Niko or Chigiri, yet, you found your eyes never leaving his figure when he exited his room, eyes glued to his toned arms and, dare you say, pretty face. Maybe you were delusional, always bringing stuff to share with them and without realising it, getting him something too even if you knew he wouldn't take it. You couldn't help being kind to him even if he proved to be indifferent to you gestures.
Seriously, what the everloving fuck was wrong with you? You'd be better off liking someone like Yoichi from your mandatory sports class or even Yukimiya from english literature, but you had to get your eyes on the rudest, most insufferable guy on campus.
In an effort to completely put distance between you and Rensuke, you stopped studying over to their dorm, opting for going to a small café near campus and changing your seat over to the far back.
As a few weeks passed by, you kind of forgot about your small infatuation with Rensuke. After all, I seemed it was nothing short of a crush.
In this past weeks, you began speaking with a guy in your class, doing some paper on the hero's journey in fiction books, you grew closer quickly and before you knew it, you had a date.
This of course prompted you to talk about it excitedly with your friends, during a break you had from class. And later on, bragging about it to Ryusei, who complained about not scoring a date with Rin's brother of all people.
And as the day came, you found yourself waking up slightly earlier to get ready, your make-up and outfit casual but sweet, nothing too big or flashy.
Once you got there, no one had arrived at the place you were supposed to meet in.
He's probably late, after all you're thirty minutes early. You'll wait.
After twenty minutes had passed from the time you'd agreed on, you began getting anxious, checking your phone for any messages or calls you might have missed from him but none arrived. Deciding to call him up, immediately noticing he had been online a few minutes ago. The call went unanswered, a simple 'sorry, I think we are not a good match.' following up in the message app you had been checking for the last twenty minutes.
Are you serious?
You began to feel stares on you, couples whispering to each other while looking in your direction. Maybe it was your anxiety, but you couldn't shake the sadness that washed over you like a wave, drowning you in self-doubt and insecurities.
Was something wrong with you? Was it that you came on too strong? Were you boring? Weird?
Sighing and preparing to leave, ego bruised and tears of humiliation begining to appear in your lashline, someone sat right in front of you.
A voice you recognized apeaking up over the chatter of the place.
"Hey"
"Come to laugh at me, Rensuke?"you bit you lip, tears threatening to fall. "Really not in the mood now," you looked down, the first tears sliding down your cheeks "Please just go.." you spoke, your voice was barely above a whisper. You seriously felt like just going home and crying while playing a funny Ryan Gosling movie to cheer you up slightly.
"Now why would I do that?" You stared at him dumbfounded, "I'm here to keep you company while I rest." He flagged down a waiter, ordering a piece of your favourite cake and a glass of water, "Besides, really needed some water, forgot mine."
You scoffed softly, although it sounded more like sigh, "You don't eat sweets, what are you really doing?" You looked up at him, drying your cheeks and looking down at you hands. You didn't want to look at him more than necessary, each time you looked at him, your heart began to beat a like faster, but you didn't want to make assumptions that he was here for you, besides, the pain of being rejected and stood up was still fresh in your chest.
Rensuke looked at you, seemingly bored, but never taking his eyes off you.
"Are you done interrogating me?," he thanked the server gruffly, taking a fork and a small piece of the cake. "I was just on my run and happened to see you." he psuhed the fork near you, motioning for you to take the utensil, "Heard you talking to Shidou the other day, weren't you supposed to be on a date?" you took the fork and took the bite, it made you feel a little better.
You looked back at him, immediately noticing that his hair was slightly damp and there was some sweat sliding down his neck and face. "But this place is far from your dorm, you're telling me you went out of your route to get some water?" your heart raced in your ribcage, hoping he had done that romantic thing the main leads do when they realise they like the protagonist and chase after her, but you didn't want to get you hopes up, look where that got you. That was fiction after all, this was real life and the facts are that you got rejected because of whatever reason and Kunigami probably hated you along with ninety percent of the campus population. Your shoulders sagged in dissapointment as another wave of sadness rushed out of nowhere.
"I did, yeah." He looked away, sighing at you defeated state. Maybe this was his fault, maybe he should've said something sooner to avoid this mess. He took a swig of his water.
You looked at him with a small frown, motioning to his half empty glass, "You're free to go then, won't keep you hostage any longer." Kunigami shook his head, looking out the window next to you, "It's fine, I'll wait for you to finish up."
He turned his head towards you bored, emotionless eyes staring directly into yours. There was something different on his eyes you had never noticed before, did he want to say something?
Kunigami found that he couldn't stop the words from leaving his mouth, the feeling of almost losing you because of this stupid date, the fact that his chest ached when he found you sitting far away from him in class, the way he wouldn't see you in the dorms, studying or watching anime with Niko. Before he knew it, he had to come to accept the fact that he liked you. Every small glimpse he could get of you around campus felt like a breath or air on his strained lungs, he longed to find you waiting for his football practice to finish, looking towards the bleachers hoping to see your figure waving at him, but he never got the courage to even accept these feelings. He wanted to erase them, go back to the machine they had designed him to be, cold-hearted, mean. A wall had erupted between everyone and his feelings, yet you broke through it like it was made of glass, and all it took was a smile. Whenever you went to study, you'd buy them snacks, you got him something everytime, even if he never showed any affection to you. Before he knew it, you had him completely hooked. The old Kunigami resurfacing, soft, firm but gentle.
"I came here, because I was worried.. I just.." He ran his fingers through his disheveled hair. "You probably hate me, and won't want to hear what I have to say... but please just hear me out, you can tell me to piss off if you want after I finish." You sat looking at him stunned, you had never seen Kunigami act so different, he seemed almost desperate to say whatever he wanted to tell you. You nodded at him to keep going. This was weird.
His eyes softened "I like you." He dropped his head into his hands, the weight of his words and feelings sinking into his heart, thoughts of you leaving him there, rejecting him, distancing yourself from him even more had his chest thightening. He found it hard to breathe. The glass wall broke, his feelings flooded him like a wave, had you created a gap between you and him because you hated him in the first place? Had he said something wrong? Mean? Had he pushed you away the way he pushed his friends away? The thought made hot tears line in his eyes, breath shaky. He swallowed, trying to calm his racing mind and heavy heart, "I'm sorry, I never wanted to be mean or rude to you, I like you so much."
You blinked, you had never seen Kunigami cry. You reached over to grasp his hands buried in his face, gently peeling them away from his cheeks, warm and wet with tears, your heart raced and a small smile made its way into your face. Kunigami looked up at you, misty eyes looking into your softened eyes, waiting for the blow that would make his heart break again.
"I like you too." The words stunned Kunigami and he shook his head, heart stuttering in his chest against his will. "No you don't, I know you don't..." his eyes watered again, looking down to you joined hands as you reached one to cup his face, "Yes, I do" Kunigami looked up at you, seeing the smile in your face, warm, sincere.
"Then why-?" you didn't let him finish his question, shaking your head and looking down. "I was being stupid, should've told you how I felt since the start instead of playing around." You smiled at him, gripping his hand again, "How about we go and watch a movie? I think that'll be a good first date, don't you think?"
Kunigami stared at you for a second before his lips broke out into a slight smile, eyes full of warmth, heart sighing in relief and happiness. How long has it been since he felt this at ease? Always looking to be better, pushing his limits, withdrawing from connecting with others to avoid getting too close, letting them get too close.
"Yeah, I'd like that."
it's been a hot minute since I wrote anything in english, let alone fiction. I'm sorry if the pacing is kind of weird, I'm kind of used to slow burn and I kinda rushed this one, I'm sorry!
Thanks to @pinksodacan for being my beta reader and editor! Eternally grateful bub.
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