#but we can only speculate and revel in the possibilities and the extrapolated emotions

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aaaaaaaaaaaaaa this scene gets me so good. actually this whole episode gets me so good. actually the whole show gets me so good. ITS TOO GOOD

but literally everything here, from how tired both of them are of everything (when they've barely made a dent in their post-apocalypse days), to how absolutely shattered Jonas is, and how he's so much more terrified of the concept of not being able to use death to escape than death itself because he's at his complete lowest. and the IMPLIED parts (of the whole episode tbh), because this is the start of a wonderful friendship, and yet it's always tainted by the fact that Jonas has to fight his destiny and grow to open up to the possibility that Noah is a good person with good goals, despite what he's experienced with the older version of him, and tainted by Noah's knowledge that Jonas WILL betray him, because nothing can be changed, and it will hurt him deeply. pair that with their own personal struggles, and... this scene just encapsulates everything right and everything wrong with their worlds all at once

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some follow-up thoughts on BnHA 306

mostly Deku angst, but also a little Baku angst (and some TodoBaku angst) mixed in for good measure. because there’s plenty of angst to go around.

1. “if I’d only been stronger...”

I’ll talk more about Deku later in this post as well, because there’s definitely plenty to talk about; this is the most character development he’s gotten in almost 200 chapters. but for starters, I want to discuss the possible parallels between Deku’s current character arc, and what is arguably the most iconic moment of angst/character development in the series.

remember how this kid, who up until this point had rarely seemed to give two fucks about the world around him, suddenly revealed that he blamed himself for being the downfall of All Might? remember how it came almost out of nowhere? how he’d been hiding it, and trying to suppress it? “but even if I try to forget... sometimes it all just comes rushing back.”

yeah. so anyway, I got to thinking -- if being the cause of one hero’s downfall could affect someone this badly, what about being responsible for the downfall of all heroes?

what if a boy who wanted nothing more than to keep people safe suddenly found himself at the epicenter of a disaster that killed hundreds, possibly even thousands of people?

now obviously, this is not the sole thing that’s troubling Deku right now; this kid has a whole array of traumas as of the War arc. like, you know it’s bad when Society As We Know It Coming To An End Partially Because Of You is the least of your problems. but still, I think this is worth bringing up, because the hero kids blaming themselves for things that aren’t their fault is hardly anything new. and yet, what with everything else that’s been going on -- all of the Todoroki drama, and Vestige revelations, and hospital antics, and political strife -- I feel like it’s easy to forget or overlook this little detail.

the fact is that AFO put this entire plan into motion solely in the hopes of finally obtaining OFA. every single thing that happened at Jakku -- Tomura powering up; Machia waking up and going on his rampage (after being ordered to do so by Tomura); and even Dabi/Touya choosing this moment to finally strike (because he knew this was when the reveal would do the maximum damage -- when people’s faith in heroes was already wavering) -- every last bit of it can ultimately be traced back to AFO’s desire to steal OFA. which, obviously, makes it AFO’s fault, not Deku’s. but then, Kamino wasn’t actually Katsuki’s fault either. it wasn’t his fault the villains went after him (but he blamed himself anyway), and it wasn’t his fault that people got hurt in the ensuing battle to save him (but he blamed himself anyway).

just. I think we’re underestimating just how strong of an impact all of this likely had on Deku. we haven’t really had the chance to see him process it yet. he’s been too busy, and there have been too many other things going on. but I’m telling you guys, that empty look in his eyes in the final page of the chapter? I can all but guarantee you that at least some of that emotional weight is coming from this.

sure would be nice if he had a friend who knew exactly what that was like, and could help him process the guilt and all of the other associated emotions, just like Deku once helped him. unfortunately I’m not so sure things will be that easy this time around. anyways though let’s move on to a couple of other thoughts and speculations.

2. “...and I bullied him.”

one of my least-favorite BnHA fanfic tropes is the one where the rest of class 1-A somehow finds out about Katsuki and Deku’s history -- i.e. that Katsuki bullied Deku throughout most of their childhood. mind you, it’s not the concept itself that I dislike; it’s mostly how it’s used. a lot of times it’s just an excuse to have all of the other kids turn on Katsuki and ostracize him; either because the author thinks that’s what he deserves, or else so that Deku can eventually come to his rescue and defend him and shame the rest of the class for not seeing how much he’s changed. either way, it’s usually pretty awkward to read, and more often than not the characters are pretty OOC (especially Ochako and Todoroki).

however! there’s a big difference between fanfic and canon, and just because I’m not a fan of this trope in the former doesn’t mean it couldn’t be executed well in the latter. and lately I’ve been thinking about this a lot. mainly for three reasons:

the recent (can we still call it recent?? well whatever) scene where Katsuki confessed to All Might that he used to bully Deku is now one of my favorite scenes in the entire series, and proof that this can be executed well.

both Todoroki and Deku have finally had their respective big secrets revealed to the rest of the class. so like, idk. feels like it just might be secret-revealing season now, you know?

and lastly, as a result of Deku’s secret about OFA finally being revealed, the rest of 1-A now either knows, or can extrapolate, that he used to be quirkless.

and from there, I feel like it’s not all that hard to put two and two together with how terrible Kacchan and Deku’s relationship was when they first started at UA. that’s not a terribly difficult puzzle to solve. so I feel like it might come out anyway, and if so, I’d prefer Bakugou telling them himself, and taking responsibility as part of his atonement process. because we know that he regrets it. we know their relationship has changed. we know that he has changed. and so I think I might like to see this.

alternately, if confessing to the entire class is too much, at the very least I could see him confessing to Shouto, because I’ve always felt like this was one of the big things that made Katsuki so resistant to letting Todoroki call him a friend. because I feel like there’s a part of Katsuki that saw the parallels between Endeavor’s abuse of Shouto and his own bullying of Deku, and thought, he wouldn’t be so quick to call me his friend if he actually knew the truth. and so there’s actually been this roadblock wedged between them this whole time that Shouto doesn’t even know about. because Shouto hates Endeavor. and so it’s not such a leap to assume he’d hate Katsuki too if he knew just how terrible he’d been to Deku when they were younger.

not that I think he actually would! actually I don’t think either of those things is actually true (because Shouto clearly doesn’t hate his father either, in spite of everything that’s happened). but the point isn’t what I think -- the point is what Katsuki thinks. and I really do think there’s a good chance he’s worried about Shouto hating him, and it’s one of the things that’s made him so reluctant to accept his friendship. anyway, so I’m really just rambling now, but you get my point. I don’t know if this is actually going to happen, but it’s a scene I would like to see if Horikoshi decides to indulge me.

3. “...so when you wake up, please give him my best.”

and now, as promised, back to Deku.

ngl guys, when I first saw this image, my immediate thought was that Gran must have died. because I mean, hello, leaving U.A.?? donning himself in his teacher’s old cape?? empty, exhausted look in his eyes?? what else were we supposed to think lol.

but maybe that was an overreaction. because when I think about it more, Gran’s death isn’t strictly necessary in order to push Deku over the edge. first of all, there’s already the whole “hero society is in ruins now because of you” thing I mentioned earlier. but also, there are just so many other things. like, let’s just list them here because omg. what a rough couple of days this kid had.

he was forced to battle TomurAFO and was terribly injured in the process (most of which was his own fault, but he wouldn’t have gone that far with OFA unless he felt like he had no choice)

and it wasn’t just him that was injured, either. in fact, even though he tried to act as bait to keep everyone else safe, he wasn’t able to stop three of the people closest to him from nearly being killed right before his eyes

and of course that last one was especially traumatic, because it was Kacchan, and because he had to watch Kacchan nearly die just to protect him. out of all the things that Deku witnessed in this arc, this might be the one that had the biggest impact on him

he was also basically helpless to do anything to protect Shouto and Endeavor when Dabi showed up. so again, we have this running theme of people he cares about being hurt and him not being able to save them

and he also got sucked into the OFA Interstellar Dream Vortex for a brief spell during the battle, during which he learned that AFO had possessed Tomura. more importantly, he learned that Tomura was Nana’s grandson, a fact which was only briefly touched on during that scene, but which I think wound up being the trigger to the whole avalanche that ended with Deku leaving UA. but more on that in a moment

anyway so just to wrap this all up, the battle eventually ended, Tomura got away despite all of their efforts, and then Deku wound up comatose in the hospital for two days. which brings us to the most recent chapters, during which

Deku learns that he will be the last wielder of OFA, whether he likes or not

Deku learns the identity of the last two mystery OFA users

and then at some point, he wakes up and presumably talks to Gran, and winds up with his cape

something happened during these last two scenes which helped to push Deku over the edge. I won’t delve into the matter of the Second or Third users for now, although most of you already know my suspicions regarding that, and I do think that would fit into the general pattern here (that is, the pattern of Deku feeling more and more strongly that he is putting the people around him in danger, and his fear of losing them becoming so overwhelming that it eventually pushes him to leave).

but that’s not what I want to talk about for now. what I want to talk about is Gran. specifically, what it is that Deku discussed with Gran. and this is where we come back to that reveal I mentioned earlier -- that Tomura is Nana’s grandchild.

basically, what I think happened is that Deku mentioned seeing Nana in the OFA Zany Psychedelic Spirit Void, which led to the topic of Tomura, and the fun fact Deku recently learned about him being related to Nana. this, in turn leads to Gran divulging his various regrets about everything that happened with him and Nana and Kotarou. his intent is to apologize to Deku for placing the burden of their failures on him. unfortunately, the part that Deku actually gets fixated on instead is this:

All for One hunted down and killed Nana’s son (and probably her husband as well), and stole her grandchild and psychologically tortured him into becoming a mass murderer, for no other reason than that Nana had once held OFA

in other words, AFO can and will hurt and kill anyone Deku is close to, anyone who has any kind of connection to him at all, without mercy, and regardless of whether it actually gives him any kind of tactical advantage or not. he’ll do it simply to hurt him. no other reason necessary.

I don’t know about you, but for me that would be a terrifying realization. and for Deku, I think it just might have been the tipping point.

so, let’s recap.

Deku learns that AFO is after him

AFO/Tomura very nearly kills several of Deku’s most important people, including Kacchan

and then he learns that this is just the tip of the iceberg, and realizes that all of their lives are still in danger and will continue to be as long as Deku is AFO’s target

and then add to all of this the misplaced guilt about society already being shambles, and the heroes already having more than enough to worry about. they’re barely holding things together as it is. and we already know how Deku feels about being a burden to them:

and so instead, he leaves. of course he does. in hindsight, I think this was inevitable.

the question is, did anyone else also put the pieces together in time to realize what Deku was planning before he actually left? specifically, did Katsuki, who understands Deku’s self-sacrificial nature better than anyone else, see the signs and put two and two together? like he did back at Jakku?

and if he did, would Deku have been willing to accept his help again?

somehow, I can’t help but think it might not be that easy this time.

anyway, so that was a lot of rambling, lol. sorry about that. I JUST HAVE A LOT OF FEELINGS about all of this angsty shit. tired nomad Deku needs hugs and comfort and someone to reassure him that he doesn’t have to face this alone, and that everything is going to be all right. HE IS JUST A LITTLE BOY. this is too much, and I cannot handle any of these feels, and oh my god, somebody please help him.

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Star Trek Discovery Season 4: What to Expect

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Yes, we’re already looking forward to Star Trek: Discovery Season 4. Season 3 saw the show go where no Star Trek has gone before – literally. Flung almost a thousand years into the future after saving all sentient life as we know it, Michael Burnham and her crewmates had to navigate a new and alien reality that bore little resemblance to the one they left behind.

Yet, the decision to send Discovery to the future is possibly the best decision the series has ever made, giving the show a much-needed narrative reset that cut ties to things like Klingon wars and The Original Series legacy characters and sends it off to blaze its own path, unencumbered by the strings of existing canon. But now that Discovery is firmly established in the 32nd century, what can we expect from Star Trek: Discovery‘s upcoming Season 4? We have a few educated guesses…

Michael Burnham Finds Her Feet as Captain

Despite her colorful history as an officer – replete with mutiny, insubordination, and general recklessness – it’s been obvious for a long time that Michael Burnham was destined for the Discovery captain’s chair. The only question was a matter of when. But now that she’s there – what kind of captain will she be?

She could very easily turn out to be one of the Starfleet greats. Despite her flaws, Michael has proven time again that she is smart, capable, and brave. A risk-taker who always comes through in the clutch, she has saved her crew more times than most of us can count and she is a shining example of someone who absolutely believes in the mission of the Federation and the good it can do.

But she’s also often rash and impulsive, and just a few short episodes ago wasn’t even all that certain that she belonged in Starfleet anymore. Granted, many successful male Starfleet captains (cough cough James Kirk cough) are remembered as great precisely because they weren’t huge fans of following the rules, either, so there’s certainly precedent that generally refusing to play things safe is a workable leadership strategy.

Yet, Michael has always found her greatest success as a character when she has an authority figure or structure that is set in opposition to her, so it will be interesting to see how she evolves now that she is the authority she once pushed back against.

What’s Next for Saru?

At the conclusion of “That Hope Is You, Part 2,” Saru took a leave of absence from the Starfleet to go with the young Kelpian refugee Su’Kal back to their home planet of Kaminar. What’s next for him is unclear, but there’s no way Discovery’s planning on writing off this character completely – or losing the talents of actor Doug Jones.

So what’s next for Saru? If he does return to the Discovery, what role can he fulfill now that he’s no longer captain? Does his future lie in the Federation hierarchy somehow, possibly working for Admiral Vance or serving as some sort of ambassador to his people?

A third option could involve Saru taking on an entirely different kind of mission, one that looks a lot like fatherhood of a sort. Ever since his arrival in the 32nd century, Saru has longed to reconnect with his people. Perhaps showing young Su’Kal the stars he’s missed out on all his life is something that might allow him to do just that on a smaller, more intimate scale. (And indulge his dorky dad vibes at the same time.)

Gray Will Return Somehow

During Adira’s trip to the dilithium planet to ferry medicine to Saru and Culber, we learned that the holodeck program on the abandoned Kelpian ship could extrapolate Gray’s consciousness and give him a holographic form. This allowed him to be seen by the other Discovery crew members present, which means that the technology clearly exists which can bring Gray back to life again. Sort of, anyway.

 Because, of course, Gray is technically dead and his consciousness only exists as part of the Tal symbiont inside of Adira, which raises many questions this subplot will eventually have to answer, including how much agency and sentience post-Burn holograms even have to begin with. (Eli the Federation lie detector hologram certainly seems independent enough.)

Culber has promised both Adira and Gray that he will find a way for him to be seen again. But what that will ultimately look like, we don’t yet know. There is precedent for the idea that one part of a Trill’s symbiont memories can live outside it, but does that mean Gray will become a hologram himself permanently? Or can his consciousness be housed in something that has a more physical form?

What’s Book’s Actual Job Now Anyway?

Now that Cleveland Book – and we’re still waiting for the story behind that name, btw – is officially a part of the Discovery crew, it’s time for the series to define his role in this universe beyond his relationship with Michael. Is he technically part of Starfleet now? Is he an officer on Discovery? Does Grudge get a tiny decorated insignia collar? (Please say yes!)

Much of Book’s role in Season 3 was to support Michael in one way or another, whether that meant to literally help introduce her to the new rules of the 32nd century or to provide emotional and tactical help when needed. And don’t get me wrong, Book and Michael have somehow managed to form one of the most functional, normal relationships in Star Trek history. They’re honestly great together. But David Ajala is a tremendously appealing actor and if he’s going to stick around – which I think we’re all in agreement he should – Book needs a meaningful story of his own.

Tilly’s Promotion

Following Michael’s promotion to the Captain’s chair, it certainly looks like Tilly is getting some sort of command-level promotion in Season 4.

Technically she was still an Ensign when serving as Saru’s Acting First Officer, and while she conducted herself admirably during, well, everything, if she’s going to be Michael’s legitimate First Officer – which that last scene would definitely seem to indicate – she deserves to at least become a lieutenant.

Stamets and Michael Will Have to Work Out Their Issues

One of the lingering unresolved plotlines from Season 3 is the massive rift that formed between Paul Stamets and Michael following her decision to physically jettison him from Discovery while it was under Osyraa’s control. To be fair, her choice was completely the correct one, as he was the only one capable of operating the spore drive, and removing him from the equation meant that the Emerald Chain couldn’t just jump back to the Verubin Nebula and all its dilithium.

But, Stamets basically took that decision to mean that Michael was fine with condemning his family to horrific radiation deaths, and that’s going to be a hard thing for him to get over. If you notice, he’s the only person who doesn’t exactly look thrilled at Captain Burnham’s promotion, and we don’t see the two interact again once the ship is reclaimed.

There’s also the question of the spore drive itself. Stamets has tied his own identity – and his worth as part of the Discovery team – pretty tightly to his ability to communicate with the Mycelial network. Now that Book can do the same thing, how will this change things for him?

We’ll Probably See More Episodic Storytelling

Solving the mystery of The Burn and battling the villainous Emerald Chain were both season-long arcs that helped establish Discovery’s place in the future, and allowed Discovery the show to set up the new rules and players of its universe. But now that both those tasks have been accomplished, don’t be surprised if we see a shift toward more episodic storytelling in Season 4.

After all, with a fresh new supply of dilithium to distribute and the entire future to explore, isn’t it time we spent some time seeing what the 32nd century looks like? Some of the most entertaining moments of this season came when Michael and the rest of the Discovery crew found themselves on new planets or adjusting to changed cultures (including their own). Since Discovery purposefully removed itself from all known Star Trek canon, isn’t it time the show got about really establishing some new ones? The revelation that Vulcan and Romulan reunification has indeed happened feels like it should be just the beginning of the surprises this universe has in store for us. What has happened to other species such as Klingons or the Borg? Wouldn’t it be fun to find out?

The Grudge Content We Deserve

One of the few things Discovery fans of all stripes can agree on: Grudge is amazing. And we deserve to see more of her. Whether that means all our initial speculation turns out to be true and she’s actually the secret god of a planet full of telepathic felines we’ve yet to visit or just that she gets her own bridge-safe cat basket so she can hang out with Book and Michael next season, just give the people what they want.

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Can we at least find out how she and Book ended up together? Throw me a bone – or I guess a cat treat – here, show. (Truly, if we don’t at least get a Short Treks episode about Grudge what are we even doing here?)

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Meta: Leta Lestrange (Part 1 of 2)

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Note, for people seeing this in the tag, this is an extension of a fic I just finished, so not canon.  Also if you have your own theories and just adore who you think Leta is going to be, you may want to avoid reading!  I thought/hoped this was reflection was worth putting in the tag, but it could easily be considered “hate” (although I did try to make it more complex than that).  I know it absolutely breaks my heart when I go to my ship tags and see negativity, so I wanted to give fair warning.  It was not my intention to come in your tag and hate on your girl, I just figured some people interested in her character might enjoy some meta on her. Please don’t read if you’re sensitive about negative commentary!

So - this post contains what is essentially speculation for the personality of Leta Lestrange, explored through my fic “A Chance I’ll Take,” which attempts to take on the rumored events of the second movie.  It’s a combination of explicit canon, inference, and extrapolation (with a healthy sprinkle of wishful thinking). And it’s long af, so buckle up.

So, Leta.  I’ve gotten some very interesting and thoughtful comments from readers on my characterization of her, all of which I found incredibly flattering (you guys are too sweet <3 ) but some of which also concerned me, as maybe I wasn’t as clear as I hoped in sprinkling hints about what kind of person she is. (And maybe minds will be changed, now that the story is officially finished, and everything has been laid bare.)

For example, someone said something along the lines of ‘being grateful that I didn’t just do the catty thing - and that in a different world, she could see Tina and Leta being tentative friends (or at least having a mutual respect for each other).’  While I did try hard not to just write Leta as a one-dimensional Uber Sadistic Evil Bitch, I don’t think she’s someone Tina (or most people) would want to be friends with.  I certainly wouldn’t.  I think she’s a remarkably dangerous person, in part because on the surface she seems fairly likable.

In other words, the original commenter can definitely be forgiven for her misinterpretation of Leta, because that’s exactly the point.  She’s the snake hidden in the grass (funnily enough, I’ve toyed with a headcanon that she’s secretly a snake animagus, but that’s a topic for another time).

Let’s back up a bit.

Leta has many positive traits.  She’s fun, spontaneous, charming, almost unnervingly beautiful, and clever as they come.  And clearly, she’s not entirely unpleasant, as Newt had many happy moments with her.  (She also, importantly - and as has now been revealed - has a very sad backstory.  This not only makes her much more sympathetic, and causes people to be more willing to overlook her negative traits, but also makes them actively want to protect her. It’s an important distinction, as Newt and Tina are both “protectors” by nature and reluctant to turn away those they view as being vulnerable.)  

Now in acknowledging Leta’s positive traits, I also wanted to draw attention to a very common real-life parallel - which is that toxic, even abusive people can be incredibly likable (and lovable!), when they’re not actively performing toxic behaviour.  In Leta’s case, it’s not just a show, either - she isn’t a full-fledged sociopath, she does genuinely care about Newt, and she isn’t simply pretending to be nice to get him to forgive her or ‘fall into her trap’, at least not consciously.  But her behaviour is nevertheless extremely unhealthy, and even if she has underlying reasons exacerbating that behaviour (whether it be mental illness, or coping mechanisms due to childhood abuse), it still remains unhealthy, even criminal, and she should be held responsible for it.

This is extremely relevant because in my mind (and most importantly, in my story) Leta bears several characteristics of a pathological narcissist.

Here’s how David Yates explains her:

“She’s quite complicated and damaged and confused...she’s a kind of tragic figure.”

I think (or at least hope) the version of Leta I created is all of those things, but that doesn’t mean she’s a good or noble person. She isn’t.

In my mind, Leta is someone who likes control. Part of this is a consequence of her life experiences, and very understandable - she grew up in an oppressive, rigid household, in which she was put under immense social pressures and literally had no control of her own body (which was subject to ritual abuse).  But I think Leta is naturally controlling as well, and she exerts her desire for control in unhealthy, unacceptable ways, to the detriment of others around her.  (I’ll discuss this more in part 2, when I discuss Leta as a foil for Tina.)

She also doesn’t see how her behaviour puts others off, and it’s one of the reasons why she - like Newt - was a loner at school.  Leta actually doesn’t have much difficulty making friends - it’s keeping them that’s the problem. Socializing is a complicated undertaking for her.  She adores attention and admiration, but she gets easily bored with people (and shows it), and generally expects much more from others than she’s willing to give back, which other people quickly tire of.  She’s also extremely emotionally volatile, and her tears and tantrums caused most of her classmates to steer clear of her early on.  These episodes became less public as she grew older, but the underlying reasons for them persisted, and she was never as popular as one might expect for a girl of her charm and talents.

Little hints of her and Newt’s interactions at school shed light on these traits - for one thing, she’s manipulative, bossy, and selfish, though she manifests these characteristics in a lighthearted way that helps mask and soften the extent of her controlling tendencies. Although I didn’t get to explore it quite as much directly in the text, my headcanon going into this story was that often, when Leta wants something from someone, she frames it in a way that elicits sympathy rather than demanding it outright, such as asking through tears. And those tears aren’t insincere run-of-the-mill “crocodile tears” either, exactly - it’s more complicated than that. Much like a child, she sees her needs and even desires (however petty or inconvenient) as paramount, and the thought of not getting everything she wants (or at least as much as possible) is genuinely distressing to her. Obviously, these aren’t unusual traits, and we all exhibit them at times (especially in our youth, or in times of fatigue or stress or hunger), but in Leta they’re exaggerated to an extreme, persist into adulthood, and are nearly constant - rather than being the infrequent, occasional occurrences typical of most mature, well-adjusted adults.  In a nutshell, Leta’s recklessness and unruliness often gets her into trouble, and she doesn’t mind bringing people along with her.  And despite thinking of herself as a fairly independent person (she’s certainly ingenious and resourceful enough), Leta is extremely manipulative of other people, and constantly drains the energy of those around her.

None of these things are particularly pleasant, but in Leta’s case her faults delve into the genuinely disturbing.

As we saw in Chapter 7, Leta performed the Imperius Curse on her brother, Lacerto, in order to get the information they needed to save Newt.  Hopefully, when you first read this, it made you sit up and widen your eyes a bit, because it’s a big moment, and it says a lot about her character.  

While there are circumstances in which performing the Imperius Curse doesn’t necessarily and irredeemably make you “evil” (Harry himself did it when they broke into Gringotts), there is a reason why the Imperius Curse is considered Unforgivable.  And compare the two situations - Harry did it in an emergency and as a last resort; Leta planned to do it ahead of time.  She set out to do it deliberately, and she did it at length, taking full advantage of the act, and without considering alternative options (like searching through his things, for example, or tricking him).  She forced her brother to sit and draw an extensive map of Nurmengard, interrogated him about security measures and Grindelwald’s movements, then wiped his memory of the incident.  It would have taken hours, and caused a considerable amount of emotional distress for her victim.  No, her brother wasn’t a “good guy”, and yes, Newt’s life was in danger, but hopefully this action makes you at least uneasy.  And we see that absolutely, Queenie doesn’t approve when she sees it in her mind, and she knows Tina would be equally horrified if she knew of the methods they’d unknowingly been associated with, which is why she didn’t tell her.  Here’s the exact quote:

Tina gaped at her, her eyes widening as she started flipping through the heavily-detailed notes. “How did you-?”

“You don’t want to know.”

It was Queenie who answered. She looked slightly sick, and was suddenly eyeing Leta with distaste, and something else that might have been – fear. 

(Chapter 7)

This is only very, very subtly hinted at, but the fact that Queenie is so appalled by what she sees also suggests something else - that Leta didn’t have remorse, and that maybe she even reveled in having someone else so much at her mercy, rather than seeing it as a necessary evil she felt deeply conflicted about. Something about Leta’s mind disturbed Queenie, that’s for sure, and that’s also the feeling I got while watching the movie, when she’s reading Newt...Queenie does not like or trust this woman. At any rate, hopefully we all agree that Leta’s actions were morally ambiguous at best. 

What maybe (?) many people also didn’t catch, is that in the flashback, when Leta performed the experiments on the jarvey which later attacked Abraxas Malfoy, not only did she give the creature potentially dangerous substances in order to increase its powers, Newt mentioned explicitly that it would have been afraid during the attack.  I wanted to subtly suggest in the story that indeed, Leta had Imperiused it as well.  In short, she sees living things as potential tools to control, and will use force if need be.  (And then there’s the question of why she’d performed those experiments on the jarvey at all.  She was trying to figure out how to create more potent tools to have at her command - again looking to control and exploit. This also raises the point that a great deal of effort and deliberation went into Leta’s scheme against Malfoy; this wasn’t a prank, it was a premeditated attack.  She had to think up the idea in the first place, then brew and perfect the potions, and practice the Imperius Curse to master placing it on the jarvey when the moment came.  She had a lot of time to change her mind about going through with it, but she didn’t.)

Equally important, Leta refused to accept responsibility for her actions, and put the blame on everyone else - ‘Malfoy deserved it’ (even though he could have been killed, due to the “enhancements” Leta had done on the jarvey), ‘his father was overreacting’, she ‘couldn’t have known’ they’d kill the animal that gravely attacked a student.  Sure, many people will try to convince themselves of such things after they’ve made a terrible mistake because they can’t bear to face themselves and the reality of what they’ve done, but Leta also made it clear she’d be willing to do it again.  Though she showed momentary discomfort at the jarvey’s death, this could just as easily be read as a reaction to the situation spiraling out of her control, and her losing one of the tools she’d so carefully cultivated.  Her uneasiness is also gone as quickly as it appears; for her, the suffering and death of innocent creatures to do her bidding is an acceptable cost of achieving her goals.

Most importantly, despite the fact that an innocent creature is dead and a student is in mortal peril at her hand, Leta’s primary concern throughout the scene is always the preservation of her own well-being.  First she tries to downplay the severity of the attack to save face (knowing Newt is unhappy about Malfoy’s condition and wanting to preserve his image of her in his mind), and when he makes it impossible for her to worm out of it, she turns cold and reiterates that he deserved it.

Fifteen years later, Leta is largely friendless; she’s effectively pushed away the one person who could have saved her, if she’d allowed herself to be saved. Although she is regretful of this, it’s not enough for her to actually change her behaviour in order to truly seek contrition.  She expects Newt to forgive her, she feels entitled to it; when he doesn’t, she wallows in self-pity rather than reflecting on why that might be.

Also, though she does take a risk to help in Newt’s rescue, she could have done much more (every wand counted, and she could have concealed her identity if she was worried about being hunted down later), and again, she’s never made any real effort to find redemption for her past crimes.  Note the words Newt uses when Tina asks if she’s ever shown remorse - “She’s apologized five or six times over the years for what all her actions cost me.” Never has she expressed guilt over causing the creature’s death, or gravely injuring another human being.  Newt actually addresses this distinction himself, and that this bothers him far more than his expulsion. 

That said, Leta’s choice regarding the expulsion, too, is heavily significant. Although the original decision to let Newt take the fall is tragic and understandable, given her fear of her father’s wrath, fifteen years have now passed.  Leta is a grown woman, living on her own and free of her father’s tyranny.  She could come forward and clear Newt’s name and face the consequences of what she did (and these consequences would be significantly lighter now), but she chooses not to.  To someone like Tina, who believes in honesty, courage, and integrity, this makes Leta the antithesis of everything she values - which I’ll discuss more in Part 2.

Thoughts you’d like to share?  Thanks for wading through my little essay!