#but trying to say i've EVER bitched about 'harry haters'?

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fic writer interview!!

tagged by @bright-and-burning & @fueledbyremembering tysm my beloveds <33

How many works do you have on AO3?

18 for f1... 3 on my other profile :0

What's your total AO3 word count?

183,098 and i'm really hoping to hit 200k by the end of the year.... i luv meaningless milestones... <3

What are your top 5 fics by kudos?

let's be alone together

i'll always see great heights in you

what i go to school for

says he's gonna teach me just what fast is

hatred cradles you

let's be alone together got like absurdly well received and i am so grateful for it always but also. lowkey sad that i have probably already peaked in this fandom... also i had No idea hatred cradles you was so up there for my fics. wow...

Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?

yes!! i really really try to <3 if it's a shorter fic i tend to reply right away to comments but when it's a longer fic it may take me some time. i always want to reply to everybody though!

for some reason i'm really struggling to reply to comments on 'such murderous and vengeful desire' tho.. idk why i just got a lot of LOVELY long comments that really engaged with the fic and i always feel like my responses are so lame. but i'm really trying!! know that even if i don't reply right away i always see and appreciate everything <3

What's the fic you've written with the angstiest ending?

hmmm probably such murderous and vengeful desire like. i dont think this version of lestappen would ever break up but they certainly are sacrificing health and happiness to be together... but could they even be happy with other people??? i think not

to ME this is still a happy ending. but i've been reliably informed it made several people cry so like. i think it fits the criteria

What's the fic you've written with the happiest ending?

most of my fics have pretty happy endings... even if it's not straight up happy it's still like. a promising ending because i'm a hopeful bitch... but probably my landoscar orgasm denial series off to the races has the happiest ending because. those bitches just love each other and being fucking nasty with each other and there's literally not even a smidge of angst because they just literally are in love and happy .

Do you write crossovers?

nope!

Have you ever received hate on a fic?

when i was like 13 i had some dedicated haters on my harry potter fanfics </3 but not since those dark times lol

Do you write smut? If so, what kind?

yeah i'm a fiend unfortunately... i don't really know how to categorise it tho sdlfkjsf... like i'm just big on smut. i guess ive written quite a lot of getting together smut... i'm also big on like. exploring embarrassment and shame and guilt during sex which i'm sure has little to do with my catholic upbringing

Have you ever had a fic stolen?

not as far as i know!

Have you ever had a fic translated?

nope!

Have you ever co-written a fic before?

god yeah. when i was 13... we wrote a self-insert fic where we kidnapped and ransomed one direction and it was titled stockholm syndrome. released PRIOR TO the song. i should note .

What's your all-time favorite ship?

all time favourite ship is probably like. legitimately percy and annabeth from percy jackson lmfao... also shout out to drarry <3

but within f1 it's lestappen in particular (in case u couldnt tell) but really any charles ships recently . charlos in particular has been really moving me lately. basically anything that involves charles has me :)

What's a WIP that you want to finish but don't think you ever will?

ugh. winner's room wip.... i seriously think about them all the time :( i just don't have like the mental space for it at present.... but i really really really want to try and get it done. because i think it would eat. and i'd also like to experiment with chaptered fics!

What are your writing strengths?

i think i'm good at characterisation? and i think in particular i have quite a tendency to turn everything into a character study but i think it works well. idk though i find it very hard to like. praise myself with any sort of critical eye because as soon as i post a fic i fully forget what i even wrote so. <3

What are your writing weaknesses?

i think i suffer from talks too fucking much disease. like i think some of my fics could really benefit from being shorter and snappier and i am just not good at that sort of writing but it's something i'm trying to improve on... like i think some of it is just my style being a bit long-winded but i think in general i could find shorter ways of describing things and stuff :)

What are your thoughts on writing dialogue in other languages in a fic?

not even once. i don't mind the occasional foreign language swear word or like phrase like il predestinato. but i think writing whole chunks in a foreign language is really ...... like. phew. like even if it's not terribly google translated i find it an inconvenience to go off and translate it myself...

What was the first fandom you wrote for?

it's probably a tie between harry potter and one direction - i remember stumbling onto both of their fanfic sites when i was around 11/12 but i genuinely don't remember which came first

What's a fandom/ship you haven't written for yet but want to?

choscar is my number 1!! i have ideas though and i'm excited to crack on w some of them :)

What's your favorite fic you've written?

i think it's the world was built for two ... like i just thought it was so bad and i actually ended up being so proud of it with distance. i reread a little chunk of it recently and was like wrow... i wrote this! whcih is not an emotion i am accustomed to feeling i usually avoid rereading my own stuff because i just reread it with editor brain on and think how i couldve made things better. but actualy like. i love girl charles and her messy beautiful bpd princess life and i think i did her justice <3

tagging: @liamlawsonlesbian @lovelylotusf1 @maaxverstappen @ninetqs @gayferrari @bumblewyn @1425fivefive @piastriachios @breathofnyx because i am as always so out of the loop and have no idea who's already done this :***** <3

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Spider-Man Lotus Thoughts

I could go on, for a really long time about this film. It is quite literally one of the worst things I've ever seen. Basic story structure? None. Character development? Maybe a little but in the least proper way imaginable. Natural dialogue? Every line made me laugh for the wrong reasons. Soul? This felt like one of the most nhilistically driven, soulless pieces of fiction I've ever seen. Which is ironic, because it's a fan-film, and yet it feels like a hater film.

As an avid SM3 and TASM2 defender ths made me, appreciate those films in all their flaws even more. Spider-Man is a goofy character, but is made so much deeper with the genuine character drama of the character. This film is all the forced melodrama and brooding angst of emo Peter atop the church, minus the goofy ass dancing.

"We're supposed to be funny" - Peter B. Parker

The dialogue is unnatural and really shows that,. the writers believed that purely on the merit of the characters being who they are, people should give a shit. I don't know this Peter, this MJ, this Harry. Say what you will about TASM2 shoehorning Harry into the story, at least I believed him and Peter could have been friends at a time.

The FLash Thompson scene exists...And I believe that alone is a reason to be sent to the ninth circle of Hell along with Satan himself.

This is hardly a movie. It is just, an elongated event, with some flashbacks. There is perhaps, one good scene? I like the idea of the Spider-Man suit in a black and white world being the only thing in colour but guess what did that first. Spectacular Spider-Man bitch, and it was earned there.

This, is something so poorly executed I think I need to try and make a Youtube video on it to properly, vent and depict my frustration. Who's to say if I will however. I am going to use it as an excuse to plug my Spider-Man 3 defence video however.

I just have a lot of thoughts, but a lot of, rage, shame and frustration with this, truly awful piece of fiction. I'm insulted, not even as a Spider-Man fan, but simply as afan of art, as a writer, and as a film maker (Kinda) It just, really bugs me. More than it probably should.

2/10

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Juneau was awesome for anyone wondering or who asked. It was so beautiful and warm. Reminded me of WA because of the rain and moss covered everything. Did so much in one day. The Shrine of Saint Thérèse was crazy awesome. Too many pictures to post but I'll add what I can.

We're in Seattle now and go to Olympia tomorrow. Our first seahawks game and early birthday celebration. Our friend showed Aizen how to catch squid💚💙 always thankful for our friends. Aizen is excited to see addy tomorrow. Been asking everyday since we got here. We leave to CA on New Year's eve on flight 1984... great #... year I was born. Can't believe I'm turning 36! my mom had my baby brother when she was 36 and I remember thinking she was so old and having a baby😱😂 Now that I'm the same age I don't think it's too old anymore. It seems like everything I used to think about or worry about.. just seems so stupid later on. Knowing that.. it makes whatever happens now... no problem.. no worry. Really helps me live in the moment and not give an F about stuff that won't even matter later. I'm so happy I understand that💚💙

Can't wait to get out of Seattle. I really only like Alaska or Hawaii now. Only thing good about Seattle are the Seahawks, our friends and the aquarium. Everything else blows especially the traffic and all the basic type of people who really believe Seattle is the best city in America or something. I'm always like... have you ever been anywhere else? Because if you have.. you probably wouldn't think that😂 Basic bitches. Even our friends who live here can't wait to leave whenever they can. Seattle is a good place to visit but not stay... like vegas. I think if Aizen's dad ever wanted to move back here I would be so sad😥😂 I would get a season pass to the Seahawks thou. Now that Aizen is older we can do so much more. Love my son so much!!

Aizen likes WA thou and always says he misses our white house. We got so lucky with that house when we sold it❤ Really hope we do ok with our fbks house. We'll see.. we'll see.

Some pictures and videos. Running out of space on my phone! I should of moved all the files to our hard drive before we left. We still have lego land.. disneyland.. and Harry Potter world!!! I've never been to Harry Potter anything before.. and I can't wait. They used to only have it in FL but now they have one in CA. We were excited to see the pandas at the San Diego zoo but found out China took them back 😱. Probably won't go now but feel lucky we got to see them in 2014.

This will hopefully be my final post on here 😂 I know you might not believe it because I say that lots but I think it will be. Probably won't update about CA.. probably won't be able to take too many pictures anyways unless I upgrade my phone... which I need to but don't want to. #loyal This one has been good to me the last 3years and I'm keeping it untell it absolutely doesn't work anymore. I think it has 3 more years too. Samsung forever❤

Oh and for anyone who asked why I always try to leave social media... too many haters. Most who've never even met me before😂 and my haters aren't like the usual type. For them hating on people is like a big family affair. Get everyone involved. Can't stand alone. Anyone else have haters like that too? I know I can't be the only one even if it feels like that sometimes. But it's a ok. My life is good.. most of theirs isn't. Karma is kind to the right people. But for every blind hater I have.. i always either meet someone amazing or something amazing always happens... so really I give thanks to them all... and if any of you out their are struggling with spiteful older woman in their 30s or 40s who should know better... don't even worry about it because something good is probably just waiting for you right around the corner❤😊