#but to loose another 2500 because I couldn't break lease soon enough without penalty is a god damn stressor of its own

[adelindschade]

I feel like an episode of Ozarks. 

I have to launder my own money to make it valid, and even then I gotta risk being taxed on it because my broker doesn’t recognize Venmo as a solid source. Look, it’s Venmo, and it’s from dog sitting and walking. I can’t use? I can’t deposit without my account and loan being flagged as sus??? WTF? 

Now, I have to find means to give it to my mom, have her contribute it to house closing, while I look 1k+ poorer because I can’t deposit my own hard working hustle money??? 

And then my second job (part time) cuts hours due to a pandemic, so I need to arrange my primary job to hike up hours to compensate (no big, plus they encourage it because management keeps firing flakes) but by reporting my employment change (not really a loss but a shift regardless), it looks like my revenue stream is even more vulnerable because I’m getting a cut somewhere and have to close up the difference by making changes at the other place! 

And that’s not to even mention I still need to cough up next months rent, lease breakage fee, with money I need to use from the sums I sent to mom like some laundering fraud female version of Marty Byrde herself, with little left over for food because my legit side job is taking a huge slice until this canine cough pandemic subsides.