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klvmstrakur · 4 years

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me, a hypochondriac that's just regained some sort of control over the panic that's been relatively low but consistent for months and it took all the power i had left in me to not spiral into utter hysteria 100 times a day: today feels kinda nice

YouTube recommended page that i've been consistently cleaning from all things that may even slightly worsen what's already not great: i'm thinking cancer update (BAD NEWS)

me: B-BITC-----

me: -----

me: FOR THE LOVE OF FUCKIGN SATAN

me: HOW ABOUT YOU LEARN

me: THAT ALL I WANNA SEE

me: IS EDUCATIONAL SNAKE VIDEOS

me: FEMBOY TIKTOK COMPILATIONS

me: AND

me: DIAMOND PAINTING KITS REVIEWS DONE BY RANTY KARENS THAT FILM IN VERTICAL MODE AND HAVEN'T LEARNED THAT 3$ PAY SHIPPING "FREE" CRAFT KITS ARE A SCAM

me: THAT'S ALL I WANT FROM YOU

YouTube recommended page: k

YouTube recommended page the next day after i've managed to not relapse: look, look, A MEMOIR!

YouTube recommended page: i'll leave it here for you

YouTube recommended page: F O R E V E R

#oh for shits sake #hypochondria #health anxiety #trigger warning #tw: anxiety #tw: hypochondria #tw: cancer #tw: health anxiety #I know this be serious stuff #but i'm attempting to cope with all i have available #and humor seems the easiest #g o d why #i would blame myself for triggering the algorithms #but i've successfully stopped googling symptoms and going nuts over a year ago #great success #but this wonderful algorithm won't let me live my life in peace #and not go into full panic mode every other day #personal

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