#but this doesn't feel like how my psychosomatic symptoms usually manifests like this feels more grounded in something physically wrong
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#i was ill like 2 weeks ago and after a few days i felt fine but a bit reduced but then this week i started feeling ill again#and had to call in sick to work again<3 which feels great when we're understaffed if i don't show up<3#anyways so on friday evening (after managing to spend the entire day at work despite being so horrendously dizzy that i kinda felt#2 seconds away from passing out the entire time) i went to the er bc i felt so horrible#and the doctor said it was just in my head<3#i mean in a much nicer way and she said so since nothing indicated that there was anything wrong on tests they did and i said that i havent#had the best sleep the past week and probably also bc i cried the first few minutes we talked bc that's what i do when i feel really ill#but this doesn't feel like how my psychosomatic symptoms usually manifests like this feels more grounded in something physically wrong#anyways then i noticed that my teeth kinda hurt and then i kinda thought about it like... hmmm i haven't been to the dentist in waaaay too#long and i have had pains that i've just ignored sometimes#so now i'm going to the dentist tomorrow and it's like i don't want there to be something wrong w my teeth but i want that to be the reason#for why i've been ill so that that's it and it's solved y'know?#but anyways now i'm slightly stressed abt the dentist tomorrow bc i'm ashamed of not having been for so long<3 wish me luck<3
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