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skunkes · 2 days ago

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i loooove when ocs unrealized development makes them feel like real people like no i dont know whether talon is genuinely attracted to women after years of both clinging to them for safety and years of putting them onto that untouchable idealized Perfect Protector Pedestal that must remain untainted by any bad experiences, so he doesn't even try to Be With any. He doesn't know either

#like i heart bisexual men so part of me is like no yeah he does like women. he literally loves women #>what if this is just love as general blind devotion solely on the basis of them not being men #we all know he likes men without much of what would be societal shame but he still grapples with it in that personal way #in the if i like men it means i like them despite what happened to me -> i secretly like what happened to me way #talon like i like men and women but i could never spend my eternal life with a man. as a way to just focus on one thing (finding said women #instead of letting himself think about anything else at all #oc text #ill let it float into my mind but idk because this would mess up his original plot before i kept him #though tbh i want to keep keeping him idk if ill ever let him go back home ykwim. long gone concept at dis point he's mine now. ours #talkys #also this makes things more interesting too in the way of #well it was previously thought that talon has a great interest in [smunker] because of smunkers Body #a sort of unintentional and subconscious rejecting of [smunker's] gender and seeing him #as not a man #now its like. what if its not that. it rly is just sole attraction to men because well al is also a pretty feminine guy #views challenged because no‚ men one way (bad) and women another way (good)#but theres TWO guys here who exhibit femininity so he's like wait hold onnnnnn waittttt #that subconscious conflict still exists though in the fearing al (at first) due to his body and both terrorizing and clinging to [smunker]#because of his #the terrorizing because talon sees his original self in smunker (weak and youthful‚ cherubic‚ naive)#theres so many layerssss #anyway yes. loving women as in of course i love women. beautiful and they keep me safe #but not in any way further than that... i love them i can and will kiss them and do much more but it doesnt feel The Same #i dont think i actually even have any fully gay guy characters [EXCEPT MAYBE THE SELF? LMAO IDK] bc i love bisexual men so much #groundbreaking...#wait sorry more oc rambling this actually would also make sense too because how i imagine talon with women is exaggerated #complete personality change to be pleasant and pliable and you can do whatever you want to me #when its also known that the reason he ''acts out'' with al and [smunker] is because he feels safe enough to drop any and all masks to do s #hmmmmmmmm i must keep thinking

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