#but thats bden

[top10statuesthatcriedblood]

ok i didnt wanna be the one to say it until she deactivated but yall gotta stop @‘ing THE SPOUSE OF A BAND MEMBER for clarification on the band’s views. theyre grown ass adults they can speak for themselves. shes given yall enough grace when it comes to fan interactions leave her be

[sleepyboisinc]

started a new sketchbook today by just writing SKETCHBOOK

felt powerful for 10 seconds and then regretted it

[ofalltheginjoints]

don’t @ me but the song mama by mcr is literally better than panic/brendon urie’s last two albums combined. in every way.

[bandomgay]

I just saw that bdens dad is a trump supporter, honestly it's so....confusing your wife is a woc your children are mix raced and you have daughters and a Pansexual son,how? I don't understand this is the most confusing thing I've ever come across

[talkingtotheapples]

vices and virtues era patd was the peak of my life and everything has been down hill from thence forth

[crusheswhimsandfancies]

“Pete and Patrick at Brendon’s wedding” aka my happy place

Pete and Patrick at Brendan’s wedding

(x)

[prettyoddfever]

P!ATD’s November – December 2006 journal entries

November 4 (not a journal entry but fits best here) – Hello all, we are currently holed up in an undisclosed location putting together our show for tour. Europe was great, but we can't wait to head back out here. We're bringing a bigger show than last time, and we hope you enjoy it...

November 5 – these smiling eyes are just a mirror for the sun there are a few things ive been thinking a lot about. i feel a list is needed... - i need to find a copy of ff7: advent children - shaving was a horrible idea... sheeesh - i get to see t.conrad tomarrow, and that is amazing - i have a girl who makes me smile like its christmas - pete and i need to purchase more sunglasses/sweatsuits - dylan is a great pet, the best maybe. - mexican food does not get old - i need to catch up on movie watching - tv shows about prison or drugs entertain me - this tour that starts on tuesday is going to save the planet - i want to live by the ocean (or lake michagan) really bad - nothing better than having a suitcase full of clean clothes - jurassic park couldnt have been more great of a movie - ryan is reviving early 90's hairstyles - bden and i do amazing interveiws together - spencer has the best voice in the band - the mc rib is back? - i dont see myself leaving chicago anytime soon - porno mime. trust me... - a few things may rhyme with circus? - going to bed early feels great. - playing music makes me feel complete - so do lists... - jon who?

(ok the next post was a series of links that led to pictures, but I’m going to have to put the picture below each phrase now so it looks a little odd. and the url from the third pic said it was Wiamanalo Beach if anyone wants that detail)

November 8 – you know what I mean

this consumes my life

this keeps me grounded

this makes me miss her

this turns me on

- jon pwns

(Jon’s the original source who shared that NRWC picture with fans)

November 17 - gotta promise not to stop when i say when hello family. i sit in the dressing room watching spencer play guitar hero, ryan sets up a chair for another day of his piano lessons. brendon is singing and talking to anyone who will listen, and im listening to music and writing you. its amazing. a few things have been bothering me, one of those is that i havent been able to watch the oc at all, im just going to have to sit this season out im thinking, unless you guys want to have weekly discussions on the live journal to keep me posted :) actually thats all that has been bothering me. for everyone who has come out to this tour so far, thank you for joining us. were glad to be able to share this with all of you, we couldnt be any happier how well its been going. for those who havent caught a show yet, we cant wait to see you. thanks for the stuffed animal of dylan, it made my day. after this tour were going to start working on a new record. we are all really excited to sit down and begin the writting process. we have been throwing ideas around, its going to be a great mix between warm and cold. if you know what i mean. oh one last thing, our video for lying is now on the voting list for trl on mtv.com! go vote for it please, it would mean a lot to me and the rest of the guys. - jonathan

(here’s the cat he mentioned getting at a meet & greet)

November 19 – So, as most of you know we have been on the nothing rhymes with circus tour for about a week now. This tour has come together so beautifully and is exactly what we had hoped for. Walking on stage each night and seeing everyone in the crowds eyes light up, and every ones mouths singing all the words is beyond description. We would like to thank every person who has come to any the shows so far. We hope you had as much fun as we did. And to all the people who will be seeing us in the near future, we can not wait for you to see the show we have put together. PORNOMIME - Spencer

(Jon had also mentioned “pornomime” and I had no idea what the guys were talking about... I remember some fans thought it was a new nickname for Zack lol).

November 26: no time for a title the day is sunday. i sit in the bus awaiting soundcheck, cassie sits next to me suffering from an adorable cold and writing a paper for class. yea, she came on tour for a few days, it makes me smile. thanksgiving was also amazing. it felt so good to be in chicago, the show at UIC couldnt have gone any better (i love you chicago) and the next day i feasted with family like ive never feasted before. the past few days i have been full, sleepy, and excited. excited yes.... for sunday, today. tis the day i watch the chicago bears defeat the new england patriots to gain a 10-1 record. soundcheck, wendys, bears game, show, what a glorious day. i also bet zach 50 bucks the bears would win so if i am victorious, ill probably go back to wendys after the game. all these shows have been the best of our life, you guys are so amazing. that video about me on livejournal is pretty great, someone last night had a sign that said "we love jwalk" and that made me smile :) you all have no clue how much you mean to us. soundcheck awaits me though so, on behalf of myself, brendon, spencer, ryan and pornomime, we bid you farewell, and a happy sunday. go bears. - jon walker 

December 2 - dan angel. snow freak. in the spirit of the holidays, i give unto you a quaint little video. here it is. by the way, who the hell is this guy?... www.youtube.com/watch?v=hpK4KH-Og4E - bden

December 14 – if love comes your way dont be afraid ladies and lads, jonathan j. walker here. long time no post.. ok so here is the run down,australlia, new zealand, europe, mexico, america. its all over. we have been on the road for the past 7 months (with myself in this band) and you all have made it the best shows/moments of our lives. its all over now, were going to take some time off to write a new record together. were extremely excited for you all to hear what we are going to create. we are going to performing in new york city on new years eve, so make sure to watch that. thank you all for sticking by us this year, next year is going to me 100 times more fun, trust me. check back for updates later on. miss you guys. love you as well. bye bye - j on w a lk e r

December 20 – happy holidays home. technically. i am sitting in my room, full of empty boxes. what came out of these boxes? anyway, i just wanted to say hello to all of you and wish you a happy holiday season. i truly hope all of you are doing well. also, thank you to everyone who made it out to the last tour. it was a great success. overall, thank you for making this year unbelievably fun. i can't wait to see what comes next. happy holidays. much love. p.s. bden on accordion?... god help us. - bden

THE MAIN POST

[fragilecapricorn]

idk supposedly ryan liked a r*pe joke on instagram but i personally thought it was more satirical than actually meaning 'yeah its okay to r*pe people if they're obviously asking for it' but thats my opinion and you dont have to agree or anything? and idk the g/g/b video was kinda....iffy on whether it supported being yourself or just ended up objectifying both bden and the supporting actresses in the video.

exactly, also this is probably hella controversial but tbh the lyrics in g/g/b arent all that lgbt supportive? like sure the chorus is great but the rest is just,,, yikes

its just my opinion but i feel like the whole thing is basically brendon trying to get a gay girl to date him even though she literally has a girlfriend so interpret that how you will

[sportastink]

Finally got a real theme on the desktop version for this blog

[crusheswhimsandfancies]

Scrolling through this like awww puppy bden and then got to the end and my heart went whoosh!!!!💗💓💗💓 was not expecting that! Thank you @mycamaroneverdies 😘😘

panicatthedisco: Going through pictures from LA and found a few of some friends that came out to the show. #deathofabachelortour

[unsolvedbfsarchive-blog]

tagged by gee My Lov @kevinray

a- age: 18

b- biggest fear: abandonment. also spiders

c- current time: 4:33pm

d- drink u last had: water

e- every day starts with: me laying in bed for an additional 20 minutes 

f- favourite song: uhmm ok CURRENTLY either tightrope by wtm or outright by wild party !

g- ghosts, are they real? no but maybe

h- hometown: oregon city (i think u can guess what state thats in)

i- in love with: brendon and sarah urie

j- jealous of: brendon and sarah urie ksjdfsj

k- killed someone: ?? myself on the inside

l- last time you cried: when i watched moana tbh

m- middle name: rae (did u kno tesserae is a word and also almost my name)

n- number of siblings: 1 half-sister

o- one wish: to meet bden ;w;

p- person you last called/texted: uh called the doctor to schedule un appt n texted the group chat

q- question you’re always asked: "like jimi?” when i tell ppl my last name is hendrix

r- reasons to smile: GAY RICH MAC

s- song last sang: probly a wtm song that came up on spotify idr which maybe tete-a-tete?

t- time you woke up: 10:45

u- underwear colour: pink n a maroon bra

v- vacation destination: italy :0

x- x-rays you’ve had: zero!

y- your favourite food: mm i love me some mango and like all mexican food tbh ‘specially enchiladas

z- zodiac sign: gemini *finger guns*

i tag @officialvicesandvirtues @dvllonweekes @sayyoprayers @horny-jim @dickfic @hvliday @handsfrguns :^)

[dork-with-a-uke]

*runs at you at top speed from a distance while screaming* *starts to pant* Elia! I averted my eyes from everything that popped up on my dash because I want to hear it from you. Did panic! and tøp win a Grammy?

ahhh thats so sweet dsfjhs i think top won best pop duo performance and sadly bden didn’t win anything but i love them all so much and I’m so so proud of them fucK

[femmeparker]

he definitely knots it a couple times and he cant even control it but its so bad bc theres nothing but his diaper around him but thats nothing and maybe hes even knotted when spencer finds him and rushes over to him and brendons sweating and red and whimpering and he rocks his hips more frantically because his daddy smells so good and spencers like "oh baby im so sorry, c'mere" and he lifts brendon so that bdens legs are on either side of his waist and brendons arms r around his neck (1/2)

and brendon starts rutting into spencers stomach even though theres layers between them and hes whimpering louder and gripping tightly because he just wants his daddys pussy around him and ecentually they get upstairs and spencer tries to set brendon on the bed so he can undress him but brendon wont let go because he thinks his daddy is gonna leave him by himself again (2/2)

and brendon starts to cry again when spencer tries to keep setting him down and spencer’s soothing brendon and saying he just wants to get them both undressed but brendon’s clinging so hard 

[crusheswhimsandfancies]

Thems me boys😍😍

@soulpunkpatrickstump i would like to direct your attention to this

[letters-to-the-broken]

septsmber 28

i sont know what to tell you today that cant of bden preceded by weeks of texting. i tried to get some special coins. i didnt, ans youd day you hope the person who got them spends them. its been raining a ton and finally stopped today. you wouldve loved it. not so mucg the snow thats coming soon. i got invested in some more comics and shows. still cant find it in me to watch lucifer. i wish i had something of ypu. i miss you, *****. so much. so fucking much. its unbelieveable. nothings been the same since that february night. nothings been the same since that august night. it hurts. so much. im so alone ajd sad and nothing makes me laugh like you did. i cant brinv mgsyeld to do anything to get rid of you. this shoukdnt of happened. i just want you back.

[talkingtotheapples]

that bden pic was so close to my panic show, mine was feb 10th or something in Auckland, so ridiculously good 😍

Hey!! thats awesome, yeah it was such an amazing tour. I wish id been more awake 😫